Thursday, July 01, 2010
hey myspace....
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Blogging
i need SUBSCRIBERS
new chapters in life and some really cool posts are going to be put here along with other websites ill post later
Currently listening:
Rebirth
By Lil Wayne
Release date: 2010-02-02
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Thursday, July 01, 2010
to people who fuck others over, bite off of peoples work and those who are 2faced!
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Life
i seen this today on facebook on someone page
call it childless but im allowed to be mad at the people that have fucked me and my man and tried to fuck my shop overtoo, and he isnt the first one but ill be damned if shit like this happens again... lying, stealing money, customers from your own shop and the list goes on
from drama our old apprentice to set facts stright he go fired! he wrote this
"simple tattoos at great prices!!! also specializing in script as low as $5.00 per letter...and for all those seeking realism, unique design and seemingly impossible work at great prices, then contact me b/c i am now promoting for one of the greatest artists in jville.. call and i'll connect you with him Mike Guinn...904-321-6980"
i wrote this to him.... "Dramas vagina is hurt cuz he got fired...for lying stealing money, and be 2 faced- which with the one BIG EYE he has he cant help but be 2 faced.id have to say go to A FU KEIN GOOD TATTOO considering they are award winning and clean and have the most laid back artists in town. not black anchor...some who first steals a name of a shop that NIKKO works at and if your referring to mike guinn whos DRUNK pretty much from the time he wakes up= sure go get tattooed from an alcoholic! hahaha it looks nice when he takes the picture but that shittt fadddessss his shit aint that good and he STEALS ideas like his old lady thats nick baxter, hes done joshua Carltons lips- nothing of his is original look at his old ladies arm and how many times has he gone over the same spots!! and that for just an example that happens alot! im so glad hes gone if he didnt leave when he did- he was going to get fired that day anyways but im sure he know that cuz DRAMA or should i say micheal merrett was such a snitch. and drama so you know yours is coming to you♥"
Currently listening:
Recovery
By Eminem
Release date: 2010-06-21
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Wednesday, June 16, 2010
this Saturday...
Current mood: excited
Category: Travel and Places
We are going to have so much fun!
Ichetucknee Springs State Park
386 497-4690
The park is open year round 8:00 a.m. till sunset.
ill be doing this and
TUBINGNOTE: To keep the Ichetucknee River pristine, NO food, drink, tobacco or disposable items may be taken on the river. NO pets are allowed on the river. Tubes can be rented from vendors outside of the park or visitors can bring their own. Tubes must be smaller than 5 feet in diameter to float freely down the natural river. Summer Season Begins the Saturday before Memorial Day through Labor Day. Three tubing options are available. 3 hour float from the North Entrance: Arrive early as we have a daily limit of 750 tubers per day at the North Entrance off CR 238. The driver of the vehicle will drop off all of the passengers and tubes at the North picnic area and drive to the South parking lot to park. During the approximately 45 minute wait, the passengers can swim in the spring, play at the playground, or picnic. A shuttle van will take only the driver from the South parking lot to the North to meet his or her party at the North picnic area. Once the driver arrives, the group may tube down the river together. You can exit the river at Dampier's Landing, a 2-1/2 hour float, with a 5 minute walk back to your vehicle; or, exit the river at the last take-out point where a tram takes you to your vehicle.Note: The last river trip is sold at 2:00 p.m. unless daily carrying capacity has been reached. The last time to enter the river at the North Entrance is 3:00 p.m.
hopefully the first 2 if not 1
HIKING/NATURE TRAILThere are three unique hiking trails located at the North Entrance of the park. Trail maps are available at the Ranger Station or information booth.Blue Hole Trail: A 1/2 mile walk through the Ichetucknee forest and cypress flood plain, which leads to Blue Hole Spring, the largest spring in the park.Trestle Point Trail: This shaded path winds along the crystal clear waters of the Ichetucknee River. The self- guided trail will take you back in time, when in the early 1900's, phosphate ore was mined in the area. Walk time is approximately 30 minutes.
I AM STOKED!!! i've never been before! oh its going to be fun!!
Currently listening:
Rebirth
By Lil Wayne
Release date: 2010-02-02
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Monday, June 14, 2010
need to find a new place to blog...
Category: Life
lots on my mind
lots to do tomorrow
24 time is flying by i dont like i dont have what i want by this time in my life
i should have more! (not my man i love and got that and i want him) its just everything
else
i should have more accomplished
and alot is going on medically with me which is stressin me out and i havent been writing poetry or anything lately in my real journal.
help.
im starting to feel really down. and i cant help it.
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Friday, May 28, 2010
miss tattoo usa
http://www.misstattoousa.com/applications/applications.htm
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
just sayin
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Blogging
SUBSCRIBE TO THIS BLOG AND FIND ME ON THESE OTHER WEBSITES AND DO THE SAME PLEASE
www.myspace.com/iamstatement
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http://www.modelmayhem.com/TattooLiz ;
www.twitter.com/vanilladanknug
www.google.com/profiles/tattoolizz
http://iamstatement.blogspot.com/
http://tattoolizz.blogspot.com/
http://vampirefreaks.com/vanilladanknug
Much love to all my boyfriend, fans, friends, and family.
MUCH LOVE
Tattoo Liz
Currently listening:
Rebirth [Deluxe Edition]
By Lil Wayne
Release date: 2010-02-02
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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
soooo
Ive started writing again feeling better to that i have
i started one of those online bloggers and also a new journal so much going thru my head
me and Bruce got brand new furniture Saturday and boy do i feel like a princess sitting on these.
i also looked at plane tickets today to go up north for Christmas this year.
i want to see my family before then thou.
i miss Cristo who went back to Madrid
life has been so freakin crazy and hectic i feel i haven't had any time to breath.
cant wait for summer and beach time for real too im going to go the beach alot more
then last year - read more draw more, make more things.
i do have to admit i lve my life and everything i have and im very grateful for my man
who is the best person in the whole world.
well im going to stop writing
and spend time with my step daughter
we are going to make cookies tonight and watch a movie on the big tv
the vampires assistant about the circus people
and maybe paint each others nails.
yours cruelly
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
what is hiding in this blog...
Current mood: understimulated
Category: Blogging
SUBSCRIBE TO MY BLOG....or this will be waiting in your closet....
Currently listening:
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 2005-10-04
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
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Monday, February 08, 2010
Love
Current mood: loved
Category: Blogging
im excited
Valentines day is near!!!
i love it and valentines comments too
lol
it is a holiday!! for those want to argue it
aint Valentine's Day[1] (commonly shortened to Valentine's Day[1][2][3]) is an annual holiday held on February 14 celebrating love and affection betweenintimate companions.[1][3] The holiday is named after one or more early Christian martyrs named Valentine and was established by Pope Gelasius I in 496 AD. It is traditionally a day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery, and sending greeting cards (known as "valentines"). The holiday first became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.
Modern Valentine's Day symbols include the heart-shaped outline, doves, and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten valentines have largely given way to mass-produced greeting cards
love [luhv] Show IPA noun, verb, loved, lov⋅ing.–noun
1.a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3.sexual passion or desire.
4.a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5.(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6.a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7.sexual intercourse; copulation.
8.(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9.affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10.strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11.the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12.the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13.Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.
14.a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.
–verb (used with object)
15.to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.
16.to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).
17.to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.
18.to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight.
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Monday, January 18, 2010
more supportive
Current mood: frustrated
Category: Life
its been brought to my attention that i need to be more emotional supportive that money isnt that issue which it is not
whati dont understand or get is how to be more of an emotionally supportive girlfriend.
im thinking im lacking because i didnt have the love and support and relationships growing up .
i really need some advie to be supportive to my man and my family
any advice?
Currently listening:
Best of Cowboy Junkies
By Cowboy Junkies
Release date: 2001-08-21
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
someone is posting on the net my breast cancer donations were a scam
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
an ex employee was fired for stealing from the studio and was caught stealing from the breast cancer tattoos and is now posting on the net that it was a scam and we kept the money We sent 1700 dollars to the Donna foundation and this is the reciept we recieved.
just ask for the picture ill send it you. it hurts that people are saying this shit
He was fired the second day into and doesnt know anything about the foundation for breast cancer for what we did. please repost this so we can do this again next year and dont want people to think it was a scam or anything so we hope to see you in october for breast cancer awarness month!!!
http://www.clipsyndicate.com/video/play/..1138903
it was cool thou that i was on the news
check it out you can see a little of the shop.
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Sunday, January 10, 2010
2010 is looking good so far
Current mood: calm
Category: Life
im pretty happy so far this year
health is good
i got 2 puppies now
Tiberius and Khan(pics of Khan up soon)
im engaged
to the greatest MAN in the whole world
with a wonderful step daughter
and my shop is doing good
family and friends are great
been getting alot of stuff in the mail
getting tattooed and have alot planned for tattoos this year also!!!
im content and blessed and have no complaints
except one i wish i could see maria who is all the way in new york
but sooner then later i will see her
just trying to be a better person one day at a time
and stay on the grind and make that money
and always keep love in my heart
no matter what or who.
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Friday, January 01, 2010
Happy New Years
Current mood: happy
Category: Life
Comments and Graphics - New Year Layouts - Photobucket
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
thanksgiving blues
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
missin my family and friends
just me n bruce tomorrow
cooking a big dinner thou still
i hate the holidays
so much is going on right now
i dont know what to do
i need to get my money right
and fix the things i fucked up
ive always hated the holidays
its even harder being away from those you love most and those who are no longer with us
im thankful thou that its going to be a nice day tomorrow and i get to spend it with my baby at least and its the puppys first thanksgiving too!
im thankful for all my friends and family
and wish you all a happy thanksgiving!
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
tis the season
Current mood: bored
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
down in the dumps
Current mood: angry
Category: Life
i feel i have i have fucked up so much expecailly lately and more in the past too i feel like one BIG fuck up
in life
in past realtionships and friendships
im feeling so down and depressed lately and i dont know wh or where it is coming from
i cant sleep
all i do is stuff my face with food
i dont go out anymore cuz i have all these bills and no extra money for me to do anything
thanksgiving and christmas is coming up and im spending that alone without family
im just in the dumps right now had to let a little of whats on my mind
Currently listening:
Most Known Hits
By Three 6 Mafia
Release date: 2005-11-15
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
my horoscope today off facebook
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Elizabeth, If you are trying to have a baby, you could receive unexpected good news soon. If not, it would be an excellent idea to carefully watch your birth control. If you are single, you may be unexpectedly attracted to a potential partner who comes with a "pre-made" family.
im already with someone who has a baby
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Free breast cancer tattoos - Action News Jacksonville
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Monday, September 28, 2009
ive always loved greek mythology
Current mood: bored
Category: Blogging
2 of my cards from tarot reading
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http://tarot.astrology.com/readingroom.html?a=F&r=199679415.1&curl=http://chartshop.com/scripts/runisa.dll?AO:CONVDEAL::7010,offer=7009&email=iamstatement@hotmail.com&LOOK=&OldTarotReadingId=199679415.1&CONV=7010,&isDealZero=&ice=ast%3Afreeexit%3Areading
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
attention please
Current mood: creative
please take the time to go and vote and rate me high
it would mean alot to me
thank you so much
http://www.clix4me.com/users/iamstatement
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
interesting
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
friends
show me some love
with some fan art and signs
id love love love them
they make me happy
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Monday, September 07, 2009
ATTENTION PLEASE
Current mood: excited
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
go support and vote for me
spread the word !!!!
thanks guys
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
I am
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
going to start writing again
i need to
im losin my mind
more soon
promise
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Friday, August 07, 2009
KEG PARTY TOMORROW NIGHT FOR TIMMUS
Current mood:fuck yea yer
Category: Parties and Nightlife
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tomorrow night
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Miss July
Current mood: excited
Category: Art and Photography
READ AND REPOST PLEASE!!!!
for MISS JULY
angels with ink
I NEED ALL YOUR VOTES
vote for tattoo liz
neeed all the votes i can get
please repost
and i gotta lot friends on here
show support!
can i get some help
please
need like 20+ more
not much time left
please repost this
Angels With INK
click on link and add them for me
http:../../..www...myspace...com/..beautywithink
and go leave a comment for me
in the contest album
for Miss July
spread the word
much love
tattoo liz
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Thursday, July 09, 2009
hope to see you there
Current mood: excited
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
i got a booth for this
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009
all of a sudden
Current mood: sad
this huge depression came over me and i want it to go away
i feel like shit and i dont want to do anything
i dont want to care and i just want to say fuck off i hate you to the world
so much going thru my head right now
i dont know how much longer i can keep a fake smile on
Currently listening:
Best of Cowboy Junkies
By Cowboy Junkies
Release date: 2001-08-21
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Sunday, July 05, 2009
sex and the city
Current mood:stoked
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Kim Cattrall Confirms There Will Be a Sex in the City 2 Yes, ladies- proving that you will never have enough of the 4 of these stiletto-wearing, man bashing, and cosmopolitan-sipping ladies- there will be a sequel to the original SATC movie. There were mixed reviews for part 1. Some felt as they had hit the proverbial chick-flick jackpot, but some were disappointed. There were some women that said that the plot felt a bit forced, and the story wasn’t quite as consuming as the series. Well, they have a second chance to prove themselves to these particular critics, but this will be their last chance. Unless this one hits the nail on the head- some movie goers may simply throw in the towel. I think that women really want more of the series back. They want New York City, the Big Apple, and all of the glory that comes along with her. The café’s, the shopping, the taxicabs, and Ms. Liberty herself. It’s just hard to imagine watching the show with 3 of the women now being married. Will Samantha (the only single one left) now become the main character? I think a serious twist needs to be presented
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
beautiful
Current mood: artistic
Category: Travel and Places
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
feelin blue
Current mood: blah
Category: Life
i guess just in the slumps
alot is going thru my mind so much going on
my gmas birthday is this month along with my best friend
and i miss them both dearly and wish i could see them
doing a photoshoot i think this weekend/sunday/monday
thanks to my friends liz n sarah love you guys
and thanks to those who have been making me things on myspace it cheers me i love em
KEEP EM coming lol
things are going to get better ill be back at work n school soon
waiting for my laptop my gma bought god she is so great!
theres pics of here in my fam album
its been awhile since ive wrote a blog
need to write another letter to my cuzzo
while shes in pin. i love her so much too.
and im going to try to write some poems a short stories i need to get back into that
maybe thats why im blue
i havent wrote as much as i used to
i dont know
subscribe to my blogs
Currently listening:
Greatest Hits
By The Notorious B.I.G.
Release date: 2007-03-06
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
Angels With Ink
Current mood: excited
ANGELS WITH INK
need like 20 more
and i gotta lot friends on here
can i get some help
please
need like 20+ more
need your support
not much time left
please repost this
Angels With INK
click on link and add them for me
http:../../..www...myspace...com/..beautywithink
and go leave a comment for me
in the contest album
for Miss June
spread the word
much love
tattoo liz
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
friends please read and do this favor for me
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Art and Photography
go to
www.myspace.com/beautywithink
add em
and go to
the calender album
and vote for me
yours truely
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
*read this*
Current mood: tired
badass pics up from
420 weekend
and my birthday party
7 more days til my birthday april 30
i'll be
Dub Twa
(23)
i cant wait
im countin down
Currently listening:
Curtain Call
By Eminem
Release date: 2005-12-06
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
april 16th update
Current mood: excited
he has just offered to pay for an airline ticket
for MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD( who moved to new york from cocoa beach shes my ying to my yang .) to come see me this weekend for my birthday party
i hope she can find a baby sitter thats the only thing right now before i press send to purchase the ticket
im in tears so happy !!!!!
baby mama you gotta come!!!!!
bruce i love you so much
your the best
i love you
i love you
i love you
this is the best present in the whole world!!!!!
keep my fingeres crossed that things work out ill know later around 7
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
damn
Current mood: chill
Category: Blogging
i need a new journal. ive just finished yet other one. im lost without my writing.
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
hey guys
you should subscribe to these blogs of mine
wink wink
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
jacksonville
Current mood: bored
jacksonville
SUCKS!
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Monday, April 13, 2009
My God Daughter
Current mood: happy
Category: Music
get it girl
i love you and miss you bunches!
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
birthday party!!!
Current mood: excited
Category: Parties and Nightlife
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Friday, March 20, 2009
damn
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
dude
REHAB is going to be here tomorrow in jacksonville
18 in advance
20 day of the show
oh iwant to go so bad
i freakin love them
ive been listening to them before they got big!
i hope i can go!
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 2008-07-15
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i dont know whats wrong with me
Current mood:fuck you
im stress
feel like crying or blowing and slamming something into someones face
just stressing
things wil lget better
FUCK
Queen of Coins
Traditionally, representing the energy of a Queen, this feminine
guardian is endowed with enormous good sense and problem solving
energy, but she is not particularly entrepreneurial. She loves to
advise, encourage, and empower those she gets involved with, studying
their problems with them and setting them up to solve them.
Traditionally, she was pictured as the Sibyl or Oracle, perhaps a Tarot
reader, who made herself available to people in need, no matter what
their social class or situation. In modern times, she will be found
educating, healing, managing disaster aid programs or a charitable
drive of some sort.
In every case, she does not see the
benefits that exist in her life as belonging solely to her. She feels
the needs of her people and will spend freely of her time, energy,
skills, money to see that nobody is left out. For this, and because she
likes to work in an atmosphere of beauty, enjoyment and abundance, she
is sometimes accused of being extravagant. But she works hard, and she
sees no reason to deny herself the rewards of a job well done. Everyone
who comes in contact with her feels enriched by her enjoyment in living.
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Saturday, February 28, 2009
as my years past
Current mood:ive got things to do
Category: Blogging
fuck. its been awhile since i wrote one of these....jeez
im pissed i feel like screamin sometimes
i keep my smile on my face just so people dont ask me any questions. i hate the words:whats wrong: :are you ok: just let me deal with it
let me figure it out first then i might tell you
things just keep building up small thngs big things
its pissing me off
things are coming up missing
people talk shit
but not to my face
oh no but when they are not around or when they move or
just the simple fact they DONT HAVE THE BALLS TO DO IT!
im missin my family so much to right now
my other auntie, sarah just passed away.
getting older sucks and living SO FAR away from them even sucks more.
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Check out this event: 2009 Jacksonville Tattoo Convention
Hosted By:
Conventionpros.com
When:
Friday, September 11, 2009
Where:
Wyndham Riverwalk
1515 Prudential Dr.
Jacksonville, FL
32207
Description:
5th Annual Jacksonville Tattoo Convention!!
Click Here To View Event
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
please pass on
from jan 1st to the 15th
click on this link
http://myspace.com/bcrazisbowtique
and add them
and
please vote for
Me - Elizabeth
and
Ms.
Bettie
in the model contest
thanks bunches
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
old friends
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
i miss them
you know the ones that you could stay up and talk for hours to, you'd do everything with them you experience things with for the first time. and then the years past and see or get in touch with them again
how times fly
things change
i miss the innocence of being a child and a teenager
i miss my old friends.
you know who you are .
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Saturday, December 20, 2008
to my friends
Current mood: artistic
click on this link
http://myspace.com/bcrazisbowtique
and add them
and
please vote for me in the model contest
thanks bunches
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
R.I.P
Current mood: sad
Pop Icon Pin-Up Bettie Page Dies at 85
Associated Press
December 11, 2008
LOS ANGELES - Bettie Page, a 1950s pinup model who helped set the stage for the 1960s sexual revolution, has died.
She was 85.
Her agent Mark Roesler says Page died Thursday night at a Los Angeles hospital after suffering a heart attack nine days ago.
He says she never regained consciousness.
Page attracted national attention with magazine photographs of her sensuous figure in bikinis and see-through lingerie that quickly were tacked up on walls across the country.
Her photos included a centerfold in the January 1955 issue of then-fledgling Playboy magazine, as well as controversial sadomasochistic poses.
Roesler says Page had been hospitalized for three weeks with pneumonia and was about to be released when she had the heart attack on Dec. 2.
R.I.P.
Bettie Page, the brunet pinup queen with a shoulder-length pageboy hairdo and kitschy bangs whose saucy photos helped usher in the sexual revolution of the 1960s, has died. She was 85.
Page, whose later life was marked by depression, violent mood swings and several years in a state mental institution, died Thursday night at Kindred Hospital in Los Angeles, where she had been on life support since suffering a heart attack Dec. 2, according to her agent, Mark Roesler.
A cult figure, Page was most famous for the estimated 20,000 4-by-5-inch black-and-white glossy photographs taken by amateur shutterbugs from 1949 to 1957. The photos showed her in high heels and bikinis or negligees, bondage apparel -- or nothing at all.
Decades later, those images inspired biographies, comic books, fan clubs, websites, commercial products -- Bettie Page playing cards, dress-up magnet sets, action figures, Zippo lighters, shot glasses -- and, in 2005, a film about her life and times, "The Notorious Bettie Page."
Then there are the idealized portraits of her naughty personas -- Nurse Bettie, Jungle Bettie, Voodoo Bettie, Banned in Boston Bettie, Maid Bettie, Crackers in Bed Bettie -- memorialized by such artists as Olivia de Berardinis.
"I'll always paint Bettie Page," De Berardinis said Thursday night . "But truth be told, it took me years to understand what I was looking at in the old photographs of her. Now I get it. There was a passion play unfolding in her mind. What some see as a bad-girl image was in fact a certain sensual freedom and play-acting - it was part of the fun of being a woman."
"The origins of what captures the imagination and creates a particular celebrity are sometimes difficult to define," Playboy magazine founder Hugh Hefner said Thursday night. "Bettie Page was one of Playboy magazine's early Playmates, and she became an iconic figure, influencing notions of beauty and fashion. Then she disappeared. . . . Many years later, Bettie resurfaced and we became friends. Her passing is very sad."
In an interview 2 1/2 years ago, Hefner described Page's appeal as "a combination of wholesome innocence and fetish-oriented poses that is at once retro and very modern."
According to her agents at CMG Worldwide, Page's official website, www.BettiePage.com, has received about 600 million hits over the last five years.
"Bettie Page captured the imagination of a generation of men and women with her free spirit and unabashed sensuality," said Roesler, chairman of the Indianapolis-based CMG Worldwide, who was at Page's side when she died. "She was a dear friend and a special client and one of the most beautiful and influential women of the 20th century."
A religious woman in her later life, Page was mystified by her influence on modern popular culture. "I have no idea why I'm the only model who has had so much fame so long after quitting work," she said in an interview with The Times in 2006.
She had one request for that interview: that her face not be photographed.
"I want to be remembered," she said, "as I was when I was young and in my golden times. . . . I want to be remembered as the woman who changed people's perspectives concerning nudity in its natural form."
Bettie Mae Page was born April 22, 1923, in Nashville. She was the oldest girl among Roy and Edna Page's six children. Her father, an auto mechanic, "molested all three of his daughters," Page said in the interview.
Her parents divorced in 1933, but life didn't get any easier for Bettie.
"All I ever wanted was a mother who paid attention to me," Page recalled. "She didn't want girls. She thought we were trouble. When I started menstruating at 13, I thought I was dying because she never taught me anything about that."
After high school, Page earned a teaching credential. But her career in the classroom was short-lived. "I couldn't control my students, especially the boys," she said.
She tried secretarial work and marriage. But by 1948 she had divorced a violent husband and fled to New York City, where she enrolled in acting classes. She was noticed on the beach at Coney Island by New York police officer and amateur photographer Jerry Tibbs, who introduced her to camera clubs.
Page quickly became a sought-after model, attracting the attention of Irving Klaw and his sister, Paula, who operated a mail-order business specializing in cheesecake and bondage poses.
Under contract with the Klaws, Page was photographed prancing around with a whip, spanking other women, even being hog-tied. She also appeared in 8-millimeter "loops" and feature-length peekaboo films with titles like "Betty Page in High Heels."
"I had lost my ambition and desire to succeed and better myself; I was adrift," Page recalled. "But I could make more money in a few hours modeling than I could earn in a week as a secretary."
Her most professional photographs were taken in 1955 by fashion photographer Bunny Yeager. They included shots of Page nude and frolicking in waves and deep-sea fishing, and a January 1955 Playboy centerfold of her winking under a Santa Claus cap.
At 35, Page walked away from it all. She quit modeling and moved to Florida, where she married a much younger man whose passions, she later learned, were watching television and eating hamburgers.
Page fled from her home in tears after a dispute on New Year's Eve in 1959. Down the street, she noticed a white neon sign over a little white church with its door open.
After quietly taking a seat in the back, she had a born-again experience. Page immersed herself in Bible studies and served as a counselor for the Billy Graham Crusade.
In 1967, she married for a third time. After that marriage ended in divorce 11 years later, Page plunged into a depression marked by violent mood swings. She argued with her landlady and attacked her with a knife. A judge found her innocent by reason of insanity but sentenced her to 10 years in a California mental institution.
She was released in 1992 from Patton State Hospital in San Bernardino County to find that she had unwittingly become a pop-culture icon. A movie titled "The Rocketeer" and the comic book that inspired it contained a Bettie-esque character, triggering a revival, among women as well as men, that continues unabated.
With the help of admirers including Hefner, Page finally began receiving a respectable income for her work.
In an interview published in Playboy magazine in 2007, Page expressed mixed feelings about her achievements. "When I turned my life over to the lord Jesus I was ashamed of having posed in the nude," she said. "But now, most of the money I've got is because I posed in the nude. So I'm not ashamed of it now. But I still don't understand it."
She spent most of her final years in a one-bedroom apartment, reading the Bible, listening to Christian and country tunes, watching westerns on television, catching up on diet and exercise regimens or sometimes perusing secondhand clothing stores.
Occasionally, however, Page was persuaded to visit the Sunset Boulevard penthouse offices of her agents at CMG Worldwide to autograph pinups of herself in the post-World War II years of her prime. The agency controls her image and those of Marilyn Monroe and Princess Diana, among others.
During one such event in early 2006, Page needed about 10 minutes to get through the 10 letters of her name. As she pushed her pen over a portrait of her in a negligee with an ecstatic smile, she laughed and said, "My land! Is that supposed to be me? I was never that pretty."
She is survived by her brother Jack Page of Nashville and sister Joyce Wallace of Blairsville, Ga.
Sahagun is a Times staff writer.
louis.sahagun@latimes.com
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
R.I.P pretty Nic
Current mood: sad
Nick Sloan aka "Pretty Nic" passed away in his sleep Tuesday December 16th. A longtime rep for Tattooed Kingpin and a salesman for Philadelphia Eddies 621 Tattoo. He will be greatly missed by many.
Funeral Arrangments will be
Saturday December 20th 9:30 AM at
Notre Dame de Lourdes
1000 Fairview Rd
Swarthmore, PA 19081
He will be missed.
For Those Of You Who Haven't Heard Pretty Nic ( Mark Sloan ) Passed Yesterday. For What Reason We Are Not Sure Of. Nic Was Part Of The Philly Eddie Tattoo Family And The Imperial Dragon Family. Nic Was One Of Our Piecers. Nic Will Be Very Missed . I Just Like To Give My Heart Out To His Family And Tattooed Family . Nic Was One Of My Best Friends And Will Never Be Forgotten. Be Safe My Friend For You Will Always Be In Our Hearts..
if you didnt know him ( or if you did then you know)he was a spunky, funny, unique person. his time was short here but the moments spent with him were great he will stay in my memories and my heart. we had alot of good times at conventions gettin tattooed trading clothes haha with each other ive lost a good friend ...and it sucks...you were loved by alot and you will be missed dearly.
Currently listening:
Aenima
By Tool
Release date: 1996-10-01
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Saturday, December 06, 2008
keg party
Current mood: crunk
KEG PARTY TONIGHT MY PLACE
beer pong
...
fun
alcohol
beer
chicks
green
haha
bryb
music
no cops to shut us down
we can do whateva we want
so BRING YOUR ASS
there is going to be a STORM TRPOOER AS WELL HERE!
write me
im at the house here
call me
if you got my number
for directions
and what not
Currently listening:
The Final Tic
By Crucial Conflict
Release date: 1996-07-02
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Monday, December 01, 2008
issues?
Current mood: crushed
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
bottled emotions
Depression is nourished by a lifetime of ungrieved and unforgiven hurts
I'm hurt all the time.
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me...
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me
things have to change
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Trashed
Current mood: sad
my old house when i lived in Clay City Illinois
Trashed
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
family
Current mood: sad
>my aunt Virgina, my grandma, my aunt sarah they are sisters
lots been on my mind i have an aunt virginia that is really sick she been diagonosed with liver,colon, and rectal cancer, now its spreadin thru her body and they other day she fell and now there is blood going to her head, she can bearly speak and is hardly eating its hitting her all at once and i hope and prey that she fets better , but whats a life of suffering, shes a strong women i think she fight this i hope . i seen her recently a few months ago which was really good, ive had great times with her shes a great aunt both of them my aunt sarah has lung cancer to and shes also fighting it it kills me to see them this way but i have the best family i think in the world and they have done so much for me, its sucks how things hit you and changes so much so fast im grateful for all the holidays and birthdays,and reunions, and hopefully many more to come , all i can say is she is in my heart and im wishing the best for her.
you never know what can happen to family or friends, call them ,write them , hug them. life isnt forever
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
you read
Current mood: blessed
Category: Life
subscribe to it
give me your inputs and comments
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
a lil bit about me SO TRUE
Current mood: bored
Category: Blogging
i do love being me!!
Taurus THE BULL is the sign of the builder, and the earth we stand on
Taureans are extremely faithful, with a strong need for security and a settled routine. Although they are very earthy, they can also be highly romantic and sensitive when it comes to love
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Symbol: The Bull
Ruling Planet: Venus
Element: Earth Cross/Quality: Fixed
Group: Emotional House Ruled: Second
Polarity: Negative Opposite Sign: Scorpio
Favorable Colors: Green & Brown Lucky Gem: Emerald
Key Body Part: Neck/ Throat Period: April 20 - May 20
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Chinese Horoscopes Counterpart: the Snake
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Basic Profile:
conservative, sensible, responsible, meticulous, artistic, loyal consistent, dependable, generous, physically strong, sexual, but can be rigid, stubborn, selfish, suspicious, hot-tempered
Famous Taureans:
Audrey Hepburn, Charlotte Bronte, Cher, Frank Capra, Bono, Billy Joel, Michelle Pfeiffer, Barbra Streisand, Benjamin Spock, Sigmund Freud, Katharine Hepburn, Stevie Wonder, Jerry Seinfeld, Queen Elizabeth II, Bing Crosby, Candice Bergen, William Shakespeare, Adolf Hitler
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The bright side
Taurus has a patient, grounded and reliable personality. People know where they are with a Taurean, unless they go too far! The Taurean is also warm and sensual, with an appreciation of the fine things in life. Taurus is motivated by a need for security, this sign is good for business matters and can be trusted to carry things through with absolute care. As an earth sign Taurus values the environment and will do everything possible to preserve it, even if that only extends to their immediate surroundings.
Practical, reliable, patient, persistent, solid, determined, industrious, strong willed, sensuous, affectionate, warm hearted, trustworthy
The dark side
Unfortunately the Taurean personality can be so committed to self preservation and so cautious in their approach to matters that they can become tedious and boring! Many people seem prepared to brave this tedious behaviour for an evening of fine food and wine that will always appear at Taurean dinner parties. Taureans at their best are typically strong and silent, but often appear ignorant and wilfully obstinate to others.
Lazy, possessive, self-indulgent, dull, inflexible, unoriginal, unimaginative, greedy, stubborn, resentful, hidebound by routine
You are most compatible with
Leo - extremely loving.
Taurus - well suited.
Capricorn - terrific. i date one one now!
Pisces - charming.
Absolutely no chance!
Gemini - not a success.
Sagittarius - very rocky.
Aquarius - too stubborn.
Your opposite sign
is Scorpio
Venus
In Roman mythology, Venus was the daughter of Jupiter and Dione, the Greek equivalent is Aphrodite, the goddess of love and beauty. In other cultures, she has a more sinister role particularly in Mayan mythology.
Here she is associated with the rain-god Chac, or the Aztec Tlaloc, god of rain and disaster. Human sacrifice was part of the ritualistic element associated with this and decisions on when to do battle were timed to the cycles of Venus and Jupiter.
The plumed serpent god, Quetalcoatl was identified with Venus. He is depicted on his rising throwing the spears of his dazzling rays and impaling his enemies.
However, we understand the symbolism of this planet to be feminine, representing love, relationships, healing and creativity. The mythical Venus was able to renew her virginity any time she liked, simply by bathing, so she was able to use her seductive charms on whoever she wished, god or mortal.
I love gore and blood and anything horror
i love my family and friends to death
i love dressing up and being pretty..what girl doesn't.
i love to draw and take pictures and model
I LOVE ART, PAINTINGS, AND TATTOOS
I'm a collector in all kind of things.
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Currently listening:
Greatest Hits '93-'03
By 311
Release date: 2004-06-08
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
saw this on the internet- interesting but you decide
Current mood: okay
im not bein racist or judgemental but this was a good read and dont know
I hope there will be change
White Guilt is Dead
This is not just some sore-loser, Obama-bashing, swift-boat rant; it's a
sarcastic mandate to blacks to "get over it."
Look at my fellow conservatives! There they go, glumly shuffling along,
depressed by the election aftermath. Not me, I'm virtually euphoric.
Don't get me wrong.I'm not thrilled with America's flirtation with
neo-socialism.But there's a massive silver lining in those magical clouds
that lofted Barack Obama to the Presidency.For today, without a shred of
intellectually legitimate opposition, I can loudly proclaim to America: the
Era of White Guilt is over.
This seemingly impossible event occurred because the vast majority of white
Americans didn't give a fluff about skin color, and enthusiastically pulled
the voting lever for a black man. Not just any black man.A very liberal
black man who spent his early career race-hustling banks, praying in a
racist church for 20 years, and actively working with America-hating
domestic terrorists.Wow, some resume! Yet they made Barack Obama their
leader.
Therefore, as of Nov 4th, 2008, white guilt is dead.For over a century, the
millstone of white guilt hung around our necks, retribution for slave-owning
predecessors.In the 60's, American liberals began yanking that millstone
while sticking a fork in the eye of black Americans, exacerbating the racial
divide to extort a socialist solution.
But if a black man can become President, exactly what significant barrier is
left? The election of Barack Obama absolutely destroys the entire validation
of liberal white guilt. The dragon is hereby slain.
So today, I'm feeling a little "uppity," if you will.From this day forward,
my tolerance level for having my skin color hustled is now exactly ZERO.
And it's time to clean house.No more Reverend Wright's "God Damn
America," Al Sharpton's Church of Perpetual Victimization, or Jesse
Jackson's rainbow racism. Cornell West? You're a fraud. Go home.All those
black studies" programs that taught kids to hate whitey? You must now thank
whitey. And I want that on the final.
Congressional Black Caucus? Irrelevant. Maxine Waters? Shut up.ACORN?
Outlawed. Black Panthers? Go home and pet your kitty.Black separatists?
Find another nation that offers better dreams. Go ahead. I'm waiting.
Gangsta rappers? Start praising America.Begin with the Pledge of Allegiance
And please . . . No more Ebonics.Speak English and who knows where you
might end up? Oh, yeah . . . Pull up your pants. Your underwear is showing.
You look stupid.
To those Eurosnots who forged entire careers hating America? I'm still
waiting for the first black French President.
And let me offer an equal opportunity whooping.I've always despised lazy
white people. Now, I can talk smack about lazy black people.You're poor
because you quit school, did drugs, had three kids with three different
fathers, and refuse to work.So when you plop your Colt 45-swilling,
Oprah-watchin' butt on the couch and complain "Da Man is keepin' me down,"
allow me to inform you: Da Man is now black. You have no excuses.
No more quotas. No more handouts.No more stealing my money because someone
s great-great-great-great grandparents suffered actual pain and misery at
the hands of people I have no relation to, and personally revile.
It's time to toss that massive, obsolete race-hustle machine upon the heap
of the other stupid 60's ideas.Drag it over there, by wife swapping, next
to dope smoking. Plenty of room right between "free love" and cop killing.
Careful . . . Don't trip on "streaking". There ya go, don't be gentle.Just
dump it. Wash your hands. It's filthy.
In fact, Obama's ascension created a gargantuan irony.How can you sell
class envy and American unfairness when you and your black wife went to Ivy
League schools, got high-paying jobs, became millionaires, bought a mansion,
and got elected President? How unfair is that? Now, like a delicious O'Henry
tale, Obama's spread-the-wealth campaign rendered itself moot by it's own
victory! America is officially a meritocracy.Obama's election has validated
American conservatism!
So, listen carefully . . .Wham! That's the sound of my foot kicking the
door shut on the era of white guilt.The rites have been muttered, the
carcass lowered, dirt shoveled, and tombstone erected.White guilt is dead
and buried.
However, despite my glee, there's apparently one small, rabid bastion of
American racism remaining. Black Americans voted 98% for Barack Obama.
Hmmm . . .In a color-blind world, shouldn't that be 50-50? Tonight, every
black person should ask forgiveness for their apparent racism and prejudice
towards white people. Maybe it's time to start spreading the guilt around.
Tom Adkins is the publisher of CommonConservative. com
"Duty is ours, results are God's." – John Quincy Adams
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
my new dress
Current mood: excited
i cant wait to get it and wear it!
Currently listening:
Biz Markie - Greatest Hits
By Biz Markie
Release date: 2002-05-21
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
he bought me a mood ring
Current mood: pretty
im dark blue
Black - Stressed, Cold, Uptight, Tense
Brown - Nervous, Anxious, Puzzled
Red - Energized, Restless, Distracted
Amber - Hopeful, Mixed Emotions, Unpredictable
Green - Amused, Upbeat, Cheerful
Blue - Relaxed, Calm, Love, Tranquil
Dark Blue / Purple - Passionate, Hot, Excited
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Friday, October 17, 2008
zombie walk info
Current mood: excited
Hosted By: Jacksonville Zombie Walk
When: Sunday Oct 26, 2008
at 2:00 PM
Where Downtown Jacksonville
Registration at London Bridge
Jacksonville, FL 32202
United States
Description:
Jacksonville Zombie Walk
Zombie Day 2008
October, 26th 2008
World Zombie Day will be a day when all fans of zombie culture can join together. There will be an international charity event done throughout the cities involved to help alleviate world hunger, and this will be a first. Read more.
THE WALK
Where: Downtown Jacksonville, begins and ends at London Bridge 100 E Adams St.
When: Registration begins at 2pm, the Walk will begin at 3pm. Please do not wait until 3pm to arrive! We have to have everyone signed in and all food collected before we can begin. The walk will last about an hour.
Cost: Free. We do ask that each member of the undead bring a non-perishable food item.
Benefits: The Second Harvest Food Bank
Ages: All ages welcome.
Dress code: Zombie!
Additional Info: Please review Zombie Etiquette.
We will be one of 50 cities joining together for World Zombie Day.
Please make sure you sign in so that we may be counted towards the world record for largest zombie gathering! Spread the word so we can make Jacksonville one of the highest contributing cities!
THE AFTER PARTY
Where: 9th & Main
When: Doors open Immediately following the walk. Show starts 6pm.
What: Lazarus (Cocoa Beach), Deado (Gainesville), Angel Spawn (Jax) and DJ SuZi-Rok.
Drink specials, zombie karaoke, contests and giveways!
Cost: $5
Ages: 18 & up.
Dress code: Zombie!
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
vent
Category: Life
im sick of the overwhelming feeling i get everyday
im sick of feeling im not doing the right thing
im scared im becoming unhappy
i hate all these fucking bills ( who doesn't)
i miss my family
i miss Maria
i want to go to the beach more
i want to SCREAM.
shoulda had my shit together when my feet were on the ground
i want to be where i feel so good that no one can bring me down
and feel like this everyday
need to do for ME
FUCK YOU HATERZ
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
Bloody Mary Legend
Current mood: weird
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Who can forget the scary story of Bloody Mary, the evil spirit who will scratch your eyes out when summoned? Most people heard the Bloody Mary legend when they were children, listening to spooky ghost stories around the campfire. The tale is still told at slumber parties, campouts, and late-night bonfire parties.
The legend claims that the evil woman can be summoned by chanting "Bloody Mary" into a mirror anywhere from three to one-hundred times in a darkened room lit only by a candle. (Thirteen seems to be the most popular number of chants, appropriately so.) The bathroom is the most popular setting to test out the legend, but other dark rooms seem applicable.
After the given amount of chants, the spirit will then appear in a mirror and claw your eyes out and death will follow. Other variations have her driving you insane or pulling you into the mirror, never to be seen again.
Who Bloody Mary really is remains a mystery. While there are many versions of this story, most accounts point to a woman named Mary Worth, who was horribly disfigured in a car crash. Some people still tell of a witch who was burned at the stake and has returned for revenge, or it may be the devil himself who comes for your soul.
The Bloody Mary Legend saw some rising popularity with a variation of the story in the 1992 movie "Candyman" that used the idea for it's plot. When the characters chanted "Candyman" in the mirror 5 times, he would appear and murder them with his hook hand. I found this movie terrifying! Although I can say that as an adult I generally don't have any nightmares from horror movies, this one I remember vividly -- waking up in a cold sweat, and trying to not to fall back asleep.
The movie "Urban Legends" was released in 1999 and borrows the Bloody Mary myth once again, for one of it's stories. There's no doubt, the horrific tale will appear again, perhaps in yet another version with a different twist.
While you may think you're safe from mean ole Bloody Mary, think again... Legend has it that if you are near a mirror in total darkness, she can still come for you, regardless of whether or not you're trying to call for her.
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Check out this event: Jacksonville’s World Zombie Day Zombie Walk
Hosted By: Jacksonville Zombie Walk
When: Sunday Oct 26, 2008
at 2:00 PM
Where Downtown Jacksonville
Registration at London Bridge
Jacksonville, FL 32202
United States
Description:
Jacksonville Zombie Walk
Click Here To View Event
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
tear you apart
Current mood: crunk
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Wednesday, October 08, 2008
mydebates.org
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Saturday, October 04, 2008
Manhatten
i want to go so bad
cant wait till i do
ney york needs to watch out
when me and my baby mama take it over
lol
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Thursday, October 02, 2008
family
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
i wish it was like it used to
WTF is going on
from my parents to my aunts to my cousins
all different things
i just WANT it all to go back the way it was
if great grandma was here with us still (r.ip) she wouldnt be having this
i miss my family so much
i miss alot of things why cant it get better
them get better
i feel selfish that im here
and not near them.
Currently listening:
Weezer (Green Album)
By Weezer
Release date: 2001-05-15
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008
the milk man
Current mood: imaginative
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008
hmmmm some costume ideas
doll- i havecostumes to show loater for that one wink wink
Ice Queen
"Spike your hair when it's up in a clip and hair spray it till its really hard. Then you can put baby powder it in so it's white or you can put sparkles or both. Powder your face and put body glitter where you think it would look nice. Wear a long white dress. (Any thrift store has them if you don't) and put sparkles on that. Believe me it looks great!
Pair of Dice
"Paint a cardboard box white and put black dots on it like a die. If you are going with a partner use another box and you both can be a set of dice.
Accident Victim
"Wear torn clothes. Wrap arm and leg in bandages. Add some fake blood. Use fake skin to make a huge welt on his head, draw a butter knife through it to make a cut and add more blood. You can also use a single layer of Kleenex tissue and Vaseline petroleum jelly to make skin look burned and blistered.
Robot
Use a box for the body, vent tubing from a dryer to make the arms. Add gloves and spray everything with silver paint. Use Grey face paint and top with a veggie strainer for a helmet."
so many ideas
so many options we will see its not haloween yet!
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
i stole this from ghost
Current mood: artistic
not his art but like he said damn lol
click it to see it bigger
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
my emotions today
Current mood: vehement
Category: Life
because i feel like i want to blow the world up i feel like ive contridicted myself in so many ways i feel my heart is being ripped out and pissed on. people are harsh and have a fucked up view on reality but whoss the dumb one ME. and you know the only person that i should give two shits about is myelf apperntly im just a fuck up. my priorities aint in order but I am on 22 let me grow up over night...right. i feel so mad and hate torwards myself i feel stupid . what am i doing with my life. there is so much going on in my head i want to break things and scream and just oooo. you have no clue
im a thousand miles away from the majority of my family away 200 miles from my dad 200 miles fro mall my friends in cocoabeach over about 800 miles from my best friend
jacksonville sucks the people suck the beach ( evewn thou ive seen one time sucks) im here for one reason and one reason only and it semms like that reson dont want me around sometimes.
i feel like i am missing somethin in my life i dont know maybe im upset that all my friends are having babies and getting married not that i want that righ t now but one day inkow i will and it shows how im getting older by the day and not any younger.
im sorry im venting actually im not sorry im venting i dont care im allowed to be mad. think what you will .
you dont think im sick of the bullshit too?
Currently listening:
King
By T.I.
Release date: 2006-03-28
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I am
I am
doll parts
doll hands
and
doll hearts
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
ticking like a time bomb
will you guys please take the time and vote
for me on moli even if it takes 2 seconds longer to sign up and vote for me
by leaving comments underneath my pictures
thank you bunches
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and add me ass a friend on there to leave a comment
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
open your eyes
and you WILL see the bigger picture
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
subsrcibe to my blogs
Current mood: thankful
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
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go vote for the biggest stoner you know
lol
you guys rock
Currently listening:
Devin the Dude
By Devin the Dude
Release date: 1998-06-16
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Monday, September 22, 2008
to my friends
Current mood: focused
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
please go vote and leave comments and sign up if you have you have to
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you guys rock
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
i was an only spoiled as an only child and im spoiled today
Current mood:dreaming
busy me
a busy bee
a social butterfly
working the tattoo industry
wanting to always make and draw and write and paint things
learn so much go to school for so much
travel the world and see new things and meet great people
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Monday, September 15, 2008
well for me
Current mood: selective
I'm going to be a busy body
Ive got a lot i want to do and make and draw and craft and also of course work and do a lot of things around the outside like maybe a garden.
i also have to get some picture taken too. jeez
hopefully things will work out as i hope they will
keeping my fingers crossed
had a great convention
made great friends saw great people i haven't seen in awhile
id have to say i needed that but not its time to get busy
her at home and at the shop.
sooooo.lets just hope things work out good.
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Sunday, September 07, 2008
erk
Current mood: angry
i am so mad right now
i cant get away from people trying to act liike me
seriously thats how i feel
where the fuck did my individuality go
i hate it when people take my ideas and
do things the way i do things
WTF
i guess i need to just take it as a compliment
cuz fuckheads and bitches aint going to stop
how do i taste since you cant get me out your mouth.
Currently listening:
Graffiti The World
By Rehab
Release date: 2008-07-15
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
i want this
i want this game and i really like this song
http://www. youtube. com/watch?v=098uZkHk_nE
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Monday, August 25, 2008
eck
Current mood: anxious
Category: Life
i hate having to pack for things i always forget something lol
need to do it in advance got some cute skirts and dresses and jeans and some new clothes
shoes.
lol
i have to do my hiar tomorrow time for a touch up on it to look fresh and clean
look so fly
dont want to forget my make up and also my meds and some things im trying to get finished tht im makin to set up at the GQ booth and
for like the millionth time really excited to be able to work the convention
and see alot of my friends and GQs i havent seen IN FOREVER!
ill be in O-Town thursday
be ready here i come.
its going to be fun.
Currently listening:
Kala
Release date: 2007-08-21
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Monday, August 25, 2008
tried and true
Current mood: crunk
Category: Life
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
i thoght that i heard you laughing
so much on my mind
i just want to pour it all out but thats how i get hurt
its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
im excited for this convention its going to be fun.
Currently listening:
Odelay
By Beck
Release date: 1996-06-18
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
from yesterday night
Category: Life
i hate this rain my power keeps jumpin in and out
so im writing this on note pad right now on the laptop
hope the power comes on soon before this dies
fuckin weather
so much is going thru my mind im gettin older i can tell
i dont know what i want in life right now
i do know im really thinking about hair school and paul mitchell
sent me a letter but im going to look into redkin school maybe who knows
ive been trying to get back into drawing again
im my own worst critic thats for sure.
im excited about the conventions i sure hope everything works out so i can go!
Jacksonville is so gay sometimes
i miss the beach i need to go more
wow the wind is strong its shakin my house yay im going to blow away lol
i so wanted to watch adult swim power come back on NOW! lol
it sucks getting older and it goes by alot faster now....
i wonder what the future holds
for me.
well i guess thats all im going to ramble on for now.
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
id love it
Category: Blogging
if you subscribed to my blogs
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Friday, August 22, 2008
little things in life make me happy
Current mood: happy
Category: Life
i made inked girl of the day again
http://ww.inkedmag.com/
i got a convention im going to in a week and another one right after that
im excited and happy to be seeing all my GQs and friends and all the artists!
hopefully i can get tattooed while im there i got some tats i want to enter into the convnetion and im getting some work done on me now to here before i go!
so happy
its going to be a blast!
Currently listening:
Rid of Me
By PJ Harvey
Release date: 1993-05-04
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
lyrics to a great song
Current mood:im alive
Category: Music
I'll fly like a paper get high like planes
If you catch me at the border I got visas in my name
If you come around here i'll make em all day
I'll get one done in a second if you wait 9 [x2]
Sometimes I think sitting on trains
Every stop I get to i'm clocking that game
Everyone's a winner, we're making our fame
Bonafide hustler making my name [x2]
Chorus:
All I wanna do is
And a
And take your money [x4]
Pirate skulls and bones
Sticks and stones and weed and bombs
Running when we hit em
A leathal poison for the system [x2]
No one on the corner had swagger like us
Hit me on the bunner
Pre paid wireless
We pack and deliver like ups trucks
Already going hell
Just pumping that gas [x2]
Chorus:
All I wanna do is
And a
And take your money [x4]
M.I.A
A third world democracy
I got more records than the K.G.B
No funny business
Some some some-a some I murder
Some-a some I let go (x2)
Chorus:
All I wanna do is
And a
And take your money[x4]
Currently listening:
Kala
Release date: 2007-08-21
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Monday, August 18, 2008
high times
please go vote and give me a 10
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
Jax tattoo convnetion
Current mood: stoked
Category: Life
**Schedule of events**
Thursday, September 11
* 6:00PM-10:00PM: Early registration/ Exhibitor registration and setup only
Friday, September 12
* 9:00AM- 11:30AM: Final registration and setup for exhibitors only
* 12:00 Noon- 12:00 Midnight: Doors open to the public
Saturday, September 13
* 9:00AM- Exhibit Hall opens for Exhibitors and Vendors only
* 11:00AM- 12:00 midnight: Doors open to the public
Sunday, September 14
* 9:00AM- Exhibit Hall open to Exhibitors and Vendors only
* 11:00AM- 9:00PM: Doors open to the public
Contests Information
$10.00 per entry/ per category
Rules:
* No complete disrobing
* Tattoos must be FULLY healed to be entered and judged (besides Best of Day)
** Times noted below could change due to length of judging times**
Friday, September 12 th
- Contests registration: 2:00PM-6:00PM
- Judging: 8:00PM(For all categories including Best of Day)
* Best Color Portrait
* Best lettering
* Best of Day (Must be started and completed the day of contest)
Saturday, September 13 th
- 11:00- 6:00PM: Contests registration for all categories
- 7:00PM: Judging for all categories besides "Best of Day"
- 9:00PM:Winner Announcements for all categories besides "Best of Day"
- 10:00PM Best of Day Judging
- 10:30PM: Best of Day winner announcements
* Best Black and Gray Portrait
* Best Small Color (8"x 8" and smaller)
* Best large Color (8"X 8" and larger)
* Best Small Black and Gray (8"X 8" and smaller)
* Best Large Black and Gray (8"X 8" and larger)
* Best of Day (Must be started and completed the day of contest)
Sunday, September 14 th
- 11:00AM- 4:00PM Contests Registration
- 5:00PM: Judging for all categories besides "Best of Day"
- 6:00 Winner announcements for all categories besides "Best of Day"
- 7:00PM Best of Day Judging
- 7:30PM Best of Day winner announcements
* Best Sleeve (Arm or Leg)
* Best Animal (Mammals, Fish, Birds or Reptiles)
* Best of Day (Must be started and completed the day of contest
Entertainment
V.I.P. Lounge
* Location: Topsider room (located on 5th floor of hotel)
* Admission: $5.00 per day and must have wristband from the Tattoo Convention (Free for registered Artists/ Vendors)
Miss Jax Tattoo Contests (See below for additional information and times)
For additional information on the Miss Jax Tattoo Contests please email
Santanasimmons@hotmail.com
Miss Jax Tattoo Contest!!!
* 1st Place: $500.00
* 2nd Place: $300.00
* 3rd Place: $200.00
Contest Rules:
* Must be 18 to enter
* No full nudity (bikinis welcomed and preferred)
* Must have a reasonable amount of tattoos
***Information and times could change without notice***
Friday, September 12th
* 2:00PM- 9:30PM Doors open
* 3:00PM- 6:00PM Registration for the 2008 Miss Jax Tattoo Contest
* 7:00PM- 8:30PM 1st round of the Miss Jax Tattoo Contest begins
* 8:30PM- 9:30PM Endangered Feces
* 9:30- Doors close
Saturday, September 13th
* 2:00PM- 9:30PM Doors Open
* 3:00PM- 4:30PM DJ (TBA)
* 5:00PM Late-comers registration for Miss Jax Tattoo Contest
* 6:30PM- 7:15PM Miss Jax Tattoo Contest Finals
* 7:30PM- 9:30PM Kings of Hell
Saturday, September 13th After Party/
Pin-Up Girl Contest!!
First Coast Honda's Pin-up calendar
Location: Twisted Martini
(At The Landing)
Click logo for Pin Up contest Flyer
* Times: 9:30PM-???
* Transportation: The River Taxi (Located behind hotel) all registered artists and vendors will be allowed free rides with proper wristband/ badges
* Door charge: There will be no door charge for all registered artists and vendors with proper wristband/ badges. Also there is no cover for all girls dressed up for the Pin-Up girl contests.
For information on the events taking place at the Twisted Martini, please contact Jenn McCoy at jenn@thetwistedmartini.com
Exhibitors
2008 Jacksonville Tattoo Convention List of Exhibitors.
Oddity Ink
Jacksonville FL
www.oddityinktattoo.com
904-249-3335
Reykjavik Ink
Reykjavik, Iceland
www.myspace.com/icelandictattoofestival
Vitality Tattoo
Ashville, NC
www.vitalitytattoo.com
828-667-4344
Diversified Products Supplier
Tampa, FL
www.tattooproducts.com
813-915-1433
Beyond Taboo Tattoo
Fernandina Beach, FL
www.beyondtabootattoo.com
904-491-5556
Nick Wagner's Creative Services
Jacksonville, FL
www.nicktattoo.com
904-403-9813
Todd Lake Tattoo Studio
Jacksonville, FL
www.toddlaketattoostudio.com
904-745-8286
Ascension Custom Dermagraphics
Orlando, FL
www.ascensiontattoo.com
407-898-2013
Pain and Wonder Tattoo
Athens, GA
painandwonder@gmail.com
706-208-9588
Eternal Expressions
Rome, GA
www.eternaltattoos.net
706-232-8999
Inksmith and Rogers
Jacksonville, FL
www.inksmithtattoo.com
904-221-8282
Nuttbutter
Winter Park, FL
www.nutterbutter.com
321-214-3357
Second Skin Studio
St. Mary's, GA
Derek@alltel.net
912-882-9035
Built to Last Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
Derekbryan2003@yahoo.com
904-246-0777
Deana's Skin Art Studio
Christmas, FL
www.Deanaskinart.com
407-568-9200
Holly's Body Canvas
Summerville, SC
www.Hollysbodycanvas.com
843-873-2662
Fine Lines Tattoo
Augusta, GA
Gina.casey@comcast.net
706-228-1861
Forever Tattoo Parlor
Fort Myers, FL
www.forevertattoo.net
Redemption Ink
Jenkinsburg, GA
www.myspace.com/redemptioninktattoo
770-775-9040
Beauty Marks Tattoo
Beaufort, SC
www.myspace.com/gothicpiercing
843-470-0304
Waves Tattoo
Panama City Beach, FL
www.myspace.com/crystallhays
805-235-1720
Memorial Tattoo
Atlanta, GA
www.memorialtattooatl.com
404-223-6494
Autograf Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
www.autograftattoo.com
904-777-4870
8th Day Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
www.8thdaytattoo.net
904-358-8222
Painters Olde Tyme Tattoo
Titusville, FL
www.painterville.com
321-264-6204
Sacred Heart Tattoo
Atlanta, GA
www.sacredhearttattoo.com
770-806-0054
Burning Monk Tattoos
Toms River, NJ
www.myspace.com/burningmonktattoos
732-864-1005
Carribbean Connection
Jacksonville, FL
www.carribbean-connection.com
904-241-4231
Jimmy'z Ink
Jacksonville, FL
khiesler@yahoo.com
904-781-1250
Bent Needle Tattoo
Orange Park, FL
www.bentneedle.com
904-276-7100
Aces High Custom Tattooing
West Palm Beach, FL
www.Aceshightattooshop.com
561-615-9444
A Fu Kein Good Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
Doesithurt88@yahoo.com
904-683-4022
Infinite Art Tattoo
Toledo, OH
www.iatattoo.com
419-292-1990
Devin Pena/ Jason Smith
Nashville, TN
Dpena@gmail.com
615-889-7557
Generation X Tattoos
Daytona Beach, FL
www.generationxlive.com
386-253-5857
Atomic Tattoos
Largo FL
www.atomictattoos.com
727-515-7819
Rock-A-Billy II Inc.
Lauderhill,FL
www.rockabillytattoo.com
954-746-7570
Tattoo Thiels
Jacksonville, FL
www.tattoothiels.com
904-317-9333
The Aces Tattoo Shop
Sarasota, FL
941-961-9579
Mrs. Deborah's Fountain of Youth
St. Augustine, FL
www.msdeborahtattoo.com
904-825-0108
InKslingers Tattoo Pub
Middleburg, FL
www.myspace.com/inkslingerstattoopub
(904) 406-0505
Crime Ink Tattoo Studio
Waldo, FL
crimeink@2die4.com
352-468-2887
Tattoo Art Shop
Orlando, FL
Jack Jiang
jiangjineng@netzero.com
Lucky 7 Tattoo
West Palm Beach, FL
www.jasonackerman.net
561-721-0595
Endless Summer Tattoo
Cocoa Beach, FL
www.endlesssummertattoo.com
321-799-9776
Trendkill Tattoo
Palaltka, FL
www.crowbartattoo.com
386-325-8282
A new Dimension Tattoo
Lake Worth, Fl
www.anewdimensiontattoo.com
561-357-8310
Mean Machine Tattoo
Tampa, FL
www.meanmachinetattoo.com
813-831-1106
Untouchable Tattoos
Jacksonville, FL
www.myspace.com/untouchabletattoo
904-855-8999
Peacock's Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
www.peacockstattoo.com
904-642-0037
Gear Head Tattoo
Cape Corey, FL
www.gearheadtattoo.com
239-541-0009
Aftermath Tattoo
Lake Worth, FL
www.myspace.com/aftermathtattoo
561-540-4445
This City Clothing
Jacksonville, FL
www.myspace.com/thiscityclothing
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008
all i want to do is
Current mood:beyond mad, upset, and depressed
MOTHER FUCKING
SCREAM!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i have alot on my mind
Current mood:almost sad
and i think im going to go paint
before i flip out and vent on here
room mate come back
MARIA CAN BACK TOO
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Friday, August 01, 2008
i quit smoking this is my 4th day i quit the night i got home
Current mood: grumpy
Bruce quit too Im proud of him also
its all about will-power and support
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Thursday, July 31, 2008
im bored and was internet shopping-wishin-lol
Current mood: bored
..
View my wish list on Wishpot »
ooohhhh and so much more
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
One Day
Get a new Travel Photo on your profile each day.
Amsterdam
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Friday, July 25, 2008
my baby
Current mood: sad
i miss my baby
i cant wait to be home.
im takin a bus home on monday i beleive instead of flying i believe
i cant wait to be back in my babies arms!
kisses
xoxoxo
Currently listening:
Kala
Release date: 2007-08-21
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Friday, July 25, 2008
las gangelas california
Current mood: tired
i miss bruce so much, i wish i was home with him arguing about a movie to watch or snuggling to the movie we pick out gor bed, i miss my friends, i miss the shop. im glad i get to see my grandma but damn, i do hate this town, the people in it i beleive. it does make me want to go back to school, but this town is over populated with fucking yuppies and i see they are trying to turn the place to a little fuckin chicago. i get to see monica tomorrow. i cant WAIT TO BE BACK.! this is such bullshit. i want to go shopping again.
bruce told me flobots were coming to town that is kinda bad ass i want to see them
im going to quit smoking cigarettes and tryto cutback on the cigars i tink im goingto go bakc pieces, and stuff unless of course at a party or something. i think that will be a good idea Def. need to quit cigs. thou. me and my baby both!
i am watching this movie called Super High Me
hilarious- a comedian came up with after watching the movie super size me and and now for 30 days he cant get high before the 30 days he smokes weed everyday . this guy is funny.
i guess thats all for now im going to bed
Currently watching:
Super High Me
Release date: 2008-06-17
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
to many emotions all at once
Current mood: worried
im leaving in 2 days (saturday)
for chicago seein my family
im so sick to my stomach thou to leave home
im going to miss bruce so much and this blows
and no one i think understands what im feeling and the emotions
that are running through me.
i would do anything for him.
i got a letter from my mom today with some pictures
in it from when i was a kid and growing up
wow
Marias birthday is on saturday i wish i could see her
its been for ever
fuck i hate this feeling in my stomach
WTF
i want them to go away
its maiking me dizzy
its making my heart hurt
Currently listening:
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 2005-10-04
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
prick magazine please vote please read
Current mood: impatient
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=18646241&blogID=413675232&Mytoken=836FBFCA-C923-4003-BB77AB19EEB6C9B069005510
im a semi-finalist im in the prick magazine this month and everyone go vote
show your love please
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
well i just found out that
Current mood: anxious
that while im visiting family the fair is going to be there
156th Champaign County Fair
July 18 through July 26, 2008
im so excited about that i get to see demo derbys and ride rides and see firends and family the day i fly in!
some info of my home town fair
In the early 1850's the pioneer families of Champaign County set aside a day each summer to bring their best livestock, grain samples and other farm products to show and compare with their neighbors. As the appointed day drew closer an air of anxiety and excitement swept over the entire county. When the day finally arrived everyone was up before dawn, busily finishing preparations. Each family packed a gigantic picnic basket and with all their exhibits stowed in the wagon or tied on behind, they set out for Urbana and the big grove that was located east of where the Court House is today.
The event grew in popularity and was soon attended by families traveling from 20 to 30 miles distance. In order to entertain the youngsters as well as the older folks, games and contests were held with prizes for the winners.
As the affair grew it became clear that someone had to organize and plan the events. At that time, just as now, the folks who planned the celebration were volunteers, citizens with a civic pride that spurred them on to better the quality of life in our community. The first truly organized fair was held in 1852.
Through the years and many reorganizations the Champaign County Fair has become "one of the best in the country" according to former Director of Agriculture for the State of Illinois. This year there will be approximately 1500 entry classes and over $100,000 offered in prizes.
Exhibitors may enter livestock, agriculture products, arts, textiles, culinary items, horticulture, floriculture, needlework and crafts. In addition there is a queen contest prior to the fair and during fair week there is a religious music show, country music show, talent show, BIG give-away, demolition derbies, monster trucks, harness racing, motorcycle racing, car show, rodeo, tractor pull and semi truck pull.
Tinsley's Amusements Inc. will be on the Midway.
At today's fair the picnic basket is seldom seen. Fair goers look forward to food prepared by local organizations and by vendors who travel from fair to fair.
The fair is a fun place to be, but it fills a serious educational function providing an opportunity to learn what is the best in all classes. The judges are all experienced and top quality.
Clearly the fair is a major undertaking that is made possible by many volunteers -- superintendents, department chairpersons and others -- who donate their special talents year after year.
hopefully it will be a go 10 day visit with my famiy and friends
im gong to miss BRUCE so much!
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 2005-07-12
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i made inked girl of the day on Iked Magazine
Current mood: happy
n
http://www.inkedmag.com/promotions/inkedgirl/gallery/todays_girl/
you guys rock keep voting
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
whhoooosssaaafffff
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Life
i got 11 days til i leave
saving alll my money
need to do my laundy im taking up there
pack
find my i pod
dont forget my moms and grandmas gift
get hair done before i go up there
MAKE $$$$ between now and then
have to get my tats finshed my the conventions coming up
ive got a new room mate :) shes awesome
need to study for my test for school in illinois
write more
do the projects in my head i want to do
so much on my mind
i miss maria
sorry needed to let some things out to sum it
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
also
ive got a live journal if you wanna check it out
http://vanilladanknug.livejournal.com/
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
Inked Magazine
Current mood: happy
Category: Life
all my friends and loved ones on here please go vote
for me on Inked Magazine here
just copy and paste the URL
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Currently listening:
Fight with Tools
By The Flobots
Release date: 2008-05-20
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
boredom
Current mood: bummed
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Friday, June 13, 2008
this is how much i love my life
Current mood: aggravated
i fuckin hate it right now
or maybe its just the day
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Flobots - Handlebars
Current mood: fabulous
Category: Music
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuK2A1ZqoWs
Music video by Flobots performing Handlebars with Dirty UK [Video Director], Phil Tidy [Video Producer] (C) 2008 Universal Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc.
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
this is how i roll
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Monday, June 02, 2008
friday
Current mood: dorky
Category: Blogging
we should go do the map lake hunt nature walk
DOLLAR TREE everythings a $1 for real anyways
i got some pretty cool shit
4 big waterguns
3 little waterguns
200water ballons
a thing thats like a bug catcher its sweet in case we see cool shit out there
it is huge back there. lol
2 flashlights
glow in he dark things
and some cool stuff for bettie to
we need bug spray
bring your beer/bud
this should be fun a ettogether at my place
plus Jim,Josh,Christal's nieghbor needs a break
and we have private property
the shop should come to
whos with me?
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Monday, June 02, 2008
I WON!!!
Current mood: ecstatic
http://blog. myspace. com/index. cfm?fuseaction=blog....
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR VOTING FOR ME
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL I CANT BELEIVE I WON THE MODEL CONTEST 2
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL
PRICK MAGAZINE ROCKS!!!!
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
♥pictures♥
Current mood:i love these people
i love this pic of me its old
the one with the lady holding the 2 babies is my my baby mama (bestfriend) and my 2 god daughters
the picture of me thats photoshopped is the weekend i met bruce
and the rest of the pictures are of my love bruce and his beautiful daughter bettie
and my bestfriend and me again
and i like pancakes haha
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
map
http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&hl=en&q=Mockingbird+Rd,+Jacksonville,+Duval,+Florida,+United+States&sll=37.0625,-95.677068&sspn=28.114729,59.414063&ie=UTF8&cd=10&geocode=0,30.388520,-81.746370&t=h&ll=30.38662,-81.746414&spn=0.004757,0.004892&z=17&iwloc=addr
ive got the map i just got to post it up here right and print it out
ive got a bunch of woods 98 acres in my backyad and supposedly there is lake back there and other cool shit and im going to go out there and find and have some fun and do the whole nature thing we should all get together and do this rabbit and kas are already down bring a backpack some beer flash lights ive got everything almost planned out and i even bought 4 big water guns and 3 little ones we should have some fun- there is also forts back there from playing paintball back there. yea im a dork i know thats why you love me.
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
you know you want to
Current mood: bored
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
bored and blogging
Current mood: chipper
Category: Blogging
I kinda want to work tonight even thou its my day off- I have bill to pay + car insurance is due. I got my cell and car payments made for this month and electric. so thats good but june is around the corner.
I WANT TO SEE MY FAMILY
i also kinda want to go out tonight cuz its saturday and maybe go shopping
last night was what word shall i use...eventful...
drama in the begining
2 of my good friends left early
then my other friends car gets fucking STOLEN-that i cant believe still but we made a report and im sure it will get found.
i think all the girls need to have a night out somewhee different like the beach or the conk house or hit some clubs up for dancing get all dolled up -
then other night cuz the guys crack me up-haha.
im happy that i got a battery for my phone yesterday- so everyone you can get ahold of me again instead of my voicemail.
but ill probably do the right thing tonight and work so i can pay my bills and still have money to play with- i dont like to touch whats in the bank.
unless my sweet and loving boyfriend talks me out of going to work and going out tonight ♥ i love him so much im so glad hes MINE
well im going to go draw some more maybe get a little GTA4 played on x-box.
god i miss my long hair
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
ive been drawing lately
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Art and Photography
so i started drawing lately
its been awhile (few years)
im doing some charcoal, pen, colored pencils&markers ( i liek to color in coloring book-cuz im cool like that.lol.) and also started doing painting
and im learing on my own taking advise fromthe artinst her at the shop.
ill post some pictures of them when they are done .
ive been writing too.
so ill have to post some of that up to.
imo ut for now.
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
time to see my family
Current mood:i miss my baby mama
june 13
2-45 pm to 915 am
141$
to KY
from champaign
june 15-22 to N.Y
depart1050 am-arrive 1130am
in new york 22-24
143$
25 27
from new york to fl
02:15pm 10:40am
$150
thats taking ground hound
i need to ome up with 450$ to getto see all myfam
if you know somewhere cheaper i can do this let me know
i really need to see my family and my girls in NY
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
how pathetic can she get
now the broad is writing my friends-wtf?
From: I AM NOT LOCKED DOWN!!!!
Date: May 21, 2008 3:38 PM
first and foremost i dont really give a fuck about bruce and his girlfriend. regardless of what you and everyone else thinks includin her, she did wreck our home, she is trying to make my baby look at her as her mommy, and she has done nothing but tried to torture me, because she thinks shes sexier than me. i dont really care, in all actuallity ifeel a lil sorry for her because shes just a child. yes we did have a lot of problems. im not angry they are together. i am angry that she tries to hurt me with it. and she needs to leave my baby out of it.they should just have their own kid!!! all i want is peace. one day i got a flat tire she drove by me laughing thinkning it was the funniest thing in the world. karma is a BITCH!!! i know you dont know me, but pz dont pass judgment when you have no idea what this girl has done. i know it was him too. but come on man. all i ever did was love him, im done now, but just tell them to leave me alone.
pro only 6 monthjs
i agree with what the person said who shewrote this to, she is a stalking physcotic bitch.
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
I am light years ahead- You should drink light beer instead
Current mood: sad
i miss my mommy
shes a thousands of miles and many states away
i talk to her more then my daddy lately and thats kinda fucked up up cuz my daddy lives in the same state as me
sometimes i wonder if he thinks about me and misses me
i think he does, i hope he does.
why did things go the way they did for me i havent lived with my mommy since i was 14 - i feel now i should have been around longer no matter what the drama was- but i guess it was for the best- but now im older i have a conscious now i think about them so much my dad 45 my mom 44 - my mom is having really bad migraines lately and it dont help with her drinking and partyin it up still. shes living with a guy she seems happy he seems to be ...ok. i guess i met once last year only got to know him for the week i was there- i need to go up there soon - im so worried about my family 2 aunts with cancer they are my grandmas sisters so i feel really bad for my grandma and i just wonder am i selfish for being here in florida? am i doing the right thing? should i go up there and visit for awhile ? just keep callin them and telling them i love them? or sending them cards? this sucks so bad - sometimes its hard to smile when on the inside there is pain and hurt and an emotion i dont know maybe fear that i cant help them and dont know whats going to happen- and this thing in the back of mind saying " yea you know the evil truths of this world" and toughing myself up for the things i can not bare. i dont know....im a big ball of fluffy emotions- feel like i almost need a hug- but the hug i need is up in illinois my family.
so much is going on up there some i am glad to be away from my cousin finally went back to rehab- i hope she wants it and when she gets out stays clean i lover to much and shes to young and beautiful to be going thru and doing this shit- same with my aunt shes waiting for the bed to open in rehab she wants it i believe i just hope she stays off it too. i prayers are with them also.
i dont know who id be if i didnt have the FAMILY that i do have- might be dysfunctional but i sure do love them.
this weekend is the 21years of my great grandpa Levi Guy's passing
R.I.P
papa
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 2005-07-12
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
SO awesome
Current mood: excited
so i was checking my email and my friends blogs and what not and
on pricks blog for the contest
guess who got in it out of all the girls that entered- so sweet it rocks soooooo
everyone please go vote for me liz
at Pricks myspace in there blog
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=18646241&blogID=396474444
they are also on my top friends too if you want to vote
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
talkin shit this bitch is going to get it
saw this blog
she dont know who shes fucking with
April 4, 2008 - Friday
"FAKE = DragQueen
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
Girls with big ass fake titties and way too much make up.... you are gross.
don't get me wrong, I am all about plastic surgery. I hope to have a boob job in the near future. But SERIAL!!!!!!!
okay You draw your eyebrows on... but not naturally... you either have the M&M face, aka rainbow eyebrows, or you put them on WAY too dark and or WAY to thick. Don't you know you look like marylin manson or a gay dude trying to be a woman! I have seen transexuals dress better and do make up better than that. Go to the MAC counter at belk or at the actual MAC store and let some one show you how to do it the right way so that way when i see you i don't want to stab my own eyes out. or die of laughter. haha.
g'night!
loves"
her myspace
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=309595845
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Friday, May 09, 2008
i could
Category: Blogging
i could go on on about bullshit
but im learning not to let stupid FUCKs occupy my mind anymore. go ahead talk your shit about us because it obviously looks like we are in your mouths alot more " so how we taste"
my friend list is FULL
the shop is doing GREAT got a new artist coming sunday to start and darrin white will be working our booth at the jacksonville tattoo convention, I can wait.
anywho ... talked to my babymama, still in the big N.Y cant wait til your home. Speaking of home im going to have to be taking a trip up north soon to see my family got 2 aunts who are real sick, my mom and grandma too who i miss so dearly.
other then that my arm has healed pretty good few more sessions and it will be done
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
me, a homewrecker?!?
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Life
i would disagree
a husband jst dont leave his wife for noooooo reason
dont put your blame on us cuz your ex picked us
dont hate cuz of us being younger and prettier and tighter
with a nicer ass and firm no saggy tits
that shit was already wrecked
i just picked up the pieces of a broken house
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
dont get mad
at the things i like.
period
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
i like rainbows
i took this from anna my champaign lover
Type your name in my blog comments.
Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
(if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.)
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you..
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST.
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Monday, April 21, 2008
lol. i have your baby daddy....
Current mood: aggravated
when will the ex wife get it thru her
head that hes with me new and aint going back to her
cuz if he was going to do that then why would he have DIVORCED her in the first place
this a no split up or break from each other
its NO MORE . ever.
im not wasting my breath anymore
she will learn
so if i was you take my advice.....
get life...and i dont mean the wax on wax off , boo hoo pity party for me one either
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Monday, April 21, 2008
skinnny?
Current mood: annoyed
yea i may be thin
but i eat great im beutiful and healthy
you on the other hand
OLD, saggy tittties, horse face busted up, has been
i dont give a fuck tracy get a life you stupid whore
wait you have on
wax on wax off ...right
choke on a cock and die
AND STOP CALLING MY HOUSE BITCH (if it aint got to do with the baby) FUCKIN QUIT HE DOES NOT LOVE YOU AND DOES NOT WANT YOU BACK!!!!
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my cousin!
Current mood: happy
i just talked to my cousin Zahra , who i love to death!!!!
i havent talked to her in 8 and a half years. omg.
it made me so happy , shes doing great livin kentucky with her son sinatra and her husband who she married a year ago- cant wait to meet him hes a muslim from africa and i hear hes really cool, im so happy for her - and speaking of sinatra i havent held him since he was baby and when he was 6 months old she left. its sucked not hearing from her or seein her. or the numbers being changed. what is sad is i found out my auntie virgina has cancer of the liver colon and rectal and is at stage 4 with her cancer. im going to send her something this week. she told the doctor she didnt want to know how long she has.
talking zahra feels great cuz 8 - 9 years ago being young and dumb she was still cool to hang out with and stuff but i was the little cuz with the roll of the eyes now its like we need to chill ,hang out ,see each other catch up ,smoke and just let the good times roll, and now its just wow i wish i could get in my car and go and see her now but thats in kentucky soon thou i will see her again.
ita great to talk to her thou god did i miss her im so glad shes alright and happy m and i cant wait to see my little cousin he 9 in november and heard he was gettin big
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Monday, April 07, 2008
new policy
Current mood: amused
Category: Life
so there has been to much drama lately so
krystal made a new policy for all of our friends
So, I am effecting a new policy. I have made a rule for our inner circle of friends or family if you will. If any of us hear anything being said about or see someone from the outside doing something shitty (like kissin other dudes if you are my boys date) then you are going to get a brick to the face, That very second with no questions asked. I refuse to live with rumors, shitty behavior, etc and then have a drama argument about it later. I dont have time for this. I have about 12 people that are amazing and I am not going to see anyone do anything shitty to them. I have way to much to worry about and way to little time for boozing. So, this issue is being solved and stopping right here with my new brick to face policy. :)
AUTOMATIC
BRICK
TO
THE
FUCKING
FACE
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
this month
Category: Life
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
birthday bash
Current mood: content
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Check out this event: 2 BITCHES AND A COUNT BIRTHDAY BASH
Hosted By: Bruce
When: Saturday Apr 19, 2008
at 9:00 PM
Where: my place
6324 Mockingbird RD
Jacksonville, FL 32219
United States
Description:
Bruce
Click Here To View Event
Thursday, March 06, 2008
i cant wait
me and bruces 1 year anniversary!!!!
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
check it
i got
new pictures
in mohwak
2008
tattoos
n my photos
comment please
on my pictures
much love
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Monday, February 18, 2008
jokes
Current mood:dilarious
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity:
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair
Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.
2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.
3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with
that.
4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In."
5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over
Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.
6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds"
7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy."
8. Don't use any punctuation
9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.
10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."
12. Sing Along At The Opera.
13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme
14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All
Day.
15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party
Because You're Not In The Mood.
16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.
17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won!, I Won!"
18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking lot, Yelling
"Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!"
19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To
Have To Let One Of You Go."
20. And The Final WayTo Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity.......
Send This E-mail To Someone To Make Them Smile.
Its Called therapy
Your mom (mum) is so fat that there is a law that here corsets cannot be narrower than her schwarzchild radius.
Your mom is so big and fat that hikers mistaken her anus for a cave opening!
Your mom had Rutgers University for lunch, Princeton University for dinner, and has the University of California as a teddy bear.
Your mom is so fat she swallowed my mom whole.
yo momma so fat, she comes from both sides of the family
Your mom is so fat that when she walks in front of the TV I miss all the ads
Your mom is so fat the city had to dig a hole through her for traffic to pass through.
Your mom is so fat, she puts mayonaise on aspirin.
Your mom is so fat, when Chris Farley tried to have sex with her he got lost for six days. When he came back out, he had a pet crab named Alfred.
Your mom is so fat her weight is the same as her phone number (with the area code).
Your mums so fat the NASA actually orbits her.
Yo momma is so fat, she started the Revolution revolution!
Yo momma so fat, when she gets on the scales it says "to be continued..."
The escape velocity at your mom's surface exceeds 3 * 10^8 m/s.
Your mom did not understand the previous comment. It means her mass is roughly 500 times that of Sol, the sun.
Your mom is so fat, that when god created the earth and said let there be light he asked your mom to move!
Your mom is so fat, that your dad rolled over three times and he was still on top of her.
Your 'mom' sat next to everybody at school.
Your mum is so fat that I decided to sleep with her, just to say I had.
Your mom is so fat she can't pay the phone bill.
What country is so fat that is makes your mom look slim? None. Well, maybe the United States Of America, but that's beside the point.
Your mom is so fat, that when she completes a revolution, time stops!
Your mom is so fat, she influences global weather patterns.
Your mom is so fat that people practice by climbing Mt. Everest before they climb her.
Wanna know what forever feels like? Try walking around your mom...
Your momma is so fat that she went to the beach and animal rights activists tried to push her back in the water
Your mom is so fat that when she turns around, the half of her thats moving towards you turns blue, and the other half turns red.
Your mom is so fat, the astronaughts keep believing there is a dimple on the Earth
Your mom is so fat that hundreds of horrible jokes have been made at her expense.
Your mom is so fat that hundreds of horrible jokes have been made at her expanse.
Your mom is so fat that she has nine zip codes and none of them border on each other.
Your mom is also Tubgirl.
Your mom is like the Moon, big, round, and influences global weather patterns.
Your mom is so fat, she puts her tits in the overhead compartment on an airplane.
Your mom is outer space.
Your Mom is really a homeless man living in Iraq. The Government does not want you to know this, so they handed you over to some fat bitch
Your Mom thought you were an exceptionally large crap.
Your Mom is so fat, when her beeper went off, they thought she was backing up.
Your mom is so fat, when she is done wiping her ass, the Charmin baby is in its late teens.
Your mom is so fat, she entered a fat contest and won first, second, and third.
Your mom is so fat that Stevie Wonder sees her.
Your Mom is so fat, that when she was in school, she sat by everyone in the class.
Your mom is so fat, her ass has it's own congressman. (And her congressman was bitch-slapped by Stephen Colbert for being a pussy liberal.)
Your mom is so fat, when she goes to the zoo the elephants throw peanuts at her!
Your mom is so fat, that her period is an exclamation mark!
your mom is so fat, she cleans her clothes on the driveway.
Your mom is so fat and emo she cut herself and bled butter.
Your mom is so fat when she walks down the street she walks down the street!
Your Mom bucked like Bambi in a forest fire while I was riding her last night. I had to grab her love handles with both hands to stay on. No wonder she demanded I tie her to the hood of the
SUV before we started.
your mom is so fat, that when she saw a yellow bus full of white kids go by, she said "stop that twinkie!"
Your mom is Barry the Manny.
Your mom's ass is so fat, that it has its own zip code.
Your mom was the 53rd leader of the free world.
Your mom was subsequently made the 52nd through 78th states, because she was so fat.
Your mom is so goddamn fat that her NASA sent a space probe to orbit her ass. They never heard from it again.
Yo momma so fat, she uses the freeway to iron her underwear.
Your mom is often confused with G.W.B and Abe Lincoln. I'm sorry, but all of them look like monkeys.
Your mom is a creature from outer space.
Your mom is so ugly, yo daddy brings her to work so he doesn't have to kiss her goodbye.
Your mom is so ugly, when she went to McDonalds, they couldn't serve happy meals.
Your mom is so ugly that hundreds of other horrible jokes have been made at her expense.
Your Mom is so ugly, that Dracula wouldn't bite her with Wolfman's teeth.
Your mom is so ugly she needs two bags to cover her face.
Your mom is somewhat like Helen of Troy, in that her face launched 1000 nuclear weapons, all of which were pointed at her. Interestingly enough, your mom survived the barrage.
Your mom is so ugly, I wouldn't eat her on Fear Factor
Yo momma so ugly, she make blind muthafuckas cry
Your mom went to prom with Merv the Perv.
Your mom is so ugly, she makes my mom look good.
Your mom looks like Condoleeza Rice!
Your mom's moustache makes kitty scared...
I once asked for Your mom's autograph - i thought it was the guy from Lordi
Your mum's so ugly she uses a line of make up called "Why Bother!"
Your mums so ugly that when she stands on the beach the tide wont come in.
Your mom is so ugly that the Devil slapped her for smiling and then gouged his eyes out with his pitchfork.
Your Mom is so ugly, when she looked at a cop, they arrested her for mooning them.
Your Mom is so ugly, someone decided to stop pasting in the words "your mom".
Your Mom is so ugly, when she walked out of the pet store, the alarm went off.
Your mom is still a virgin. She will probably remain a virgin unless you hire her a cabana boy.
Your moms so stupid she sold her car for gas money
Your mom is so stupid she thought that MySpace was a sexual position.
Your mom is so stupid she drove on the driveway and parked on the parkway.
Your Mom is so dumb, she threw a rock at the ground and missed.
Your mom is so stupid she thought that a parental control was an abortion
Your mom's so stupid she thinks that Cross-Dressing is what you put on your salad.
Your mom is so stupid she tells YOU your mama jokes.
Your mom is so stupid she calls you a son-of-a-bitch.
Your mom is so stupid she failed her GED, while TAKING HER DRIVERS TEST! ZING!
Your mom sells her crack for crack.
Your momma has eleven fingers and fifteen toes, and still can't count to twenty-six.
Your mom's vagina!Using 'Your mom' as a comeback became popular again in the year 2000 thanks to bored Indiana residents who decided that the old 80s joke should be born again for
this new "Generation Y.45-802.11bag version 5.1(2800)"
Your Mom is so dumb, that she counts her money like this: "One, another one, another one, another one, another one...."
Your mom is so stupid she took me to the movie theater to see "Closed For The Season".
Your mom is so dumb that she put 20 cents in a parking meter and said "Where the fuck's my gumball?"
Your mom is so dumb she tried to drown a fish
Your mom is so stupid she failed a blood test
Your mom is so old that she sat behind Jesus in the third grade.
Your mom is so old, her social security number is 1.
And her birth certificate is number 1.
Your mom is so old, she passed her driving test on a dinosaur.
your mom is so old and fat that when she stood up one day she caused the ice age.
your mom is so old she witnessed david killing goliath and she was a waitress at the last supper.
Your mom was 35 when Jesus was born!
Your mom is the age of God!
Your mom is so old when I asked her how old she was, I thought it her phone number.
Your mom is like a Hardware store, 25 cents a screw.
Your mom is like a vacuum, she sucks, she blows and she gets laid in the closet
Your mom has apparently had sex with everyone you have ever argued with, including herself.
Your Mom is like a Bowling Ball. She gets picked up, fingered, thrown into the gutter, yet she still comes back for more.
Your Mom only lets your friends over for sleep-overs because she gets a little action with them while you sleep.
Your Mom was good last night and I left her money under the pillow.
Your Mom gives great hummers!
Don't worry, Your Mom is still a virgin. You were a backdoor baby.
Your mom is like Home Depot, only 5 cents a nail!
Your Mom is Chief Test Engineer for the Jack Rabbit Massager Corporation.
Your Mom is like a tornado, first there's a lot of sucking and blowing, and then she takes your house
When someone shivers, she uses them as a vibrator.
She stars in half the hentai videos ever made.
She has done the characters in all your video games.
Your mom has blown off all the dudes in Slipknot, and some of the girls for the hell of it.
Your mom also enjoys using ben-wa gerbils.
Your mom is a cam whore!
Your mom bangs like a shit-house door in a Force 9 gale.
Your Mom wears crotchless panties. And a Peep Hole bra.
Your Mom uses duo-balls to relieve the tedium of shopping.
Your mom is the lady on those truck mudflaps.
She has hepatitus A-O. Now it is expanding to the Japanese language
The term motherfucker refers, specifically, to Your Mom.
In a year's time, another term, far worse than motherfucker, will gain currency. It will be so scatologically vile that most nations will establish crimes for its usage. It, too, will refer,
specifically, to Your Mom.
Your Mom knows the exact come-on line which lead to your conception.
Your mom got so high once at a Jimmy Buffett concert that she threw her panties at a stuffed parrot, but that doesn't mean it's okay for you and your friends to waste your lives on the devil
weed.
Neil Armstrong wasn't the first man on your mum.
Your mom did the UN yesterday.
She's worse than Paris Hilton. And that's impossible.
Your mom is like a brick, flat on both sides and gets laid by Mexicans.
Your mom is so slutty she is your mom and your sister-in-law.
She managed to bang the doctors during your birthing process and then banged you fresh from the womb. Hey, at least you now know you're not a virgin Hentai lover.
Your mom can't get a record deal because she doesn't want it enough.
Your moms breath smells so bad she the reason people grow old and die
Your mom shot a man in Reno, just to watch him die.
Your mom is a team killer acording to NYC_bLuNtRoLlEr_444
Your mom listens to Hard House / NRG.
Your mom would be horribly upset that you are wasting your life visiting this site.
I see you're looking for your mom, well you're headed in the right direction. Oh snap!Your mom knows you spank the monkey, but loves you anyway.
Your mom buys extra soft 3-ply Kleenex because she loves you anyway.
Your mom knows all about the monsters in your closet.
Your mom owes me money, you douche!
Your mom fought JFK in one of the greatest movie epics of all time.
Your mom is the mascot for the University of Arizona.
Your mom is my mom. Am I confusing you?
Your mom is so random, she invented the fucking word!
Your mom's a Jew, which explains why your allowance is low.
Your mom knows what you do right before going to sleep.
Your mom's name is actually Harriet. She's a 90 year old part Irish part Samoan woman who is currently leading an underground resitance against the future British Government.
Your mom makes kitty sad...
Before she was born, she was inside both her mom and dad.
Your Mom secretly likes the smell of her own flatus. Now you know where you get it from.
Your Mom is actually Richard Simmons in disguise.
Your Mom is so evil, she forced this person to continue putting in the words "your mom".
Your mom is really Bill Gates.
Your mom has a dick. And it's dick is bigger than your dick.
Your mom is in love with Mr. Goatse.
your mom is so poor that when i saw her kicking a can down the road, i asked what she was doing.She replied saying i'm moving!
Your mom is so disgusting, she is Crystal Pepsi!
Your mom is so emo she saw a run-over squirrel, brought it home, named it George and bragged about it to her whole friends list.
Your mom is so emo she spends $20 on a worn out, vintage looking shirt that was fresh off the shelf at Hot Topic.
Your mom is so emo the Grim Reaper had to put out a restraining order.
Your mom has just read this. And she is not amused.
Your mom has a peg leg with a kickstand.
Your mom has an afro with a chinstrap.
Your mom is symbolized by the element Urmomium
Smart-ass Answer 1:
A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets.
As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened
his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat...she said,
Sir, I need to see your ticket, not your stub."
Smart-ass Answer 2:
A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but
couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy,
"Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're
dead."
Smart-ass Answer 3:
The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled
down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid
replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally
stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket.
Smart-ass Answer 4:
A truck driver was driving along on the freeway. A sign comes up that reads,
Low bridge ahead'. Before he knows it, the bridge
is right ahead of him and he gets stuck under the bridge. Cars are backed up
for miles. Finally, a police car comes up. The cop gets out of his car
and walks around to the truck driver, puts his hands on his hips and says,
"Got
stuck, huh?" The truck driver says, "No, I was delivering this bridge and
ran
out of gas."
and finally, the
SMART-ASS ANSWER OF THE YEAR:
A college teacher reminds her class of tomorrow's
final exam. "Now class, I won't tolerate any excuses for you not being here
tomorrow. I might consider a nuclear attack or a serious personal injury or
illness, or a death in your immediate family but that's it, no other excuses
whatsoever!" A smart-ass guy in the back of the room raised his hand and
asked,
"What would you say if tomorrow I said I was suffering from complete and
utter sexual exhaustion?"
The entire class is reduced to laughter and snickering. When silence is
restored, the teacher smiles knowingly at the student, shakes her head,and
sweetly says, "Well, I guess you'd have to write the exam with your other
hand."
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words
back...or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the testimonials of a
few people who did....
I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked
loudly, How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned
around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a
word... he knew better.
I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was
unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several
minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at
the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him
and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls."
My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety
of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind
the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at
your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically, the boy grinned, and I
turned beet-red and walked away. To this day, my sister has never let me
forget.
While in line at the bank one afternoon, my toddler decided to release some
pent-up energy and ran amok. I was finally able to grab hold of her after
receiving looks of disgust and annoyance from other patrons. I told her
that if she did not start behaving "right now" she would be punished. To my
horror, she looked me in the eye and said in a voice just as threatening,
"If you don't let me go right now, I will tell Grandma that I saw you
kissing Daddy's pee-pee last night!" The silence was deafening after this
enlightening exchange. Even the tellers stopped what they were doing. I
mustered up the last of my dignity and walked out of the bank with my
daughter in tow. The last thing I heard when the door closed behind me were
screams of laughter.
Have you ever asked your child a question too many times? My three-year-old
son had a lot of problems with potty training and I was on him constantly.
One day we stopped at Taco Bell for a quick lunch in between errands. It was
very busy, with a full dining room. While enjoying my taco, I smelled
something funny, so of course I checked my seven-month-old daughter, and she
was clean. Then I realized that Danny had not asked to go potty in a while,
so I asked him if he needed to go, and he said "No." I kept thinking, "Oh
Lord, that child has had an accident, and I don't have any clothes with
me." Then I said, "Danny, are you SURE you didn't have an accident?" "No,"
he replied. I just KNEW that he must have had an accident, because the smell
was getting worse. Soooooo, I asked one more time, "Danny, did you have an
accident?" This time he jumped up, yank! ed down his pants, bent over and
spread his cheeks and yelled. "SEE MOM, IT'S JUST FARTS!!" While 30 people
nearly choked to death on their tacos laughing! He calmly pulled up his
pants and sat down. An old couple made me feel better by thanking me for the
best laugh they'd ever had!
This had most of the state of Michigan laughing for 2 days and a very
embarrassed female news anchor who will, in the future, likely think before
she speaks. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any....a true
story... We had a female news anchor who, the day after it was supposed to
have snowed and didn't, turned to the weatherman and asked: "So Bob, where's
that 8 inches you promised me last night?" Not only did HE have to leave
the set, but half the crew did too they were laughing so hard!
The 1st Affair
A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her
place and made love all afternoon.
Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed
and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt.
He put on his shoes and drove home.
"Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied,
"I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon."
She looked down at his shoes and said: "You lying bastard! You've been
playing golf!"
The 2nd Affair
A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about
having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted.
The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy.
The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son.
He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen.
He told his wife: "There's no way I can be the father of this baby.
Look at the two beautiful daughters I fathered!
Have you been fooling around behind my back?"
The wife smiled sweetly and replied: "Not this time!"
The 3rd Affair
A mortician was working late one night.
He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a
startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen!
"I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz," the mortician commented, "I can't allow you to be
cremated with such an impressive private part.
It must be saved for posterity." So, he removed it, stuffed it into his
briefcase, and took it home "I have something to show you won't believe,"
he said to his wife, opening his briefcase. "My God!" the wife exclaimed,
"Schwartz is dead!"
The 4th Affair
A woman was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband opening the front
door. "Hurry," she said, "stand in the corner." She rubbed baby oil all over
him, then dusted him with talcum powder.
"Don't move until I tell you," she said, " pretend you're a statue."
"What's this?" the husband inquired as he entered the room.
"Oh it's a statue," she replied, "the Smiths bought one and I liked it so I
got one for us, too." No more was said, not even when they went to bed.
Around 2 AM the husband got up, went to the kitchen and returned with a
sandwich and a beer. "Here," he said to the statue, have this.
I stood like that for two days at the Smiths and nobody offered me a damned
thing."
The 5th Affair
A man walked into a cafe, went to the bar and ordered a beer.
"Certainly, Sir , that'll be one cent."
"One Cent?" the man exclaimed.
He glanced at the menu and asked: "How much for a nice juicy steak and a
bottle of wine?"
"A nickel," the barman replied.
"A nickel?" exclaimed the man.
"Where's the guy who owns this place?"
The bartender replied: "Upstairs, with my wife."
The man asked: "What's he doing upstairs with your wife?"
The bartender replied: "The same thing I'm doing to his business down
here."
The 6th Affair
Jake was dying. His wife sat at the bedside.
He looked up and said weakly: "I have something I must confess."
"There's no need to, " his wife replied.
"No," he insisted, "I want to die in peace.
I slept with your sister, your best friend, her best friend, and your mother!"
"I know," she replied, " now just rest and let the poison work."
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Monday, February 18, 2008
what abou the news????
Category: Blogging
What We Call the News | Funny Jokes at JibJab
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Monday, February 18, 2008
haha
Muppets for President | Funny Jokes at JibJab
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Monday, February 18, 2008
i want a new puppy OR a mew kitty
Current mood:missin clyde
i love animals so much
and i miss clyde
and...
There's nothing more rewarding than having a pet(except for having a child of coarse). There is nothing like knowing that your pet relies on you for food, play, and health. There is nothing like knowing that your pet loves you and is loyal to you. Often times, pets even become a member of the family.
There are many benefits to owning a pet. Stroking a pet is very therapeutic and relaxing. Pets can also help lower your blood pressure which will help you lead a healthier life. It's also comforting and soothing to have a dog or cat rubbing at your leg or jumping into your lap when they see you. Playing with a pet is fun and also good exercise. You can have an excellent running partner in your dog or cat. Having a cat or dog and gives you pride and confidence of that comes from taking care and responsibility of another living thing. Pets are good company and make you feel less lonely when they're around
Every year, some 2.5 million people get new puppies.
In the U.S., the two most popular cat names are Tiger and Samantha.
An ailurophile is a person who likes cats.
Cats and people both have identical regions in the brain responsible for emotion.
Who do you think cats respond better to -- men or women? In fact, it's women, perhaps because they have a higher pitch to their voice.
Signs that your cat trusts you include snoring and rolling over on his back to expose his belly.
working guards, guides, and herders such as collie, boxer, Alaskan malamute, German shepherd dog, and the St. Bernard muscular, even-tempered, and obedient
toy Pekinese, Pomeranian, and the pug pets and companions
nonsporting Boston terrier, bulldog, chow, Dalmatian, and poodle bred principally as pets and companions
CATS LEGENDS
Black Cats
In the Middle Ages, cats were not very popular because of their association with witchcraft and black magic. Superstitions about cats, some
of them current today, date back to this period. Fisherman's wives believed keeping a black cat in your home meant your husband would always return from the sea. In the 9th century, King Henry I of Saxony decreed that the fine for killing a cat should be sixty bushels of corn.
There are still people who believe that the cat is a reincarnation of the devil and regard it as bad luck.
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Egyptian Cats
Around 450 BC, anyone who killed a cat in Egypt was punished by death. When a cat died, the entire family would shave off their eyebrows as a sign of mourning. "The male cat is Ra himself, and he was called Mau because of the speech of the god Sa, who said concerning him: ` He is like
unto that which he hath made, therefore did the name of Ra become Mau.'" - papyrus from the XV111 Dynasty of Ancient Egypt, c.1500 BC Facts & Legends.
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Norse Cats
In Norse mythological facts, the chariot of Freya, goddess of beauty, love and fertility, is drawn by two large longhaired cats; these two cats were often connected with the
powers of creativity, the Earth Mother and fertility gods.
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Japanese Cats
Mi-Ki, or tri-colored cats, have been long taken by Japanese sailors on their ships to bring them good luck. The native Bobtail, according to legend, is the Japanese cat of preference because it is less likely to "bewitch" you with a twitching tail.
The figure of a cat with its left paw raised is commonly seen in gift shops in Japan where they are sold as souvenirs. It is believed that the beckoning cat brings good fortune to its owner.
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Pussy Willows
There is a legend that many little kittens were thrown into a river to drown. The mother cat wept and was so distraught that the willow trees on the bank felt compassion and held out their branches to the struggling kittens who clung to them and were saved. Ever since that time, every
spring, the willow trees wear gray buds that feel as soft and silky as kitten tails. That is why they are called "pussy willows."
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Chinese Cats
Ancient Chinese legend maintains that the cat is the product of a lioness and a monkey - the lioness endowing her offspring with dignity and the monkey with curiosity and playfulness.
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The Prophet Mohammed
The Prophet Mohammed, the founder of the Moslem religion, believed dogs were unclean, but loved cats so much that he once cut the sleeve from his robe to avoid disturbing his cat which had gone to sleep in his arms. According to legend, the "M" marking on the forehead of the tabby cat was created by the Prophet Mohammed when he rested his hand on the brow of his favorite cat.
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Irish Cats
Poem Legend of the Kilkenny Cats (a testimony to the determination of a cat) There once was two cats of Kilkenny, And each thought there was one cat too many; So they quarreled and fought, And they scratched and they bit, Until there was only their nails, And the tips of their tails, Instead of two cats, there weren't any.
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Bohemian Cats
In what was known as Bohemia, now western Czechoslovakia, the cat was regarded as a symbol of fertility.
DOG LEGENDS
Cerberus, Guard dog of Hades
Most sources agree that Cerberus had three heads. The center head was in the shape of a lion, while the other two were in the shape of a dog and a wolf, respectively. He also had a dragon's tail and a thick mane of writhing snakes.
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Cerberus was the watchdog of hell. Chained to the gates of Acheron, harassing the spirits entering Hades and devouring those who tried to escape. Cerberus has been used many times in various movies over the years.
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Chinese Fu Dog
It is in the most sophisticated and earliest of civilization, China, that the black dog plays its greatest role in religion, folklore, and mythology. The "Fu Dog", a recurring theme in
Chinese culture, has the positive attribute of bringing happiness and good fortune. A great deal of the dog's early domestication took place in ancient China. It is here, too, that the first pack-hunting dogs were bred.
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The Irish Wolfhound
The beginnings of Irish Wolfhounds can be traced back as early as 273 B.C. through ancient woodcuts and writings. Ownership of these great hounds were
emperors, kings, nobility and poets; their chains and collars were often of precious metals and stones. They were held in such high esteem that when disputes arose over them, not only individual combats but full scale wars often occurred. By the year 391 A.D., the breed was known in Rome, when the first authentic mention of it was written by the Roman Consul Quintus Aurelius, who had received seven of them as a gift which "all Rome viewed with wonder."
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The Howling Dog
Perhaps the most powerful universal belief associated with dogs is that they possess the ability of second sight. It is said that a dog can see apparitions and sense if death is imminent. This may be because we now know that the dog can sense chemical changes in the air, and it is known that the human body undergoes such changes close to death. Evidence abounds that supports this with dogs howling when the owner is ill. It is understandable then that to hear a dog howling has long been considered to be a death omen, and the same is said to be true if the dog howls by an open door. The actual moment of death was thought to be marked by a dog howling three times and then ceasing. A barking dog too was usually a sign of misfortune if heard first thing in the morning.
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Reindeer Dog of Norway
A long, long time ago a couple of dogs sat on a hill chitchatting and watching humans who were desperately trying to gather up a herd of reindeer. Having looked at the idle yelling and running around for a while, the dogs decided: "We could do that better". And so did the reindeer herdsmen get an irreplaceable helper, a dog who himself wanted to help.
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
wax on, wax off
Current mood: fabulous
Category: Blogging
hahahhaha
whata bunch of stupid ass bitches out there, really? they wash mother fuckin cars for a living to support the there trailer park drunk rred neck asses.i however have a tattoo shop in my motherfucking name, model, make money, and live and love my life to the fullest. so all you little cunts can keep on talkin trash
cuz thats all you do
you talk the talk but sure in the fuck dont walk the walk.
so you where to find me bring it , cuz it aint goingto be pretty.
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Saturday, February 16, 2008
for v day
i got a psp
and we went and seen the movie jumper it was alright
love my psp thou
also
my camera broke
i got to get it fixed ive had that forever it was gift
but ill have it up and running soon or il have to get a new one
i miss all my cocoabeach/illinois friends
much love to you guys
and i especially miss my 1 gurl
doing it big New York
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
My Celebrity Look-alikes
MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Vintage photographs - Geneology
http://www.myheritage.com/collage
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Thursday, February 07, 2008
today
Current mood: bored
happy chinese new year eve thou im not chinese
Tiger:
The Year of the Earth Rat will be more challenging for Tigers than last year. Reserve your energy for the battles worth fighting for.
The TIGER … THE TERRIBLE TIGER
The strength of Tigers makes them dynamic and courageous. Outspoken on every subject, they are still tolerant and sensitive to the opinions of others. Kind to their fellows, Tigers can be short-tempered if they don't get their way. The Tiger balances between the passions and demands of the outside world and the comfort and inwardness of home. They tend to be philosophers with great intellect and think most about themselves and their families. Protecting their interests and loved ones to the utmost, they are generous with their love and affection.
Tigers are fighters. They fight not only with the outside world, they also spar with themselves. They are always seeking the balance between their search for inner and outer peace on the one hand, and their career-driven mind on the other. They will walk through a fire for the right cause, and are not afraid to appear rebellious when they believe in ideas that go against the majority. Tigers will support everything and everyone they choose -- in love, career, friends, etc. As friends, colleagues and lovers, they are loyal to the death … and even after. People admire the stripes of the tiger, their look and their talents, but are always a bit on edge with them, as one never knows exactly how a Tiger will react.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
If you are experiencing a frustrating situation at work, don't blame it on anyone else. Your success is dependent on how you respond to external events now, not what hardships they may impose. Instead of focusing on what you cannot accomplish, create a strategy based on the gains you can make irrespective of what others say.
My Tarot Card for Today
The Emperor
May you be master of your realm.
Deck: Cagliostro
My Number for Today
Number for Today: 8
Today is great for signing contracts or finalizing deals. Your financial picture is looking rosier, so going out and spending some money wouldn't be the worst idea. On the personal front, romance beckons. Just be careful not to do anything irresponsible.
Our Changing Sky
Moon in Aquarius Feb 5, 2008 to Feb 7, 2008
Sun in Aquarius Jan 20, 2008 to Feb 18, 2008
Mercury in Aquarius Jan 7, 2008 to Mar 14, 2008
Venus in Capricorn Jan 23, 2008 to Feb 17, 2008
Mars in Gemini Dec 31, 2007 to Mar 4, 2008
Uranus in Pisces Dec 29, 2003 to May 27, 2010
Neptune in Aquarius Nov 27, 1998 to Apr 4, 2011
okay so i bored
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
DUNDEE RANCH the place my parents shipped me off to.
Current mood:fuckin pissed
Category: Life
Chaos Hits U.S. Reform Facility
By Tim Rogers
Tico Times Staff
trogers@ticotimes.net
May 29, 2003
Hidalgo de Orotina - Known for its extreme discipline and strict rules, Dundee Ranch Academy - home to 200 wayward teenagers from the U.S - was turned on its head this week, following a chaotic situation Tuesday that resulted in rioting, vandalism and 35 students running away.
The incident was sparked by a visit from Costa Rican authorities investigating allegations of rights abuse by the Child Welfare Agency (PANI), which this week released the findings of its long-awaited report on Dundee.
In addition to filing a criminal complaint against Dundee with the regional Prosecutor's Office in Atenas, PANI notified the academy that it has 30 days to make 15 necessary changes if it hopes to get legal and stay open (see box). Responding to the Prosecutor's request, the PANI on Thursday sent counselors to Dundee to ensure the protection of the children while the facility attempts to comply with to the law.
Adding insult to injury, regional child advocacy group Casa Alianza this week requested intervention from the UN Committee against Torture, claiming: "In our opinion, Dundee Ranch Academy is the site of torture and cruel and inhumane treatment against children who are being held there illegally and against their will."
The newest affiliate of the Utah-based WorldWide Association of Specialty Programs (WWASP), Dundee Ranch - in the Pacific-slope town of Orotina - is a non-therapeutic behavior-modification program that teaches troubled teens to "identify their incorrect behavior, and stop doing it," according to owner Narvin Lichfield of Utah. Most of the students have similar profiles: teenagers with severe behavioral problems who are involved with drugs, sex, and/or criminal activity.
However, the tactics Dundee employs to help youths identify their problematic behavior - including physical restraints and solitary confinement - have been criticized by former students, parents and several ex-directors as abusive forms of punishment (TT, Oct. 25, 2002; Jan. 17, March, 14).
After a four-month investigation prompted by a Tico Times article published last October, the Child Welfare Agency (PANI) this week released its report on Dundee and requested a complete judicial probe of the academy.
Dundee's problems were further complicated Tuesday when Prosecutor Fer-nando Vargas visited the academy accompanied by police and a mixed commission of government officials. Vargas reportedly incited mob-mentality hysteria when he informed the students that they didn't have to stay at Dundee against their will.
"The situation got chaotic and crazy and out of control," said 15-year-old Miami native Johel, who was sent to Dundee seven months ago for drug addiction and gang involvement. "After living with all those rules, now you have people saying you can do whatever you want. Kids starting arming themselves with sticks and acting violent against the upper-level students who were allowed to discipline them."
Lichfield claims many of the youths started to lash out violently, beating staff members' cars with sticks, vandalizing property, stealing from each other, and having sex in the bathrooms. Yesterday, he told The Tico Times that 25 students were still "rioting" and were being held under lockdown at the facility's recently constructed "High Impact" compound. Dundee would not allow The Tico Times to visit the incarcerated students.
Some of teens decided to flee, and several of the girls reportedly flagged down passing cars and got in with strangers. Six children told PANI officials they wanted to be removed from the academy and were relocated to state-run shelters.
By Wednesday afternoon, all the Dundee students - including those remaining in PANI shelters - were accounted for, according to U.S. Embassy spokeswoman Marcia Bosshart. Lichfield, however, told The Tico Times yesterday that "three or four" students were still missing.
The Dundee owner claims he is in the process of appealing the PANI report and filing a $20 million lawsuit against the Costa Rican government for damages and revenue loss. "Is Costa Rica a democracy ruled by law, or a bureaucracy ruled by cover-your-ass?" Lichfield demanded.
According to parents, WWASP Pre-sident Ken Kay sent a private communiqué to Dundee parents on Wednesday, putting a positive spin on the events and claiming that the "non-working students" (the ones who chose to run away) will be sent to the notoriously tough Tranquility Bay program in Jamaica. "The positive is that those who stay [at Dundee] will no longer be distracted, influenced or hampered by the non-working students," Kay wrote.
Lichfield told The Tico Times yesterday that 170 students signed voluntary waivers, claiming they are remaining at Dundee under their own volition. The 30 students who refused to sign are being sent home or transferred to Tranquility Bay, he said.
Parents of Dundee students this week expressed everything from concern to outrage following reports of the Tuesday breakout. Many blamed the exodus on the Costa Rican government's "Gestapo" tactics.
One irate mother, who wished to remain nameless, accused Costa Rican authorities of "inciting a riot" and allowing minors to "walk out of there into a foreign country without so much as a penny in their pocket to call home or their passports, only the clothes on their backs.
"My son was one of the 35 boys gone from 7:30 to 4:30 a.m. He was scared and very confused when we spoke to him by phone," she told The Tico Times. "By the Grace of God and many volunteers, he is safe and back at the compound."
Advertised as a correctional boarding school that provides youth with a "Paradise for Change," Dundee Ranch does not have any operating licenses from Costa Rican authorities, and the qualifications of its staff have been questioned (TT, Oct. 25, 2002).
A visit from Immigration officials this week revealed that 100 of the 193 students had expired tourist visas, and four Jamaican staff members - including the current director - do not have valid work permits.
"If I could, I would detain and deport everyone there who has irregular visa status," Immigration director Marco Badilla told The Tico Times this week, adding that he is requesting judicial intervention.
Critics of the program also worry that Dundee's "High Impact" compound, which was recently advertised on two separate Web pages as a juvenile boot camp, is a replica of a facility by the same name that was closed two years ago by Mexican authorities, who reportedly found kids locked in dog cages (TT. March, 14).
In an interview with The Tico Times last October, Lichfield explained that students who habitually violate the academy's 100-plus rules would be sent to High Impact and remain incarcerated until they walk 100 miles around a sand-and-gravel perimeter track to win their freedom. However, he denied it would be the same as the facility forced to close in Mexico (TT, Oct. 25, 2002; March 14).
Ana Teresa León, author of the PANI's report on Dundee, told The Tico Times this week the current High Impact model would be "illegal" and Lichfield will not be able to inaugurate the compound unless he dramatically reworks the concept and has it approved by child welfare officials.
Despite Dundee's recent problems, many diehard champions defend the program's "tough-love" tactics.
Neal Nathanson of Maryland said he can't vouch for the ultimate success of the program, but insists it is working for his 15-year-old son Lee, who was sent to Dundee six months ago for drug problems. "The program is clearly working for my son," said Nathanson, who spent last weekend at Dundee's Parent-Child Weekend at the Hotel Tirol in Heredia, north of San José. "He told me last weekend: 'I wouldn't leave now if you asked me to; I am learning the skills I need in my future life.´"
Don Babets of Shutesbuty, Massachusetts, agrees that the program has had a positive effect on his son Kenny, who has been at Dundee for 17 months.
"He loves it, and even though he is 18, he chose to stay there Tuesday when the other kids left, because he knows the program is working."
One 17-year-old sent to Dundee with severe drug addiction after several suicide attempts told The Tico Times this week he blames the Costa Rican government for disrupting a program he credits with saving his life.
"The government is saying that Dundee is violating laws by trying to fix me," he said. "I don't know if I would do so well if I were sent out into the world right now without finishing the program. I probably would have committed suicide like my father did, and I don't want to go down that path."
The 19-month-old Dundee Ranch continues to grow in enrollment. Since the end of 2002, the student body had grown by nearly 30%. Until this week, Lichfield was in the process of negotiating to buy the cozy Hotel Tirol - in the mountains above Heredia - to house Dundee's female students. But due to recent events, that plan has been put on hold, Lichfield said.
PANI's List
The Child Welfare Office's (PANI) report listed 15 problems Dundee needs to fix in the next 30 days in order to get legal and remain open:
1. Inadequate facilities: not enough ventilation or lighting in the dorms, and no privacy.
2. Inadequate food and meal portions.
3. Communication between students and their families too restricted.
4. Staff unqualified to attend to needs of children.
5. Immigration status of students not clear.
6. Some punishments qualify as physical and psychological abuse.
7. Academy overcrowded.
8. Cleaning facility should not be students' responsibility.
9. Academy has no permit from Education Ministry.
10. No guaranteed comprehensive health-care.
11. Many students held at Dundee against their will.
12. Dundee's investments in academy not directly benefiting students.
13. Management and leadership of program not professional.
14. Academic structure not clear: no lessons taught.
15. Some parents have complained that academy does not really offer what it advertises.
-Source: PANI
By Tim Rogers
Tico Times Staff
(There was no date on this article, however we believe it was published in January 2003.)
Concerns are growing that there may be more than meets the eye at the U.S.-run behavior modification program Dundee Ranch Academy, as two new Web sites appeared this week advertising the institution as a juvenile military boot camp.
Despite academy owner Narvin Lichfield's repeated insistence that his program is not a boot camp for troubled teens, the discovery of Web sites "1-To-1 Juvenile Boot Camps" (1-to-1-juvenile-boot-camps.com) and "Basic Training Boot Camp Military School" (basic-training-boot-camp-military-school.com) fueled critics' arguments that Dundee Ranch is not what it is advertising itself to be.
Although neither Internet page mentions Dundee Ranch, The Tico Times this week learned that the boot camps are located at the academy's facilities on the remote campus of a former hotel in the Pacific town of Orotina.
Lichfield, whose brother Bob runs Dundee's Utah-based umbrella organization WorldWide Association of Specialty Programs (WWASP), said he was unaware the boot camp Web sites had been published on the Internet.
"That is not what we are offering; I will have to tell them to take those down," he told The Tico Times during a phone interview from his other WWASP program in South Carolina.
Lichfield said the sites were erroneously published by Parent Resources, a Utah-based marketing firm that handles enrollment and admissions for the WWASP's nine programs in the U.S. and abroad. He explained that the idea of running a separate military boot camp at Dundee's recently constructed "High Impact" walled compound was an idea he toyed with a year ago, but eventually decided against, due to Costa Rica's long history of demilitarization.
Lichfield claims he is reworking the concept of the "High Impact" - scheduled to be operational next month - and said he must have forgotten to tell Parent Resources about the change of plans. He blamed the Web sites on "an honest lack of communication."
Dundee Ranch is a controversial non-therapeutic behavior modification institution for troubled teens. Currently home to 183 boys and girls ages 11-17, most from the U.S., the program and its WWASP affiliates in the U.S. and Jamaica have come under fire over the years by critics who claim the program's "tough love" tactics - including the use of physical restraint and sentencing kids to solitary confinement - are abusive (TT, Oct. 25, 2002; Jan. 17).
Former Dundee Ranch director Amberly Knight - one of five directors who have worked at the Costa Rica program in its 18 months of existence - this week added her voice to the chorus of concern in a five-page letter to Costa Rican Child Welfare (PANI) Minister Rosalia Gil.
"I feel that Dundee Ranch Academy should not be allowed to operate because it is poorly managed, takes financial advantage of parents in crisis, and puts teens in physical and emotional risk," she wrote.
Gil told The Tico Times this week that her organization is investigating Dundee, and that last week she sent three child welfare workers to the academy to talk with kids and staff. She declined to comment on details of the PANI report, which was discussed at length with the U.S. Embassy on Tuesday. The Embassy also declined comment.
Lichfield said last week's visit from the PANI went well, and that he has a meeting scheduled with Gil and the U.S. Embassy in the coming weeks.
He dismissed Knight as an "immature" and disgruntled former employee.
"If she felt like there was abuse at the camp, why didn't she talk about it when she was director?" he asked.
Lichfield added that Knight, by talking to the press and the PANI, has violated trade-secret and confidentiality agreements, and will be sued in Costa Rica as a result.
A second former Dundee Ranch employee contacted by The Tico Times this week said he could vouch for everything Knight had said in her letter.
Speaking on condition that his name not be used, the former employee said: "If you put a spy camera in Dundee for a day, you would find abuse and an ill-trained staff."
"I know the kids are being mistreated there," he added. "What is being promised to the parents is not happening; the kids are not being educated, and they are not being helped emotionally in any way. The kids only learn how to lie to get out of the program."
Lichfield, however, claims it is the former employees who are lying, because they have "an axe to grind."
In addition, he added, the only service that Dundee Ranch promises to perform is "supervision."
"Our contract says we don't guarantee anything," he said.
Lichfield said he has been threatened with a lawsuit from only one Dundee parent, and settled out of court for $7,000.
In the 24-year history of WWASP, he said, seven suits have been brought against the program, and all have been thrown out of court because "they had no merit."
Lichfield estimates that WWASP has settled some 50 other cases out of court over the years.
No legal action has ever been brought against Dundee Ranch in Costa Rica.
Meanwhile, opponents of the program are voicing increased concern about the academy's "High Impact basic training facility."
During a Tico Times visit to Dundee last October, Lichfield explained that habitually disobedient youths from the academy or any of WWASP's eight other programs could be sentenced to do time at High Impact, where they must walk 100 miles around a perimeter track to win their freedom (TT, Oct. 25).
This week, Lichfield described the walled compound as a "low-impact" facility meant to take kids out of their comfort zone to make them reflect on their behavior. Youths sentenced there will have the option of walking for two hours a day to win points toward graduating in a month, he said.
Critics of WWASP worry that the compound Lichfield is putting the finishing touches on is really a replica of the High Impact facility in Mexico, which was closed by Mexican authorities in 2001 for rights abuses. WWASP has also closed or been forced to close similar programs in Utah and the Czech Republic.
California father Chris Goodwin, who led the charge to close High Impact in Mexico, told The Tico Times this week that his son had been transferred to the Mexican facility from a WWASP program in 2001. At High Impact, Goodwin claims, his son was locked in a dog cage for a week at a time, hog-tied for three days, had his thumb twisted back and broken by a staff member, had his teeth knocked through his lips by a staffer who smashed his face in the ground repeatedly, and was forced to walk around the compound's perimeter track in the sun wearing flannel underwear and a sweatsuit.
Lichfield said Dundee's High Impact will be more of an "evaluation facility," and will be nothing like the operation closed in Mexico.
"We are trying to improve on the positive elements of the program, and eliminate the negative ones," he said.
Not everyone is convinced that the new facility will be more user-friendly.
"High Impact is going to be bad; it is set up identical to the one that was in Mexico," charged the former staffer who wished to remain nameless. "That is the only model Lichfield knows."
Charges that Dundee Ranch is more sinister than its marketing would suggest have worried some parents, too.
Louisiana mother Carey Bock, with the help of hired muscle from the U.S., went so far as to bust her twin boys out of Dundee last October (TT, Oct. 25). Virginia divorcee Su Flowers, who two weeks ago lost joint custody of her children, has tried twice in the last month to get her daughter out of Dundee. The eccentric Flowers is currently living in the Pacific beach town of Manuel Antonio, trying to organize rock concerts to raise awareness about the academy.
But other parents defend Dundee passionately. Responding to a Jan. 17 Tico Times article, several dozen parents wrote letters defending the program, at the request of then-director Joe Atkin.
Lichfield, meanwhile, maintains that Dundee Ranch Academy is not doing anything that is not already being done in similar teen programs in all 50 States in the U.S. "We are viewed as sinners or saints, depending on what side of the argument you are on," he said.
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Academy at Dundee Ranch was a behavior modification facility for United States teenagers, located on La Ceiba Cascajal, 10km West of Orotina, province of Alajuela, Costa Rica. It was promoted as a residential school, offering a program of behavior modification, motivational "emotional growth seminars," a progressive academic curriculum, and a structured daily schedule, for teenagers struggling in their homes, schools, or communities.[1]
The facility was associated with World Wide Association of Specialty Programs and Schools (WWASP).
In May 2003, the facility was shut down by the authorities in Costa Rica due to claims of child abuse, and investigated the school and its managers. The facility reopened in 2004 as Pillars of Hope.
http://www.academydundee.org/index.html
Owner of Private Discipline Academy in Costa Rica Is Arrested
New York Times/May 24, 2003
By Tim Weiner
Mexico City -- The owner of an American behavior modification program in Costa Rica housing nearly 200 American youths was jailed today after accusations that students had been deprived of their civil liberties.
The owner, Narvin Lichfield, was detained pending a judge's review of allegations brought by a local prosecutor. Those allegations include charges that children were held against their will and physically abused at the Academy at Dundee Ranch, in rural Costa Rica, according to Adilia Caravaca, a Costa Rican lawyer representing the mother of a child at Dundee.
A 14-year-old California girl who fled the academy on Thursday and returned home with the help of United States Embassy officials said by telephone today that Dundee Ranch staff members had beaten and physically restrained children who tried to leave the academy.
The girl, whose mother insisted that her name be withheld, said staff members "tried to make us sign a contract saying we didn't want anything to change and told us we had to sign the contract or we would be sent to Jamaica."
Dundee Ranch and a similar behavior modification program in Jamaica, Tranquility Bay, are affiliated with a Utah organization, the World Wide Association of Speciality Programs and Schools, known as Wwasps. About 30 children were sent from Costa Rica to Jamaica this week after child welfare officials visited Dundee Ranch on Tuesday and told youths there that they did not have to stay, officials said.
The Costa Rican authorities said punishments at the academy included emotional abuse, isolation and physical restraints.
Mr. Lichfield is a brother of Wwasps's founder, Robert Lichfield. The association operates 11 behavior modification centers that house 2,200 youths, about half of them in Mexico, Costa Rica and Jamaica, and half in the United States. Previous investigations have led to closings of Wwasps-affiliated programs in Mexico and the Czech Republic.
The arrest may spell the end of the academy, several parents of children at Dundee Ranch said. Some said in e-mail messages that they had faith in the program despite the charges. Others were desperately trying to contact their children to bring them home, but without success.
One, Yumiko Huffer, of Nashville, said her 17-year-old son had complained of mistreatment and had begged her to be sent home. "I sold my home to pay the tuition," more than $30,000 a year, she said in a telephone interview.
A Costa Rican security official, Ana Chacón, said it was likely that the children would eventually be returned to their parents or legal guardians.
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FRIDAY May 23, 2003 By Brooke Adams and Rhina Guidos
The Salt Lake Tribune
More than two dozen U.S. teens were trying to make their way home from Costa Rica on Thursday as parents, government officials and operators of the Academy at Dundee Ranch sorted out allegations of mistreatment and permit violations at the school for troubled youth.
Staff at the ranch, which is affiliated with the Utah-based World Wide Association of Speciality Programs and Schools, was trying to contact parents of about 20 teens who are demanding to be released. Another six were in the custody of Costa Rican child-welfare workers and three others who refused to return to the ranch were in contact with local authorities.
On Wednesday, the Patronato Nacional de la Infancia (PANI), the country's child-welfare agency, filed a complaint with local prosecutor Fernando Vargas over alleged health-code violations, inadequate staff certification and infringements of the students' rights at the ranch in the town of Orotina.
Vargas created some confusion when he told PANI it must ensure the students' safety but failed to specify whether the agency should take over the ranch or merely monitor it, said Tim Rogers, a reporter with the Tico Times of San Jos--.
But by late Thursday, ranch officials, Vargas and the welfare workers agreed that PANI would make daily visits to the ranch for the next week or so, Rogers said.
"I was out there today and the situation was calming down somewhat from what had gone on the day previously," Rogers said.
Vargas visited the school Tuesday and informed the students that under Costa Rican law, they have a say in their treatment at age 15. Fanny Cordero, communications director for PANI, said word quickly spread among the teens that they could not be held against their will and many began walking out.
Between 30 to 55 of the 205 teens fled the ranch, which bills itself a "paradise for change."
Most returned by nightfall, said World Wide president Ken Kay in a telephone interview from company headquarters in St. George.
Staff members were trying to reach the parents of the 20 who want to go home, he said.
"It's difficult because of the [Memorial Day] holiday, but we are complying," Kay said, adding that he believed those teens were "using this as a technique to manipulate their way back home."
Cordero, however, said the teens in her agency's care say they have suffered psychological or physical abuse at Dundee Ranch.
PANI began an investigation of the ranch several months ago after a former staff director, some parents and their children accused the ranch of various violations.
Cordero said those claims include overcrowded conditions that forced some teens to sleep on the floor, food restrictions and the staff's refusal to let teens contact their parents.
The agency also found some staff members lack proper credentials and that many students' tourist visas have expired.
It also questioned whether the ranch, which is licensed as a Spanish-language academy, should actually be licensed as a rehabilitation facility. That concern is being investigated by the Costa Rican Department of Health.
Even though parents may have agreed to the conditions and tactics used at the ranch, the children are protected under Costa Rican laws and those laws may have been violated, Cordero said. On Monday, PANI gave Dundee Ranch 30 days to remedy any problems.
Kay said staff at Dundee Ranch, one of nine such schools affiliated with World Wide, believed they were in compliance with government and school accreditation requirements but would address the issues raised by PANI.
He described Dundee Ranch as a "specialty boarding school," not a residential treatment facility, that uses a reward and consequence system to build self-esteem.
Kay acknowledged that most of the teens at Dundee Ranch have "experimented" with drugs and that staff use motivational and educational tools to teach the risks of drug abuse. But Dundee Ranch, he said, has never billed itself as a treatment or therapeutic program.
"It is basically a character-building program," he said.
The ranch's Web site emphasizes its ability to aid teens who are acting out at home, school or in the community.
Dundee, which opened at the site of a former adventure lodge 18 months ago, charges $1,990 a month per teen.
On average, it takes a teen 16 months to complete the program
Dundee Ranch: Riots at Costa Rica school for troubled young Americans raises questions about programs
Associated Press
Every night, as he lined up with the other boys waiting to shower at a school for troubled youths, Cody Crawford would gaze up and try to decipher how the skies over western Costa Rica might lead him to freedom.
''I figured I could escape and follow the stars, through the jungle, to the American Embassy,'' said Crawford, a 16-year-old Oregon resident. ''I was like: 'I'll be fine out there alone. It won't be as bad as Dundee Ranch.'''
Crawford and dozens of others among the 201 mostly American students rebelled last month at the Academy at Dundee Ranch, trashing the behavior-modification center and demanding to be sent home.
The chaos forced Dundee to close and renewed controversy about such privately run centers, which put children and teenagers through strict programs intended to get them to improve their behavior.
Some parents and alumni swear by the schools, saying they change lives for the better. Critics contend poorly trained staff use physical abuse and brainwashing to scare students into conforming.
Riots broke out when Costa Rican authorities visited Dundee Ranch on May 20 and again two days later and announced that the young people couldn't be held against their will.
''They said, 'You can do anything you want,' and kids started destroying things and leaving,'' said Crawford, who is from Dundee, Ore.
Crawford, who had been at the center for a month, was among students who fled the campus. But others didn't want to go anywhere.
''I would be dead if I had never come here,'' said Steven Davidson, an 18-year-old from San Diego who was less than a month from finishing Dundee's two-year program. ''This was the first good thing I had in my life and now it's gone.''
Interviewed at the ranch while waiting to get a flight home, Davidson said he had been a cocaine and amphetamine user who tried to kill himself three times. A leap through his second-floor bedroom window left him with a scar that runs the length of his head.
''Everyone has a different opinion about what's best for the child, how to fix a child who has gone wrong,'' said Marvin Lichfield, Dundee's owner, who has been ordered to remain in Costa Rica. ''Is our system strict? It is. Has it worked for hundreds of kids? It has.''
After the mutiny, Lichfield was detained for 30 hours on child abuse charges, but a judge dismissed the charges. Prosecutor Maria de los Angeles Alfaro said later that her office is studying additional complaints of child abuse filed by two former students.
Dundee's brand of discipline didn't come cheap. Minimum monthly tuition was $1,190 in addition to a $2,000 enrollment fee, plus occasional charges of $100 for supplies. Some parents said they paid as much as $2,500 a month.
Even Crawford's stargazing violated Dundee's rules: Newcomers weren't allowed to speak unless spoken to and were forbidden to raise their eyes.
Those who did what they were told slowly earned back basic freedoms and eventually won the right to dole out discipline to lower-ranking enrollees.
Similar approaches are used at 10 other schools with a total of 2,200 students in the United States, Mexico and Jamaica that are coordinated by the World Wide Association of Specialty Programs and Schools, a group in St. George, Utah, founded by Lichfield's brother, Robert.
Association President Ken Kay said that ''directors of our member schools are looking at lessons learned out of Dundee to make sure they aren't doing any actions ... that would lead to the types of allegations we saw at Dundee.'' He called most of the claims against Dundee ''ridiculous.''
Kay said there has never been a substantiated charge of abuse or mistreatment at any schools belonging to the association. However, a previous group that reorganized to become WWASPS had two member schools — in the Czech Republic and Cancun, Mexico — suddenly close after they became the subjects of legal investigations.
Rosalia Gil, president of Costa Rica's child welfare agency, said U.S. diplomats who had visited Dundee alerted her office to keep an eye on the ranch shortly after it opened in October 2001.
After looking into allegations of abuse at the school, Gil's agency told school officials on May 19 to correct 15 violations that included inadequate living accommodations and meals, punishments that qualified as criminal mistreatment, overcrowding and inadequate medical care.
They also said the ranch was operating without a license and was supervised by staff with little or no professional training. They later said 100 of 193 American youths at the school were in the country illegally because their visas had expired.
''We told them if they meet Costa Rican standards, they can operate here, but that never happened,'' Gil said. ''We're talking about human rights. There's a moment you have to act to protect children who can't protect themselves.''
Lichfield countered that while the complaint gave his school 30 days to make improvements, authorities arrived a day after it was delivered. He said he hopes to reopen the school once some $80,000 in damage has been cleaned up, though nearly all workers have left.
Gil said Dundee could reopen if Lichfield addresses her office's concerns.
Flanked by jungle-dotted mountains outside the town of Orotina, 55 miles west of San Jose, Dundee Ranch is a former ecotourism resort. Lichfield said investors spent $1 million converting it into a campus for students ages 11 to 17.
A brook winds past a small swimming pool near cages of parakeets and macaws. A wood-plank bridge across a lagoon leads to the ranch's classrooms.
The boys' and girls' dorms — clusters of orange and tan adobe bungalows — appeared charming from outside.
Inside, the dorms were packed with dozens of bunk beds. Air conditioners did little to cut the suffocating heat and ventilation was poor, three former students said. Gaps between ceilings and walls let bugs, bats and birds slip in.
During the rioting, students kicked holes in dorm walls, tore off window screens and burned books. In a boys' shower room, someone had scrawled ''we want more food'' in black marker, the only piece of non-obscene graffiti on the campus.
''They call this place a resort,'' Crawford said. ''It's actually a prison.''
Crawford's mother, Robin, asked an Oregon court to let her son come to Dundee after he was arrested for possession of marijuana and breaking and entering. She said abuse by older boys had compounded her son's problems with high-function autism.
State officials recommended against public school for Crawford and many private schools said they could not take him because of special dietary needs and learning disabilities.
She said her sister told her that a WWASPS school in Mexico had straightened up her own rebellious son.
An association representative said her son's needs would pose no problem at Dundee, Robin Crawford said. The representative even testified via telephone at Crawford's probationary hearing, assuring the judge that Dundee was not a discipline-based program, according to a court record produced by Crawford's mother.
Like all new arrivals, her son slept in a hallway without air conditioning. He said there were mites in the cereal and dead flies in the rice.
''This wasn't the program I paid for,'' his mother said. ''I was promised therapy in a supportive environment. I was promised three meals a day with fruits and vegetables. I was promised no harsh punishments.''
Another student, a 15-year-old girl from Illinois who worried about reprisals from the school, said staff members often withheld food as a punishment.
Several students told Costa Rican authorities that they suffered through injuries, allergic reactions and intestinal problems without proper medical attention and that medicine sent for some students was given to others, said Alfaro, the prosecutor.
Three former students said that staff members made youths ''sweep the sunshine'' — use a broom to sweep pavement until sunburns formed — and that others were ordered to kneel on sharp rocks.
More serious offenses — such as glancing at a member of the opposite sex — landed students in a 10-by-7-foot room where they were ordered to keep their nose to the wall or the floor. Some students said they were shoved, pushed or beaten.
But Chanel Sortomme, 17, who graduated from Dundee two weeks before the uprising, and three other students interviewed at the ranch said no one was beaten and they disputed allegations that food was scarce and bug-infested.
''There are hundreds of rules — rules for everything you can think of — but those rules are what helps you change,'' Sortomme said. ''At Dundee you learn how to follow the little rules and that helps you become responsible and follow bigger ones back at home.''
Lichfield flew Sortomme and her father to Costa Rica to defend the school to journalists.
John Sortomme, a retirement planner in San Diego, said his daughter went into Dundee ''a very intelligent screw-up'' who had run away from home three times. She came out ''a beautiful, intelligent, powerful young lady
WWASP Fails – Florida Mom Prevails (Jury Rules in favor of Mom)
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WWASP Fails – Florida Mom Prevails (Jury Rules in favor of Mom)
WESTON, Florida (August 8, 2004). Corporate giant, World Wide Association of Specialty Programs (WWASP), came after a single Florida mom, Sue Scheff, and her organization Parents Universal Resource Experts (P.U.R.E.--), because she spoke out about the company's alleged abuses against children. When she learned her daughter and other children had been abused in their programs, she fought back.
WWASP came after her through fear, intimidation, and the high cost of litigation, when she tried to speak out by reporting fraud, child abuse, and child neglect against their programs both in the U.S. and other countries. They brought three charges against this mother and her organization - defamation, civil conspiracy, and false advertising.
As a result of her tenacity in seeking the truth, along with her attorney, Richard Henriksen, Salt Lake City, Utah:
WWASP's attempt to silence this mother failed.
Sue Scheff and P.U.R.E.-- prevailed.
Enlarged photos and video clips from 48 Hours, Primetime, Dateline, and Inside Edition were shown to jurors. Tears welled up in some of their eyes as they watched the following accounts of child abuse and neglect:
Video clips were shown of children who were locked in dog cages in the hot Mexican sun at WWASP's High Impact program in Mexico, sometimes for days at a time. High Impact was shut down by the Mexican government for allegations of child neglect and abuse. Although Robert Lichfield, Ken Kay, and Karr Farnsworth will claim High Impact is not a WWASP program, former employees and parents testified they were. An employee testified she was asked not to divulge the program's association with WWASP – she further testified she traveled to High Impact with Ken Kay, president of WWASP, who specifically warned her against divulging its association with WWASP.
Amberly Knight was the former Director of Dundee Ranch in Costa Rica. She testified that a girl was raped there and her skull was cracked. She further testified children at Dundee Ranch were punished with food deprivation and were kept in a small isolation room where they were made to kneel and lay on concrete for up to 14 hours a day. Dundee Ranch was closed in May 2003 after she reported WWASP's alleged child abuse to Costa Rican protective services. This resulted in the arrest of Narvin Lichfield.
Photos were shown of children who were locked inside The ISO Box (Isolation Box), a wooden structure no larger than a small closet at WWASP's Paradise Cove program in Western Samoa. Children told of their experiences when they were hog-tied, struck by staff members, and duct-taped during their stay. When an investigation into allegations of child abuse and neglect was initiated, WWASP closed this program.
Again at Paradise Cove in Western Samoa, bugs were seen in the children's meager food portions. There were photos of children with skin infections, including scabies.
Former victims demonstrated the abuse and neglect they endured. They also verbalized it on Dateline, Primetime, Inside Edition and 48 Hours.
More disturbing accounts of abuse and neglect surfaced during the trial, both in WWASP facilities in the U.S. and in other countries:
A Texas mother whose two sons were sent to Tranquility Bay, a WWASP facility in Jamaica, stated when she went to pick them up she saw terror on their faces, ringworm scars, and chemical burns on their bodies. Her children were forced to sleep on plywood beds with soiled mattresses; they had no soap, no toilet paper, no fans, and no hot water.
One boy spent 4 ½ years of his adolescence being physically moved between five WWASP programs. He entered their programs when he was 12 and was 19 at the time of this trial. He broke into tears as the defendants showed the jury a video of children who were locked inside dog cages in the hot Mexican Sun, the very place where his nightmare ended when he was removed from those very cages. In an interview this young man described more horrific events. He told of how older children in the program plotted to kill him in an attempt to shut the program down. They lured him into the water, grabbed him, beat his head against a large piece of coral until he passed out, as they tried to drown him. He has been left with lifelong emotional scars.
Chris Goodwin's son started his journey through WWASP at Casa by the Sea in Mexico. He stressed he did not want a discipline-based environment for his son, but rather a loving environment and was reassured repeatedly that Casa by the Sea was just that – a loving and caring program. He was not allowed to speak to his son for seven months, and was told speaking to him would harm his progress in the program. He later learned his son had been beaten by four staff members in the middle of the night, then forced to sit Indian-style for up to 16 hours per day while facing a wall. Mr. Goodwin received a call from the program director telling him his son needed a harsher environment, recommending his son be sent to Tranquility Bay in Jamaica. Mr. Goodwin would not agree and insisted his son be sent to Cross Creek in LaVerkin, Utah. He was asked to enroll his son into a new WWASP program, High Impact, on a short-term basis while they worked out the details of his transfer to Cross Creek. He was told it was basically a wilderness experience. All the while, his son had already been transferred there without his permission or knowledge. While there, his son's thumb was broken, needing surgery to put it back in place with several screws. He told of how his son's head was pounded into the ground by staff during a restraint. He further testified when he picked up his 15 ½ year-old son from Cross Creek he witnessed a girl whose mouth was covered with duct-tape and felt he had been deceived and financially "taken" by WWASP.
A young Florida girl was described as having to bathe outside in cold water with other girls. When they had their menstrual cycle they all showered in their blood and discharge. She experienced eating pork with hair still on it. Every night she heard kids screaming in OP (observation placement) while others cried for their parents.
This young girl witnessed the suicide death of Valerie Heron on Valerie's first day at Tranquility Bay in Jamaica. Witnesses say there was no staff present to keep her from climbing up onto the railing, jumping to her death. Girls who witnessed this event were told they would receive counseling to cope with their grief and trauma but the therapist never arrived. Instead, the girls witnessing this traumatic event were given some pills to cope with their pain. During the night after Valerie's death, she heard staff trying to scrub the blood stains off the concrete. The next morning, they made the girls line up for head count directly over the blood-stained "X" that marked the spot where Valerie landed.
Jay Kay, Director of Tranquility Bay, and son of Ken Kay, President of WWASP, sat in the courtroom with seemingly no remorse while the defendants presented Prime Time's video clip of him admitting: "Do I have pepper-spray? You bet I do. And, I haven't had to use it in five and a half or six months." Since the time of this trial, Fox aired an interview with a mother whose son was pepper sprayed by Jay Kay and Randall Hinton, employee at Tranquility Bay, on a daily basis for over eight months. Further, his genitals were scrubbed with a toilet brush. In an interview, his mother revealed that before being sent to Tranquility Bay, her son was a 4.0 student and a good boy. He turned to drugs when she and his father divorced, which resulted in her turning to WWASP for help. She stated, "My son suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder as a direct result of the abuse he suffered at Tranquility Bay. He had a breakdown and spent two years in a mental hospital. He is now 24 years old and still living at home. He has had repeated nightmares for years on at least a weekly basis if not more. Just last week he screamed out in his sleep 'Randall, why are you doing this to me?' I can personally attest that my child was far worse when he returned from the emersion of abuse and neglect at Tranquility Bay than before he entered this so-called children's program."
John France, an Educational and Forensic Psychologist, testified about his son's stay at WWASP facility Spring Creek Lodge in MT. He stated his son spent nearly nine months in "The Hobbit", a small structure that was no more than two shelves on top of one another, his body barely able to fit. It was hot in the summer and cold in the winter. So cold, his orange he stored away at night was frozen by morning. He was forced to sleep on a small shelf and to urinate in his drinking cup during the night. He etched the words "Let Freedom Ring" on one of the shelves.
While others were shocked, distraught, and cried as these accounts of child abuse, neglect, and even death, were divulged, Robert Lichfield was seen smiling in the corner of the courtroom while WWASP lawyers were seen laughing in the presence of the Federal jury.
In 2006 WWASP continues to grow and thrive, housing thousands of children from all over the world. To this day, WWASP refuses to admit any wrongdoing, including child abuse, child neglect and fraud.
WWASP has repeatedly filed lawsuits against advocacy groups in an attempt to stop them from exposing child abuse and neglect in their programs.
Today, Sue Scheff continues in her quest to provide families with the resources, options, and safe alternatives they need in finding help for their children. Congressman George Miller continues to fight for Federal legislation to regulate this industry, and we at P.U.R.E.-- support his fight. For more current news and information on the tough-love industry, please visit Coalition Against Institutionalized Child Abuse (CAICA) at www.caica.org.
As of May 2006, it is believed that WWASP aka WWASPS or Premier Educational Systems has affiliations with the following:
Academy of Ivy Ridge, NY (Recently withdrew their affiliation with WWASPS)
Canyon View Park, MT
Camas Ranch, MT
Carolina Springs Academy, SC
Cross Creek Programs, UT (Cross Creek Center and Cross Creek Manor
Darrington Academy, GA
Help My Teen, UT (Adolescent Services Adolescent Placement) Promotes and markets these programs.
Horizon Academy, NV
Lifelines Family Services, UT (Promotes and markets these programs).
Majestic Ranch, UT
Midwest Academy, IA (Brian Viafanua, formerly the Director of Paradise Cove as shown on Primetime, is the current Director here).
Pillars of Hope, Costa Rica
Pine View Christian Academy (Borders FL, AL, MS)
Reality Trek, UT
Red River Academy, LA (Borders TX)
Royal Peak Academy, CO (It is believed that Randall Hinton - who admitted using pepper spray on teens - is employed at this facility).
Sky View Academy, NV
Spring Creek Lodge, MT
Tranquility Bay, Jamaica
Dundee Ranch owner rips police after his acquittal
By the A.M. Costa Rica staff
Narvin Lichfield, who was acquitted this week by the Tribunal Penal de Alajuela for crimes of compulsion and the deprivation of liberty, said in an e-mail that police stood by and watched youths sexually assault each other after the raid on his former children's center.
Lichfield had been accused of committing the crimes at the Dundee Ranch, his former youth rehabilitation center in Orotina. At the facility, Lichfield, his wife, and other employees worked with nearly 200 troubled children, mostly U.S. citizens and other foreigners.
Costa Rican officials raided the campus of Dundee Ranch Academy May, 20, 2003, to investigate alleged cases of child abuse, and in the process, jailed him for some 30 hours. He said in his e-mail message that the jailing was illegal.
The e-mail said that during the raid the judge in authority, Gabriela Saborio, told the prosecutor his diligence was excessive because of the lack of evidence. The prosecutor ignored the order of the judge and preceded to forcibly separate the students from their parents and guardians, said the e-mail. The judge later said she felt like this was a modern-day "witch-hunt" by the media and by her overzealous subordinate local prosecutor, said the e-mail.
Parents and staff were held at gunpoint while the Costa Rican prosecutor told the students that school rules no longer applied. Police and officials then
stood by and watched as the students rioted, destroyed property, assaulted each other sexually and committed other crimes, said the e-mail. One parent had a gun held to her head and was ordered to hang up the phone as she attempted to call the U.S. Embassy for help, said the e-mail. At least eight students fled the property. Police simply left the school in shambles, said Lichfield.
When members of the Dirección de Migración y Extranjeria inspected the camp in 2003, they found that 100 of the 193 children did not have appropriate migration papers.
Investigators raided the Dundee Ranch mostly on the criminal complaint of Susan Flowers, whose daughter, Nicole, 15, was being held at the ranch. Both are U.S. citizens as are most of those at the ranch.
Ms. Flowers does not have custody, and the child was sent to the ranch by her father, who was in the United States.
According to its Web site, the Academy at Dundee Ranch program consisted of behavior modification, a series of highly motivational emotional growth seminars, a progressive academic curriculum and a structured daily schedule that includes daily personal development courses.
At one point, Mrs. Flowers, with the help of then-director of Casa Alianza Bruce Harris brought a constitutional case against the academy. The Sala IV rejected the complaint and sent it to family court.
i was there from 5 days(april25) before my sweet 16
didnt come til i was almost 18
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
someone killed my puppy today
Current mood: sad
he died in my arms
i loved my baby so much
i have pics in my profile
R.I.P
Clyde
7 months old
died 1-23-08
i love you
and you wont be forgotten
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Check out this event: 2008 Jacksonville Tattoo Convention
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at 11:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
its a lose/lose for me
i want him to feel like king
and me his queen
but we but heads
and i just want him to know that i love him
no matter what
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my emotions are getting to me
Category: Life
wooooosaaafff
ill be writing more in depth later
just
i needed to say something now.
here goes
Monday, January 07, 2008
babe
sometimes there is no words to explain
my love for you
im yours with all heart and soul
and you mean everything to me
your my love baby
and im so glad you came into my life
and im really glad that i needed a lighter that day.
xoxo
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Monday, January 07, 2008
taurus
Current mood:if it says so
Category: Life
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
You are usually quite practical, yet now you can temporarily set common sense aside to undertake something that is a bit risky. While your actions are still goal-oriented, you are less concerned about accomplishment and more focused on what comes next. Even if you have mixed feelings about what you are doing, rest assured that it's okay to cut yourself loose from your obligations for just a while. You can pick up where you left off after tomorrow's New Moon.
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Friday, January 04, 2008
1st convention of the year
Dates: Jan.17-20 2008
Event: 13th International Marked For Life Female Tattoo Artist Expo
Location: Orlando, Kiss. Florida
Country: US
Reservations: Raddison World Gate Resort Reservations 407-396-1400
Contact Information: Deana Lippens, Deana's Skin Art Studio 407-568-9200
Website: www.deanaskinart.com
Notes: everyone welcome, kids free with adults, Free dinner Thur.night to registered guest, pool party with food Sat. at midnight to guest,(early registration from this ad save $10.00)form at www.deanaskinart.com, Contest Sat. & Sun. $100.00 cash for best of show tattoo, Toasting Sharon Brouse Sun. evening, Best Tattooed Babe on a Bike Contest Sunday afternoon with the Motorcycle contest, limited booth space available for female artist, and vendors. a couple Free seminars to registered guests, APT Seminar on Thur. AM, We're Raising money for the Shriner's Hospital for children.
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Monday, December 31, 2007
2008
Current mood: intense
Category: Life
today is the end of a long year
and hopefully the begining to a new GREAT year!
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Monday, December 31, 2007
x-mas
thanks for all the gifts
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Friday, December 28, 2007
today
Current mood: aroused
Category: Religion and Philosophy
today is great
Dear Elizabeth, this is your horoscope for Friday, December 28th:
Taurus,
You will be a careful observer of other people's attitudes and you will take advantage of it. At work, you will show a mean attitude towards people around you. In Love, you will judge your partner harshly.
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
sometimes i like to play hard to get
Current mood: rockin
Category: Blogging
I think im going to pick up painting
i really have been wanting to do this for a long time
get some brushes and paints and canvas
ive got some great ideas
ive been builing and making a lot of 3d collages and i need to get to an art store lol
x-mas was alright. i saw my dad
i miss him
bruces daughter had a great christmas and i think he did too.
bruce got my the most beautiful armour jewelrybox thats dark wood and mirror
and about 4 1?2 feet- a girl can never have to much jewelry
he finished foot too YAY.
my dad and fam got me a couple of things also.
and i got to talk to the fam and friends up north
take some time look at my pictures more to come
got a new job its bout that $$$$$
also going update my profile again...soon
theres my rambles enough for now
my foot hurts.
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
twenty-0ne
Current mood: chill
Category: Life
well
21
hard
confusing
crazy
intense
sressful
being an adult sucks sometime
bu tyou gotta do
what you gotta do
and what makes you happy in your life
you first
then everyone else.
maria,
thanks for the golden ticket
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Monday, December 17, 2007
damn
my mouth gets me into alot of trouble
especially when i first wake up in the morning
i sleep to much and stay up real late
right now i need a newport and blunt
i saw this somewhere and i liked it
"A wise girl kisses, but doesn't love, listens, but doesn't believe and leaves before she is left..."
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Friday, December 14, 2007
good times
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
you
subscribe to my blogs
yours cruelly
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
changed my mind
fuck my christmas list
i dont want shit
i get to see no family and maria is NY and
if i wanted anything for christmas is to see her and dalya and my fam
i just want these holidays do go by quickly
fast and be over
i thought christmas was about jesus being born and not spending tons of money
on useless things and i could so go on but im stoppin there its ANGERS me
man im angry
why i dont know
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FAMILY
these are some pictures of my family
i miss them dearly
i love my cousin to death the blonde one my momo
m auntie sarah and uncles james
my grandparents
my mom and me
my uncle david my auntie katie
?
im talking to my cuz
i miss her
need to xmas presents up there
hear my aunt sarah had cancer today
thats to aunts now
i niss my grandparents
my mommy
holidays suck for me
sometimes
Current mood:whatever
i just feel like this
i love lucy
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
damn
Current mood: depressed
Category: Life
i feel close to losing it.
real bad.
its like an explosion waiting to happen.
im like dynamite and my fuse is gettin short.
Currently listening:
Friday, November 30, 2007
listen up plz
Current mood: happy
http://groups.myspace.com/iamstatement2
ive created a new group go check it out
its about the new tattoo shop!
Currently listening:
Portishead
By Portishead
Release date: 30 September, 1997
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
family
Category: Life
i hate hearing saddness in my grandmas voice. all i want is happiness for her and my mother and the rest of my family for that matter, not just happiness thou but peace a serenity even.
im gladi have bruce and my ying to my yang maria.
it breaks my heart when they are sad.
i just hope they all know no matter what i love you all and its unconditional love it forever.
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Bonnie and Clyde
Current mood: determined
Category: Life
i have a kitty
orange, white paws white belly and neck
named her bonnie shes my adorable
and i have my handsome puppy clyde.
Christmas is around the corner
ive very happy right now in life
escept for the fact i got sick and was in the E R for 15 hours last night
and have to take meds now til im better.
maria i love you and i missin you like crazy
give my dalya a kiss and rub your tummy for me tell its got an auntie liz
call a yaya lol
Currently listening:
The Breakthrough
By Mary J. Blige
Release date: 20 December, 2005
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
MISS HIGH TIMES
Current mood: good
go to miss hightimes
or google it
go to search
and type in
vanilladanknug
vote 10 for me
over an over
and over again
for me
help me win!!!!!!!!!!
here in one URL address
http://www.hightimes.com/I_RATER/?i=3239
and another one
http://www.hightimes.com/I_RATER/index2.php
vote 10 for me
vanilladanknug
im forever grateful
Currently listening:
Songs of Freedom
By Bob Marley & The Wailers
Release date: 16 November, 1999
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
dreams can come true
Current mood: creative
I'm apprenticing to become a tattoo artist
i cant even explain the feelings that overwhelm me because of this
I've been doing a lot of tracing working on my lines watching my man while he teaches me hands on i just started I'm 100% committed to this like i said reams can come true. i just started but i have a faith. i learn something new about it everyday and i learn even more wen hes tattooing and teaching all his techniques
I'm so speechless if you know me you know why.
there is so muchhh good in my life right now with just a few speed bumps- i just hope it keeps getting better. im going from negative to positive
i will be something in life i got goals, i got dreams, and i cant let anyone get in my way or bring me down
so if you going to try to bring me down fuck you
you cant get rid of me this easy push me down all get right back up
I'm grateful for all my friends and my family
and grateful for all support for everyone else.
thank you guys.
Currently listening:
Portrait of an American Family
By Marilyn Manson
Release date: 19 July, 1994
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
i just want to say
Current mood: chipper
Category: Life
i love all my friends
here and the one thousands miles away
xoxo
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Monday, November 05, 2007
tracy hughes
Current mood: irate
I am having a really hard time. Going through a divorce. A very difficult one. My husband Bruce and his girlfriend are making up shit about me. They are trying to take my baby girl from me. She is all I have and will fight for her till the day I die. I love you baby girl.
this is what her profile says
whats so funny is
A your already divorced and all you got out of that was tears
B. i have your man i live in the house HE owns
C. stop lying i aint trying to take your baby from you i just care for her a take her shopping and buy her toys - because 1. i like doing it, 2. she likes it 3. im goin out with her father. 4. you know i aint got to do shit for her but i do so 5. you need to be thanking me that someone else is caring for her when your not around.
D. this past friday- for a mother who loves her baby girl so much and lives for her baby girl why leave her so you can go to the fair and knowing shes never went (its ok bruce her and me and a blast)
E. we aint making up shit about u . in fact we dont even talk about your skanky ass. its a waist of breath.
F. you need to shut your fucking mouth an stop making up shit about us. AND MOVE ON. you guys over. PERIOD end of story. YOUR NOT GETTING HIM BACK. lifes a bitch huh deal with it
and finally
G. if you get your fuckin head right and shit straight you can do better for yourself and your daughter thats what me and bruce want for you. stop drinking stop with drugs and bipolar ACT. your fuckin nuts we know but i think you just want attention and its all in your head. so say what you want do what you want
we arnt the ones washing cars and working min. wage. and for your info you dont know where i work you dont know who i am . you never will. so do me a favor at least , and DIE.
Currently listening:
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 04 October, 2005
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Monday, October 29, 2007
i hope
i dont wake up
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i know i write alot of blogs- they are about to get deeper, thou. You will see.
Current mood:pineapple fluffy poo
Category: Blogging
i want halloween love
gory scary
humor
i dont care
i
love it
i love them
and
i love myspace friends
most of all i love halloween
it is my favorite holiday of the year and i have so many
friends on here
love me with your blood guts and gore for halloween
much love
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
its almost here...
this halloween
should be OFF the chain
i got a car insurance today (thats whats up)
1. ak=lot of pics taken(lol)
so plans are
new orleans
or oranndo
if i go to O town i really want to go to casa diega
as you guys have already seen my costume
im thinkin of making myself possibly a bloody german zombie
or make me look beautiful
opinons please
this weekend is going to be fun thou!!
i hope i get my costume before then
and
if any one has a pair or mary jane stellito heels
mayi borrow them to match my costume
halloween is soon
send me lots of scary halloween comments
Currently listening:
Portishead
By Portishead
Release date: 30 September, 1997
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Monday, October 22, 2007
my costume
im a german bitch
and i got a bad ass wig to match it to thats brunette
i cant wait til halloween
my favorite time of year!!
Currently listening:
Bloody Kisses
By Type O Negative
Release date: 17 May, 1994
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Monday, October 22, 2007
......
ideas
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
[no subject]
damn last night was something else
but something that was really crazy this morning when i got up to let the dog out
i was going back into my room and i fuckin blacked out
and hit the kitchen floor
out cold - and butt naked
shit sucked
i havent been feel well all day
dizzy and lightheaded all day
blah
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Monday, October 15, 2007
hey, stupid bitch!
Current mood: chipper
stop fucking calling my house. leave me the fuck alone. your divorced now moveeee the FUCK ON. dont call drunk and coked up with your friends, get a fucking life you SAGGY TITTIED OLD BITCH!
friday otober 12 2007
Greatest Hits
By The Notorious B.I.G.
Release date: 06 March, 2007
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
i dont
feel like im good enough
i love him so much
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
yup
maria
MyHotComments
ill see you soon.
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
chi town
MyHotComments
i miss the city life
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
bored
about me
first off,
MyHotComments
sometimes i want you too,
MyHotComments
i know,
MyHotComments
MyHotComments
MyHotComments
one day im going to be,
MyHotComments.
watch out
MyHotComments.
check it-
MyHotComments
MyHotComments
illinois born an raised.
and
sometimes i feel like
MyHotComments
can you tell i was bored
but yea
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
this is what i need sometimes
Current mood: blah
Category: Life
MyHotComments
Currently listening:
Portrait of an American Family
By Marilyn Manson
Release date: 19 July, 1994
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Saturday, October 06, 2007
lulaby
;)
got this from
linda strawberry
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Friday, October 05, 2007
::no subject::
Current mood: bored
Category: Life
Hedonism::
is the philosophy that pleasure is the most important pursuit of mankind. The name derives from the Greek word for "pleasure"
The first basic idea behind hedonistic thought is that all actions can be measured on the basis of how much pleasure and how little pain* (i.e. suffering) they produce. In very simple terms, a hedonist strives to maximize this total (pleasure minus pain). The nineteenth-century British philosophers John Stuart Mill and Jeremy Bentham established the fundamental principles of hedonism through their ethical theory of Utilitarianism. Utilitarian value stands as a precursor to hedonistic values in that all action should be directed toward achieving the greatest amount of happiness for the greatest number of people. Though consistent in their pursuit of happiness, Bentham and Mill's hedonistic values are faintly divergent in relation to their exposition of the principle of utility. There are two somewhat basic schools of thought on hedonism:
* One school, grouped around Jeremy Bentham, argues a quantitative approach. Bentham believed that the value of a pleasure could be quantitatively understood. Essentially, he believed the value of a pleasure to be its intensity multiplied by its duration - so it was not just the number of pleasures, but their intensity and how long they lasted that must be taken into account.
* Other proponents, like John Stuart Mill argue a qualitative approach. Mill believed that there can be different levels of pleasure - higher quality pleasure is better than lower quality pleasure. Mill also argues that simpler beings (he often references pigs) have an easier access to the simpler pleasures; since they do not see other aspects of life, they can simply indulge in their pleasures. The more elaborate beings tend to spend more thought on other matters and hence lessen the time for simple pleasure. It is therefore more difficult for them to indulge in such 'simple pleasures' in the same manner.
Critics of the qualitative approach, however, argue that there are several problems with it. They assert that generally, 'pleasures' do not necessarily share common traits, besides the fact that they can be seen as "pleasurable". Because what is 'pleasant' is a subjective thing, differing between individuals, such critics claim that 'qualities' of pleasures are difficult to study objectively and in terms of universal absolutes. Critics of the qualitative approach cite the fact that the standards of what ought to be "pleasurable" vary between individuals, of which sexual sadism is an example, in support of their claim that pleasures cannot be distinguished with respect to their 'qualities'.
While some maintain that there is no standard for what constitutes pleasurable activities (for example, those with an interest in sadism and masochism), most contemporary hedonists believe that pleasure and pain are easily distinguished and pursue the former.
In the medical sciences, the inability to derive pleasure from experiences that are typically considered pleasurable is referred to as anhedonia.
* It is important to note that hedonism, as is evident in the case of masochism, does not pertain to pleasure versus pain as much as it does pleasure versus displeasure. It is quite possible, for select individuals, to derive pleasure from pain, thus nullifying the clash of these two notions. This is a crucial concept, because it establishes what is "intrinsically good" and what is "intrinsically bad" as true opposites.
this i thought was interesting
yea...rain sucks
Currently listening:
Icky Thump
By The White Stripes
Release date: 19 June, 2007
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
my new puppy
Current mood: happy
i finally got me a male puppy
bruce let me get one
i think he likes him to cuz he lets him in the house
hes so cute
and all mine
hes big for 8 weeks old
he feel like he weighs 20 pounds already
i can tell im going to love him love long time
ill post pictures soon of my new baby.
Currently listening:
White Trash Beautiful
By Everlast
Release date: 25 May, 2004
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
soooo bored see what i did
http://www.myheritage.com/collage
fucking
hilarious
i can see some of it thou haha
what you think
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
thinking
i feel old
i feel like i need a change
spark some things up again in my life
live again
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Monday, October 01, 2007
meez......being bored
september 27 2008
scared
scared to write a blog
im bout to explode
so i dont thing this is the time
i might say something idont want to
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
i smell a hater
Category: Life
yea theres haters all around here in jacksonville
"im a stand up girl
not the type to fall bitch " as nicole would say
Lifes a fucking bitch
deal with it .
when one door closes another, better, door opens
get over it move on
stop stalking my profile and trying to push buttons
cuz im only going to rub more shit in your face.
i like the reactions. it beautiful.
nothing but love for my friends and fam.
and MY man.
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
sigh
what a day
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Friday, August 17, 2007
if
if i cant talk or complain or vent to you
who can i talk to then
huh?
what the fuck
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Friday, August 10, 2007
nightmare
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
it was crazy woke up crying
i dont even know where to begin
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Monday, July 30, 2007
types of emotinal abuse
DOMINATION: Someone wants to control your every action. They have to have their own way, and will resort to threats to get it. When you allow someone else to dominate you, you can lose respect for yourself.
VERBAL ASSAULTS: berating, belittling, criticizing, name calling, screaming, threatening, excessive blaming, and using sarcasm and humiliation. Blowing your flaws out of proportion and making fun of you in front of others. Over time, this type of abuse erodes your sense of self confidence and self-worth.
ABUSIVE EXPECTATIONS: The other person places unreasonable demands on you and wants you to put everything else aside to tend to their needs. It could be a demand for constant attention, frequent sex, or a requirement that you spend all your free time with the person. But no matter how much you give, it's never enough. You are subjected to constant criticism, and you are constantly berated because you don't fulfill all this person's needs.
EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL: The other person plays on your fear, guilt, compassion, values, or other "hot buttons" to get what they want. This could include threats to end the relationship, the "cold shoulder," or use other fear tactics to control you.
UNPREDICTABLE RESPONSES: Drastic mood changes or sudden emotional outbursts (This is part of the definition of BPD). Whenever someone in your life reacts very differently at different times to the same behavior from you, tells you one thing one day and the opposite the next, or likes something you do one day and hates it the next, you are being abused with unpredictable responses.
This behavior is damaging because it puts you always on edge. You're always waiting for the other shoe to drop, and you can never know what's expected of you. You must remain hypervigilant, waiting for the other person's next outburst or change of mood.
An alcoholic or drug abuser is likely to act this way. Living with someone like this is tremendously demanding and anxiety provoking, causing the abused person to feel constantly frightened, unsettled and off balance.
GASLIGHTING: The other person may deny that certain events occurred or that certain things were said. You know differently. The other person may deny your perceptions, memory and very sanity. (If a borderline has been disassociating, they may indeed remember reality differently than you do.)
CONSTANT CHAOS: The other person may deliberately start arguments and be in constant conflict with others. The person may be "addicted to drama" since it creates excitement. (Many non-BPs also are addicted to drama.)
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
today
Current mood:off for the next 2 days
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Taurus
Even if you believed your feelings were settled, you are pulled back into a familiar relationship pattern today. You might learn that someone didn't tell you everything and now you want full disclosure. Uncovering all the details may be an upsetting process, but everyone will feel better once the facts are out in the open.
Love Compatibility of Taurus with Capricorn
Capricorn and Taurus are both Earth signs, which means you have a lot in common and get along with each other quickly and easily. You're both hard-working, stable and patient. There are a few important things you don't have in common, though. Goats can be control freaks, preferring to always have the upper hand when it comes to relationships. You're likely to go along with as long as you get your way when it comes to important matters of the heart - and you usually will. You admire your Capricorn and will always be loyal, which means the world to a Goat.
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
stuff
havent posted any pictures latley but my arm is almost done
i have a chest piece not colored in yet but the outline is healed and im
waiting to get another session
and bruce is working on huge side piece from my armpit , to my knee
ooohhh its so hot but i aint telling....
well other then that
i miss maria n all my il friends
work is alright
my car is ...well i am mad but it wasnt me
....
i need five more minutes and a cold orange juice
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
home sick
Current mood: sad
i miss it
i miss you
all of j ville and cocoabeach
but especially you
damn it
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
june 26th
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
Someone may pressure you to make a decision today, but you may hesitate because you aren't willing to let go of an unrealistic dream. On the other hand, taking responsibility for your own feelings might be just the right thing needed to make your wish come true. It feels like an all-or-nothing choice, yet the results may be opposite of what you expect. Since you cannot foresee the outcome, it's best to wait for additional clarity before taking drastic action.
i wanna go home
i hate drama
i miss it
:(
♥
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Friday, June 15, 2007
holy fucker
Current mood: okay
Category: Life
yesterday at home depot i didnt evn get pulled over
the cop stuck his hands out and was like stop so i did and since my car is in my dads name and he has warrants i get fucked with- i get asked when was the last time i did coke or smoked crack, im like wtf. then he asks me what hand i used- i said left and hes like let me see - then let me see the other one- im lie okay it was fucking crazy-the put e in the back of a cop car and searched my whole car
now check this out thou they found my weed and my xanax- and took it- i got no ticket no warning they were just like go before i change my mind- a black cop and a white cop - it struck me as weird cuz when i got back in my car my knife my brass knuckles- and fucking bowl were there sittin in the pasanger seat- wtf. it made me mad as fuck to be accused and violated like that because i did nothing fucking wrong. at least i got off free it was scary thou
and
made no since but now im just pissed off beacuse since my dads in trouble and the car is in his name til its paid for and now im going to get pulled over almost everytime because of him.
i
found out the havng xanax is a felony to think god i told him they were subscribed to me.
well
its friday
im
going to be in illinois in about a week so i need to go to work my money
so
i can me some fun while i am up there and see all my people i miss them dearly well thats all for now
♥
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
if you live in illinois
june 23rd
thru
july2nd
you have officailly been warned
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
home sick
Current mood: sad
i miss it
i miss you
all of j ville and cocoabeach
but especially you
damn it
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
june 26th
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
Someone may pressure you to make a decision today, but you may hesitate because you aren't willing to let go of an unrealistic dream. On the other hand, taking responsibility for your own feelings might be just the right thing needed to make your wish come true. It feels like an all-or-nothing choice, yet the results may be opposite of what you expect. Since you cannot foresee the outcome, it's best to wait for additional clarity before taking drastic action.
i wanna go home
i hate drama
i miss it
:(
♥
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Friday, June 15, 2007
holy fucker
Current mood: okay
Category: Life
yesterday at home depot i didnt evn get pulled over
the cop stuck his hands out and was like stop so i did and since my car is in my dads name and he has warrants i get fucked with- i get asked when was the last time i did coke or smoked crack, im like wtf. then he asks me what hand i used- i said left and hes like let me see - then let me see the other one- im lie okay it was fucking crazy-the put e in the back of a cop car and searched my whole car
now check this out thou they found my weed and my xanax- and took it- i got no ticket no warning they were just like go before i change my mind- a black cop and a white cop - it struck me as weird cuz when i got back in my car my knife my brass knuckles- and fucking bowl were there sittin in the pasanger seat- wtf. it made me mad as fuck to be accused and violated like that because i did nothing fucking wrong. at least i got off free it was scary thou
and
made no since but now im just pissed off beacuse since my dads in trouble and the car is in his name til its paid for and now im going to get pulled over almost everytime because of him.
i
found out the havng xanax is a felony to think god i told him they were subscribed to me.
well
its friday
im
going to be in illinois in about a week so i need to go to work my money
so
i can me some fun while i am up there and see all my people i miss them dearly well thats all for now
♥
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
if you live in illinois
june 23rd
thru
july2nd
you have officailly been warned
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
today
Current mood: numb
Dear Elizabeth, this is your horoscope for the weekend:
Taurus,
The Stars advise you to devote time to reading about matters which concern your own professional growth. At work, if you are looking for a new opportunity, you'll have heaps of opportunities. In Love, your partner will take one look at you and will understand you.
i miss my mommy
i cant wait to see her and all the family and friends
after the atl tattoo convention
hearing my mom and gma cry breaks my heart so much
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
broken
Current mood: high
im so stressed
i miss my friend shes going thru so much
i wish i was there with her
atl convention is in like 2 and 1/2 weeks
i might get to go to illinois after that to see my family n friends up there
i miss them dearly
sometimes i feel like such a fuck up
im slippin, gettin behind
drowning myself into to much all at once
flashbacks and nightmares
of the worst parts of the past
and in front of me something beautiful
another chance to be happy
another chance to prove i do deserve a good life
i want to put smiles on peoples faces ,
i have so much deep emotion and i dont know the words to describe
writing them down is so much better knowing that no one can read it.
i feel cold
i want my pain to stop from all the bad things.
and this move to jacksonville has gotten me worked up
new place, new people, new friends,
the one awesome ass place i want to work at isnt hiring til next month,
so i need to look for a club so i can bank and get ahead of the game again
i have been slacking bad its time to jump back in the hustle.
" when one door closes another one opens with some better on the other side"
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
27 O's
Current mood: indescribable
i guess the older you get in life
the more it just plain
SUX
these are the speed bumps in life
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Monday, May 07, 2007
haha
Current mood: chipper
FUCK YOU
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
may 3rd 2007
Current mood: mellow
You may want to simplify your life, but others still add unwanted complexity. You are fully capable now of making your way through one issue after another, thinking that you are getting closer to the center. Unfortunately, new layers of the onion emerge as fast as you can peel them off. Still, this process allows you to learn something of value about yourself.
i miss maria so much
and all my other home girls.
the ones i talk to
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
i say this
ive got over a thousand friends on here
im going to start deleting people soon
if you guys dont start
droppin by and saying shit
cuz to me your just wasting
my space
haha
myspace
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
its my birthday!!!
Current mood: happy
Category: Life
today is my birthday!!
im 21
i purchased alcohol for the first time.
im happy.
xoxo
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
hey
fuck you hackers
suck on a dick and die
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
my birthday
is in 5 days!
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Monday, April 16, 2007
oh maria
Current mood: happy
my best friend
my sister
the bitch who keeps it really
who also just snatched the blunt out of my hand
i honestly wish i had a video recorder reight now
cuz yea
wow
im going to missssssssssss her
shes always on point
always, always keepin it real
much love to her
my ying to my yang
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
wow
Category: Life
alot of things are about to change
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
my journal
Current mood: frustrated
forget bein content. i lost my journal...or someone took it. wtf. the only thing i really love doing and what calms me down is gone. i really hope that i have misplaced it and if u know me then u know how much much my journals mean to me.
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
life at this time
Current mood: content
Category: Blogging
i am content . things are good. the only thing that could be better is my family life,But meh whatever. tomorrow is going to be good. i love drivin my car. well i got shit that needs to be done.
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
shit sucks
things went perfect this weekend and now
they are back to crap
all i got to say is i cant wait til the south florida convention
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
use me
Category: Life
yup use me
abuse me
and lose me
it seems to work well for people i dont even know what im writing right now
its just i have this feeling that im going to be hurt again
im sick and tired of the games and the bullshit
and people just
urggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
what the FUCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
what do i do thats so wrong that makes people
do this im lost and cconfused and im ready to
fuckin move
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Monday, March 19, 2007
read
Category: Art and Photography
go
vote
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
crush
Category: Romance and Relationships
i have one
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
sick
of pretty much everything
i cant wait to get out of this state
the day is coming closer the countdown is about to be at a end
everywhere i turn i feel trapped
and i dont like the feeling
but then theres the other feeling i have
when i leave here and turn away and have to say good bye to all my friends
but i know i will come and visit as much as possible
all my tattoo artists and of course all my friends
i have so much work in progress but school is starting for me soon and i loved vegas so much that im going to move there-
its just hte feeling in my tummy of not knowing what the future holds for me its overwhelming and scary
wow
i dont know but i want to leave there is nothing left for me here in florida and if i stay here i aint going to like it or myself
sooooooooo im just saving my money til that day
when i leave this state of florida and start my jourrney road trippin by myself experiecing life on my own finding myself and living MY life the way i want it....
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
life
Current mood:rolling
my new dream career is to be a bounty hunter
im serious
i want to play with guns
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
hating
everything
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
family &friends
♥
♥
♥
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
anything worth havin is worth waiting for
Current mood: content
Category: Life
im happy
ive gots money saved
things are going good
my car is fixed
i got my system for my car today
and get installed tomorrow
and maybe a few other things to do if things go as planned
i have the best photographer
the greatest friends here and up north
ive been getting tattooed (2 times) this week it was fun
i go again next week
im content with eveything right now
i have goals
and im achieving them!
wednesday is like 2 days away i cant wait
my firt show of the year is REHAB and Authority Zero
its going to be sooooo bad assssss!
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
right on the fucking dot
Current mood: anxious
Tuesday, 13 February, 2007
Taurus (20 Apr - 20 May)
This can be an excellent day for making plans, especially pertaining to an upcoming trip. If you have been thinking about a new course of learning, now is the time to explore the various programs you are considering. There's no need to take direct action yet, as you are merely laying the groundwork for what's to follow.
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
las vegas
Category: Life
i have more but here is a few for now
and i swear to god that bitch better leave me alone
and stop stealin my shit
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Friday, January 26, 2007
someone stole my identity on here
Current mood:pisssed
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=147564893&MyToken=b1ebe5b3-466f-4d11-a9a0-575de84bc01d
thats the url
i am soooooooooooooo
fuckin
mad
why would someone do that
do they not have anything better to do with there lifes
ouch
and im going to vegas tomorrow!!!!
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
vegas
Current mood: high
i just want to write a blog
going to vegas friday 26th thru the 29th !
watchin dennis leary
smoking out the gravitron
relaxin from tonight
good times
much love
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
hectic
Current mood:muah
havent written in one of these in awhile life is crazy
and busy and full of emotions
but heyyyyyy whats good in your hood?
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
i just want love
Current mood: sad
shitty ass night
i get to be alone
it sucks i need some1 to hold me , talk to me , at least pretend to care -lol
thats life thou you dont always get what you want
i did great at work tonight then at the end they wanted to fire me
over bull shit but i still have job a love my manger
i hate drama all i want to do is smokea FATTY and thats what i am going to do
i have a photoshoot monday i cant want
im so stressed i just want to relax
to much on my mind
well thats all i guesss
ohhh and im going to have some pics up soon to!!!!!!!
i cant wait
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
i just want love
Current mood: sad
shitty ass night
i get to be alone
it sucks i need some1 to hold me , talk to me , at least pretend to care -lol
thats life thou you dont always get what you want
i did great at work tonight then at the end they wanted to fire me
over bull shit but i still have job a love my manger
i hate drama all i want to do is smokea FATTY and thats what i am going to do
i have a photoshoot monday i cant want
im so stressed i just want to relax
to much on my mind
well thats all i guesss
ohhh and im going to have some pics up soon to!!!!!!!
i cant wait
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
"you cant catch the wind- but you can enyjoy the breeze"
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Blogging
i was reading back on my older blogs tonight to see how things have changed and to see how my emotions have been running and also how my poetry and writing styles have changes, and i do have to say i at this point im disappinted in myself when it comes to my writing- im slacking i havent really sat here and said something heartfelt 100%- im holding back- im keeping it inside- i havent even wrote in my real journal for a few weeks now- i dont want to admit but even im noticing my sadness and being down all the time- i need to let shit out but here still now im not ready to do that im still confused i want to leave but i want to stay i want to fnd love and feel i cant im ready to give up on everything and just do the things i need to get by that day- i want to have a normal life i want to go back to school i know what i want it just seems hard to get- i want a place to call home and a car that works- i want to know that my friends love me and understand me- i want my family to love me- i want things for just once work and go right instead of always going sour- i want to be liked for who im then for the person im not- i dont want to be judged based on my job- that shit pisses me off and hurts me so much- i dont want to be lied to - i dont want to hurt people i want to be nice i believe in kharma 100%- what goes around comes around- i miss my old friends- i miss when i was 14.................
i am going to stop
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
i wish
that i could hate you
at this moment...
i hate this world
i hate my life
urgggggggg
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Monday, December 11, 2006
hmmm
some people come into your life for a lifetime
others are there for just a season
you just got to figure out which is which
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
my yayas
Friendship Compatibility of Taurus with Cancer
This is a loyal, loving friendship that can last for years. Cancer doesn't mind fixing your favorite meal every time you come over, even if it means eating meatloaf for 12 nights in a row. You're happy to listen to the Crab's hopes, dreams and worries, even when they call at midnight. That's what friends are for, after all -- being there for each other through thick and thin. Furthermore, each of you possesses qualities that the other admires. You're impressed by Cancer's executive abilities and your pal appreciates your ability to savor life. Yes, Cancer's moodiness gets on your nerves, while your stubbornness drives the Crab crazy. Still, you're remarkably good at enduring each other's idiosyncrasies, especially when engaging in mutual interests like gardening, cooking and needlework.
WOW
me-taurus
krystal-taurus
maria-cancer
precious-cancer
it was a friendship that was meant to beeee
thank you maria and precious for the motivation and fucking nagging about getting a car cuz i got one...
WHAT!!!!
i love my baby mamas ill never let them go
forever and always
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
my new car
i pick it up on monday!!!!
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
horoscope
this is what got emailed to me today
During the weekend you will be blessed with the gift of strong intuition. So listen to it, because it is the right one, especially if concerning emotions. At work, you can finally have a bit of relaxation. Tip: be alert.
damn
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Friday, December 01, 2006
one day
Current mood:alone
Category: Art and Photography
ALL I WANT IS FREEDOM...
TO BE FREE FROM MYSELF
TO BE FREE FROM THE PAIN
TO FREE MY SOUL
you will all understand me one day
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Friday, December 01, 2006
snow
i miss it
fuck all of you
who got it today
up north
it sucks im jealous
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Friday, December 01, 2006
from yesterday today
Current mood:my tummy hurts
Category: Blogging
shit is stressful confusing
i hate moving but still i love the adventure
of everything
i go car shoppin on saturday
with my daddy
damn you gotta love life
Although you are still enthusiastic, today you may not be as willing to say "yes" as you were yesterday. It's not that you are any less certain about your capabilities; it's just that you are more aware of how much time everything will take. There's no need to tie up all the loose ends before the weekend. Take a break and pick up the pieces next week.
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
call me crazy
Current mood:i dont care
i dont know what i do
or
how i do but i always seem to
fuck something up
thats my life is a nut shell
( a fuck up)
tomorrow is the 30th rent day
woot woot
what the fuck is my life coming to i feel so god damn
empty and alone gaping trying to be filled
with the wrong things
i dont know
things will turn out better
ill be just fine
F-fucked up
I-insecure
N-nerotic
E-emotional
hahaha thats just great
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
a friend told me
Current mood: stressed
i need to smile more
cuz its pretty
but tell me what reasons do i have to smile?
my babymamas
i wish was born a 50s girl when things were
traditional and women who were respected
todays horoscope
You may actually believe that you can keep your emotions hidden today, but it's likely they will leak out in ways you don't even notice. The bottom line is that others can see through your attempts to play it cool. Don't make matters worse by denying your feelings, especially if they are warm and fuzzy ones.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
fuck
why i feel so shitty and depressed i dont know
i shouldnt i should feel happy but im not i dont know whats wrong with me
this shit sucks
everything i touchi hurt
why try
i dont know i just dont fucking know
shit sucks so badly
i have to start packing i founda place to live but i dont knw
i really love it here and being by myself
in my own little beach house
butt there is no way now i can keep the place
unless a miracle happens by the 30th or the 1st.
now thats fucked to
im so confused i wish someone would grab and hold me and
tell me everything is going to be ok
there is so much shit on my mind right now i am so stresssed and im going to up being fucked over - it always happens
who cares- i dont
im so blah
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Monday, November 27, 2006
entertainment for you- sll random stuff i liked
Current mood:yup
Category: Blogging
haha
i loved the cat in the hat it was my favorite book
this is fucking sweet
talent
someone had my kid already
i fuckin love my friends til the day i die
they are the best
ok this is funny
if only it could be like this sometimes
he should run for president
represent
crack kills
alright enough bullshit for me
i got shit to do when i get up
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Monday, November 27, 2006
IM GETTING A CAR!!!!
Current mood: anxious
im sooooo excited you have no idea thats
one thing that has made me happy the past few days....months even
but its a 93 baby blue lincoln towncar
with white leather interior
WHAT!!!
its especially going to be hott when im done with it
ill have it within 2 weeks i hope
and then i have to get tags, insurance, plates
fuck yea i love big cars
i cant believe it
im finally getting another car
and the person im getting it from is the shit for sellin it
plus family guy was hilarious tonight
and i miss maria and precious
Currently listening:
Rumours
By Fleetwood Mac
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
urg
sometimes i just want to stop trying
say fuck it
things are so fucking shitty right now
im trying to move out of my place
my land lord is a creep sooo
email me if you know anyone who
is looking for a room mate...
or something
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Friday, November 24, 2006
kjg;xdhjdax
Current mood: depressed
i fucking hated today
i got in a fight with my dad and step mom
no one from up north like my mom gma family no one called
i did manage to hang out with some friends before i went work
my best friends in the whole world
my true home girls my baby mamas
my FUCKIN family
arnt here when i need them the most- the holidays
precious is in the ATL
and maria is in New York and she might not come back
this makes me cry
those girls are my everything my role models
my advisors the ones i look up to
i live in shit ass florida cuz of them i wont ever find girls
like them they keep it real they got my back they r myeverything
girls i love you! and i FUCKIN miss the shit out of you both
where is someone when you need them...
even when you dont have to talk just to have someone there
in the same room as you
i dont know...
im just going to sit back chill smoke relax listen to some pink floyd and other music
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
i hate the holidays
Current mood:whatever
Category: Life
i didnt even wake up til 4 today
i hate the holidays to depressing
they were no good growing up
so i gave up .i hate being alone on days like today
(thanksgiving) and christmas. i cant explain it
my dad and step mom
both live here in florida but anytime they want to see me its
just to smoke my weed with them or give them some-
they havent called me today- personally i was expectiong this- spending
thanksgiving alone and going to work later.
and lately i have had my ups and my downs with my emotions
im happy but i feel sad on the inside.
i look around and see all theses loving familys and my favorite
is seeing the 80 year old couples walking around holding hands probably
cooking diiner for all there children and grandbabies today.the point is why couldnt i ever fuckin have that? thats all?
wtf i cant wait for the dayto past i got to see jeff for like point two seconds
before he left today- hopfully i will get to see him toinght....
now im just rambling. but fuck you this is my blog!
i miss my illinois i miss my friends there my family like my grandma and pa
and course my momo cousin.... friends ive had for years-ray, morgan, gary, brandon,J.T, all of them mannnn i miss the changing of the seasons... i miss Chicago and all my friends up there
i want to move from brevard county even if just away from the fucking beach but i dont its beautiful here im confused
im working my ass off everyday i want to go to back to school so badly with a passion i need a car i need to find a place i refuse to fall off the map again...i got this shitttt.
well yup
gobble gobble
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
i make it rain on them hoes
Current mood: blah
you aint nothing but a piece of fuck
thats the greatest thing ive heard- lol i guess its an illinois thing
if you dont understand but heyyyyyyyyyy
im crunk
im in a good moodddddd
whatttttttttt
im on a shoulder lean
with that gooood greeeeennn
grab an umbrella
i make it rain
i make it rain
i make it rain
on them hoessssssss
like i said crunk
i dont even know
but i am really happy
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
wtf
will it ever get better
fuck
rip
aunty dorris
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
misery loves company
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Life
why is that when there is something
good - something makes it go bad
lifes like a bowl of fruit
pretty and ripe and smelly good
but sooner or later your going to rot and get old
die and get thrown away
why did i think of it like that i dont know
im high.....
but still
urrrgggggg
i feel like dynamite
and my fuse is getting shorter and shorter
cuz im letting everything get bottled up inside
and its building up and
im just going to go BOOM!
i dont know
FUCK EVERYONE ELSE
FUCK WHAT PEOPLE SAY
keep it real with me
all i ask is to be happy
i really think i am going to move from here
i just cant handle it sometimes
drama and bullshit
i hate it
dont want it sooo
yea thats all for nowww
Currently listening:
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 16 November, 1993
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Monday, October 23, 2006
i fuckin hate
Current mood:meh
when my feelings are hurt
and i hate the way i feel right now
baby mamas & friends
lets go out tonight
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Monday, October 23, 2006
sandbar
Current mood: happy
Currently listening:
Lay It Down
By Cowboy Junkies
Release date: 27 February, 1996
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Monday, October 23, 2006
hey you fuckers
Current mood: high
Category: Blogging
I THINK THAT SINCE ALOT OF YOU PEOPLE LIKE TO READ MY SHIT THAT I WRITE - YOU ALL SHOULD MAN UP, KEEP IT REAL, GRAB YOUR BALLS AND SUBSCRIBE TO THE MOTHERFUCKIN BLOG....SHIT. MUCH LOVE TO ALL THE HATERS OUT THERE
♥
KEEP IT FUCKIN REAL.
IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE ANYMORE
WHO KNOWS HOW TO FUCKIN DO THAT?
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Monday, October 23, 2006
fucked up
Current mood: high
i went to the sand bar tonight
i had alot of wenrt out with
mama nic- nicoleee i love you
b-nasty- your the shit.lol
i had alot of i had a few of my pussy girl drinks
but it was good i was buzzed
and for all of you who dont really know me
its epic when i drink cuz i never do
i also got high and yea
im feeling good lol
bout to roll a B i think
im glad i went out thou
i love going out and having a good time
im supposed to go the movies tomorow
so im excited about that
i spent 70 dollars tonight at walgreens on halloween stuff for my house
so im getting there its off to a good start. lol.
i dont even know what i bought tonghit
tomorrow i will remember thou. and be like what the fuck.
oh well its cool it made me happy and i make money so im not stressin
that shit
well yea im babbling hard core
it probably wont even make since to me when i read it tomorrow
hilarious.
anyways
much love
to all my baby mamas
and my homies and juggalos
up in champaign/chicago.
muah
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
i just want to write
Current mood: content
its alll random
i dont know where to begin
i break hearts where ever i go...
i hope that when you look at her you think of me
about to go to work
precious is in town yay
all the baby mamas
much love to them they will always be there
til the day i die
im high
im enjoying life
i love the beach
october is awesome
my favorite
i cant wait til november 11
roadtrip babyyyyy
more tattoos soon
yay
i am excited about 2007
tattoo conventions
chatanooga and atlanta
those are going to be off the chain
and i get to work at them.
so excited about that
im getting a car.
my tummy hurts
i love apple juice.
music.
scary movies
candy.
and my friends
thats all for now
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Friday, October 20, 2006
swimming in october...
Current mood:fuckin awesome
Category: Art and Photography
to all my friends where its colldddddd.......
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Friday, October 20, 2006
hey
much love
havent been on in a minute
ive been busy
pics up soon
love to all
call me
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
i have no clue
where my mind is right now
whats new with that thou...right?
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
cant fall back asleep
this morning i woke up
i sat up and thought
about a life where no one
cried, screamed, or fought
there was only kindness
good hearts, and true smiles
all you could see was good
across miles and miles
i thought and i pondered
and i looked down to weep
i had had a perfect dream
but i couldnt go back to sleep
yup
that will be the day
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
cant sleep
Current mood:what the fuck ever
Category: Blogging
im thankful for my friends
my baby mamas
my family
and
my penguin
i hate not being able to sleep
so much on mind
im leaving today for a week ill be back sunday
i need to get away from this place
these fake people
the haters
the hoes
i havent even gotten there yet and again
i am fighting with my mother already
that shit has got to stop
i dont know what i want in life anymore
im stuck.
im at a point in my life of confusion and i feel lost.
im fragile, still broken, used and abused.
this past month and half my views have changed so much on so many different things.
there is so much i want to say
i dont know where to begin
you will never understand.
Currently listening:
Ænima
By Tool
Release date: 01 October, 1996
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Friday, October 06, 2006
the time has come
Current mood: anxious
halloween is here
MY FAVORITE
leave lots of creepy love this month
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
enter subject here
Current mood: happy
it started tryin to help two people on the side road...
it still ended up being a great weekend-
i havnt smiled like this in a long time
i got a new tattoo
by: Tommy Rabid
@ Agaru Tattoo
Willmington, DE
its bad ass
and its a small ass world too.
i have a hubby hes amazing
you guys just dont know
i cant wait til he gets here
today or tomorrow.
i have a photoshoot on the 7th for a band
from orlando called
Philler
you better recognize
going to illinois on 10th
seeing family and friends!!!
gary, ray, my girls, j , hopefully more
whats up motherfuckerssss
going to downtown Chicago on friday the 13th
getting pictures done
as far as all you haters and hoes out there
FUCK YOU- catch aids and fucking die
your all pathetic pieces of shit-
if you got something to say FUCKING SAY IT
im right here
dont be a little bitch
i know everything that fucking goes on
people talk to much
so WHATS UP.
you know you aint got shit on me.
and you fuckers are NOT going to ruin my mood.
im happy and smiling
and im letting the good times roll
enjoying life
living it up
with people who are sweet and real
and amazing
like my hubby and my baby mamas.
i love my life right now
i dont know what i was thinking before.
much love to all you
motherfuckers
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
i was a suga mama
Current mood: chipper
haha fucking hilarious
IM
OVER IT
FUCK YOU
!!!!!!!!!
im leaving town
right now
see ya'll tomorrow
peaceeeee
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
some people where askin for a better picture
done by argyle at artistic body works
2 sessions so far
1st one outline and face
2nd session-10 hours coloring in
its still a work in progress cuz im doing my whole back
i love this shop
Artistic Body Works
321-799-1630
4285 north atlantic ave
cocoa beach fl
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
[no subject]
.i think i woke up today with no emotions.
october is right around the corner.....
i wish it would come all ready
pshhhh
its going to be crazyyyyyy
and this weekend...
i dont even know.....
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
slap in the the fucking face
Current mood: blank
Category: Blogging
5oclock in the morning
slap
its cool
such bullshit
what the fuck
i want to scream
uuuurrrrrrrggggggggg
i still have to keep
my head up thou
i have no choice
i want to be kidnapped from this place
i want to be stolen away from here
so badly...
im sick of the bullshit
its so sad- so fuckin sad
BUT
when its over its over
what can i do
...nothing
but move on
Currently listening:
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 22 November, 2005
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
on the road again....
Current mood:yup
yup
there is bigger
and better things
in this world
october is going to be awesome!!!!!!!
i hate september its official
new friends
tattoos
photoshoots
travel
what
im going to be ok
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
torn
Current mood: disappointed
i know that time will heal
and i know that i will eventually be ok
but i dont feel that possibility
i went from being loved and happy to
alone and sad
and i am accountable for my actions
its just...hmmmmm
i dont have words to describe what i feel.
its crazy how things happen so fast
and how crazy things turn out.
what was i thinking???
i thought it was true love
i always thought we would be together forever
with no doubts in my mind
i guess it was to good to be true
and
i went and sabatoched it
and nothing i say or do
will fix it
which really sucks.
when you live with some for so long and are that
emotionally connected on levels that are so high
its hard to be alone
its sad
and empty feeling - i have a void
im not trying to fill it either
nothing can nor will ever replace what i had with you
i still have hope maybe not today or tomorrow
or ever but i still have hope
its the love that keeps me going no matter what that will never stop
i just got to keep my head up
try to be happy
get my mind off it
easier said then done .
i found some pictures when i was surfin the net
i dont know this whole thing has just got me down right
torn - and messed up and sick- i just feel like disappearing.
i need to get over it
i messed up once
but it wasnt my choice to throw it all away.
gotta keep my head up
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
im so sick
i want to die
fuck off
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
seeing you
Current mood:hurt
makes me shake
sick
makes me feel like shit
left speechless
not knowing what to say
keeping my cool
and just letting him
walk away........
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
everything comes crashing down
Current mood: depressed
i just
dont understand how
i cant understand why
id doanything for you stand by you
thru thick and thin
id cry for you
die for you
be tried for you
im going to have a nervous breakdown
i cant move on that fast
you say you love me and always will
but those are just words i need to be loved
feel love and your not here doing that
your doing whatever
im stuck like duck
by choice im not ready to be happy
and feel good about myself
im punishing myself you can say
i am a fuck up
i fucked this up and im sure there is going
to me more things i fuck up
i want my other half back
my lover
my soul mate
do you really want all this thrown away
gone forever
i dont
the best part of my life i was living it
and now ive fallen again and this time
im not strong enough to pick myself up
im sick of falling
i just want to stay down
i dont want to feel this away anymore
i dont want to be alone
i dont want no one else
i never got my chance
i lied
i broke trust
i broke you
i broke me
im dead inside
no happiness here
no joy
no laughter
or light
everything good is gone
my past starts haunting me
my life is black and grey
my heart is freezing over
shattered and cold
i feel like i want to die
then be happy with someone else
no one understands
you tell me to get over it and
move on
easier said then done
i cant get over it
i let all my emotions go
i let my wall down to you
and i let you in
and now i ask why
cuz i left myself open for this pain
i let all this happen
thinking of us and how we were going to
get threw
my heart hurts so bad
i feel like im going to die from
a heart break
i want love back in my love
i cant be alone
its killing me slowly
i cant sleep i have insomnia now no matter how hard i try to go to bed
its hard to eat
i cant have a good time all my smiles are fake now
just so i dont put those around me in a bad mood
i want my family back
i want the tears to stop
the pain to go away
i dont want to start over
i dont know why i fuck up all things are good
i dont know what to do
im becoming
hopeless
lifeless
im still waiting
i keep falling
and everything around me is falling to
its a chain reaction
things keep going down
.
these dumb ramblings
on the internet
the crying in my journal
my journal is the only thing i really have
i have no hope
no dreams
i have no motivation to do the things i want
whats the point of being happy when
i cant share it with the one that OWNS my heart
what do i have to do to prove
im confused
helpless
lost
i need a hug
i shoulder to cry on,
you
someone
i jsut dont know
help me please
Currently listening:
The Downward Spiral
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 08 March, 1994
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
it just wont stop
why wont the pain leave me
why cant i jsut forget
why cant i be forgived
i just want to SCREAM
help me
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
iamstatement
i am
unforgivable
cold
dead
alone
and
sad
young girl
awe the sweet memories
Currently listening:
World Coming Down
By Type O Negative
Release date: 21 September, 1999
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i just....
Current mood:broken
i just dont know what to do anymore
im stuck
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
when
Category: Life
when will the tears stop falling
when does the pain go away
and when will it all just fade
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i cant explain the pain
Current mood:dead
Category: Life
the pain hurts
chest tightens
hands shaking
breathing fast
crying....
it hurts to bad
i cant sleep
i have to force myself to eat
i try to smile and pretend everything is ok
its not
its hard
it hurts
its scary.
i dont know what to do with myself i want tobe loved again
i want things to go back to the way they were
i want to be forgivin i cant move on i cant be with anyone else
i cant even hang out with other people or look at them like that
as each day goes by im less and less of a person
as each hour goes by my heart breaks and shatters even more
as each minute goes by all dreams and hopes start fading
and as each second goes by i feel like i am dying.
i never knew or felt the way love does til i met him and i know i will never have that again cuz i gave my heart away already and there is no more heart left to love-
i just wanted a chance to fix things
to prove to you this could work that time heals all wounds
i wanted to believe that there was such things as true love and i wanted to believe that we had it - i thought we did - but you never came back and i your not ever going to-
i never got my chance.
this has fucked with my head so bad, so bad
my emotions are highwire
and your stuck in your ways
we had it so good together
i dont want to be alone
i dont want to be away from you
i dont want to hear the rumors
i dont want hurt anyone around me
i dont want to hurt anymore
im so empty inside
im so cold
so broken
so hopeless
im so sorry
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Monday, September 18, 2006
holy fuck
can everything just go back to the way it was
this is going to kill me
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Monday, September 18, 2006
torture
Current mood:i dont know
i really think i am going to have to move
i hate being in this house
i hate going out and everyone asks me what happened
i hate being alone
i hate not being loved
i hate sleeping by myself
i love being in love
i love being happy
i love makin you happy
i love hugs and kisses
i messed up here
i messed up my life
i messed up my love
i broke your heart
i broke my heart
i broke a promise
i broke everything
i sit in silence
i think about my fuckups
i wish to turn back time
i hope this is a nightmare
i dont know whats going on
everything is spinning
and the lights go out
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Monday, September 18, 2006
alcohol
when you find the right drink it
doesnt taste that bad at all
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Friday, September 15, 2006
im glad
Current mood:rushing thru me
that people can just move on so quickly
another fact that true love doesnt exist
if it was true love and let it go
it comes back it was meant
thats bullshit
maybe i should just get really super trashed and numb my real feelings about things
oh wait i dont drink
im a real ass bitch i take the pain without numbing it
that pain that heart break
shows me im ALIVE
i can FEEL the PAIN
and it makes me FEEL so GOOOOD
the pain
all these emotions tell me to enjoy life
i dont need to numb myself with drugs and alcohol
im not meant to be in a relationship i dont think
but
these EMOTIONS
i feel ARE SO TASTY
LOVE
PAIN
SADDNESS
HAPPINESS
LOST
CONFUSED
MAD
UPSET
its REAL
i can FEEL
they make me feel aliveee
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Friday, September 15, 2006
no such thing...
Current mood:what the fuck ever
there is no such thing as true love
its a fact
im not even going to explain it
it sucks
it hurts
it leaves me feeling alone
and broken
and fragile
i have no heart
i have no emotions
i dont have to care anymore
i can be the cold heartless
ruthless bitch that i was meant to be
cuz there is no such thing
true love
pfft
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
the pain will never go away
Current mood:no emotions
i guess its just better for me to be alone
i talked to an old old friend today
i got told im to insecure and things need to be wrong for my happiness
its kinda true
i sabotoche myself
im not meant to be loved
im not made for happiness
im not made for those type of emotions
i hurt everything i touch
i dont want this
i want to be happy and
not hurt people i love
i dont want my heart
its black
its empty
its ice
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Monday, September 11, 2006
taurus september horoscope- wow
Current mood:wow
This months eclipses could make cooperation with others difficult. The first, a Lunar Eclipse in Pisces on September 7 makes for an unpredictable environment where plans change without warning. You could find yourself scrambling to find a rhythm. Friends and colleagues may show disregard for your needs and alter the rules of the game. However, if you've been bored with your job or social life, you could be in for a pleasant surprise. Fresh blood can bring excitement to the work place and a new face may revitalize your private life. An intense Solar Eclipse on September 22 is hooked up with Venus and Pluto, which can push relationships to the limit. Discovering what you don't want is an essential step towards clearing out people and behaviors that no longer work for you. An eclipse of the Sun is a reminder to allow your deeper feelings to be acknowledged.
Key Dates for Taurus:
September 68: Creative Calculation Boosts Romance
Venus enters fellow earth sign Virgo in your 5th House of Romance on September 6 and gives you the ability to express strong feelings in a controlled manner. This allows you to open your heart without giving it away foolishly. At this time, you'll be feeling creative about how you approach people you like and how to find ways to spend time together. This enables you to take the lead without coming on too strong or making a wrong move.
September 25: Reaching Your Emotional Limit
No matter how much you give to some people it's not enough. You can try to understand why they can't return the love or respect that you've shown, but knowing the reason is not always enough. If you're not getting your fair share, it's time to do something about it. It may work to express your true feelings, but try not to be pushy about it. Be wary of trying to force someone to do what you want. Yet, if you're truly dissatisfied, and have used every reasonable means to make your point, this could be the day to just stop giving until the situation changes.
Sign Up for the Taurus Key Dates Alert!
Keep in Mind This Month: Disappointment can stir resentments that keep you entangled with someone. Let go instead of trying to get even.
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
when will my clouds disappear
thats all
know one understands what i am saying
its not just about the heart break
its everything
all of it
its about family
love
friends
if you dont have that what is there to life?
why does everything work in there mysteroius ways
is there a reason for all of this
doesnt shit always happen for a reason
i keep telling myself its going to be ok
but is it really going to be ok?
where is my motivation, my smile, my joy,
where did all of that go
what do i do
i just dont know
anymore
Currently listening:
Steve Miller Band - Greatest Hits 1974-1978
By Steve Miller Band
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Friday, September 08, 2006
friday
work
home
sleep
repeat
woo hoo
for my life
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Friday, September 08, 2006
i think im right when i say this ....
everything i touch
i hurt
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Friday, September 08, 2006
yea
Current mood:whatever
you might as well just subscribe to my blogs if you like reading them so much!
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Friday, September 08, 2006
poem
Current mood:sadness
left cold in the darkness
the morning can come and pass
and i feel not a drop of warmth
always cold and alone
i can no longer see ahead
so i remain in the moment
i can never go back
i can hardly go forward
and i am lost here forever
i sleep during the day and i wake during the night
i stumble and trip
weakened and useless i question it all
life is meaningless if you are just meant to drop
i dont want to fall
i dont want to feel the pain
i dont want to bleed my life away
no longer ever want to sway
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
the smell of green soap is calming....
Current mood:broken
i got a new tattoo today-
life is killing me
not being able to talk and sleep next to the person
you love and care about the most
i got a new tattoo today that
says
love hurts.
i got it on my knees
ive fallen down on the ground
to my knees
and
it hurts so badly
now i need to get up
and
pick up the broken pieces
that are left of me
and try to glue myself back together-
thats the hard part for me
picking myself up off my knees
and putting myself back together.
being able not to be with the person i love the most
feels like i am not me at all. there is a big piece of
my life and my heart
gone.
love hurts
so badly
and this pain
is my fault
Currently listening:
October Rust
By Type O Negative
Release date: 20 August, 1996
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Monday, September 04, 2006
wtf
if your going to read about my fuckin broken messed up life
at least keep it real with me and say something.
Currently listening:
Life Is Killing Me
By Type O Negative
Release date: 17 June, 2003
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Monday, September 04, 2006
my life
Current mood: depressed
my life
is shit now and its all my fault
i am such a fuck
so ashamed
i cant eat
or sleep
this is fucking killing me
what the fuck
oh my god i cant stop crying
i have no one now its all my fault
i hurt everything i touch
everything
dont touch me dont come near me
i dont want to hurt anyone else
i am all alone
please
i want my family back
i dont know what to do
holy fuck
i cant take this pain
im so sorry
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
.....
Current mood:dead inside
i
ripped
my
own
heart
out
of
my
own
chest
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
all i want to say
love conquers all
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Monday, August 28, 2006
dying
i fuckin hate being sick
holy fuck i hate it
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
always the last
Current mood: sad
i dont feel good i have a tempature
and i am always the last person to find out about whats going on.
mike is leaving me tomorrow for CT. its going to feel like forever.
im going to miss him alot- im going to be here all alone.
Currently listening:
Highway Companion
By Tom Petty
Release date: 25 July, 2006
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made by anjy and ivy
these are some funny bitches
thats why i love them
Sextion A
What term would you rather use during sex?
1. Balls or Gonads?
2. Muff or Snatch?
3. Pearl Necklace or Facial?
4. Dirty Sanchez or Rusty Trombone?
5. Knockers or TaTas?
Sextion B
Have you ever?
1. Had sex in a hot tub, with people in it?
2. Had a dick through you ear hole?
3. Pooped on your partner?
4. Forgotten someones name while in the act?
5. Laughed during sex because it was so bad?
6. Gotten paid for sex?
7. Done the peanut butter on the genitals thing?
8. We all wanna know Done it in the ANUS?
9. Have you ever thought of the opposite sex during orgasm?
10. Wanted to do this girl:
Sextion C
What was the last thing you did with the following?
1. Beer bottle?
2. Back massager?
3. Flash Light?
4. Vacuum Cleaner Handle?
5. Screw Driver?
Friday, June 16, 2006
it sucks
my internet is slacking
so i am on off at little times
so show me love while im not here
and leave me comments and stuff
got a lot going on in my life right now too
thingsare so crazy and yea
on that note
im out
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Monday, June 12, 2006
well
Current mood:whatever
i havent written a blog in awhile i dont really know why either
i guess i have been busy
hanging out with friends
i had a photo shot yesterday it was sooo fun
and i really like the pictures alot
going to atlanta in like 10 days for a tattoo convention
NOW thats going to be FUN!!!
i need to go and get my back worked on hopefully before the convention-
and i need to save money for the convention too.
well im going to get off of here and smoke a bong
because it is finally fixed!
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
idk
Current mood:im good
i erased alot of people yesterday from my friends list about 600 so if you are still gettin bulletins from me your still my friend
so yyeeeeaaaaaaa
im bored its sunday
im getting my ears streched today - woot woot
Currently listening:
The Smoker You Drink, the Player You Get
By Joe Walsh
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
prank call advice
Phone Codes
Many successful phone pranks might start with knowing the Bell Telephone Star Codes. These codes are in use on land lines in the US and any other country that has adopted them.
These also work with most cellular phones. However, you may want to check with the provider for more information.
*57: Call Trace
This is a great feature that lets you find out the most recent number that has called you.
To use: dial *57
*77: Anonymous Call Rejection
If someone is attempting to call you and their caller ID is blocked, you can stop them from calling unless they unblock their number. It's also useful if you are going to call someone on a phone that may have the feature turned on. I have no idea what you are planning. But this is how you activate and deactivate the feature:
To turn on feature: dial *77
To turn off the feature: dial *87
*67: Block an outgoing call
For a number of very good reasons, you may want to block the number you are calling from. Dialing *67, then the number will allow you to do that for one phone call. It's very useful if you want to call up someone and chew their ass out.
To use: dial *67 000-000-0000
Other Phone Codes:
There are so many possibilities, I can't list them all. Here are the full list of phone * codes.
*02 DeActivate *66 Notification on Busy Signal
*03 DeActivate *66 Notification (One Time Only)
*12 Call Assitance (Police)
*30 Cancel Forwarding
*31 Automatic Forwarding
*32 Notify
*40 change forward-to number for customer programmable call forwarding busy-line
*41 six-way conference calling activation
*42 change forward-to number for customer programmable call forwarding don't answer
*43 drop last member of six-way conference call
*46 french voice activated network control
*47 override feature authorization
*48 override do not disturb
*49 - disable long distance special ring
*51 Intercom Ring I
*52 Intercom Ring II
*53 Intercom Ring III
*54 Extension Hold
*57 Call Trace
*60 Call Screen (Selective Call Rejection)
*61 Selective Distinct Alert
*62 Selective Call Acceptance
*63 Selective Call Forwarding
*65 ICLID Activation
*66 Busy Call Return
*67 Call Display Block
*68 Computer Access restriction
*69 Last Call Return
*70 Call Waiting Disable (Per Call)
*71 Three-way calling (Per Call)
*72 Activate Call Forwarding
*73 DeActivate Call Forwarding
*74 Speed Dialling (8 numbers)
*75 Speed Dialling (30 numbers)
*77 Anonymous Call Rejection
*80 Call Screen Disable
*81 Selective Distinct Disable
*82 Selective Acceptance Disable
*83 Selective Forwarding Disable
*85 ICLID Disable
*86 DeActivate Busy Call Return
*87 Cancel Anonymous Call Rejection
*89 DeActivate Last Call Return
*90 Re-Activate Call Forwarding Busy
*91 De-Activate Call Forwarding Busy
*92 Re-Activate Forwarding No Answer
*93 Call Forwarding No Answer (*91,*93 to completely disable)
*94 Ring Control (Call Answer)
*95 Message Monitor (Call Answer (link|flash) to interuppt/talk))
*97 check if you have messages, remotely (on=2beeps,off=4beeps)
*98 Call Answer
Play safe and have fun!
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Monday, May 22, 2006
i am
nothing more then
a fuck up
idk whats wrong with my head
wow
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Friday, May 19, 2006
it sucks sometimes....
Current mood: sad
1. A jealous attitude or disposition.
2. Close vigilance.
jealousy
n 1: a feeling of jealous envy (especially of a rival) [syn: green-eyed monster] 2: zealous vigilance; "cherish their official political freedom with fierce jealousy"-Paul Blanshard
jealous
1. Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position.
2.
1. Resentful or bitter in rivalry; envious: jealous of the success of others.
2. Inclined to suspect rivalry.
3. Having to do with or arising from feelings of envy, apprehension, or bitterness: jealous thoughts.
4. Vigilant in guarding something: We are jealous of our good name.
5. Intolerant of disloyalty or infidelity; autocratic: a jealous God.
jealousy is something i really dont need in my life and i want it to stop its going to rip me apart and i dont want that to happen.
right now im
jealous of time
and not being able to spend any of it
with mike anymore
i love him so much
and it sux
i dont know whats going on inside of me right now
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
why is that
so many people read my blogs and look at them and no one ever comments
wtf
????
just wondering
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Monday, May 15, 2006
my tattoo
Current mood: ecstatic
today my roses will finally be colored in - i am so excited i will post a blog later of all the pictures i have of the sessions im so happy!!
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
kdsh;glksdt
i
started
my
back
piece
yesterday
i
cant
wait
til
its
done!!
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
dude!!
Current mood:fuckin GREAT mood
i love new neighbors especially when they are cool
i am in such a good fuckin mood today
i dont know why
i aint going to question it
i have a great boyfriend mike
i have great friends i would change the world for maria, precious, trina, ivy, all the girls from the club,everyone!!!
im in such a great fuckin mood
and what!!!!!!!
Currently listening:
Pennywise
By Pennywise
Release date: 08 March, 200
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Monday, May 08, 2006
this weekend was AWESOME
Current mood: cranky
Category: Life
the tattoo convention was so fuckin sick
i loved it i met some of the coolest people
stayed in the crowne royle hotel in indiatlantic for 3 days
took a bunch of badass pictures
stayed up late til 6 in the morning
it was fun
i will have pictures up soon.
other then that im in a pissy mood
but whatever.
Currently listening:
The Downward Spiral
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 08 March, 1994
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Friday, May 05, 2006
love
Current mood:in love
i cant sleep without you
thats why i am writing this
i should be in bed but instead
im going to sleep on the couch
because the bed is what we call ours.
missing you tonight.
much love
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Friday, May 05, 2006
The Bestest Friends i could have
Current mood: loved
i have 2 best friends, ive known them for almost a year.
their names are Precious & Maria .
im kinda corny i know- but when i see them they brighten my day
and they are always putting smiles on my face when i am down.
they make me laugh
they turn my frowns upside down
they make me happy when i am sad
when i am mad they let me vent.
They are my sisters ive never had.
we even get on each others nerves...
but these are what friends are for
always
riding together
hanging together
working together
shoppin together
dont forget
smokin together
its like "the ya ya sisterhood"
and im going to repeat what maria always say
"they are the Ying to my Yang"
i love you girls
much love
and respect
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
im crazy
to all of you im crazy
to me it all makes sense in my head
but whatever call me crazy and weird
but to me it makes sense
and it makes me sad that no one understands
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Check out this event: 2nd Annual Space Coast Tattoo Arts Festival
Hosted By: tom depriest
When: Friday May 05, 2006
at 12:00 PM
Where: Crowne Plaza Melbourne Ocean Front
2605 N. Hwy. A1A
Indiatlantic, FL 32903
US
Description:
tom depriest
Click Here To View Event
i am so going to be there and i will also be working at the convention this weekend- i have to work all week and save up some money so i can get a tattoo while i am there
its going to be FUCKING AWESOME
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Monday, May 01, 2006
my birthday was awesome
Current mood: chipper
iwent to all day concert for my birthday - in a way it didnt even feel like my birhtday- i got a couple of things for my birthday and i went to EDBD i saw a bunch of bands there to
lacuana coil
theory of a deadman
trapt
nonpoint
shinedown
staind
rob zombie
and mudvayne
now i have seen all of them before but i went to see robzombie cuz i have never seen him
it was awesome i got the lead singer of nonpoint autograph cuz he was walking thru the crowd and stopped him
AND
the best part of the whole night
I GOT TO GO ON STAGE WITH ROB ZOMBIE !!!!!! he was saying how we have 30seconds to get on stage and i was screaming that is was my birthdayso i started to crawl on top of peoples head it so fucking AWESOME!!! and what!!!
no one has nothin on me
woo hooo
it was awesome
i had alot of fun
im glad that EVERYONE i knew was there.
Currently listening:
Educated Horses
By Rob Zombie
Release date: 28 March, 2006
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Sunday, April 30, 2006
MY BIRTHDAY
Current mood:FUCKING HAPPY!!
I LOVE IT
IM THE BIG 20
WOO HOO
THIS IS MY DAY
I DO WHAT I WANT
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
weed
MARIJUANA is DANGEROUS. Pot is NOT harmful to the
human body or mind. Marijuana does NOT pose a threat
to the general public. Marijuana is very much a danger
to the oil companies, alcohol, tobacco industries and
a large number of chemical corporations. Various big
businesses, with plenty of dollars and influence, have
suppressed the truth from the people.
The truth is if marijuana was utilized for its vast
array of commercial products, it would create an
industrial atomic bomb! Entrepreneurs have not been
educated on the product potential of pot. The super
rich have conspired to spread misinformation about an
extremely versatile plant that, if used properly,
would ruin their companies.
Where did the word 'marijuana' come from? In the mid
1930s, the M-word was created to tarnish the good
image and phenomenal history of the hemp plant...as
you will read. The facts cited here, with references,
are generally verifiable in the Encyclopedia
Britannica which was printed on hemp paper for 150
years:
* All schoolbooks were made from hemp or flax paper
until the 1880s; Hemp Paper Reconsidered, Jack
Frazier, 1974.
* It was LEGAL TO PAY TAXES WITH HEMP in America from
1631 until the early 1800s; LA Times, Aug. 12, 1981.
* REFUSING TO GROW HEMP in America during the 17th and
18th Centuries WAS AGAINST THE LAW! You could be
jailed in Virginia for refusing to grow hemp from 1763
to 1769; Hemp in Colonial Virginia, G. M. Herdon.
* George Washington, Thomas Jefferson and other
founding fathers GREW HEMP; Washington and Jefferson
Diaries. Jefferson smuggled hemp seeds from China to
France then to America.
* Benjamin Franklin owned one of the first paper mills
in America and it processed hemp. Also, the War of
1812 was fought over hemp. Napoleon wanted to cut off
Moscow's export to England; Emperor Wears No Clothes,
Jack Herer.
* For thousands of years, 90% of all ships' sails and
rope were made from hemp. The word 'canvas' is Dutch
for cannabis; Webster's New World Dictionary.
* 80% of all textiles, fabrics, clothes, linen,
drapes, bed sheets, etc. were made from hemp until the
1820s with the introduction of the cotton gin.
* The first Bibles, maps, charts, Betsy Ross's flag,
the first drafts of the Declaration of Independence
and the Constitution were made from hemp; U.S.
Government Archives.
* The first crop grown in many states was hemp. 1850
was a peak year for Kentucky producing 40,000 tons.
Hemp was the largest cash crop until the 20th Century;
State Archives.
* Oldest known records of hemp farming go back 5000
years in China, although hemp industrialization
probably goes back to ancient Egypt.
* Rembrants, Gainsboroughs, Van Goghs as well as most
early canvas paintings were principally painted on
hemp linen.
* In 1916, the U.S. Government predicted that by the
1940s all paper would come from hemp and that no more
trees need to be cut down. Government studies report
that 1 acre of hemp equals 4.1 acres of trees. Plans
were in the works to implement such programs;
Department of Agriculture
* Quality paints and varnishes were made from hemp
seed oil until 1937. 58,000 tons of hemp seeds were
used in America for paint products in 1935; Sherman
Williams Paint Co. testimony before Congress against
the 1937 Marijuana Tax Act.
* Henry Ford's first Model-T was built to run on hemp
gasoline and the CAR ITSELF WAS CONTRUCTED FROM HEMP!
On his large estate, Ford was photographed among his
hemp fields. The car, 'grown from the soil,' had hemp
plastic panels whose impact strength was 10 times
stronger than steel; Popular Mechanics, 1941.
* Hemp called 'Billion Dollar Crop.' It was the first
time a cash crop had a business potential to exceed a
billion dollars;
Popular Mechanics, Feb., 1938.
* Mechanical Engineering Magazine (Feb. 1938)
published an article entitled 'The Most Profitable and
Desirable Crop that Can be Grown.' It stated that if
hemp was cultivated using 20th Century technology, it
would be the single largest agricultural crop in the
U.S. and the rest of the world.
The following information comes directly from the
United States Department of Agriculture's 1942
14-minute film encouraging and instructing 'patriotic
American farmers' to grow 350,000 acres of hemp each
year for the war effort:
'...(When) Grecian temples were new, hemp was already
old in the service of mankind. For thousands of years,
even then, this plant had been grown for cordage and
cloth in China and elsewhere in the East. For
centuries prior to about 1850, all the ships that
sailed the western seas were rigged with hempen rope
and sails. For the sailor, no less than the hangman,
hemp was indispensable...
...Now with Philippine and East Indian sources of hemp
in the hands of the Japanese...American hemp must meet
the needs of our Army and Navy as well as of our
industries...
...the Navy's rapidly dwindling reserves. When that is
gone, American hemp will go on duty again; hemp for
mooring ships; hemp for tow lines; hemp for tackle and
gear; hemp for countless naval uses both on ship and
shore. Just as in the days when Old Ironsides sailed
the seas victorious with her hempen shrouds and hempen
sails. Hemp for victory!'
Certified proof from the Library of Congress; found by
the research of Jack Herer, refuting claims of other
government agencies that the 1942 USDA film 'Hemp for
Victory' did not exist.
Hemp cultivation and production do not harm the
environment. The USDA Bulletin ..404 concluded that
hemp produces 4 times as much pulp with at least 4 to
7 times less pollution. From Popular Mechanics, Feb.
1938:
'It has a short growing season...It can be grown in
any state...The long roots penetrate and break the
soil to leave it in perfect condition for the next
year's crop. The dense shock of leaves, 8 to 12 feet
above the ground, chokes out weeds.
...hemp, this new crop can add immeasurably to
American agriculture and industry.'
In the 1930s, innovations in farm machinery would have
caused an industrial revolution when applied to hemp.
This single resource could have created millions of
new jobs generating thousands of quality products.
Hemp, if not made illegal, would have brought America
out of the Great Depression.
William Randolph Hearst (Citizen Kane) and the Hearst
Paper Manufacturing Division of Kimberly Clark owned
vast acreage of timberlands. The Hearst Company
supplied most paper products. Patty Hearst's
grandfather, a destroyer of nature for his own
personal profit, stood to lose billions because of
hemp.
In 1937, Dupont patented the processes to make
plastics from oil and coal. Dupont's Annual Report
urged stockholders to invest in its new petrochemical
division. Synthetics such as plastics, cellophane,
celluloid, methanol, nylon, rayon, Dacron, etc., could
now be made from oil. Natural hemp industrialization
would have ruined over 80% of Dupont's business.
THE CONSPIRACY
Andrew Mellon became Hoover's Secretary of the
Treasury and Dupont's primary investor. He appointed
his future nephew-in-law, Harry J. Anslinger, to head
the Federal Bureau of Narcotics and Dangerous Drugs.
Secret meetings were held by these financial tycoons.
Hemp was declared dangerous and a threat to their
billion dollar enterprises. For their dynasties to
remain intact, hemp had to go. These men took an
obscure Mexican slang word: 'marihuana' and pushed it
into the consciousness of America.
MEDIA MANIPULATION
A media blitz of 'yellow journalism' raged in the late
1920s and 1930s. Hearst's newspapers ran stories
emphasizing the horrors of marihuana. The menace of
marihuana made headlines. Readers learned that it was
responsible for everything from car accidents to loose
morality.
Films like 'Reefer Madness' (1936), 'Marihuana:
Assassin of Youth' (1935) and 'Marihuana: The Devil's
Weed' (1936) were propaganda designed by these
industrialists to create an enemy. Their purpose was
to gain public support so that anti-marihuana laws
could be passed.
Examine the following quotes from 'The Burning
Question' aka REEFER MADNESS:
* a violent narcotic.
* acts of shocking violence.
* incurable insanity.
* soul-destroying effects.
* under the influence of the drug he killed his entire
family with an ax.
* more vicious, more deadly even than these
soul-destroying drugs (heroin, cocaine) is the menace
of marihuana!
Reefer Madness did not end with the usual 'the end.'
The film concluded with these words plastered on the
screen: TELL YOUR CHILDREN.
In the 1930s, people were very naive; even to the
point of ignorance. The masses were like sheep waiting
to be led by the few in power. They did not challenge
authority. If the news was in print or on the radio,
they believed it had to be true. They told their
children and their children grew up to be the parents
of the baby-boomers.
On April 14, 1937, the Prohibitive Marihuana Tax Law
or the bill that outlawed hemp was directly brought to
the House Ways and Means Committee. This committee is
the only one that can introduce a bill to the House
floor without it being debated by other committees.
The Chairman of the Ways and Means, Robert Doughton,
was a Dupont supporter. He insured that the bill would
pass Congress.
Dr. James Woodward, a physician and attorney,
testified too late on behalf of the American Medical
Association. He told the committee that the reason the
AMA had not denounced the Marihuana Tax Law sooner was
that the Association had just discovered that
marihuana was hemp.
Few people, at the time, realized that the deadly
menace they had been reading about on Hearst's front
pages was in fact passive hemp. The AMA understood
cannabis to be a MEDICINE found in numerous healing
products sold over the last hundred years.
In September of 1937, hemp became illegal. The most
useful crop known became a drug and our planet has
been suffering ever since.
Congress banned hemp because it was said to be the
most violence-causing drug known. Anslinger, head of
the Drug Commission for 31 years, promoted the idea
that marihuana made users act extremely violent. In
the 1950s, under the Communist threat of McCarthyism,
Anslinger now said the exact opposite. Marijuana will
pacify you so much that soldiers would not want to
fight.
Today, our planet is in desperate trouble. Earth is
suffocating as large tracts of rain forests disappear.
Pollution, poisons and chemicals are killing people.
These great problems could be reversed if we
industrialized hemp. Natural biomass could provide all
of the planet's energy needs that are currently
supplied by fossil fuels. We have consumed 80% of our
oil and gas reserves. We need a renewable resource.
Hemp could be the solution to soaring gas prices.
THE WONDER PLANT
Hemp has a higher quality fiber than wood fiber. Far
fewer caustic chemicals are required to make paper
from hemp than from trees. Hemp paper does not turn
yellow and is very durable. The plant grows quickly to
maturity in a season where trees take a lifetime.
ALL PLASTIC PRODUCTS SHOULD BE MADE FROM HEMP SEED
OIL. Hempen plastics are biodegradable! Over time,
they would break down and not harm the environment.
Oil-based plastics, the ones we are very familiar
with, help ruin nature; they do not break down and
will do great harm in the future. The process to
produce the vast array of natural (hempen) plastics
will not ruin the rivers as Dupont and other
petrochemical companies have done. Ecology does not
fit in with the plans of the Oil Industry and the
political machine. Hemp products are safe and natural.
MEDICINES SHOULD BE MADE FROM HEMP. We should go back
to the days when the AMA supported cannabis cures.
'Medical Marijuana' is given out legally to only a
handful of people while the rest of us are forced into
a system that relies on chemicals. Pot is only healthy
for the human body.
WORLD HUNGER COULD END. A large variety of food
products can be generated from hemp. The seeds contain
one of the highest sources of protein in nature. ALSO:
They have two essential fatty acids that clean your
body of cholesterol. These essential fatty acids are
not found anywhere else in nature! Consuming pot seeds
is the best thing you could do for your body. Eat
uncooked hemp seeds.
CLOTHES SHOULD BE MADE FROM HEMP. Hemp clothing is
extremely strong and durable over time. You could hand
clothing, made from pot, down to your grandchildren.
Today, there are American companies that make hemp
clothing; usually 50% hemp. Hemp fabrics should be
everywhere. Instead, they are almost underground.
Superior hemp products are not allowed to advertise on
fascist television. Kentucky, once the top hemp
producing state, made it ILLEGAL TO WEAR hemp
clothing! Can you imagine being thrown into jail for
wearing quality jeans?
The world is crazy...but that does not mean you have
to join the insanity. Get together. Spread the news.
Tell people, and that includes your children, the
truth. Use hemp products. Eliminate the word
'marijuana.' Realize the history that created it. Make
it politically incorrect to say or print the M-word.
Fight against the propaganda (designed to favor the
agenda of the super rich) and the bullshit. Hemp must
be utilized in the future. We need a clean energy
source to save our planet. INDUSTRIALIZE HEMP!
The liquor, tobacco and oil companies fund more than a
million dollars a day to Partnership for a Drug-Free
America and other similar agencies. We have all seen
their commercials. Now, their motto is: It's more
dangerous than we thought. Lies from the powerful
corporations, that began with Hearst, are still alive
and well today.
The brainwashing continues. Now, the commercials say:
If you buy a joint, you contribute to murders and gang
wars. The latest anti-pot commercials say: If you buy
a joint...you are promoting TERRORISM! The new enemy
(terrorism) has paved the road to brainwash you any
way THEY see fit.
There is only one enemy; the friendly people you pay
your taxes to; the war-makers and nature destroyers.
With your funding, they are killing the world right in
front of your eyes. HALF A MILLION DEATHS EACH YEAR
ARE CAUSED BY TOBACCO. HALF A MILLION DEATHS EACH YEAR
ARE CAUSED BY ALCOHOL. NO ONE HAS EVER, EVER DIED FROM
SMOKING POT!! In the entire history of the human race,
not one death can be attributed to cannabis. Our
society has outlawed grass but condones the use of the
KILLERS: TOBACCO and ALCOHOL. Hemp should be
declassified and placed in DRUG stores to relieve
stress. Hardening and constriction of the arteries are
bad; but hemp usage actually enlarges the
arteries...which is a healthy condition. We have been
so conditioned to think that: Smoking is harmful. That
is NOT the case for passive pot. Ingesting THC, hemp's
active agent, has a positive effect; relieving asthma
and glaucoma. A joint tends to alleviate the nausea
caused by chemotherapy. You are able to eat on hemp.
This is a healthy state of being.
{One personal note: During the pregnancy of my wife,
she was having some difficulty gaining weight. We were
in the hospital. A nurse called us to one side and
said: Off the record, if you smoke pot...you'd get
something called the munchies and youll gain
weight.' I swear that is a true story}.
The stereotype for a pothead is similar to a drunken
bubble-brain. Yet, the truth is ones creative
abilities can be enhanced under its influence. The
perception of time slightly slows and one can become
more sensitive. You can more appreciate all arts; be
closer to nature and generally FEEL more under the
influence of cannabis. It is, in fact, the exact
opposite state of mind and body as the drunken state.
You can be more aware with pot.
The pot plant is an ALIEN plant. There is physical
evidence that cannabis is not like any other plant on
this planet. One could conclude that it was brought
here for the benefit of humanity. Hemp is the ONLY
plant where the males appear one way and the females
appear very different, physically! No one ever speaks
of males and females in regard to the plant kingdom
because plants do not show their sexes; except for
cannabis. To determine what sex a certain, normal,
Earthly plant is: You have to look internally, at its
DNA. A male blade of grass (physically) looks exactly
like a female blade of grass. The hemp plant has an
intense sexuallity. Growers know to kill the males
before they fertilize the females. Yes, folks...the
most potent pot comes from 'horny females.'
The reason this amazing, very sophisticated, ET plant
from the future is illegal has nothing to do with how
it physically affects us..
POT IS ILLEGAL BECAUSE BILLIONAIRES WANT TO REMAIN
BILLIONAIRES!
And I will raise up for them a plant of renown, and
they shall be no more consumed with hunger in the
land.
Ezekiel 34/29
ps: I think the word DRUGS should not be used as
an umbrella-word that covers all chemical agents.
Drugs have come to be known as something BAD. Are you
aware there are LEGAL drugstores?! Yep, in every city.
Unbelievable. Each so-called drug should be considered
individually. Cannabis is a medicine and not a drug.
We should DARE to speak the TRUTH no matter what the
law is.
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
420
happy international day to get high
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April 18, 2006
no subject
Current mood: awake
i havent really written any blogs in a couple of days, im slackin. lot on my mind been busy, sometimes i feel like a chicken with its head cut off. ha. this weekend was good, today was good to me and mike got cell phones and i cooked an awesome dinner toinght-honey and pineapple glazed ham, mashed potatoes, brocolli and cheese- yummy. my dads mad at me and probably my step mom too- iguess i am always fucking up something right before my birthday- which i think is going to suck, i dont care thou it- i have to pay rent and bills this month actually on my birthday so thats going to be fun. money is tight this month just with everything to pay and all work wise has been good for both me and mike- this summer is going to be awesome today it was so beautiful it was 90 degrees i went swimming in my pool for the first time this year- the water was cold. tomorrow is supposed to be 85 degrees with a thunderstorm in the afternoon and i guess in the evening too- i dont know if i will go to work tomorrow or not if i do it will be like 5-10 or something haha. i dont know -thats is pretty much what all want to say right now im to finishthis cig, roll a j and go to bed.
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
beautiful day
Current mood: happy
it is not even in 10 in the morning im feeling great its sunny and warm out and i think i am going to go to the beach. i already put my bikini on oh yea
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Friday, April 14, 2006
abortion is a murder
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From: FALLEN ANGEL
Date: Apr 14, 2006 3:04 PM
ABORTION IS MURDER!!!
7 weeks gestation
Human traits are very noticable
8 weeks gestation
Skeletal structure is very noticeable
9 weeks gestation
All major extremeties have formed
10 weeks gestation
Even at 10 weeks you can still count finger's and toes.
The face of an aborted baby still shows pain.
11 weeks gestation.
Vital organs have already formed.
22 weeks, A partial birth abortion.
This child could have been carried for one more month and survived on it's own....
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Date: Apr 14, 2006 3:04 PM
ABORTION IS MURDER!!!
7 weeks gestation
Human traits are very noticable
8 weeks gestation
Skeletal structure is very noticeable
9 weeks gestation
All major extremeties have formed
10 weeks gestation
Even at 10 weeks you can still count finger's and toes.
The face of an aborted baby still shows pain.
11 weeks gestation.
Vital organs have already formed.
22 weeks, A partial birth abortion.
This child could have been carried for one more month and survived on it's own....
TO REPOST:
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
R.I.P
Current mood:in mourning
Rest In Peace, Kathy
a great and amazing woman, a lovng mom,
and a wonderful person. always doing stuff for everyone else -
she did so much for me and so many other people -
she was loved very much and will be missed.
She will always be remembered.
im sorry mikey, max , and joey if you need me im here to talk to.
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in melbourne
Current mood: bored
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
a great night....
Current mood:i dont know
Category: Life
lets see tonight was just great it wasnt that bad til i accidently tipped my friend a 100 dollars on stage and cant even get the shit the back cuz it had to be the time she got accused of stealing a 100 dollars so that was awesome, not really what really hurt me thou is my friend i tipped the 100 said some things that hit me right in the heart tonight ouch.-there was just alot of stupid drama that im really fucking pissed about and yea i dont want to talk about i fucked i know i just want to be done with everything i dont need this drama in my life all i want is my boyfriend i dont want no friends i dont want no family i just want to sit here and die alone -its not even about what happened tonight but just everything in general if i dont have these things i wont have drama and without drama i think i will be happy i need to stop flippin out it just sux everytime things go good something comes along and and knocks me down again. thats why they call it life. ha.
Currently listening:
Into the Great Wide Open
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 02 July, 1991
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Friday, March 31, 2006
hmmmm
Current mood:happy
last night was really fun went to the I bar and tabu with tom and sloane and kevin and jessica and a bunch of other people and i had SO much fun i love sloane so much ive missed her im glad they came out and hung out it was so much fun especially at the I bar we are all so cute i think everyone who went was a couple it was so cute .........
well im going to go get ready for work
in melbourne
Current mood: bored
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
a great night....
Current mood:i dont know
Category: Life
lets see tonight was just great it wasnt that bad til i accidently tipped my friend a 100 dollars on stage and cant even get the shit the back cuz it had to be the time she got accused of stealing a 100 dollars so that was awesome, not really what really hurt me thou is my friend i tipped the 100 said some things that hit me right in the heart tonight ouch.-there was just alot of stupid drama that im really fucking pissed about and yea i dont want to talk about i fucked i know i just want to be done with everything i dont need this drama in my life all i want is my boyfriend i dont want no friends i dont want no family i just want to sit here and die alone -its not even about what happened tonight but just everything in general if i dont have these things i wont have drama and without drama i think i will be happy i need to stop flippin out it just sux everytime things go good something comes along and and knocks me down again. thats why they call it life. ha.
Currently listening:
Into the Great Wide Open
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 02 July, 1991
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Friday, March 31, 2006
hmmmm
Current mood:happy
last night was really fun went to the I bar and tabu with tom and sloane and kevin and jessica and a bunch of other people and i had SO much fun i love sloane so much ive missed her im glad they came out and hung out it was so much fun especially at the I bar we are all so cute i think everyone who went was a couple it was so cute .........
well im going to go get ready for work
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
word.
Current mood: bored
hair.black.ocean.eyeliner.mike.kisses.love.
hate.family.sad.lost.confused.ocean.sky.flower.
high.friends.fun.alone.messy.fishnet.gangsta.boredom.
tattoo.roses.meow.polka-dot.mom.dad.life.reality.human.music......
Currently listening:
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 16 November, 1993
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
happiness
Current mood:blah
i just want everyone to be happy
happiness.....
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
i give up
Current mood: happy
im done trying to have friends and witheverything i never pushed anyone away or stopped being friends i..think it sux really bad i dont know how much you could have on your mind when your going to parties please dont tell me youve had a alot of shit going on when you can make time for everyone in the world except me well i just dont care i should be used to this by now but for some reason i keep putting hope into something thats not there anymore fuck im really upset if you dont want to be my friend tell me.....shit, and this blog goes to everyone who thinks it applys to them i dont know im hurt pissed my boyfriend is at work and i am all alone like fuckin usual im going to marie's fuck this shit.
its whateva
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
my life sux
i quit lidos
the dj there fuckin sux
hes a faggot
i start cheaters again tomorrow
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
im sorry
im sorry
Currently listening:
Wish You Were Here
By Pink Floyd
Release date: 25 April, 2000
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
writing...
Current mood:i dont know
Category: Life
im going to start writing alot like i used to i have been slacing miserably its going to stop writing is the the onlything that makes me feel better sometimes i cant explain it
its a spritual thing to me its my therapy it makes me feel good relieved- lifted
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
it seems.....
it seems when i actually write something that means something to me people will read and not comment on it but when it comes to the bullshit i write in my blogs people will comment - i just want a friend i can talk to and hang out with shit call me or something my phone is turned back on- for the past week and a half i have been sitting inside the house cuz i cant go out in the sun really cuz of my tattoo being worked on- and if you know me you that i live in florida and avoiding sun is kinda hard sometimes cuz its always fucking there writing is my only friend its the that listens to everything and doesnt get mad or upset about what i write or pick at everything i say. i dont know im just babbling on ive been in a crappy mood for the past days............
idont know
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
ha
Current mood:upset
here is something interesting wtf is up with all my supposed friends right now they all worry im going to up and leave and ditch them and stop talking to them but really its the other way around and also probably the same are talking shit behind my back about me that makes me look like the fool for still wanting to be there friend and still standing up for them but no one calls any more comes and hangs out or just drop by wtf sometimes its not all about you for just think for a second REALLY FUCKIN THINK about the other person for a chance!
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Monday, March 20, 2006
kinda sad
Current mood: blah
yea
i have a lot on my mind
it sux
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
this goes out to all the guys
Current mood:serious
i just want to say ....
guys please dont leave me comments or send me emails saying how you wish i didnt have a boyfriend - or ask me to come and hang out and leave me sexual comments its not cool i have a boyfriend and i am very in love with him im going to start blocking guys hardcore YOU GOT THAT your here on my myspace as a FRIEND nothing else thats all and it wont hurt it me to lose a few of you anyways... so GUYS .....leave me the fuck alone if you dont have anything nice to say!!!!!!!!!!
thank you much
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Friday, March 17, 2006
speechless
Current mood: tired
i feel like writing a blog
but i dont know what to write about
maybe i will have something to say tomorrow
i dont know
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Monday, March 13, 2006
YEAAAAA!!!!!
Current mood:excited
im getting my tattoo worked on today!!!!!
i love it so much
today at 2 !!!!!
awe and what
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Monday, March 13, 2006
tonight sucks
Current mood:sad
work was alright tonight
what really sux is my boyfried isnt with me tonight
i miss him already im glad i will get to see him tomorrow
i love him so much
Currently listening:
Live At Stubbs
By Matisyahu
Release date: 23 August, 2005
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
yup
Current mood:hmmmm
Category: Blogging
im so bored right now
its 1 in the morning tomorrow is saturday
tomorrow is going to be good
la de da
im still full from dinner at chilis with momma dukes and family
im stuffed - lol
im so bored
someone amuse please
cigarette anyone?
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Friday, March 10, 2006
tattoos
Current mood:blah
Category: Life
im itching for a tattoo so badly right now i have so many ideas and so many things i want to get done i dont know where to start - except get my roses finished first-lol an on-going thing that is great hopefully i will have a session on monday that would be AWESOME- since i have started gettinng tattoos it has swallowed my life and i love it i love seeing new art and meeting and talking to cool ass tattoo artists- the tattoo artists at Artistic Body Works rock they are really awesome people who i know i would probably do anything for them up there - tattoos are just one of my ways of expressing myself and i cant even explain its almost spirtual...
Currently listening:
Smells Like Children
By Marilyn Manson
Release date: 24 October, 1995
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Friday, March 10, 2006
yup
i just cant do anything right at all
never
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
blah
hung out with my home girl again today we watched a really good movie together to it was crazy but really good- made you think a minute well i guess i am going to get in the shower i need to go to work
woo hoo
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
torn
sad and happy at the same doesnt mix
im not in the greatest of moods right now
i dont know anymore
i love florida
i love illinois
my heart is here and there
pulled apart between family
and friends
why cant there be 2 of me
so i can in 2 places at one time
and be happy
life sux so bad right now
ughhh
i dont know hat to do
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
hmmm
... i have no reason for writing this right now im just bored
i hung out with my home girl today i love her so much she is the greatest
well im going to cook dinner now
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
family
Current mood:i dont know
family is such a big deal to me i never really had thr typical family-growin up my dad was never there my mom mighta as well have not been there-unfit drug addicts who both my parents made alot of mistakes- which for i have ignored and i love them- but the hate still grows inside. when i got old enough to make my own choices and know what was going on and became a teenager....i failed miserably and made my own bad decisions and mistakes and alot of them-i think that if i never got sent away to where i did i probably would have been dead or in jail by the time i was 18.
my heart is so torn from the the things that have happened in my life and from what is still happening my heart feels fragile and delicate and tired- it seems like its getting worse
i miss my mom so much, i talked to her for like an hour so tonight- i feel bad for her- i feel like crying i want to be close to my mom and want to help my family i feel like a bad person sometimes i feel like i should be up in champaign closer to my family or i should keep in contact more. sometimes i dont feel that i deserve to be here in florida and i dont deserve the things i have i want them to understand why i left illinois and why i had to get away. and even when i first moved here i started fucking up down here and i had to stop myself and give myself a smack in face and remind myself why i had moved down in here in the first place...tthe fucked up things i was doing. and with that i stopped fucking up
i dont feel like i am a good person sometimes, i feel that maybe me being closer to home will some how make thinks better or to prove that i really do care and love them dearly and i dont want to see anything happen-its my family and i love them all just- cuz its not a typical one i still love them to death.
i also just found out yesterday that my daddy is leaving florida again and its tomorrow morning when hes leaving- he said he would be down there at least until september-, the only blood family that i have down here- he says that he will see me for my birthday- i hope i see him im going to miss him- he comes over to my house everyday when he gets off of work and we get high together and hang out - its like our little ritual and now hes leaving...again. it makes me feel alone.
im glad that me and mike are together he means so much no one will ever understand what me and him have- we are going to be together forever - im thankful for someone like him and his family in my life - they are such great people i love them like they are family
i guess what i am saying its all about family
xoxo
Currently listening:
Downward Spiral
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 08 March, 1994
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
a very awesome event on my birthday!!
Current mood: excited
Real Rock 101one, WJRR presents Earthday Birthday Lucky 13 brought to you by Hooters! APRIL 30TH TINKER FIELD >> Who's Playing and Ticket Info: MUDVAYNE, ROB ZOMBIE, STAIND, SHINEDOWN and TRAPT, NONPOINT, THEORY OF A DEADMAN, HINDER, EVANS BLUE, LACUNA COIL ...with MORE to be announced. april 30 th is my 20th birthday its going to be so bad ass 2 months and 5 days this is going to be an awesome concert!
Currently listening:
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 16 November, 1993
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
worst dream ever
Current mood:blah
i had the worst dream ever
i woke up balling my eyes out
it was so real
i hated it
i never want to have a dream like that again
Currently listening:
Diary of a Madman
By Ozzy Osbourne
Release date: 02 April, 2002
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
monday
Current mood:stoned
Category: Life
tomorrow is a monday
its supposed to be a really pretty day tomorrow
mike also has the day off
im going to wake up early and get all pretty
i get to see marie tomorrow morning
i plan on going to the beach tomorrow
and spending the day with him
i didnt go to work tonight it looked like it sucked
yea
i love mike so much
we got saw 2 on dvd yesterday- its a good movie
its like 10 til 2 am right now
rent is due soon - that sux so badly
i also got my hair cut and colored
and i got a manicure and a pedicure
my valentines day gift from mike
im going to back for te massage and facial
it was so much fun
i loved the girls who did my stuff
they even came into lidos and were having a
good time this weekend
mike is such a great boyfriend
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Valentines Day
Current mood: drained
i had the greatest valentines day it ended this morning at like 11
it was me and mikes first V-day it was awesome
he got me some of the prettiest roses almost black and look velvet- but they are really and also an all day thingy at a spa to get a manicure and a pedicure and my hair done, massage, mud bath facial - so hott he is the greatest.
and what i did for valentines day was really hott he said it was great whichmeans so much to me i put so much time into it-very personal
my space bar sux
but yea we ended up going out last night to lidos and cheaters and ran into everyone and said hi and we me and mike ran into an old friends of our camille and also another friend ill keep inhere aynomous but we ended up droppin alot of money at cheaters on a couple of the girls- we did amature night at cheaters and i ended up makin like 100 dollars on stage - we went and got a 2 conjoining hotel rooms and that was fun and we went to dennys at like 5 in the morning but they were closed so we called a cab and went to the waffle house instead- like i said last night was so fun -i love mike so much.
well besides from all of that i justt took some codine my dad gave me and im going to take a nap.
Currently listening:
Band Aid Covers the Bullet Hole
By Scarling
Release date: 16 December, 2003
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
4:37 in the morning...i have something to say
Current mood:really good
Category: Life
Put a soul into your life, let it take control, everything you will do should be done with passion, and nothing ever hurts. Soul has no emotion, soul has no regret, soul has no anger, soul is only what you get. Don't give partially to what you feel, Never hold back what you mean, In the long run you're left with these: Regret for not saying it, and anger for having let the other go without knowing it. Put every ounce of what you have into only expression, Never hold a thing back, And you'll never feel guilty, and never feel like there was something you never achieved. from the heart think about it..
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Friday, February 10, 2006
friday night
Current mood:good
today is friday
its a good day
valentines day is in 4 days
its going to be sweet
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
you'll never believe this...
Category: Friends
this is anjy...
i love liz...
thats all.
♥
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
blog
Current mood: giddy
Category: Life
sitting here watching one of the best movies DOGMA - its great
last night was crazy there was so many people here last night no one ended up leaving until like 6 this moning i woke up at like 4 today-ugh- where is everyone at today? lol. my best friend is coming out tonight love her to death- im really grateful that there is still good hearted people in the world -
mikes friends were in town from ct they stayed at our house while they were here before they went on their cruise and all i got to say is mikes friends are sweet and so nice and they are welcome to stay here anytime they are in town.
i cant wait til wednesday - that is going to be me mikes day this week since his past couple of days off we were with other people or he was in one place and i was somewhere else- so im excited!!!ive got some things planned for the 2 of us!- OH! and valentines day is 10 days away!!!!!!!!
mike has been busy today- i love him so much hes great!
im stoned right now and
im really hungry i got the munchies waffles sound good right now mmmm...
i need to get in the shower i have to go to work soon it sux i woke up late ugh i dont think i am going to work tomorrow mike and me are going out to dinner when he gets out of work.
im done writing for now
im in a good mood
Currently listening:
Lateralus
By Tool
Release date: 15 May, 2001
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
...
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Blogging
ive got so much on my mind right now....
i dont know where to begin
i need peace and quiet and solitude
ugh....
things are going good with me and mike
the apartment is awesome
valentines day is in 2 weeks
i cant wait
Currently listening:
Undertow
By Tool
Release date: 06 April, 1993
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
im bored
Current mood:meh
the past week has been crazy- me and mike moved in to our own apartment - it is so fuckin nice i love it so much its a one bedroom one bath its beautiful its like a block and half from the beach we have new furniture and we dont have any asshole neighbors either. and the rents not bad at all, its cheaper then what we were paying before- alot has been going on in these past 2 weeks the only difference is this week it is getting better- i quit working at cheaters on saturday and i havent worked there since-i have to go and get the rest of my stuff out of my locker and also get my lock- i got a new job that i make alot more money at -the only thing about cheaters that i miss is the girls, they are like a family and i miss my manager and my dj there too. but the girls where i work now are just as nice so all is good.... i dont know imgoing to finish watchin this movie and get something to ea
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Friday, January 20, 2006
ha ha ha ha ha pi
Current mood:fuckin pissed
people are fuckin hilarious hahahahaha
people with their stupid pathetic rich spoiled life
yea my life wasnt that great growing up soooo whats the point to bring that up and throw it in my face ooooooooooooooooo like i said tell me something I DONT ALREADY KNOW all i hear is blah blah blah you say your happy im going to laugh when your boyfriend starts beating you lol didnt he already throw a playstation at your face to bad it missed it probably wouldve looked better if he did and your family shows you love ha they wont even let you live with them. and the only way they show love to their kids is $$$$$ thats really love let me tell ya! call me hater
cuz your still
A FAT ASS CUNT
and if you want to play games bitch its on now
IMMATURE SLUT
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
finally glad to be movin
Current mood: calm
i am so fuckin glad to be finally moving out of this apartment actually its not thr apartment its my fat ass roommate who is a fuckin cunt a slob and bitch, that i am glad to be moving away from
for the past 6 or so months we have been living together and she has never cleaned actually i take that back shes taken the trash out a few times she acts like shes embarresed to live with me ha ha
im embarresed to live with her shes a fat girl i will have to post a picture of her to show you lol she wears clothes that show off way to much fat tube tops and tight clothes and mini skirts not attractive at allnot even close to im talkin clothes that i would wear and im skinny as fuck im ashamed to bring my friends over cuz of her shes always fighting with her boyfriend or whats really pathetic is shes almost 20 and hangs out with 15 and 16 years old
i dont know i feel like venting i fuckin a hate her
she steals
she lies
shes a fuckin bitch
karma will get her shes a 2 faced back stabbing slut
then she wants to say shes ashamed of and refers to me as the thing
give a fuckin break
she can talk all the shit she wants about me she can call me a bitch a slut
she can talk shit about my job she can say whatever the fuck she wants cuz i dont care she aint going to tell me something i havent already heard talk your shit i hope it makes you feel like a better person i dont give a fuck about anyone who wants to talk shit about me cuz i know who my real friends are and i dont need anyone else who is goin to drag medown and make feel like shit
im glad im not going to have to see her ugly fat face anymore
its just going to be me and mike in a new apartment
its really nice i will have to put pics up its right on the beach its a one bedroom we have furniture there already and we can finally move in next week im so excited about that
well i am done writing for now just had to gt some things out
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
last night
Current mood: mellow
last night was really good. a friend came out from melbourne last night and i got to meet a really awesome chic last night- that was cool came home and they popped open the jeager and started to get even more wasted while i sat there and smoked- wedding crashers is fuckin great its so fuckin funny i laugh everytime- it was all drama free
today is going to be a long day its only 1020 right now i should be asleep still but my clock lied to me so ive been up since 8 i guess thats a good thing.
Currently listening:
Rumours
By Fleetwood Mac
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Friday, January 13, 2006
blah
Current mood: lazy
i want to write i am bored
my creativity has left the building
i know what i want to say and i wont
all i am going to say is fuck it
i dont care
i dont want to deal with the drama
im going to ignore and not sink to their level
im goingto stop now
im just high right now
wtf..i hope so much on my mind right now
i think i am going to go to work tonight its friday
im feelin lazy
ugh
Currently listening:
Dark Side of the Moon
By Pink Floyd
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Friday, January 13, 2006
no subject
Current mood: chipper
i jsut feel like writing a blog
lets see whats been up with me
my lease is up on the 31st
i got a tattoo this month
im so exited to move
i miss my cousin and my sister
(monica and candi gurl)
my cell phone is off
i get a new cell phone next week
i miss sloane shes in PA burrr i bet its cold
me and mike are doing awesome- i love him so much
i miss old friends in chicago before there was the drama and the fighting between us( you all know who you are)
im high
i move into a new apartment on the 1st!!!!!!!
allmy bills are paid for
last night was really good at work
im so blah right now its friday night
im worried about onew of my friends i havent talkedto her in a like week and she doesnt have any minutes on her phone i think im going to call a cab and go over there i miss her bunches
i dont know
tonight is going to be a good night very fufilling i can feel it i jsut know it.
Currently listening:
Aenima
By Tool
Release date: 01 October, 1996
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
laffy taffy
Category: Blogging
i just felt like writing a blog
sittin hear
eatin candy
it is good
im really bored im getting ready to
go to work
ok im done here
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Friday, January 06, 2006
dreams
Current mood: blah
Category: Blogging
i keep having these dreams at night of zombies and me running from them and trying not to get eaten and they are all weird and shit and i dont know what it means- today before i woke fom sleeping i was on a huge ass ship trapped with these zombies and im trying to find a place to hide and im running from them and they are everywhere and...wake up
WTF
i wont even call them dreams its a fuckin nightmares im having and they fuckin suck
i feel weird today out of place or body maybe even my mind who knows
alot of things have been going on today that are jsut weird or just to much for the day already its still so early i dont know i dont know....
i cant wait til the day is over and i get to come home and relax with my baby,watch a movie, and go to bed
Currently listening:
Steve Miller Band - Greatest Hits 1974-1978
By Steve Miller Band
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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hey myspace....
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Blogging
i need SUBSCRIBERS
new chapters in life and some really cool posts are going to be put here along with other websites ill post later
Currently listening:
Rebirth
By Lil Wayne
Release date: 2010-02-02
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Thursday, July 01, 2010
to people who fuck others over, bite off of peoples work and those who are 2faced!
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Life
i seen this today on facebook on someone page
call it childless but im allowed to be mad at the people that have fucked me and my man and tried to fuck my shop overtoo, and he isnt the first one but ill be damned if shit like this happens again... lying, stealing money, customers from your own shop and the list goes on
from drama our old apprentice to set facts stright he go fired! he wrote this
"simple tattoos at great prices!!! also specializing in script as low as $5.00 per letter...and for all those seeking realism, unique design and seemingly impossible work at great prices, then contact me b/c i am now promoting for one of the greatest artists in jville.. call and i'll connect you with him Mike Guinn...904-321-6980"
i wrote this to him.... "Dramas vagina is hurt cuz he got fired...for lying stealing money, and be 2 faced- which with the one BIG EYE he has he cant help but be 2 faced.id have to say go to A FU KEIN GOOD TATTOO considering they are award winning and clean and have the most laid back artists in town. not black anchor...some who first steals a name of a shop that NIKKO works at and if your referring to mike guinn whos DRUNK pretty much from the time he wakes up= sure go get tattooed from an alcoholic! hahaha it looks nice when he takes the picture but that shittt fadddessss his shit aint that good and he STEALS ideas like his old lady thats nick baxter, hes done joshua Carltons lips- nothing of his is original look at his old ladies arm and how many times has he gone over the same spots!! and that for just an example that happens alot! im so glad hes gone if he didnt leave when he did- he was going to get fired that day anyways but im sure he know that cuz DRAMA or should i say micheal merrett was such a snitch. and drama so you know yours is coming to you♥"
Currently listening:
Recovery
By Eminem
Release date: 2010-06-21
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Wednesday, June 16, 2010
this Saturday...
Current mood: excited
Category: Travel and Places
We are going to have so much fun!
Ichetucknee Springs State Park
386 497-4690
The park is open year round 8:00 a.m. till sunset.
ill be doing this and
TUBINGNOTE: To keep the Ichetucknee River pristine, NO food, drink, tobacco or disposable items may be taken on the river. NO pets are allowed on the river. Tubes can be rented from vendors outside of the park or visitors can bring their own. Tubes must be smaller than 5 feet in diameter to float freely down the natural river. Summer Season Begins the Saturday before Memorial Day through Labor Day. Three tubing options are available. 3 hour float from the North Entrance: Arrive early as we have a daily limit of 750 tubers per day at the North Entrance off CR 238. The driver of the vehicle will drop off all of the passengers and tubes at the North picnic area and drive to the South parking lot to park. During the approximately 45 minute wait, the passengers can swim in the spring, play at the playground, or picnic. A shuttle van will take only the driver from the South parking lot to the North to meet his or her party at the North picnic area. Once the driver arrives, the group may tube down the river together. You can exit the river at Dampier's Landing, a 2-1/2 hour float, with a 5 minute walk back to your vehicle; or, exit the river at the last take-out point where a tram takes you to your vehicle.Note: The last river trip is sold at 2:00 p.m. unless daily carrying capacity has been reached. The last time to enter the river at the North Entrance is 3:00 p.m.
hopefully the first 2 if not 1
HIKING/NATURE TRAILThere are three unique hiking trails located at the North Entrance of the park. Trail maps are available at the Ranger Station or information booth.Blue Hole Trail: A 1/2 mile walk through the Ichetucknee forest and cypress flood plain, which leads to Blue Hole Spring, the largest spring in the park.Trestle Point Trail: This shaded path winds along the crystal clear waters of the Ichetucknee River. The self- guided trail will take you back in time, when in the early 1900's, phosphate ore was mined in the area. Walk time is approximately 30 minutes.
I AM STOKED!!! i've never been before! oh its going to be fun!!
Currently listening:
Rebirth
By Lil Wayne
Release date: 2010-02-02
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Monday, June 14, 2010
need to find a new place to blog...
Category: Life
lots on my mind
lots to do tomorrow
24 time is flying by i dont like i dont have what i want by this time in my life
i should have more! (not my man i love and got that and i want him) its just everything
else
i should have more accomplished
and alot is going on medically with me which is stressin me out and i havent been writing poetry or anything lately in my real journal.
help.
im starting to feel really down. and i cant help it.
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Friday, May 28, 2010
miss tattoo usa
http://www.misstattoousa.com/applications/applications.htm
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
just sayin
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Blogging
SUBSCRIBE TO THIS BLOG AND FIND ME ON THESE OTHER WEBSITES AND DO THE SAME PLEASE
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www.google.com/profiles/tattoolizz
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Much love to all my boyfriend, fans, friends, and family.
MUCH LOVE
Tattoo Liz
Currently listening:
Rebirth [Deluxe Edition]
By Lil Wayne
Release date: 2010-02-02
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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
soooo
Ive started writing again feeling better to that i have
i started one of those online bloggers and also a new journal so much going thru my head
me and Bruce got brand new furniture Saturday and boy do i feel like a princess sitting on these.
i also looked at plane tickets today to go up north for Christmas this year.
i want to see my family before then thou.
i miss Cristo who went back to Madrid
life has been so freakin crazy and hectic i feel i haven't had any time to breath.
cant wait for summer and beach time for real too im going to go the beach alot more
then last year - read more draw more, make more things.
i do have to admit i lve my life and everything i have and im very grateful for my man
who is the best person in the whole world.
well im going to stop writing
and spend time with my step daughter
we are going to make cookies tonight and watch a movie on the big tv
the vampires assistant about the circus people
and maybe paint each others nails.
yours cruelly
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
what is hiding in this blog...
Current mood: understimulated
Category: Blogging
SUBSCRIBE TO MY BLOG....or this will be waiting in your closet....
Currently listening:
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 2005-10-04
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
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Monday, February 08, 2010
Love
Current mood: loved
Category: Blogging
im excited
Valentines day is near!!!
i love it and valentines comments too
lol
it is a holiday!! for those want to argue it
aint Valentine's Day[1] (commonly shortened to Valentine's Day[1][2][3]) is an annual holiday held on February 14 celebrating love and affection betweenintimate companions.[1][3] The holiday is named after one or more early Christian martyrs named Valentine and was established by Pope Gelasius I in 496 AD. It is traditionally a day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery, and sending greeting cards (known as "valentines"). The holiday first became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.
Modern Valentine's Day symbols include the heart-shaped outline, doves, and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten valentines have largely given way to mass-produced greeting cards
love [luhv] Show IPA noun, verb, loved, lov⋅ing.–noun
1.a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3.sexual passion or desire.
4.a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5.(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6.a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7.sexual intercourse; copulation.
8.(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9.affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10.strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11.the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12.the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13.Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.
14.a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.
–verb (used with object)
15.to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.
16.to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).
17.to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.
18.to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight.
19.
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Monday, January 18, 2010
more supportive
Current mood: frustrated
Category: Life
its been brought to my attention that i need to be more emotional supportive that money isnt that issue which it is not
whati dont understand or get is how to be more of an emotionally supportive girlfriend.
im thinking im lacking because i didnt have the love and support and relationships growing up .
i really need some advie to be supportive to my man and my family
any advice?
Currently listening:
Best of Cowboy Junkies
By Cowboy Junkies
Release date: 2001-08-21
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
someone is posting on the net my breast cancer donations were a scam
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
an ex employee was fired for stealing from the studio and was caught stealing from the breast cancer tattoos and is now posting on the net that it was a scam and we kept the money We sent 1700 dollars to the Donna foundation and this is the reciept we recieved.
just ask for the picture ill send it you. it hurts that people are saying this shit
He was fired the second day into and doesnt know anything about the foundation for breast cancer for what we did. please repost this so we can do this again next year and dont want people to think it was a scam or anything so we hope to see you in october for breast cancer awarness month!!!
http://www.clipsyndicate.com/video/play/..1138903
it was cool thou that i was on the news
check it out you can see a little of the shop.
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Sunday, January 10, 2010
2010 is looking good so far
Current mood: calm
Category: Life
im pretty happy so far this year
health is good
i got 2 puppies now
Tiberius and Khan(pics of Khan up soon)
im engaged
to the greatest MAN in the whole world
with a wonderful step daughter
and my shop is doing good
family and friends are great
been getting alot of stuff in the mail
getting tattooed and have alot planned for tattoos this year also!!!
im content and blessed and have no complaints
except one i wish i could see maria who is all the way in new york
but sooner then later i will see her
just trying to be a better person one day at a time
and stay on the grind and make that money
and always keep love in my heart
no matter what or who.
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Friday, January 01, 2010
Happy New Years
Current mood: happy
Category: Life
Comments and Graphics - New Year Layouts - Photobucket
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
thanksgiving blues
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
missin my family and friends
just me n bruce tomorrow
cooking a big dinner thou still
i hate the holidays
so much is going on right now
i dont know what to do
i need to get my money right
and fix the things i fucked up
ive always hated the holidays
its even harder being away from those you love most and those who are no longer with us
im thankful thou that its going to be a nice day tomorrow and i get to spend it with my baby at least and its the puppys first thanksgiving too!
im thankful for all my friends and family
and wish you all a happy thanksgiving!
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
tis the season
Current mood: bored
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
down in the dumps
Current mood: angry
Category: Life
i feel i have i have fucked up so much expecailly lately and more in the past too i feel like one BIG fuck up
in life
in past realtionships and friendships
im feeling so down and depressed lately and i dont know wh or where it is coming from
i cant sleep
all i do is stuff my face with food
i dont go out anymore cuz i have all these bills and no extra money for me to do anything
thanksgiving and christmas is coming up and im spending that alone without family
im just in the dumps right now had to let a little of whats on my mind
Currently listening:
Most Known Hits
By Three 6 Mafia
Release date: 2005-11-15
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
my horoscope today off facebook
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Elizabeth, If you are trying to have a baby, you could receive unexpected good news soon. If not, it would be an excellent idea to carefully watch your birth control. If you are single, you may be unexpectedly attracted to a potential partner who comes with a "pre-made" family.
im already with someone who has a baby
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Free breast cancer tattoos - Action News Jacksonville
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Monday, September 28, 2009
ive always loved greek mythology
Current mood: bored
Category: Blogging
2 of my cards from tarot reading
http://tarot.astrology.com/readingroom.html?a=F&r=199679415.1&curl=http://chartshop.com/scripts/runisa.dll?AO:CONVDEAL::7010,offer=7009&email=iamstatement@hotmail.com&LOOK=&OldTarotReadingId=199679415.1&CONV=7010,&isDealZero=&ice=ast%3Afreeexit%3Areading
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
attention please
Current mood: creative
please take the time to go and vote and rate me high
it would mean alot to me
thank you so much
http://www.clix4me.com/users/iamstatement
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
interesting
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
friends
show me some love
with some fan art and signs
id love love love them
they make me happy
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Monday, September 07, 2009
ATTENTION PLEASE
Current mood: excited
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
go support and vote for me
spread the word !!!!
thanks guys
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
I am
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
going to start writing again
i need to
im losin my mind
more soon
promise
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Friday, August 07, 2009
KEG PARTY TOMORROW NIGHT FOR TIMMUS
Current mood:fuck yea yer
Category: Parties and Nightlife
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tomorrow night
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Miss July
Current mood: excited
Category: Art and Photography
READ AND REPOST PLEASE!!!!
for MISS JULY
angels with ink
I NEED ALL YOUR VOTES
vote for tattoo liz
neeed all the votes i can get
please repost
and i gotta lot friends on here
show support!
can i get some help
please
need like 20+ more
not much time left
please repost this
Angels With INK
click on link and add them for me
http:../../..www...myspace...com/..beautywithink
and go leave a comment for me
in the contest album
for Miss July
spread the word
much love
tattoo liz
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Thursday, July 09, 2009
hope to see you there
Current mood: excited
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
i got a booth for this
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009
all of a sudden
Current mood: sad
this huge depression came over me and i want it to go away
i feel like shit and i dont want to do anything
i dont want to care and i just want to say fuck off i hate you to the world
so much going thru my head right now
i dont know how much longer i can keep a fake smile on
Currently listening:
Best of Cowboy Junkies
By Cowboy Junkies
Release date: 2001-08-21
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Sunday, July 05, 2009
sex and the city
Current mood:stoked
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Kim Cattrall Confirms There Will Be a Sex in the City 2 Yes, ladies- proving that you will never have enough of the 4 of these stiletto-wearing, man bashing, and cosmopolitan-sipping ladies- there will be a sequel to the original SATC movie. There were mixed reviews for part 1. Some felt as they had hit the proverbial chick-flick jackpot, but some were disappointed. There were some women that said that the plot felt a bit forced, and the story wasn’t quite as consuming as the series. Well, they have a second chance to prove themselves to these particular critics, but this will be their last chance. Unless this one hits the nail on the head- some movie goers may simply throw in the towel. I think that women really want more of the series back. They want New York City, the Big Apple, and all of the glory that comes along with her. The café’s, the shopping, the taxicabs, and Ms. Liberty herself. It’s just hard to imagine watching the show with 3 of the women now being married. Will Samantha (the only single one left) now become the main character? I think a serious twist needs to be presented
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
beautiful
Current mood: artistic
Category: Travel and Places
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
feelin blue
Current mood: blah
Category: Life
i guess just in the slumps
alot is going thru my mind so much going on
my gmas birthday is this month along with my best friend
and i miss them both dearly and wish i could see them
doing a photoshoot i think this weekend/sunday/monday
thanks to my friends liz n sarah love you guys
and thanks to those who have been making me things on myspace it cheers me i love em
KEEP EM coming lol
things are going to get better ill be back at work n school soon
waiting for my laptop my gma bought god she is so great!
theres pics of here in my fam album
its been awhile since ive wrote a blog
need to write another letter to my cuzzo
while shes in pin. i love her so much too.
and im going to try to write some poems a short stories i need to get back into that
maybe thats why im blue
i havent wrote as much as i used to
i dont know
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Currently listening:
Greatest Hits
By The Notorious B.I.G.
Release date: 2007-03-06
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
Angels With Ink
Current mood: excited
ANGELS WITH INK
need like 20 more
and i gotta lot friends on here
can i get some help
please
need like 20+ more
need your support
not much time left
please repost this
Angels With INK
click on link and add them for me
http:../../..www...myspace...com/..beautywithink
and go leave a comment for me
in the contest album
for Miss June
spread the word
much love
tattoo liz
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
friends please read and do this favor for me
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Art and Photography
go to
www.myspace.com/beautywithink
add em
and go to
the calender album
and vote for me
yours truely
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
*read this*
Current mood: tired
badass pics up from
420 weekend
and my birthday party
7 more days til my birthday april 30
i'll be
Dub Twa
(23)
i cant wait
im countin down
Currently listening:
Curtain Call
By Eminem
Release date: 2005-12-06
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
april 16th update
Current mood: excited
he has just offered to pay for an airline ticket
for MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD( who moved to new york from cocoa beach shes my ying to my yang .) to come see me this weekend for my birthday party
i hope she can find a baby sitter thats the only thing right now before i press send to purchase the ticket
im in tears so happy !!!!!
baby mama you gotta come!!!!!
bruce i love you so much
your the best
i love you
i love you
i love you
this is the best present in the whole world!!!!!
keep my fingeres crossed that things work out ill know later around 7
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
damn
Current mood: chill
Category: Blogging
i need a new journal. ive just finished yet other one. im lost without my writing.
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
hey guys
you should subscribe to these blogs of mine
wink wink
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
jacksonville
Current mood: bored
jacksonville
SUCKS!
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Monday, April 13, 2009
My God Daughter
Current mood: happy
Category: Music
get it girl
i love you and miss you bunches!
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
birthday party!!!
Current mood: excited
Category: Parties and Nightlife
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Friday, March 20, 2009
damn
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
dude
REHAB is going to be here tomorrow in jacksonville
18 in advance
20 day of the show
oh iwant to go so bad
i freakin love them
ive been listening to them before they got big!
i hope i can go!
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 2008-07-15
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i dont know whats wrong with me
Current mood:fuck you
im stress
feel like crying or blowing and slamming something into someones face
just stressing
things wil lget better
FUCK
Queen of Coins
Traditionally, representing the energy of a Queen, this feminine
guardian is endowed with enormous good sense and problem solving
energy, but she is not particularly entrepreneurial. She loves to
advise, encourage, and empower those she gets involved with, studying
their problems with them and setting them up to solve them.
Traditionally, she was pictured as the Sibyl or Oracle, perhaps a Tarot
reader, who made herself available to people in need, no matter what
their social class or situation. In modern times, she will be found
educating, healing, managing disaster aid programs or a charitable
drive of some sort.
In every case, she does not see the
benefits that exist in her life as belonging solely to her. She feels
the needs of her people and will spend freely of her time, energy,
skills, money to see that nobody is left out. For this, and because she
likes to work in an atmosphere of beauty, enjoyment and abundance, she
is sometimes accused of being extravagant. But she works hard, and she
sees no reason to deny herself the rewards of a job well done. Everyone
who comes in contact with her feels enriched by her enjoyment in living.
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Saturday, February 28, 2009
as my years past
Current mood:ive got things to do
Category: Blogging
fuck. its been awhile since i wrote one of these....jeez
im pissed i feel like screamin sometimes
i keep my smile on my face just so people dont ask me any questions. i hate the words:whats wrong: :are you ok: just let me deal with it
let me figure it out first then i might tell you
things just keep building up small thngs big things
its pissing me off
things are coming up missing
people talk shit
but not to my face
oh no but when they are not around or when they move or
just the simple fact they DONT HAVE THE BALLS TO DO IT!
im missin my family so much to right now
my other auntie, sarah just passed away.
getting older sucks and living SO FAR away from them even sucks more.
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Check out this event: 2009 Jacksonville Tattoo Convention
Hosted By:
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When:
Friday, September 11, 2009
Where:
Wyndham Riverwalk
1515 Prudential Dr.
Jacksonville, FL
32207
Description:
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
please pass on
from jan 1st to the 15th
click on this link
http://myspace.com/bcrazisbowtique
and add them
and
please vote for
Me - Elizabeth
and
Ms.
Bettie
in the model contest
thanks bunches
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
old friends
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
i miss them
you know the ones that you could stay up and talk for hours to, you'd do everything with them you experience things with for the first time. and then the years past and see or get in touch with them again
how times fly
things change
i miss the innocence of being a child and a teenager
i miss my old friends.
you know who you are .
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Saturday, December 20, 2008
to my friends
Current mood: artistic
click on this link
http://myspace.com/bcrazisbowtique
and add them
and
please vote for me in the model contest
thanks bunches
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
R.I.P
Current mood: sad
Pop Icon Pin-Up Bettie Page Dies at 85
Associated Press
December 11, 2008
LOS ANGELES - Bettie Page, a 1950s pinup model who helped set the stage for the 1960s sexual revolution, has died.
She was 85.
Her agent Mark Roesler says Page died Thursday night at a Los Angeles hospital after suffering a heart attack nine days ago.
He says she never regained consciousness.
Page attracted national attention with magazine photographs of her sensuous figure in bikinis and see-through lingerie that quickly were tacked up on walls across the country.
Her photos included a centerfold in the January 1955 issue of then-fledgling Playboy magazine, as well as controversial sadomasochistic poses.
Roesler says Page had been hospitalized for three weeks with pneumonia and was about to be released when she had the heart attack on Dec. 2.
R.I.P.
Bettie Page, the brunet pinup queen with a shoulder-length pageboy hairdo and kitschy bangs whose saucy photos helped usher in the sexual revolution of the 1960s, has died. She was 85.
Page, whose later life was marked by depression, violent mood swings and several years in a state mental institution, died Thursday night at Kindred Hospital in Los Angeles, where she had been on life support since suffering a heart attack Dec. 2, according to her agent, Mark Roesler.
A cult figure, Page was most famous for the estimated 20,000 4-by-5-inch black-and-white glossy photographs taken by amateur shutterbugs from 1949 to 1957. The photos showed her in high heels and bikinis or negligees, bondage apparel -- or nothing at all.
Decades later, those images inspired biographies, comic books, fan clubs, websites, commercial products -- Bettie Page playing cards, dress-up magnet sets, action figures, Zippo lighters, shot glasses -- and, in 2005, a film about her life and times, "The Notorious Bettie Page."
Then there are the idealized portraits of her naughty personas -- Nurse Bettie, Jungle Bettie, Voodoo Bettie, Banned in Boston Bettie, Maid Bettie, Crackers in Bed Bettie -- memorialized by such artists as Olivia de Berardinis.
"I'll always paint Bettie Page," De Berardinis said Thursday night . "But truth be told, it took me years to understand what I was looking at in the old photographs of her. Now I get it. There was a passion play unfolding in her mind. What some see as a bad-girl image was in fact a certain sensual freedom and play-acting - it was part of the fun of being a woman."
"The origins of what captures the imagination and creates a particular celebrity are sometimes difficult to define," Playboy magazine founder Hugh Hefner said Thursday night. "Bettie Page was one of Playboy magazine's early Playmates, and she became an iconic figure, influencing notions of beauty and fashion. Then she disappeared. . . . Many years later, Bettie resurfaced and we became friends. Her passing is very sad."
In an interview 2 1/2 years ago, Hefner described Page's appeal as "a combination of wholesome innocence and fetish-oriented poses that is at once retro and very modern."
According to her agents at CMG Worldwide, Page's official website, www.BettiePage.com, has received about 600 million hits over the last five years.
"Bettie Page captured the imagination of a generation of men and women with her free spirit and unabashed sensuality," said Roesler, chairman of the Indianapolis-based CMG Worldwide, who was at Page's side when she died. "She was a dear friend and a special client and one of the most beautiful and influential women of the 20th century."
A religious woman in her later life, Page was mystified by her influence on modern popular culture. "I have no idea why I'm the only model who has had so much fame so long after quitting work," she said in an interview with The Times in 2006.
She had one request for that interview: that her face not be photographed.
"I want to be remembered," she said, "as I was when I was young and in my golden times. . . . I want to be remembered as the woman who changed people's perspectives concerning nudity in its natural form."
Bettie Mae Page was born April 22, 1923, in Nashville. She was the oldest girl among Roy and Edna Page's six children. Her father, an auto mechanic, "molested all three of his daughters," Page said in the interview.
Her parents divorced in 1933, but life didn't get any easier for Bettie.
"All I ever wanted was a mother who paid attention to me," Page recalled. "She didn't want girls. She thought we were trouble. When I started menstruating at 13, I thought I was dying because she never taught me anything about that."
After high school, Page earned a teaching credential. But her career in the classroom was short-lived. "I couldn't control my students, especially the boys," she said.
She tried secretarial work and marriage. But by 1948 she had divorced a violent husband and fled to New York City, where she enrolled in acting classes. She was noticed on the beach at Coney Island by New York police officer and amateur photographer Jerry Tibbs, who introduced her to camera clubs.
Page quickly became a sought-after model, attracting the attention of Irving Klaw and his sister, Paula, who operated a mail-order business specializing in cheesecake and bondage poses.
Under contract with the Klaws, Page was photographed prancing around with a whip, spanking other women, even being hog-tied. She also appeared in 8-millimeter "loops" and feature-length peekaboo films with titles like "Betty Page in High Heels."
"I had lost my ambition and desire to succeed and better myself; I was adrift," Page recalled. "But I could make more money in a few hours modeling than I could earn in a week as a secretary."
Her most professional photographs were taken in 1955 by fashion photographer Bunny Yeager. They included shots of Page nude and frolicking in waves and deep-sea fishing, and a January 1955 Playboy centerfold of her winking under a Santa Claus cap.
At 35, Page walked away from it all. She quit modeling and moved to Florida, where she married a much younger man whose passions, she later learned, were watching television and eating hamburgers.
Page fled from her home in tears after a dispute on New Year's Eve in 1959. Down the street, she noticed a white neon sign over a little white church with its door open.
After quietly taking a seat in the back, she had a born-again experience. Page immersed herself in Bible studies and served as a counselor for the Billy Graham Crusade.
In 1967, she married for a third time. After that marriage ended in divorce 11 years later, Page plunged into a depression marked by violent mood swings. She argued with her landlady and attacked her with a knife. A judge found her innocent by reason of insanity but sentenced her to 10 years in a California mental institution.
She was released in 1992 from Patton State Hospital in San Bernardino County to find that she had unwittingly become a pop-culture icon. A movie titled "The Rocketeer" and the comic book that inspired it contained a Bettie-esque character, triggering a revival, among women as well as men, that continues unabated.
With the help of admirers including Hefner, Page finally began receiving a respectable income for her work.
In an interview published in Playboy magazine in 2007, Page expressed mixed feelings about her achievements. "When I turned my life over to the lord Jesus I was ashamed of having posed in the nude," she said. "But now, most of the money I've got is because I posed in the nude. So I'm not ashamed of it now. But I still don't understand it."
She spent most of her final years in a one-bedroom apartment, reading the Bible, listening to Christian and country tunes, watching westerns on television, catching up on diet and exercise regimens or sometimes perusing secondhand clothing stores.
Occasionally, however, Page was persuaded to visit the Sunset Boulevard penthouse offices of her agents at CMG Worldwide to autograph pinups of herself in the post-World War II years of her prime. The agency controls her image and those of Marilyn Monroe and Princess Diana, among others.
During one such event in early 2006, Page needed about 10 minutes to get through the 10 letters of her name. As she pushed her pen over a portrait of her in a negligee with an ecstatic smile, she laughed and said, "My land! Is that supposed to be me? I was never that pretty."
She is survived by her brother Jack Page of Nashville and sister Joyce Wallace of Blairsville, Ga.
Sahagun is a Times staff writer.
louis.sahagun@latimes.com
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
R.I.P pretty Nic
Current mood: sad
Nick Sloan aka "Pretty Nic" passed away in his sleep Tuesday December 16th. A longtime rep for Tattooed Kingpin and a salesman for Philadelphia Eddies 621 Tattoo. He will be greatly missed by many.
Funeral Arrangments will be
Saturday December 20th 9:30 AM at
Notre Dame de Lourdes
1000 Fairview Rd
Swarthmore, PA 19081
He will be missed.
For Those Of You Who Haven't Heard Pretty Nic ( Mark Sloan ) Passed Yesterday. For What Reason We Are Not Sure Of. Nic Was Part Of The Philly Eddie Tattoo Family And The Imperial Dragon Family. Nic Was One Of Our Piecers. Nic Will Be Very Missed . I Just Like To Give My Heart Out To His Family And Tattooed Family . Nic Was One Of My Best Friends And Will Never Be Forgotten. Be Safe My Friend For You Will Always Be In Our Hearts..
if you didnt know him ( or if you did then you know)he was a spunky, funny, unique person. his time was short here but the moments spent with him were great he will stay in my memories and my heart. we had alot of good times at conventions gettin tattooed trading clothes haha with each other ive lost a good friend ...and it sucks...you were loved by alot and you will be missed dearly.
Currently listening:
Aenima
By Tool
Release date: 1996-10-01
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Saturday, December 06, 2008
keg party
Current mood: crunk
KEG PARTY TONIGHT MY PLACE
beer pong
...
fun
alcohol
beer
chicks
green
haha
bryb
music
no cops to shut us down
we can do whateva we want
so BRING YOUR ASS
there is going to be a STORM TRPOOER AS WELL HERE!
write me
im at the house here
call me
if you got my number
for directions
and what not
Currently listening:
The Final Tic
By Crucial Conflict
Release date: 1996-07-02
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Monday, December 01, 2008
issues?
Current mood: crushed
subscribe
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
bottled emotions
Depression is nourished by a lifetime of ungrieved and unforgiven hurts
I'm hurt all the time.
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me...
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me
things have to change
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Trashed
Current mood: sad
my old house when i lived in Clay City Illinois
Trashed
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
family
Current mood: sad
>my aunt Virgina, my grandma, my aunt sarah they are sisters
lots been on my mind i have an aunt virginia that is really sick she been diagonosed with liver,colon, and rectal cancer, now its spreadin thru her body and they other day she fell and now there is blood going to her head, she can bearly speak and is hardly eating its hitting her all at once and i hope and prey that she fets better , but whats a life of suffering, shes a strong women i think she fight this i hope . i seen her recently a few months ago which was really good, ive had great times with her shes a great aunt both of them my aunt sarah has lung cancer to and shes also fighting it it kills me to see them this way but i have the best family i think in the world and they have done so much for me, its sucks how things hit you and changes so much so fast im grateful for all the holidays and birthdays,and reunions, and hopefully many more to come , all i can say is she is in my heart and im wishing the best for her.
you never know what can happen to family or friends, call them ,write them , hug them. life isnt forever
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
you read
Current mood: blessed
Category: Life
subscribe to it
give me your inputs and comments
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
a lil bit about me SO TRUE
Current mood: bored
Category: Blogging
i do love being me!!
Taurus THE BULL is the sign of the builder, and the earth we stand on
Taureans are extremely faithful, with a strong need for security and a settled routine. Although they are very earthy, they can also be highly romantic and sensitive when it comes to love
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Symbol: The Bull
Ruling Planet: Venus
Element: Earth Cross/Quality: Fixed
Group: Emotional House Ruled: Second
Polarity: Negative Opposite Sign: Scorpio
Favorable Colors: Green & Brown Lucky Gem: Emerald
Key Body Part: Neck/ Throat Period: April 20 - May 20
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Chinese Horoscopes Counterpart: the Snake
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Basic Profile:
conservative, sensible, responsible, meticulous, artistic, loyal consistent, dependable, generous, physically strong, sexual, but can be rigid, stubborn, selfish, suspicious, hot-tempered
Famous Taureans:
Audrey Hepburn, Charlotte Bronte, Cher, Frank Capra, Bono, Billy Joel, Michelle Pfeiffer, Barbra Streisand, Benjamin Spock, Sigmund Freud, Katharine Hepburn, Stevie Wonder, Jerry Seinfeld, Queen Elizabeth II, Bing Crosby, Candice Bergen, William Shakespeare, Adolf Hitler
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The bright side
Taurus has a patient, grounded and reliable personality. People know where they are with a Taurean, unless they go too far! The Taurean is also warm and sensual, with an appreciation of the fine things in life. Taurus is motivated by a need for security, this sign is good for business matters and can be trusted to carry things through with absolute care. As an earth sign Taurus values the environment and will do everything possible to preserve it, even if that only extends to their immediate surroundings.
Practical, reliable, patient, persistent, solid, determined, industrious, strong willed, sensuous, affectionate, warm hearted, trustworthy
The dark side
Unfortunately the Taurean personality can be so committed to self preservation and so cautious in their approach to matters that they can become tedious and boring! Many people seem prepared to brave this tedious behaviour for an evening of fine food and wine that will always appear at Taurean dinner parties. Taureans at their best are typically strong and silent, but often appear ignorant and wilfully obstinate to others.
Lazy, possessive, self-indulgent, dull, inflexible, unoriginal, unimaginative, greedy, stubborn, resentful, hidebound by routine
You are most compatible with
Leo - extremely loving.
Taurus - well suited.
Capricorn - terrific. i date one one now!
Pisces - charming.
Absolutely no chance!
Gemini - not a success.
Sagittarius - very rocky.
Aquarius - too stubborn.
Your opposite sign
is Scorpio
Venus
In Roman mythology, Venus was the daughter of Jupiter and Dione, the Greek equivalent is Aphrodite, the goddess of love and beauty. In other cultures, she has a more sinister role particularly in Mayan mythology.
Here she is associated with the rain-god Chac, or the Aztec Tlaloc, god of rain and disaster. Human sacrifice was part of the ritualistic element associated with this and decisions on when to do battle were timed to the cycles of Venus and Jupiter.
The plumed serpent god, Quetalcoatl was identified with Venus. He is depicted on his rising throwing the spears of his dazzling rays and impaling his enemies.
However, we understand the symbolism of this planet to be feminine, representing love, relationships, healing and creativity. The mythical Venus was able to renew her virginity any time she liked, simply by bathing, so she was able to use her seductive charms on whoever she wished, god or mortal.
I love gore and blood and anything horror
i love my family and friends to death
i love dressing up and being pretty..what girl doesn't.
i love to draw and take pictures and model
I LOVE ART, PAINTINGS, AND TATTOOS
I'm a collector in all kind of things.
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Currently listening:
Greatest Hits '93-'03
By 311
Release date: 2004-06-08
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
saw this on the internet- interesting but you decide
Current mood: okay
im not bein racist or judgemental but this was a good read and dont know
I hope there will be change
White Guilt is Dead
This is not just some sore-loser, Obama-bashing, swift-boat rant; it's a
sarcastic mandate to blacks to "get over it."
Look at my fellow conservatives! There they go, glumly shuffling along,
depressed by the election aftermath. Not me, I'm virtually euphoric.
Don't get me wrong.I'm not thrilled with America's flirtation with
neo-socialism.But there's a massive silver lining in those magical clouds
that lofted Barack Obama to the Presidency.For today, without a shred of
intellectually legitimate opposition, I can loudly proclaim to America: the
Era of White Guilt is over.
This seemingly impossible event occurred because the vast majority of white
Americans didn't give a fluff about skin color, and enthusiastically pulled
the voting lever for a black man. Not just any black man.A very liberal
black man who spent his early career race-hustling banks, praying in a
racist church for 20 years, and actively working with America-hating
domestic terrorists.Wow, some resume! Yet they made Barack Obama their
leader.
Therefore, as of Nov 4th, 2008, white guilt is dead.For over a century, the
millstone of white guilt hung around our necks, retribution for slave-owning
predecessors.In the 60's, American liberals began yanking that millstone
while sticking a fork in the eye of black Americans, exacerbating the racial
divide to extort a socialist solution.
But if a black man can become President, exactly what significant barrier is
left? The election of Barack Obama absolutely destroys the entire validation
of liberal white guilt. The dragon is hereby slain.
So today, I'm feeling a little "uppity," if you will.From this day forward,
my tolerance level for having my skin color hustled is now exactly ZERO.
And it's time to clean house.No more Reverend Wright's "God Damn
America," Al Sharpton's Church of Perpetual Victimization, or Jesse
Jackson's rainbow racism. Cornell West? You're a fraud. Go home.All those
black studies" programs that taught kids to hate whitey? You must now thank
whitey. And I want that on the final.
Congressional Black Caucus? Irrelevant. Maxine Waters? Shut up.ACORN?
Outlawed. Black Panthers? Go home and pet your kitty.Black separatists?
Find another nation that offers better dreams. Go ahead. I'm waiting.
Gangsta rappers? Start praising America.Begin with the Pledge of Allegiance
And please . . . No more Ebonics.Speak English and who knows where you
might end up? Oh, yeah . . . Pull up your pants. Your underwear is showing.
You look stupid.
To those Eurosnots who forged entire careers hating America? I'm still
waiting for the first black French President.
And let me offer an equal opportunity whooping.I've always despised lazy
white people. Now, I can talk smack about lazy black people.You're poor
because you quit school, did drugs, had three kids with three different
fathers, and refuse to work.So when you plop your Colt 45-swilling,
Oprah-watchin' butt on the couch and complain "Da Man is keepin' me down,"
allow me to inform you: Da Man is now black. You have no excuses.
No more quotas. No more handouts.No more stealing my money because someone
s great-great-great-great grandparents suffered actual pain and misery at
the hands of people I have no relation to, and personally revile.
It's time to toss that massive, obsolete race-hustle machine upon the heap
of the other stupid 60's ideas.Drag it over there, by wife swapping, next
to dope smoking. Plenty of room right between "free love" and cop killing.
Careful . . . Don't trip on "streaking". There ya go, don't be gentle.Just
dump it. Wash your hands. It's filthy.
In fact, Obama's ascension created a gargantuan irony.How can you sell
class envy and American unfairness when you and your black wife went to Ivy
League schools, got high-paying jobs, became millionaires, bought a mansion,
and got elected President? How unfair is that? Now, like a delicious O'Henry
tale, Obama's spread-the-wealth campaign rendered itself moot by it's own
victory! America is officially a meritocracy.Obama's election has validated
American conservatism!
So, listen carefully . . .Wham! That's the sound of my foot kicking the
door shut on the era of white guilt.The rites have been muttered, the
carcass lowered, dirt shoveled, and tombstone erected.White guilt is dead
and buried.
However, despite my glee, there's apparently one small, rabid bastion of
American racism remaining. Black Americans voted 98% for Barack Obama.
Hmmm . . .In a color-blind world, shouldn't that be 50-50? Tonight, every
black person should ask forgiveness for their apparent racism and prejudice
towards white people. Maybe it's time to start spreading the guilt around.
Tom Adkins is the publisher of CommonConservative. com
"Duty is ours, results are God's." – John Quincy Adams
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
my new dress
Current mood: excited
i cant wait to get it and wear it!
Currently listening:
Biz Markie - Greatest Hits
By Biz Markie
Release date: 2002-05-21
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
he bought me a mood ring
Current mood: pretty
im dark blue
Black - Stressed, Cold, Uptight, Tense
Brown - Nervous, Anxious, Puzzled
Red - Energized, Restless, Distracted
Amber - Hopeful, Mixed Emotions, Unpredictable
Green - Amused, Upbeat, Cheerful
Blue - Relaxed, Calm, Love, Tranquil
Dark Blue / Purple - Passionate, Hot, Excited
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Friday, October 17, 2008
zombie walk info
Current mood: excited
Hosted By: Jacksonville Zombie Walk
When: Sunday Oct 26, 2008
at 2:00 PM
Where Downtown Jacksonville
Registration at London Bridge
Jacksonville, FL 32202
United States
Description:
Jacksonville Zombie Walk
Zombie Day 2008
October, 26th 2008
World Zombie Day will be a day when all fans of zombie culture can join together. There will be an international charity event done throughout the cities involved to help alleviate world hunger, and this will be a first. Read more.
THE WALK
Where: Downtown Jacksonville, begins and ends at London Bridge 100 E Adams St.
When: Registration begins at 2pm, the Walk will begin at 3pm. Please do not wait until 3pm to arrive! We have to have everyone signed in and all food collected before we can begin. The walk will last about an hour.
Cost: Free. We do ask that each member of the undead bring a non-perishable food item.
Benefits: The Second Harvest Food Bank
Ages: All ages welcome.
Dress code: Zombie!
Additional Info: Please review Zombie Etiquette.
We will be one of 50 cities joining together for World Zombie Day.
Please make sure you sign in so that we may be counted towards the world record for largest zombie gathering! Spread the word so we can make Jacksonville one of the highest contributing cities!
THE AFTER PARTY
Where: 9th & Main
When: Doors open Immediately following the walk. Show starts 6pm.
What: Lazarus (Cocoa Beach), Deado (Gainesville), Angel Spawn (Jax) and DJ SuZi-Rok.
Drink specials, zombie karaoke, contests and giveways!
Cost: $5
Ages: 18 & up.
Dress code: Zombie!
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
vent
Category: Life
im sick of the overwhelming feeling i get everyday
im sick of feeling im not doing the right thing
im scared im becoming unhappy
i hate all these fucking bills ( who doesn't)
i miss my family
i miss Maria
i want to go to the beach more
i want to SCREAM.
shoulda had my shit together when my feet were on the ground
i want to be where i feel so good that no one can bring me down
and feel like this everyday
need to do for ME
FUCK YOU HATERZ
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
Bloody Mary Legend
Current mood: weird
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Who can forget the scary story of Bloody Mary, the evil spirit who will scratch your eyes out when summoned? Most people heard the Bloody Mary legend when they were children, listening to spooky ghost stories around the campfire. The tale is still told at slumber parties, campouts, and late-night bonfire parties.
The legend claims that the evil woman can be summoned by chanting "Bloody Mary" into a mirror anywhere from three to one-hundred times in a darkened room lit only by a candle. (Thirteen seems to be the most popular number of chants, appropriately so.) The bathroom is the most popular setting to test out the legend, but other dark rooms seem applicable.
After the given amount of chants, the spirit will then appear in a mirror and claw your eyes out and death will follow. Other variations have her driving you insane or pulling you into the mirror, never to be seen again.
Who Bloody Mary really is remains a mystery. While there are many versions of this story, most accounts point to a woman named Mary Worth, who was horribly disfigured in a car crash. Some people still tell of a witch who was burned at the stake and has returned for revenge, or it may be the devil himself who comes for your soul.
The Bloody Mary Legend saw some rising popularity with a variation of the story in the 1992 movie "Candyman" that used the idea for it's plot. When the characters chanted "Candyman" in the mirror 5 times, he would appear and murder them with his hook hand. I found this movie terrifying! Although I can say that as an adult I generally don't have any nightmares from horror movies, this one I remember vividly -- waking up in a cold sweat, and trying to not to fall back asleep.
The movie "Urban Legends" was released in 1999 and borrows the Bloody Mary myth once again, for one of it's stories. There's no doubt, the horrific tale will appear again, perhaps in yet another version with a different twist.
While you may think you're safe from mean ole Bloody Mary, think again... Legend has it that if you are near a mirror in total darkness, she can still come for you, regardless of whether or not you're trying to call for her.
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Check out this event: Jacksonville’s World Zombie Day Zombie Walk
Hosted By: Jacksonville Zombie Walk
When: Sunday Oct 26, 2008
at 2:00 PM
Where Downtown Jacksonville
Registration at London Bridge
Jacksonville, FL 32202
United States
Description:
Jacksonville Zombie Walk
Click Here To View Event
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
tear you apart
Current mood: crunk
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Wednesday, October 08, 2008
mydebates.org
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Saturday, October 04, 2008
Manhatten
i want to go so bad
cant wait till i do
ney york needs to watch out
when me and my baby mama take it over
lol
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Thursday, October 02, 2008
family
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
i wish it was like it used to
WTF is going on
from my parents to my aunts to my cousins
all different things
i just WANT it all to go back the way it was
if great grandma was here with us still (r.ip) she wouldnt be having this
i miss my family so much
i miss alot of things why cant it get better
them get better
i feel selfish that im here
and not near them.
Currently listening:
Weezer (Green Album)
By Weezer
Release date: 2001-05-15
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008
the milk man
Current mood: imaginative
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008
hmmmm some costume ideas
doll- i havecostumes to show loater for that one wink wink
Ice Queen
"Spike your hair when it's up in a clip and hair spray it till its really hard. Then you can put baby powder it in so it's white or you can put sparkles or both. Powder your face and put body glitter where you think it would look nice. Wear a long white dress. (Any thrift store has them if you don't) and put sparkles on that. Believe me it looks great!
Pair of Dice
"Paint a cardboard box white and put black dots on it like a die. If you are going with a partner use another box and you both can be a set of dice.
Accident Victim
"Wear torn clothes. Wrap arm and leg in bandages. Add some fake blood. Use fake skin to make a huge welt on his head, draw a butter knife through it to make a cut and add more blood. You can also use a single layer of Kleenex tissue and Vaseline petroleum jelly to make skin look burned and blistered.
Robot
Use a box for the body, vent tubing from a dryer to make the arms. Add gloves and spray everything with silver paint. Use Grey face paint and top with a veggie strainer for a helmet."
so many ideas
so many options we will see its not haloween yet!
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
i stole this from ghost
Current mood: artistic
not his art but like he said damn lol
click it to see it bigger
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
my emotions today
Current mood: vehement
Category: Life
because i feel like i want to blow the world up i feel like ive contridicted myself in so many ways i feel my heart is being ripped out and pissed on. people are harsh and have a fucked up view on reality but whoss the dumb one ME. and you know the only person that i should give two shits about is myelf apperntly im just a fuck up. my priorities aint in order but I am on 22 let me grow up over night...right. i feel so mad and hate torwards myself i feel stupid . what am i doing with my life. there is so much going on in my head i want to break things and scream and just oooo. you have no clue
im a thousand miles away from the majority of my family away 200 miles from my dad 200 miles fro mall my friends in cocoabeach over about 800 miles from my best friend
jacksonville sucks the people suck the beach ( evewn thou ive seen one time sucks) im here for one reason and one reason only and it semms like that reson dont want me around sometimes.
i feel like i am missing somethin in my life i dont know maybe im upset that all my friends are having babies and getting married not that i want that righ t now but one day inkow i will and it shows how im getting older by the day and not any younger.
im sorry im venting actually im not sorry im venting i dont care im allowed to be mad. think what you will .
you dont think im sick of the bullshit too?
Currently listening:
King
By T.I.
Release date: 2006-03-28
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I am
I am
doll parts
doll hands
and
doll hearts
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
ticking like a time bomb
will you guys please take the time and vote
for me on moli even if it takes 2 seconds longer to sign up and vote for me
by leaving comments underneath my pictures
thank you bunches
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and add me ass a friend on there to leave a comment
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
open your eyes
and you WILL see the bigger picture
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
subsrcibe to my blogs
Current mood: thankful
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
http://miss.hightimes.com/I_RATER/?i=3239
go vote for the biggest stoner you know
lol
you guys rock
Currently listening:
Devin the Dude
By Devin the Dude
Release date: 1998-06-16
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Monday, September 22, 2008
to my friends
Current mood: focused
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
please go vote and leave comments and sign up if you have you have to
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http://www.inkedmag.com/
you guys rock
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
i was an only spoiled as an only child and im spoiled today
Current mood:dreaming
busy me
a busy bee
a social butterfly
working the tattoo industry
wanting to always make and draw and write and paint things
learn so much go to school for so much
travel the world and see new things and meet great people
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Monday, September 15, 2008
well for me
Current mood: selective
I'm going to be a busy body
Ive got a lot i want to do and make and draw and craft and also of course work and do a lot of things around the outside like maybe a garden.
i also have to get some picture taken too. jeez
hopefully things will work out as i hope they will
keeping my fingers crossed
had a great convention
made great friends saw great people i haven't seen in awhile
id have to say i needed that but not its time to get busy
her at home and at the shop.
sooooo.lets just hope things work out good.
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Sunday, September 07, 2008
erk
Current mood: angry
i am so mad right now
i cant get away from people trying to act liike me
seriously thats how i feel
where the fuck did my individuality go
i hate it when people take my ideas and
do things the way i do things
WTF
i guess i need to just take it as a compliment
cuz fuckheads and bitches aint going to stop
how do i taste since you cant get me out your mouth.
Currently listening:
Graffiti The World
By Rehab
Release date: 2008-07-15
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
i want this
i want this game and i really like this song
http://www. youtube. com/watch?v=098uZkHk_nE
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Monday, August 25, 2008
eck
Current mood: anxious
Category: Life
i hate having to pack for things i always forget something lol
need to do it in advance got some cute skirts and dresses and jeans and some new clothes
shoes.
lol
i have to do my hiar tomorrow time for a touch up on it to look fresh and clean
look so fly
dont want to forget my make up and also my meds and some things im trying to get finished tht im makin to set up at the GQ booth and
for like the millionth time really excited to be able to work the convention
and see alot of my friends and GQs i havent seen IN FOREVER!
ill be in O-Town thursday
be ready here i come.
its going to be fun.
Currently listening:
Kala
Release date: 2007-08-21
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Monday, August 25, 2008
tried and true
Current mood: crunk
Category: Life
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
i thoght that i heard you laughing
so much on my mind
i just want to pour it all out but thats how i get hurt
its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
im excited for this convention its going to be fun.
Currently listening:
Odelay
By Beck
Release date: 1996-06-18
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
from yesterday night
Category: Life
i hate this rain my power keeps jumpin in and out
so im writing this on note pad right now on the laptop
hope the power comes on soon before this dies
fuckin weather
so much is going thru my mind im gettin older i can tell
i dont know what i want in life right now
i do know im really thinking about hair school and paul mitchell
sent me a letter but im going to look into redkin school maybe who knows
ive been trying to get back into drawing again
im my own worst critic thats for sure.
im excited about the conventions i sure hope everything works out so i can go!
Jacksonville is so gay sometimes
i miss the beach i need to go more
wow the wind is strong its shakin my house yay im going to blow away lol
i so wanted to watch adult swim power come back on NOW! lol
it sucks getting older and it goes by alot faster now....
i wonder what the future holds
for me.
well i guess thats all im going to ramble on for now.
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
id love it
Category: Blogging
if you subscribed to my blogs
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Friday, August 22, 2008
little things in life make me happy
Current mood: happy
Category: Life
i made inked girl of the day again
http://ww.inkedmag.com/
i got a convention im going to in a week and another one right after that
im excited and happy to be seeing all my GQs and friends and all the artists!
hopefully i can get tattooed while im there i got some tats i want to enter into the convnetion and im getting some work done on me now to here before i go!
so happy
its going to be a blast!
Currently listening:
Rid of Me
By PJ Harvey
Release date: 1993-05-04
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
lyrics to a great song
Current mood:im alive
Category: Music
I'll fly like a paper get high like planes
If you catch me at the border I got visas in my name
If you come around here i'll make em all day
I'll get one done in a second if you wait 9 [x2]
Sometimes I think sitting on trains
Every stop I get to i'm clocking that game
Everyone's a winner, we're making our fame
Bonafide hustler making my name [x2]
Chorus:
All I wanna do is
And a
And take your money [x4]
Pirate skulls and bones
Sticks and stones and weed and bombs
Running when we hit em
A leathal poison for the system [x2]
No one on the corner had swagger like us
Hit me on the bunner
Pre paid wireless
We pack and deliver like ups trucks
Already going hell
Just pumping that gas [x2]
Chorus:
All I wanna do is
And a
And take your money [x4]
M.I.A
A third world democracy
I got more records than the K.G.B
No funny business
Some some some-a some I murder
Some-a some I let go (x2)
Chorus:
All I wanna do is
And a
And take your money[x4]
Currently listening:
Kala
Release date: 2007-08-21
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Monday, August 18, 2008
high times
please go vote and give me a 10
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
Jax tattoo convnetion
Current mood: stoked
Category: Life
**Schedule of events**
Thursday, September 11
* 6:00PM-10:00PM: Early registration/ Exhibitor registration and setup only
Friday, September 12
* 9:00AM- 11:30AM: Final registration and setup for exhibitors only
* 12:00 Noon- 12:00 Midnight: Doors open to the public
Saturday, September 13
* 9:00AM- Exhibit Hall opens for Exhibitors and Vendors only
* 11:00AM- 12:00 midnight: Doors open to the public
Sunday, September 14
* 9:00AM- Exhibit Hall open to Exhibitors and Vendors only
* 11:00AM- 9:00PM: Doors open to the public
Contests Information
$10.00 per entry/ per category
Rules:
* No complete disrobing
* Tattoos must be FULLY healed to be entered and judged (besides Best of Day)
** Times noted below could change due to length of judging times**
Friday, September 12 th
- Contests registration: 2:00PM-6:00PM
- Judging: 8:00PM(For all categories including Best of Day)
* Best Color Portrait
* Best lettering
* Best of Day (Must be started and completed the day of contest)
Saturday, September 13 th
- 11:00- 6:00PM: Contests registration for all categories
- 7:00PM: Judging for all categories besides "Best of Day"
- 9:00PM:Winner Announcements for all categories besides "Best of Day"
- 10:00PM Best of Day Judging
- 10:30PM: Best of Day winner announcements
* Best Black and Gray Portrait
* Best Small Color (8"x 8" and smaller)
* Best large Color (8"X 8" and larger)
* Best Small Black and Gray (8"X 8" and smaller)
* Best Large Black and Gray (8"X 8" and larger)
* Best of Day (Must be started and completed the day of contest)
Sunday, September 14 th
- 11:00AM- 4:00PM Contests Registration
- 5:00PM: Judging for all categories besides "Best of Day"
- 6:00 Winner announcements for all categories besides "Best of Day"
- 7:00PM Best of Day Judging
- 7:30PM Best of Day winner announcements
* Best Sleeve (Arm or Leg)
* Best Animal (Mammals, Fish, Birds or Reptiles)
* Best of Day (Must be started and completed the day of contest
Entertainment
V.I.P. Lounge
* Location: Topsider room (located on 5th floor of hotel)
* Admission: $5.00 per day and must have wristband from the Tattoo Convention (Free for registered Artists/ Vendors)
Miss Jax Tattoo Contests (See below for additional information and times)
For additional information on the Miss Jax Tattoo Contests please email
Santanasimmons@hotmail.com
Miss Jax Tattoo Contest!!!
* 1st Place: $500.00
* 2nd Place: $300.00
* 3rd Place: $200.00
Contest Rules:
* Must be 18 to enter
* No full nudity (bikinis welcomed and preferred)
* Must have a reasonable amount of tattoos
***Information and times could change without notice***
Friday, September 12th
* 2:00PM- 9:30PM Doors open
* 3:00PM- 6:00PM Registration for the 2008 Miss Jax Tattoo Contest
* 7:00PM- 8:30PM 1st round of the Miss Jax Tattoo Contest begins
* 8:30PM- 9:30PM Endangered Feces
* 9:30- Doors close
Saturday, September 13th
* 2:00PM- 9:30PM Doors Open
* 3:00PM- 4:30PM DJ (TBA)
* 5:00PM Late-comers registration for Miss Jax Tattoo Contest
* 6:30PM- 7:15PM Miss Jax Tattoo Contest Finals
* 7:30PM- 9:30PM Kings of Hell
Saturday, September 13th After Party/
Pin-Up Girl Contest!!
First Coast Honda's Pin-up calendar
Location: Twisted Martini
(At The Landing)
Click logo for Pin Up contest Flyer
* Times: 9:30PM-???
* Transportation: The River Taxi (Located behind hotel) all registered artists and vendors will be allowed free rides with proper wristband/ badges
* Door charge: There will be no door charge for all registered artists and vendors with proper wristband/ badges. Also there is no cover for all girls dressed up for the Pin-Up girl contests.
For information on the events taking place at the Twisted Martini, please contact Jenn McCoy at jenn@thetwistedmartini.com
Exhibitors
2008 Jacksonville Tattoo Convention List of Exhibitors.
Oddity Ink
Jacksonville FL
www.oddityinktattoo.com
904-249-3335
Reykjavik Ink
Reykjavik, Iceland
www.myspace.com/icelandictattoofestival
Vitality Tattoo
Ashville, NC
www.vitalitytattoo.com
828-667-4344
Diversified Products Supplier
Tampa, FL
www.tattooproducts.com
813-915-1433
Beyond Taboo Tattoo
Fernandina Beach, FL
www.beyondtabootattoo.com
904-491-5556
Nick Wagner's Creative Services
Jacksonville, FL
www.nicktattoo.com
904-403-9813
Todd Lake Tattoo Studio
Jacksonville, FL
www.toddlaketattoostudio.com
904-745-8286
Ascension Custom Dermagraphics
Orlando, FL
www.ascensiontattoo.com
407-898-2013
Pain and Wonder Tattoo
Athens, GA
painandwonder@gmail.com
706-208-9588
Eternal Expressions
Rome, GA
www.eternaltattoos.net
706-232-8999
Inksmith and Rogers
Jacksonville, FL
www.inksmithtattoo.com
904-221-8282
Nuttbutter
Winter Park, FL
www.nutterbutter.com
321-214-3357
Second Skin Studio
St. Mary's, GA
Derek@alltel.net
912-882-9035
Built to Last Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
Derekbryan2003@yahoo.com
904-246-0777
Deana's Skin Art Studio
Christmas, FL
www.Deanaskinart.com
407-568-9200
Holly's Body Canvas
Summerville, SC
www.Hollysbodycanvas.com
843-873-2662
Fine Lines Tattoo
Augusta, GA
Gina.casey@comcast.net
706-228-1861
Forever Tattoo Parlor
Fort Myers, FL
www.forevertattoo.net
Redemption Ink
Jenkinsburg, GA
www.myspace.com/redemptioninktattoo
770-775-9040
Beauty Marks Tattoo
Beaufort, SC
www.myspace.com/gothicpiercing
843-470-0304
Waves Tattoo
Panama City Beach, FL
www.myspace.com/crystallhays
805-235-1720
Memorial Tattoo
Atlanta, GA
www.memorialtattooatl.com
404-223-6494
Autograf Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
www.autograftattoo.com
904-777-4870
8th Day Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
www.8thdaytattoo.net
904-358-8222
Painters Olde Tyme Tattoo
Titusville, FL
www.painterville.com
321-264-6204
Sacred Heart Tattoo
Atlanta, GA
www.sacredhearttattoo.com
770-806-0054
Burning Monk Tattoos
Toms River, NJ
www.myspace.com/burningmonktattoos
732-864-1005
Carribbean Connection
Jacksonville, FL
www.carribbean-connection.com
904-241-4231
Jimmy'z Ink
Jacksonville, FL
khiesler@yahoo.com
904-781-1250
Bent Needle Tattoo
Orange Park, FL
www.bentneedle.com
904-276-7100
Aces High Custom Tattooing
West Palm Beach, FL
www.Aceshightattooshop.com
561-615-9444
A Fu Kein Good Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
Doesithurt88@yahoo.com
904-683-4022
Infinite Art Tattoo
Toledo, OH
www.iatattoo.com
419-292-1990
Devin Pena/ Jason Smith
Nashville, TN
Dpena@gmail.com
615-889-7557
Generation X Tattoos
Daytona Beach, FL
www.generationxlive.com
386-253-5857
Atomic Tattoos
Largo FL
www.atomictattoos.com
727-515-7819
Rock-A-Billy II Inc.
Lauderhill,FL
www.rockabillytattoo.com
954-746-7570
Tattoo Thiels
Jacksonville, FL
www.tattoothiels.com
904-317-9333
The Aces Tattoo Shop
Sarasota, FL
941-961-9579
Mrs. Deborah's Fountain of Youth
St. Augustine, FL
www.msdeborahtattoo.com
904-825-0108
InKslingers Tattoo Pub
Middleburg, FL
www.myspace.com/inkslingerstattoopub
(904) 406-0505
Crime Ink Tattoo Studio
Waldo, FL
crimeink@2die4.com
352-468-2887
Tattoo Art Shop
Orlando, FL
Jack Jiang
jiangjineng@netzero.com
Lucky 7 Tattoo
West Palm Beach, FL
www.jasonackerman.net
561-721-0595
Endless Summer Tattoo
Cocoa Beach, FL
www.endlesssummertattoo.com
321-799-9776
Trendkill Tattoo
Palaltka, FL
www.crowbartattoo.com
386-325-8282
A new Dimension Tattoo
Lake Worth, Fl
www.anewdimensiontattoo.com
561-357-8310
Mean Machine Tattoo
Tampa, FL
www.meanmachinetattoo.com
813-831-1106
Untouchable Tattoos
Jacksonville, FL
www.myspace.com/untouchabletattoo
904-855-8999
Peacock's Tattoo
Jacksonville, FL
www.peacockstattoo.com
904-642-0037
Gear Head Tattoo
Cape Corey, FL
www.gearheadtattoo.com
239-541-0009
Aftermath Tattoo
Lake Worth, FL
www.myspace.com/aftermathtattoo
561-540-4445
This City Clothing
Jacksonville, FL
www.myspace.com/thiscityclothing
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008
all i want to do is
Current mood:beyond mad, upset, and depressed
MOTHER FUCKING
SCREAM!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i have alot on my mind
Current mood:almost sad
and i think im going to go paint
before i flip out and vent on here
room mate come back
MARIA CAN BACK TOO
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Friday, August 01, 2008
i quit smoking this is my 4th day i quit the night i got home
Current mood: grumpy
Bruce quit too Im proud of him also
its all about will-power and support
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Thursday, July 31, 2008
im bored and was internet shopping-wishin-lol
Current mood: bored
..
View my wish list on Wishpot »
ooohhhh and so much more
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
One Day
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Amsterdam
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Friday, July 25, 2008
my baby
Current mood: sad
i miss my baby
i cant wait to be home.
im takin a bus home on monday i beleive instead of flying i believe
i cant wait to be back in my babies arms!
kisses
xoxoxo
Currently listening:
Kala
Release date: 2007-08-21
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Friday, July 25, 2008
las gangelas california
Current mood: tired
i miss bruce so much, i wish i was home with him arguing about a movie to watch or snuggling to the movie we pick out gor bed, i miss my friends, i miss the shop. im glad i get to see my grandma but damn, i do hate this town, the people in it i beleive. it does make me want to go back to school, but this town is over populated with fucking yuppies and i see they are trying to turn the place to a little fuckin chicago. i get to see monica tomorrow. i cant WAIT TO BE BACK.! this is such bullshit. i want to go shopping again.
bruce told me flobots were coming to town that is kinda bad ass i want to see them
im going to quit smoking cigarettes and tryto cutback on the cigars i tink im goingto go bakc pieces, and stuff unless of course at a party or something. i think that will be a good idea Def. need to quit cigs. thou. me and my baby both!
i am watching this movie called Super High Me
hilarious- a comedian came up with after watching the movie super size me and and now for 30 days he cant get high before the 30 days he smokes weed everyday . this guy is funny.
i guess thats all for now im going to bed
Currently watching:
Super High Me
Release date: 2008-06-17
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
to many emotions all at once
Current mood: worried
im leaving in 2 days (saturday)
for chicago seein my family
im so sick to my stomach thou to leave home
im going to miss bruce so much and this blows
and no one i think understands what im feeling and the emotions
that are running through me.
i would do anything for him.
i got a letter from my mom today with some pictures
in it from when i was a kid and growing up
wow
Marias birthday is on saturday i wish i could see her
its been for ever
fuck i hate this feeling in my stomach
WTF
i want them to go away
its maiking me dizzy
its making my heart hurt
Currently listening:
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 2005-10-04
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
prick magazine please vote please read
Current mood: impatient
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=18646241&blogID=413675232&Mytoken=836FBFCA-C923-4003-BB77AB19EEB6C9B069005510
im a semi-finalist im in the prick magazine this month and everyone go vote
show your love please
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
well i just found out that
Current mood: anxious
that while im visiting family the fair is going to be there
156th Champaign County Fair
July 18 through July 26, 2008
im so excited about that i get to see demo derbys and ride rides and see firends and family the day i fly in!
some info of my home town fair
In the early 1850's the pioneer families of Champaign County set aside a day each summer to bring their best livestock, grain samples and other farm products to show and compare with their neighbors. As the appointed day drew closer an air of anxiety and excitement swept over the entire county. When the day finally arrived everyone was up before dawn, busily finishing preparations. Each family packed a gigantic picnic basket and with all their exhibits stowed in the wagon or tied on behind, they set out for Urbana and the big grove that was located east of where the Court House is today.
The event grew in popularity and was soon attended by families traveling from 20 to 30 miles distance. In order to entertain the youngsters as well as the older folks, games and contests were held with prizes for the winners.
As the affair grew it became clear that someone had to organize and plan the events. At that time, just as now, the folks who planned the celebration were volunteers, citizens with a civic pride that spurred them on to better the quality of life in our community. The first truly organized fair was held in 1852.
Through the years and many reorganizations the Champaign County Fair has become "one of the best in the country" according to former Director of Agriculture for the State of Illinois. This year there will be approximately 1500 entry classes and over $100,000 offered in prizes.
Exhibitors may enter livestock, agriculture products, arts, textiles, culinary items, horticulture, floriculture, needlework and crafts. In addition there is a queen contest prior to the fair and during fair week there is a religious music show, country music show, talent show, BIG give-away, demolition derbies, monster trucks, harness racing, motorcycle racing, car show, rodeo, tractor pull and semi truck pull.
Tinsley's Amusements Inc. will be on the Midway.
At today's fair the picnic basket is seldom seen. Fair goers look forward to food prepared by local organizations and by vendors who travel from fair to fair.
The fair is a fun place to be, but it fills a serious educational function providing an opportunity to learn what is the best in all classes. The judges are all experienced and top quality.
Clearly the fair is a major undertaking that is made possible by many volunteers -- superintendents, department chairpersons and others -- who donate their special talents year after year.
hopefully it will be a go 10 day visit with my famiy and friends
im gong to miss BRUCE so much!
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 2005-07-12
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i made inked girl of the day on Iked Magazine
Current mood: happy
n
http://www.inkedmag.com/promotions/inkedgirl/gallery/todays_girl/
you guys rock keep voting
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
whhoooosssaaafffff
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Life
i got 11 days til i leave
saving alll my money
need to do my laundy im taking up there
pack
find my i pod
dont forget my moms and grandmas gift
get hair done before i go up there
MAKE $$$$ between now and then
have to get my tats finshed my the conventions coming up
ive got a new room mate :) shes awesome
need to study for my test for school in illinois
write more
do the projects in my head i want to do
so much on my mind
i miss maria
sorry needed to let some things out to sum it
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
also
ive got a live journal if you wanna check it out
http://vanilladanknug.livejournal.com/
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
Inked Magazine
Current mood: happy
Category: Life
all my friends and loved ones on here please go vote
for me on Inked Magazine here
just copy and paste the URL
http://www.inkedmag.com/user_profile/vanilladanknug/
Currently listening:
Fight with Tools
By The Flobots
Release date: 2008-05-20
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
boredom
Current mood: bummed
subscribe to my blog
lovers
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Friday, June 13, 2008
this is how much i love my life
Current mood: aggravated
i fuckin hate it right now
or maybe its just the day
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Flobots - Handlebars
Current mood: fabulous
Category: Music
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuK2A1ZqoWs
Music video by Flobots performing Handlebars with Dirty UK [Video Director], Phil Tidy [Video Producer] (C) 2008 Universal Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc.
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
this is how i roll
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Monday, June 02, 2008
friday
Current mood: dorky
Category: Blogging
we should go do the map lake hunt nature walk
DOLLAR TREE everythings a $1 for real anyways
i got some pretty cool shit
4 big waterguns
3 little waterguns
200water ballons
a thing thats like a bug catcher its sweet in case we see cool shit out there
it is huge back there. lol
2 flashlights
glow in he dark things
and some cool stuff for bettie to
we need bug spray
bring your beer/bud
this should be fun a ettogether at my place
plus Jim,Josh,Christal's nieghbor needs a break
and we have private property
the shop should come to
whos with me?
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Monday, June 02, 2008
I WON!!!
Current mood: ecstatic
http://blog. myspace. com/index. cfm?fuseaction=blog....
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR VOTING FOR ME
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL I CANT BELEIVE I WON THE MODEL CONTEST 2
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL
PRICK MAGAZINE ROCKS!!!!
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
♥pictures♥
Current mood:i love these people
i love this pic of me its old
the one with the lady holding the 2 babies is my my baby mama (bestfriend) and my 2 god daughters
the picture of me thats photoshopped is the weekend i met bruce
and the rest of the pictures are of my love bruce and his beautiful daughter bettie
and my bestfriend and me again
and i like pancakes haha
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
map
http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&hl=en&q=Mockingbird+Rd,+Jacksonville,+Duval,+Florida,+United+States&sll=37.0625,-95.677068&sspn=28.114729,59.414063&ie=UTF8&cd=10&geocode=0,30.388520,-81.746370&t=h&ll=30.38662,-81.746414&spn=0.004757,0.004892&z=17&iwloc=addr
ive got the map i just got to post it up here right and print it out
ive got a bunch of woods 98 acres in my backyad and supposedly there is lake back there and other cool shit and im going to go out there and find and have some fun and do the whole nature thing we should all get together and do this rabbit and kas are already down bring a backpack some beer flash lights ive got everything almost planned out and i even bought 4 big water guns and 3 little ones we should have some fun- there is also forts back there from playing paintball back there. yea im a dork i know thats why you love me.
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
you know you want to
Current mood: bored
subscribe to my blogs
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
bored and blogging
Current mood: chipper
Category: Blogging
I kinda want to work tonight even thou its my day off- I have bill to pay + car insurance is due. I got my cell and car payments made for this month and electric. so thats good but june is around the corner.
I WANT TO SEE MY FAMILY
i also kinda want to go out tonight cuz its saturday and maybe go shopping
last night was what word shall i use...eventful...
drama in the begining
2 of my good friends left early
then my other friends car gets fucking STOLEN-that i cant believe still but we made a report and im sure it will get found.
i think all the girls need to have a night out somewhee different like the beach or the conk house or hit some clubs up for dancing get all dolled up -
then other night cuz the guys crack me up-haha.
im happy that i got a battery for my phone yesterday- so everyone you can get ahold of me again instead of my voicemail.
but ill probably do the right thing tonight and work so i can pay my bills and still have money to play with- i dont like to touch whats in the bank.
unless my sweet and loving boyfriend talks me out of going to work and going out tonight ♥ i love him so much im so glad hes MINE
well im going to go draw some more maybe get a little GTA4 played on x-box.
god i miss my long hair
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
ive been drawing lately
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Art and Photography
so i started drawing lately
its been awhile (few years)
im doing some charcoal, pen, colored pencils&markers ( i liek to color in coloring book-cuz im cool like that.lol.) and also started doing painting
and im learing on my own taking advise fromthe artinst her at the shop.
ill post some pictures of them when they are done .
ive been writing too.
so ill have to post some of that up to.
imo ut for now.
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
time to see my family
Current mood:i miss my baby mama
june 13
2-45 pm to 915 am
141$
to KY
from champaign
june 15-22 to N.Y
depart1050 am-arrive 1130am
in new york 22-24
143$
25 27
from new york to fl
02:15pm 10:40am
$150
thats taking ground hound
i need to ome up with 450$ to getto see all myfam
if you know somewhere cheaper i can do this let me know
i really need to see my family and my girls in NY
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
how pathetic can she get
now the broad is writing my friends-wtf?
From: I AM NOT LOCKED DOWN!!!!
Date: May 21, 2008 3:38 PM
first and foremost i dont really give a fuck about bruce and his girlfriend. regardless of what you and everyone else thinks includin her, she did wreck our home, she is trying to make my baby look at her as her mommy, and she has done nothing but tried to torture me, because she thinks shes sexier than me. i dont really care, in all actuallity ifeel a lil sorry for her because shes just a child. yes we did have a lot of problems. im not angry they are together. i am angry that she tries to hurt me with it. and she needs to leave my baby out of it.they should just have their own kid!!! all i want is peace. one day i got a flat tire she drove by me laughing thinkning it was the funniest thing in the world. karma is a BITCH!!! i know you dont know me, but pz dont pass judgment when you have no idea what this girl has done. i know it was him too. but come on man. all i ever did was love him, im done now, but just tell them to leave me alone.
pro only 6 monthjs
i agree with what the person said who shewrote this to, she is a stalking physcotic bitch.
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
I am light years ahead- You should drink light beer instead
Current mood: sad
i miss my mommy
shes a thousands of miles and many states away
i talk to her more then my daddy lately and thats kinda fucked up up cuz my daddy lives in the same state as me
sometimes i wonder if he thinks about me and misses me
i think he does, i hope he does.
why did things go the way they did for me i havent lived with my mommy since i was 14 - i feel now i should have been around longer no matter what the drama was- but i guess it was for the best- but now im older i have a conscious now i think about them so much my dad 45 my mom 44 - my mom is having really bad migraines lately and it dont help with her drinking and partyin it up still. shes living with a guy she seems happy he seems to be ...ok. i guess i met once last year only got to know him for the week i was there- i need to go up there soon - im so worried about my family 2 aunts with cancer they are my grandmas sisters so i feel really bad for my grandma and i just wonder am i selfish for being here in florida? am i doing the right thing? should i go up there and visit for awhile ? just keep callin them and telling them i love them? or sending them cards? this sucks so bad - sometimes its hard to smile when on the inside there is pain and hurt and an emotion i dont know maybe fear that i cant help them and dont know whats going to happen- and this thing in the back of mind saying " yea you know the evil truths of this world" and toughing myself up for the things i can not bare. i dont know....im a big ball of fluffy emotions- feel like i almost need a hug- but the hug i need is up in illinois my family.
so much is going on up there some i am glad to be away from my cousin finally went back to rehab- i hope she wants it and when she gets out stays clean i lover to much and shes to young and beautiful to be going thru and doing this shit- same with my aunt shes waiting for the bed to open in rehab she wants it i believe i just hope she stays off it too. i prayers are with them also.
i dont know who id be if i didnt have the FAMILY that i do have- might be dysfunctional but i sure do love them.
this weekend is the 21years of my great grandpa Levi Guy's passing
R.I.P
papa
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 2005-07-12
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
SO awesome
Current mood: excited
so i was checking my email and my friends blogs and what not and
on pricks blog for the contest
guess who got in it out of all the girls that entered- so sweet it rocks soooooo
everyone please go vote for me liz
at Pricks myspace in there blog
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=18646241&blogID=396474444
they are also on my top friends too if you want to vote
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
talkin shit this bitch is going to get it
saw this blog
she dont know who shes fucking with
April 4, 2008 - Friday
"FAKE = DragQueen
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
Girls with big ass fake titties and way too much make up.... you are gross.
don't get me wrong, I am all about plastic surgery. I hope to have a boob job in the near future. But SERIAL!!!!!!!
okay You draw your eyebrows on... but not naturally... you either have the M&M face, aka rainbow eyebrows, or you put them on WAY too dark and or WAY to thick. Don't you know you look like marylin manson or a gay dude trying to be a woman! I have seen transexuals dress better and do make up better than that. Go to the MAC counter at belk or at the actual MAC store and let some one show you how to do it the right way so that way when i see you i don't want to stab my own eyes out. or die of laughter. haha.
g'night!
loves"
her myspace
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=309595845
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Friday, May 09, 2008
i could
Category: Blogging
i could go on on about bullshit
but im learning not to let stupid FUCKs occupy my mind anymore. go ahead talk your shit about us because it obviously looks like we are in your mouths alot more " so how we taste"
my friend list is FULL
the shop is doing GREAT got a new artist coming sunday to start and darrin white will be working our booth at the jacksonville tattoo convention, I can wait.
anywho ... talked to my babymama, still in the big N.Y cant wait til your home. Speaking of home im going to have to be taking a trip up north soon to see my family got 2 aunts who are real sick, my mom and grandma too who i miss so dearly.
other then that my arm has healed pretty good few more sessions and it will be done
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
me, a homewrecker?!?
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Life
i would disagree
a husband jst dont leave his wife for noooooo reason
dont put your blame on us cuz your ex picked us
dont hate cuz of us being younger and prettier and tighter
with a nicer ass and firm no saggy tits
that shit was already wrecked
i just picked up the pieces of a broken house
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
dont get mad
at the things i like.
period
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
i like rainbows
i took this from anna my champaign lover
Type your name in my blog comments.
Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
(if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.)
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you..
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST.
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Monday, April 21, 2008
lol. i have your baby daddy....
Current mood: aggravated
when will the ex wife get it thru her
head that hes with me new and aint going back to her
cuz if he was going to do that then why would he have DIVORCED her in the first place
this a no split up or break from each other
its NO MORE . ever.
im not wasting my breath anymore
she will learn
so if i was you take my advice.....
get life...and i dont mean the wax on wax off , boo hoo pity party for me one either
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Monday, April 21, 2008
skinnny?
Current mood: annoyed
yea i may be thin
but i eat great im beutiful and healthy
you on the other hand
OLD, saggy tittties, horse face busted up, has been
i dont give a fuck tracy get a life you stupid whore
wait you have on
wax on wax off ...right
choke on a cock and die
AND STOP CALLING MY HOUSE BITCH (if it aint got to do with the baby) FUCKIN QUIT HE DOES NOT LOVE YOU AND DOES NOT WANT YOU BACK!!!!
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my cousin!
Current mood: happy
i just talked to my cousin Zahra , who i love to death!!!!
i havent talked to her in 8 and a half years. omg.
it made me so happy , shes doing great livin kentucky with her son sinatra and her husband who she married a year ago- cant wait to meet him hes a muslim from africa and i hear hes really cool, im so happy for her - and speaking of sinatra i havent held him since he was baby and when he was 6 months old she left. its sucked not hearing from her or seein her. or the numbers being changed. what is sad is i found out my auntie virgina has cancer of the liver colon and rectal and is at stage 4 with her cancer. im going to send her something this week. she told the doctor she didnt want to know how long she has.
talking zahra feels great cuz 8 - 9 years ago being young and dumb she was still cool to hang out with and stuff but i was the little cuz with the roll of the eyes now its like we need to chill ,hang out ,see each other catch up ,smoke and just let the good times roll, and now its just wow i wish i could get in my car and go and see her now but thats in kentucky soon thou i will see her again.
ita great to talk to her thou god did i miss her im so glad shes alright and happy m and i cant wait to see my little cousin he 9 in november and heard he was gettin big
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Monday, April 07, 2008
new policy
Current mood: amused
Category: Life
so there has been to much drama lately so
krystal made a new policy for all of our friends
So, I am effecting a new policy. I have made a rule for our inner circle of friends or family if you will. If any of us hear anything being said about or see someone from the outside doing something shitty (like kissin other dudes if you are my boys date) then you are going to get a brick to the face, That very second with no questions asked. I refuse to live with rumors, shitty behavior, etc and then have a drama argument about it later. I dont have time for this. I have about 12 people that are amazing and I am not going to see anyone do anything shitty to them. I have way to much to worry about and way to little time for boozing. So, this issue is being solved and stopping right here with my new brick to face policy. :)
AUTOMATIC
BRICK
TO
THE
FUCKING
FACE
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birthday bash
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Check out this event: 2 BITCHES AND A COUNT BIRTHDAY BASH
Hosted By: Bruce
When: Saturday Apr 19, 2008
at 9:00 PM
Where: my place
6324 Mockingbird RD
Jacksonville, FL 32219
United States
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Bruce
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Thursday, March 06, 2008
i cant wait
me and bruces 1 year anniversary!!!!
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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2008
tattoos
n my photos
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jokes
Current mood:dilarious
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity:
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair
Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.
2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.
3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with
that.
4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In."
5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over
Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.
6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds"
7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy."
8. Don't use any punctuation
9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.
10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."
12. Sing Along At The Opera.
13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme
14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All
Day.
15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party
Because You're Not In The Mood.
16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.
17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won!, I Won!"
18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking lot, Yelling
"Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!"
19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To
Have To Let One Of You Go."
20. And The Final WayTo Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity.......
Send This E-mail To Someone To Make Them Smile.
Its Called therapy
Your mom (mum) is so fat that there is a law that here corsets cannot be narrower than her schwarzchild radius.
Your mom is so big and fat that hikers mistaken her anus for a cave opening!
Your mom had Rutgers University for lunch, Princeton University for dinner, and has the University of California as a teddy bear.
Your mom is so fat she swallowed my mom whole.
yo momma so fat, she comes from both sides of the family
Your mom is so fat that when she walks in front of the TV I miss all the ads
Your mom is so fat the city had to dig a hole through her for traffic to pass through.
Your mom is so fat, she puts mayonaise on aspirin.
Your mom is so fat, when Chris Farley tried to have sex with her he got lost for six days. When he came back out, he had a pet crab named Alfred.
Your mom is so fat her weight is the same as her phone number (with the area code).
Your mums so fat the NASA actually orbits her.
Yo momma is so fat, she started the Revolution revolution!
Yo momma so fat, when she gets on the scales it says "to be continued..."
The escape velocity at your mom's surface exceeds 3 * 10^8 m/s.
Your mom did not understand the previous comment. It means her mass is roughly 500 times that of Sol, the sun.
Your mom is so fat, that when god created the earth and said let there be light he asked your mom to move!
Your mom is so fat, that your dad rolled over three times and he was still on top of her.
Your 'mom' sat next to everybody at school.
Your mum is so fat that I decided to sleep with her, just to say I had.
Your mom is so fat she can't pay the phone bill.
What country is so fat that is makes your mom look slim? None. Well, maybe the United States Of America, but that's beside the point.
Your mom is so fat, that when she completes a revolution, time stops!
Your mom is so fat, she influences global weather patterns.
Your mom is so fat that people practice by climbing Mt. Everest before they climb her.
Wanna know what forever feels like? Try walking around your mom...
Your momma is so fat that she went to the beach and animal rights activists tried to push her back in the water
Your mom is so fat that when she turns around, the half of her thats moving towards you turns blue, and the other half turns red.
Your mom is so fat, the astronaughts keep believing there is a dimple on the Earth
Your mom is so fat that hundreds of horrible jokes have been made at her expense.
Your mom is so fat that hundreds of horrible jokes have been made at her expanse.
Your mom is so fat that she has nine zip codes and none of them border on each other.
Your mom is also Tubgirl.
Your mom is like the Moon, big, round, and influences global weather patterns.
Your mom is so fat, she puts her tits in the overhead compartment on an airplane.
Your mom is outer space.
Your Mom is really a homeless man living in Iraq. The Government does not want you to know this, so they handed you over to some fat bitch
Your Mom thought you were an exceptionally large crap.
Your Mom is so fat, when her beeper went off, they thought she was backing up.
Your mom is so fat, when she is done wiping her ass, the Charmin baby is in its late teens.
Your mom is so fat, she entered a fat contest and won first, second, and third.
Your mom is so fat that Stevie Wonder sees her.
Your Mom is so fat, that when she was in school, she sat by everyone in the class.
Your mom is so fat, her ass has it's own congressman. (And her congressman was bitch-slapped by Stephen Colbert for being a pussy liberal.)
Your mom is so fat, when she goes to the zoo the elephants throw peanuts at her!
Your mom is so fat, that her period is an exclamation mark!
your mom is so fat, she cleans her clothes on the driveway.
Your mom is so fat and emo she cut herself and bled butter.
Your mom is so fat when she walks down the street she walks down the street!
Your Mom bucked like Bambi in a forest fire while I was riding her last night. I had to grab her love handles with both hands to stay on. No wonder she demanded I tie her to the hood of the
SUV before we started.
your mom is so fat, that when she saw a yellow bus full of white kids go by, she said "stop that twinkie!"
Your mom is Barry the Manny.
Your mom's ass is so fat, that it has its own zip code.
Your mom was the 53rd leader of the free world.
Your mom was subsequently made the 52nd through 78th states, because she was so fat.
Your mom is so goddamn fat that her NASA sent a space probe to orbit her ass. They never heard from it again.
Yo momma so fat, she uses the freeway to iron her underwear.
Your mom is often confused with G.W.B and Abe Lincoln. I'm sorry, but all of them look like monkeys.
Your mom is a creature from outer space.
Your mom is so ugly, yo daddy brings her to work so he doesn't have to kiss her goodbye.
Your mom is so ugly, when she went to McDonalds, they couldn't serve happy meals.
Your mom is so ugly that hundreds of other horrible jokes have been made at her expense.
Your Mom is so ugly, that Dracula wouldn't bite her with Wolfman's teeth.
Your mom is so ugly she needs two bags to cover her face.
Your mom is somewhat like Helen of Troy, in that her face launched 1000 nuclear weapons, all of which were pointed at her. Interestingly enough, your mom survived the barrage.
Your mom is so ugly, I wouldn't eat her on Fear Factor
Yo momma so ugly, she make blind muthafuckas cry
Your mom went to prom with Merv the Perv.
Your mom is so ugly, she makes my mom look good.
Your mom looks like Condoleeza Rice!
Your mom's moustache makes kitty scared...
I once asked for Your mom's autograph - i thought it was the guy from Lordi
Your mum's so ugly she uses a line of make up called "Why Bother!"
Your mums so ugly that when she stands on the beach the tide wont come in.
Your mom is so ugly that the Devil slapped her for smiling and then gouged his eyes out with his pitchfork.
Your Mom is so ugly, when she looked at a cop, they arrested her for mooning them.
Your Mom is so ugly, someone decided to stop pasting in the words "your mom".
Your Mom is so ugly, when she walked out of the pet store, the alarm went off.
Your mom is still a virgin. She will probably remain a virgin unless you hire her a cabana boy.
Your moms so stupid she sold her car for gas money
Your mom is so stupid she thought that MySpace was a sexual position.
Your mom is so stupid she drove on the driveway and parked on the parkway.
Your Mom is so dumb, she threw a rock at the ground and missed.
Your mom is so stupid she thought that a parental control was an abortion
Your mom's so stupid she thinks that Cross-Dressing is what you put on your salad.
Your mom is so stupid she tells YOU your mama jokes.
Your mom is so stupid she calls you a son-of-a-bitch.
Your mom is so stupid she failed her GED, while TAKING HER DRIVERS TEST! ZING!
Your mom sells her crack for crack.
Your momma has eleven fingers and fifteen toes, and still can't count to twenty-six.
Your mom's vagina!Using 'Your mom' as a comeback became popular again in the year 2000 thanks to bored Indiana residents who decided that the old 80s joke should be born again for
this new "Generation Y.45-802.11bag version 5.1(2800)"
Your Mom is so dumb, that she counts her money like this: "One, another one, another one, another one, another one...."
Your mom is so stupid she took me to the movie theater to see "Closed For The Season".
Your mom is so dumb that she put 20 cents in a parking meter and said "Where the fuck's my gumball?"
Your mom is so dumb she tried to drown a fish
Your mom is so stupid she failed a blood test
Your mom is so old that she sat behind Jesus in the third grade.
Your mom is so old, her social security number is 1.
And her birth certificate is number 1.
Your mom is so old, she passed her driving test on a dinosaur.
your mom is so old and fat that when she stood up one day she caused the ice age.
your mom is so old she witnessed david killing goliath and she was a waitress at the last supper.
Your mom was 35 when Jesus was born!
Your mom is the age of God!
Your mom is so old when I asked her how old she was, I thought it her phone number.
Your mom is like a Hardware store, 25 cents a screw.
Your mom is like a vacuum, she sucks, she blows and she gets laid in the closet
Your mom has apparently had sex with everyone you have ever argued with, including herself.
Your Mom is like a Bowling Ball. She gets picked up, fingered, thrown into the gutter, yet she still comes back for more.
Your Mom only lets your friends over for sleep-overs because she gets a little action with them while you sleep.
Your Mom was good last night and I left her money under the pillow.
Your Mom gives great hummers!
Don't worry, Your Mom is still a virgin. You were a backdoor baby.
Your mom is like Home Depot, only 5 cents a nail!
Your Mom is Chief Test Engineer for the Jack Rabbit Massager Corporation.
Your Mom is like a tornado, first there's a lot of sucking and blowing, and then she takes your house
When someone shivers, she uses them as a vibrator.
She stars in half the hentai videos ever made.
She has done the characters in all your video games.
Your mom has blown off all the dudes in Slipknot, and some of the girls for the hell of it.
Your mom also enjoys using ben-wa gerbils.
Your mom is a cam whore!
Your mom bangs like a shit-house door in a Force 9 gale.
Your Mom wears crotchless panties. And a Peep Hole bra.
Your Mom uses duo-balls to relieve the tedium of shopping.
Your mom is the lady on those truck mudflaps.
She has hepatitus A-O. Now it is expanding to the Japanese language
The term motherfucker refers, specifically, to Your Mom.
In a year's time, another term, far worse than motherfucker, will gain currency. It will be so scatologically vile that most nations will establish crimes for its usage. It, too, will refer,
specifically, to Your Mom.
Your Mom knows the exact come-on line which lead to your conception.
Your mom got so high once at a Jimmy Buffett concert that she threw her panties at a stuffed parrot, but that doesn't mean it's okay for you and your friends to waste your lives on the devil
weed.
Neil Armstrong wasn't the first man on your mum.
Your mom did the UN yesterday.
She's worse than Paris Hilton. And that's impossible.
Your mom is like a brick, flat on both sides and gets laid by Mexicans.
Your mom is so slutty she is your mom and your sister-in-law.
She managed to bang the doctors during your birthing process and then banged you fresh from the womb. Hey, at least you now know you're not a virgin Hentai lover.
Your mom can't get a record deal because she doesn't want it enough.
Your moms breath smells so bad she the reason people grow old and die
Your mom shot a man in Reno, just to watch him die.
Your mom is a team killer acording to NYC_bLuNtRoLlEr_444
Your mom listens to Hard House / NRG.
Your mom would be horribly upset that you are wasting your life visiting this site.
I see you're looking for your mom, well you're headed in the right direction. Oh snap!Your mom knows you spank the monkey, but loves you anyway.
Your mom buys extra soft 3-ply Kleenex because she loves you anyway.
Your mom knows all about the monsters in your closet.
Your mom owes me money, you douche!
Your mom fought JFK in one of the greatest movie epics of all time.
Your mom is the mascot for the University of Arizona.
Your mom is my mom. Am I confusing you?
Your mom is so random, she invented the fucking word!
Your mom's a Jew, which explains why your allowance is low.
Your mom knows what you do right before going to sleep.
Your mom's name is actually Harriet. She's a 90 year old part Irish part Samoan woman who is currently leading an underground resitance against the future British Government.
Your mom makes kitty sad...
Before she was born, she was inside both her mom and dad.
Your Mom secretly likes the smell of her own flatus. Now you know where you get it from.
Your Mom is actually Richard Simmons in disguise.
Your Mom is so evil, she forced this person to continue putting in the words "your mom".
Your mom is really Bill Gates.
Your mom has a dick. And it's dick is bigger than your dick.
Your mom is in love with Mr. Goatse.
your mom is so poor that when i saw her kicking a can down the road, i asked what she was doing.She replied saying i'm moving!
Your mom is so disgusting, she is Crystal Pepsi!
Your mom is so emo she saw a run-over squirrel, brought it home, named it George and bragged about it to her whole friends list.
Your mom is so emo she spends $20 on a worn out, vintage looking shirt that was fresh off the shelf at Hot Topic.
Your mom is so emo the Grim Reaper had to put out a restraining order.
Your mom has just read this. And she is not amused.
Your mom has a peg leg with a kickstand.
Your mom has an afro with a chinstrap.
Your mom is symbolized by the element Urmomium
Smart-ass Answer 1:
A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets.
As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened
his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat...she said,
Sir, I need to see your ticket, not your stub."
Smart-ass Answer 2:
A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but
couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy,
"Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're
dead."
Smart-ass Answer 3:
The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled
down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid
replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally
stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket.
Smart-ass Answer 4:
A truck driver was driving along on the freeway. A sign comes up that reads,
Low bridge ahead'. Before he knows it, the bridge
is right ahead of him and he gets stuck under the bridge. Cars are backed up
for miles. Finally, a police car comes up. The cop gets out of his car
and walks around to the truck driver, puts his hands on his hips and says,
"Got
stuck, huh?" The truck driver says, "No, I was delivering this bridge and
ran
out of gas."
and finally, the
SMART-ASS ANSWER OF THE YEAR:
A college teacher reminds her class of tomorrow's
final exam. "Now class, I won't tolerate any excuses for you not being here
tomorrow. I might consider a nuclear attack or a serious personal injury or
illness, or a death in your immediate family but that's it, no other excuses
whatsoever!" A smart-ass guy in the back of the room raised his hand and
asked,
"What would you say if tomorrow I said I was suffering from complete and
utter sexual exhaustion?"
The entire class is reduced to laughter and snickering. When silence is
restored, the teacher smiles knowingly at the student, shakes her head,and
sweetly says, "Well, I guess you'd have to write the exam with your other
hand."
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words
back...or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the testimonials of a
few people who did....
I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked
loudly, How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned
around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a
word... he knew better.
I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was
unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several
minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at
the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him
and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls."
My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety
of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind
the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at
your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically, the boy grinned, and I
turned beet-red and walked away. To this day, my sister has never let me
forget.
While in line at the bank one afternoon, my toddler decided to release some
pent-up energy and ran amok. I was finally able to grab hold of her after
receiving looks of disgust and annoyance from other patrons. I told her
that if she did not start behaving "right now" she would be punished. To my
horror, she looked me in the eye and said in a voice just as threatening,
"If you don't let me go right now, I will tell Grandma that I saw you
kissing Daddy's pee-pee last night!" The silence was deafening after this
enlightening exchange. Even the tellers stopped what they were doing. I
mustered up the last of my dignity and walked out of the bank with my
daughter in tow. The last thing I heard when the door closed behind me were
screams of laughter.
Have you ever asked your child a question too many times? My three-year-old
son had a lot of problems with potty training and I was on him constantly.
One day we stopped at Taco Bell for a quick lunch in between errands. It was
very busy, with a full dining room. While enjoying my taco, I smelled
something funny, so of course I checked my seven-month-old daughter, and she
was clean. Then I realized that Danny had not asked to go potty in a while,
so I asked him if he needed to go, and he said "No." I kept thinking, "Oh
Lord, that child has had an accident, and I don't have any clothes with
me." Then I said, "Danny, are you SURE you didn't have an accident?" "No,"
he replied. I just KNEW that he must have had an accident, because the smell
was getting worse. Soooooo, I asked one more time, "Danny, did you have an
accident?" This time he jumped up, yank! ed down his pants, bent over and
spread his cheeks and yelled. "SEE MOM, IT'S JUST FARTS!!" While 30 people
nearly choked to death on their tacos laughing! He calmly pulled up his
pants and sat down. An old couple made me feel better by thanking me for the
best laugh they'd ever had!
This had most of the state of Michigan laughing for 2 days and a very
embarrassed female news anchor who will, in the future, likely think before
she speaks. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any....a true
story... We had a female news anchor who, the day after it was supposed to
have snowed and didn't, turned to the weatherman and asked: "So Bob, where's
that 8 inches you promised me last night?" Not only did HE have to leave
the set, but half the crew did too they were laughing so hard!
The 1st Affair
A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her
place and made love all afternoon.
Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed
and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt.
He put on his shoes and drove home.
"Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied,
"I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon."
She looked down at his shoes and said: "You lying bastard! You've been
playing golf!"
The 2nd Affair
A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about
having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted.
The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy.
The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son.
He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen.
He told his wife: "There's no way I can be the father of this baby.
Look at the two beautiful daughters I fathered!
Have you been fooling around behind my back?"
The wife smiled sweetly and replied: "Not this time!"
The 3rd Affair
A mortician was working late one night.
He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a
startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen!
"I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz," the mortician commented, "I can't allow you to be
cremated with such an impressive private part.
It must be saved for posterity." So, he removed it, stuffed it into his
briefcase, and took it home "I have something to show you won't believe,"
he said to his wife, opening his briefcase. "My God!" the wife exclaimed,
"Schwartz is dead!"
The 4th Affair
A woman was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband opening the front
door. "Hurry," she said, "stand in the corner." She rubbed baby oil all over
him, then dusted him with talcum powder.
"Don't move until I tell you," she said, " pretend you're a statue."
"What's this?" the husband inquired as he entered the room.
"Oh it's a statue," she replied, "the Smiths bought one and I liked it so I
got one for us, too." No more was said, not even when they went to bed.
Around 2 AM the husband got up, went to the kitchen and returned with a
sandwich and a beer. "Here," he said to the statue, have this.
I stood like that for two days at the Smiths and nobody offered me a damned
thing."
The 5th Affair
A man walked into a cafe, went to the bar and ordered a beer.
"Certainly, Sir , that'll be one cent."
"One Cent?" the man exclaimed.
He glanced at the menu and asked: "How much for a nice juicy steak and a
bottle of wine?"
"A nickel," the barman replied.
"A nickel?" exclaimed the man.
"Where's the guy who owns this place?"
The bartender replied: "Upstairs, with my wife."
The man asked: "What's he doing upstairs with your wife?"
The bartender replied: "The same thing I'm doing to his business down
here."
The 6th Affair
Jake was dying. His wife sat at the bedside.
He looked up and said weakly: "I have something I must confess."
"There's no need to, " his wife replied.
"No," he insisted, "I want to die in peace.
I slept with your sister, your best friend, her best friend, and your mother!"
"I know," she replied, " now just rest and let the poison work."
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Muppets for President | Funny Jokes at JibJab
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i want a new puppy OR a mew kitty
Current mood:missin clyde
i love animals so much
and i miss clyde
and...
There's nothing more rewarding than having a pet(except for having a child of coarse). There is nothing like knowing that your pet relies on you for food, play, and health. There is nothing like knowing that your pet loves you and is loyal to you. Often times, pets even become a member of the family.
There are many benefits to owning a pet. Stroking a pet is very therapeutic and relaxing. Pets can also help lower your blood pressure which will help you lead a healthier life. It's also comforting and soothing to have a dog or cat rubbing at your leg or jumping into your lap when they see you. Playing with a pet is fun and also good exercise. You can have an excellent running partner in your dog or cat. Having a cat or dog and gives you pride and confidence of that comes from taking care and responsibility of another living thing. Pets are good company and make you feel less lonely when they're around
Every year, some 2.5 million people get new puppies.
In the U.S., the two most popular cat names are Tiger and Samantha.
An ailurophile is a person who likes cats.
Cats and people both have identical regions in the brain responsible for emotion.
Who do you think cats respond better to -- men or women? In fact, it's women, perhaps because they have a higher pitch to their voice.
Signs that your cat trusts you include snoring and rolling over on his back to expose his belly.
working guards, guides, and herders such as collie, boxer, Alaskan malamute, German shepherd dog, and the St. Bernard muscular, even-tempered, and obedient
toy Pekinese, Pomeranian, and the pug pets and companions
nonsporting Boston terrier, bulldog, chow, Dalmatian, and poodle bred principally as pets and companions
CATS LEGENDS
Black Cats
In the Middle Ages, cats were not very popular because of their association with witchcraft and black magic. Superstitions about cats, some
of them current today, date back to this period. Fisherman's wives believed keeping a black cat in your home meant your husband would always return from the sea. In the 9th century, King Henry I of Saxony decreed that the fine for killing a cat should be sixty bushels of corn.
There are still people who believe that the cat is a reincarnation of the devil and regard it as bad luck.
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Egyptian Cats
Around 450 BC, anyone who killed a cat in Egypt was punished by death. When a cat died, the entire family would shave off their eyebrows as a sign of mourning. "The male cat is Ra himself, and he was called Mau because of the speech of the god Sa, who said concerning him: ` He is like
unto that which he hath made, therefore did the name of Ra become Mau.'" - papyrus from the XV111 Dynasty of Ancient Egypt, c.1500 BC Facts & Legends.
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Norse Cats
In Norse mythological facts, the chariot of Freya, goddess of beauty, love and fertility, is drawn by two large longhaired cats; these two cats were often connected with the
powers of creativity, the Earth Mother and fertility gods.
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Japanese Cats
Mi-Ki, or tri-colored cats, have been long taken by Japanese sailors on their ships to bring them good luck. The native Bobtail, according to legend, is the Japanese cat of preference because it is less likely to "bewitch" you with a twitching tail.
The figure of a cat with its left paw raised is commonly seen in gift shops in Japan where they are sold as souvenirs. It is believed that the beckoning cat brings good fortune to its owner.
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Pussy Willows
There is a legend that many little kittens were thrown into a river to drown. The mother cat wept and was so distraught that the willow trees on the bank felt compassion and held out their branches to the struggling kittens who clung to them and were saved. Ever since that time, every
spring, the willow trees wear gray buds that feel as soft and silky as kitten tails. That is why they are called "pussy willows."
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Chinese Cats
Ancient Chinese legend maintains that the cat is the product of a lioness and a monkey - the lioness endowing her offspring with dignity and the monkey with curiosity and playfulness.
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The Prophet Mohammed
The Prophet Mohammed, the founder of the Moslem religion, believed dogs were unclean, but loved cats so much that he once cut the sleeve from his robe to avoid disturbing his cat which had gone to sleep in his arms. According to legend, the "M" marking on the forehead of the tabby cat was created by the Prophet Mohammed when he rested his hand on the brow of his favorite cat.
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Irish Cats
Poem Legend of the Kilkenny Cats (a testimony to the determination of a cat) There once was two cats of Kilkenny, And each thought there was one cat too many; So they quarreled and fought, And they scratched and they bit, Until there was only their nails, And the tips of their tails, Instead of two cats, there weren't any.
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Bohemian Cats
In what was known as Bohemia, now western Czechoslovakia, the cat was regarded as a symbol of fertility.
DOG LEGENDS
Cerberus, Guard dog of Hades
Most sources agree that Cerberus had three heads. The center head was in the shape of a lion, while the other two were in the shape of a dog and a wolf, respectively. He also had a dragon's tail and a thick mane of writhing snakes.
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Cerberus was the watchdog of hell. Chained to the gates of Acheron, harassing the spirits entering Hades and devouring those who tried to escape. Cerberus has been used many times in various movies over the years.
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Chinese Fu Dog
It is in the most sophisticated and earliest of civilization, China, that the black dog plays its greatest role in religion, folklore, and mythology. The "Fu Dog", a recurring theme in
Chinese culture, has the positive attribute of bringing happiness and good fortune. A great deal of the dog's early domestication took place in ancient China. It is here, too, that the first pack-hunting dogs were bred.
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The Irish Wolfhound
The beginnings of Irish Wolfhounds can be traced back as early as 273 B.C. through ancient woodcuts and writings. Ownership of these great hounds were
emperors, kings, nobility and poets; their chains and collars were often of precious metals and stones. They were held in such high esteem that when disputes arose over them, not only individual combats but full scale wars often occurred. By the year 391 A.D., the breed was known in Rome, when the first authentic mention of it was written by the Roman Consul Quintus Aurelius, who had received seven of them as a gift which "all Rome viewed with wonder."
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The Howling Dog
Perhaps the most powerful universal belief associated with dogs is that they possess the ability of second sight. It is said that a dog can see apparitions and sense if death is imminent. This may be because we now know that the dog can sense chemical changes in the air, and it is known that the human body undergoes such changes close to death. Evidence abounds that supports this with dogs howling when the owner is ill. It is understandable then that to hear a dog howling has long been considered to be a death omen, and the same is said to be true if the dog howls by an open door. The actual moment of death was thought to be marked by a dog howling three times and then ceasing. A barking dog too was usually a sign of misfortune if heard first thing in the morning.
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Reindeer Dog of Norway
A long, long time ago a couple of dogs sat on a hill chitchatting and watching humans who were desperately trying to gather up a herd of reindeer. Having looked at the idle yelling and running around for a while, the dogs decided: "We could do that better". And so did the reindeer herdsmen get an irreplaceable helper, a dog who himself wanted to help.
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
wax on, wax off
Current mood: fabulous
Category: Blogging
hahahhaha
whata bunch of stupid ass bitches out there, really? they wash mother fuckin cars for a living to support the there trailer park drunk rred neck asses.i however have a tattoo shop in my motherfucking name, model, make money, and live and love my life to the fullest. so all you little cunts can keep on talkin trash
cuz thats all you do
you talk the talk but sure in the fuck dont walk the walk.
so you where to find me bring it , cuz it aint goingto be pretty.
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Saturday, February 16, 2008
for v day
i got a psp
and we went and seen the movie jumper it was alright
love my psp thou
also
my camera broke
i got to get it fixed ive had that forever it was gift
but ill have it up and running soon or il have to get a new one
i miss all my cocoabeach/illinois friends
much love to you guys
and i especially miss my 1 gurl
doing it big New York
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
My Celebrity Look-alikes
MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Vintage photographs - Geneology
http://www.myheritage.com/collage
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Thursday, February 07, 2008
today
Current mood: bored
happy chinese new year eve thou im not chinese
Tiger:
The Year of the Earth Rat will be more challenging for Tigers than last year. Reserve your energy for the battles worth fighting for.
The TIGER … THE TERRIBLE TIGER
The strength of Tigers makes them dynamic and courageous. Outspoken on every subject, they are still tolerant and sensitive to the opinions of others. Kind to their fellows, Tigers can be short-tempered if they don't get their way. The Tiger balances between the passions and demands of the outside world and the comfort and inwardness of home. They tend to be philosophers with great intellect and think most about themselves and their families. Protecting their interests and loved ones to the utmost, they are generous with their love and affection.
Tigers are fighters. They fight not only with the outside world, they also spar with themselves. They are always seeking the balance between their search for inner and outer peace on the one hand, and their career-driven mind on the other. They will walk through a fire for the right cause, and are not afraid to appear rebellious when they believe in ideas that go against the majority. Tigers will support everything and everyone they choose -- in love, career, friends, etc. As friends, colleagues and lovers, they are loyal to the death … and even after. People admire the stripes of the tiger, their look and their talents, but are always a bit on edge with them, as one never knows exactly how a Tiger will react.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
If you are experiencing a frustrating situation at work, don't blame it on anyone else. Your success is dependent on how you respond to external events now, not what hardships they may impose. Instead of focusing on what you cannot accomplish, create a strategy based on the gains you can make irrespective of what others say.
My Tarot Card for Today
The Emperor
May you be master of your realm.
Deck: Cagliostro
My Number for Today
Number for Today: 8
Today is great for signing contracts or finalizing deals. Your financial picture is looking rosier, so going out and spending some money wouldn't be the worst idea. On the personal front, romance beckons. Just be careful not to do anything irresponsible.
Our Changing Sky
Moon in Aquarius Feb 5, 2008 to Feb 7, 2008
Sun in Aquarius Jan 20, 2008 to Feb 18, 2008
Mercury in Aquarius Jan 7, 2008 to Mar 14, 2008
Venus in Capricorn Jan 23, 2008 to Feb 17, 2008
Mars in Gemini Dec 31, 2007 to Mar 4, 2008
Uranus in Pisces Dec 29, 2003 to May 27, 2010
Neptune in Aquarius Nov 27, 1998 to Apr 4, 2011
okay so i bored
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
DUNDEE RANCH the place my parents shipped me off to.
Current mood:fuckin pissed
Category: Life
Chaos Hits U.S. Reform Facility
By Tim Rogers
Tico Times Staff
trogers@ticotimes.net
May 29, 2003
Hidalgo de Orotina - Known for its extreme discipline and strict rules, Dundee Ranch Academy - home to 200 wayward teenagers from the U.S - was turned on its head this week, following a chaotic situation Tuesday that resulted in rioting, vandalism and 35 students running away.
The incident was sparked by a visit from Costa Rican authorities investigating allegations of rights abuse by the Child Welfare Agency (PANI), which this week released the findings of its long-awaited report on Dundee.
In addition to filing a criminal complaint against Dundee with the regional Prosecutor's Office in Atenas, PANI notified the academy that it has 30 days to make 15 necessary changes if it hopes to get legal and stay open (see box). Responding to the Prosecutor's request, the PANI on Thursday sent counselors to Dundee to ensure the protection of the children while the facility attempts to comply with to the law.
Adding insult to injury, regional child advocacy group Casa Alianza this week requested intervention from the UN Committee against Torture, claiming: "In our opinion, Dundee Ranch Academy is the site of torture and cruel and inhumane treatment against children who are being held there illegally and against their will."
The newest affiliate of the Utah-based WorldWide Association of Specialty Programs (WWASP), Dundee Ranch - in the Pacific-slope town of Orotina - is a non-therapeutic behavior-modification program that teaches troubled teens to "identify their incorrect behavior, and stop doing it," according to owner Narvin Lichfield of Utah. Most of the students have similar profiles: teenagers with severe behavioral problems who are involved with drugs, sex, and/or criminal activity.
However, the tactics Dundee employs to help youths identify their problematic behavior - including physical restraints and solitary confinement - have been criticized by former students, parents and several ex-directors as abusive forms of punishment (TT, Oct. 25, 2002; Jan. 17, March, 14).
After a four-month investigation prompted by a Tico Times article published last October, the Child Welfare Agency (PANI) this week released its report on Dundee and requested a complete judicial probe of the academy.
Dundee's problems were further complicated Tuesday when Prosecutor Fer-nando Vargas visited the academy accompanied by police and a mixed commission of government officials. Vargas reportedly incited mob-mentality hysteria when he informed the students that they didn't have to stay at Dundee against their will.
"The situation got chaotic and crazy and out of control," said 15-year-old Miami native Johel, who was sent to Dundee seven months ago for drug addiction and gang involvement. "After living with all those rules, now you have people saying you can do whatever you want. Kids starting arming themselves with sticks and acting violent against the upper-level students who were allowed to discipline them."
Lichfield claims many of the youths started to lash out violently, beating staff members' cars with sticks, vandalizing property, stealing from each other, and having sex in the bathrooms. Yesterday, he told The Tico Times that 25 students were still "rioting" and were being held under lockdown at the facility's recently constructed "High Impact" compound. Dundee would not allow The Tico Times to visit the incarcerated students.
Some of teens decided to flee, and several of the girls reportedly flagged down passing cars and got in with strangers. Six children told PANI officials they wanted to be removed from the academy and were relocated to state-run shelters.
By Wednesday afternoon, all the Dundee students - including those remaining in PANI shelters - were accounted for, according to U.S. Embassy spokeswoman Marcia Bosshart. Lichfield, however, told The Tico Times yesterday that "three or four" students were still missing.
The Dundee owner claims he is in the process of appealing the PANI report and filing a $20 million lawsuit against the Costa Rican government for damages and revenue loss. "Is Costa Rica a democracy ruled by law, or a bureaucracy ruled by cover-your-ass?" Lichfield demanded.
According to parents, WWASP Pre-sident Ken Kay sent a private communiqué to Dundee parents on Wednesday, putting a positive spin on the events and claiming that the "non-working students" (the ones who chose to run away) will be sent to the notoriously tough Tranquility Bay program in Jamaica. "The positive is that those who stay [at Dundee] will no longer be distracted, influenced or hampered by the non-working students," Kay wrote.
Lichfield told The Tico Times yesterday that 170 students signed voluntary waivers, claiming they are remaining at Dundee under their own volition. The 30 students who refused to sign are being sent home or transferred to Tranquility Bay, he said.
Parents of Dundee students this week expressed everything from concern to outrage following reports of the Tuesday breakout. Many blamed the exodus on the Costa Rican government's "Gestapo" tactics.
One irate mother, who wished to remain nameless, accused Costa Rican authorities of "inciting a riot" and allowing minors to "walk out of there into a foreign country without so much as a penny in their pocket to call home or their passports, only the clothes on their backs.
"My son was one of the 35 boys gone from 7:30 to 4:30 a.m. He was scared and very confused when we spoke to him by phone," she told The Tico Times. "By the Grace of God and many volunteers, he is safe and back at the compound."
Advertised as a correctional boarding school that provides youth with a "Paradise for Change," Dundee Ranch does not have any operating licenses from Costa Rican authorities, and the qualifications of its staff have been questioned (TT, Oct. 25, 2002).
A visit from Immigration officials this week revealed that 100 of the 193 students had expired tourist visas, and four Jamaican staff members - including the current director - do not have valid work permits.
"If I could, I would detain and deport everyone there who has irregular visa status," Immigration director Marco Badilla told The Tico Times this week, adding that he is requesting judicial intervention.
Critics of the program also worry that Dundee's "High Impact" compound, which was recently advertised on two separate Web pages as a juvenile boot camp, is a replica of a facility by the same name that was closed two years ago by Mexican authorities, who reportedly found kids locked in dog cages (TT. March, 14).
In an interview with The Tico Times last October, Lichfield explained that students who habitually violate the academy's 100-plus rules would be sent to High Impact and remain incarcerated until they walk 100 miles around a sand-and-gravel perimeter track to win their freedom. However, he denied it would be the same as the facility forced to close in Mexico (TT, Oct. 25, 2002; March 14).
Ana Teresa León, author of the PANI's report on Dundee, told The Tico Times this week the current High Impact model would be "illegal" and Lichfield will not be able to inaugurate the compound unless he dramatically reworks the concept and has it approved by child welfare officials.
Despite Dundee's recent problems, many diehard champions defend the program's "tough-love" tactics.
Neal Nathanson of Maryland said he can't vouch for the ultimate success of the program, but insists it is working for his 15-year-old son Lee, who was sent to Dundee six months ago for drug problems. "The program is clearly working for my son," said Nathanson, who spent last weekend at Dundee's Parent-Child Weekend at the Hotel Tirol in Heredia, north of San José. "He told me last weekend: 'I wouldn't leave now if you asked me to; I am learning the skills I need in my future life.´"
Don Babets of Shutesbuty, Massachusetts, agrees that the program has had a positive effect on his son Kenny, who has been at Dundee for 17 months.
"He loves it, and even though he is 18, he chose to stay there Tuesday when the other kids left, because he knows the program is working."
One 17-year-old sent to Dundee with severe drug addiction after several suicide attempts told The Tico Times this week he blames the Costa Rican government for disrupting a program he credits with saving his life.
"The government is saying that Dundee is violating laws by trying to fix me," he said. "I don't know if I would do so well if I were sent out into the world right now without finishing the program. I probably would have committed suicide like my father did, and I don't want to go down that path."
The 19-month-old Dundee Ranch continues to grow in enrollment. Since the end of 2002, the student body had grown by nearly 30%. Until this week, Lichfield was in the process of negotiating to buy the cozy Hotel Tirol - in the mountains above Heredia - to house Dundee's female students. But due to recent events, that plan has been put on hold, Lichfield said.
PANI's List
The Child Welfare Office's (PANI) report listed 15 problems Dundee needs to fix in the next 30 days in order to get legal and remain open:
1. Inadequate facilities: not enough ventilation or lighting in the dorms, and no privacy.
2. Inadequate food and meal portions.
3. Communication between students and their families too restricted.
4. Staff unqualified to attend to needs of children.
5. Immigration status of students not clear.
6. Some punishments qualify as physical and psychological abuse.
7. Academy overcrowded.
8. Cleaning facility should not be students' responsibility.
9. Academy has no permit from Education Ministry.
10. No guaranteed comprehensive health-care.
11. Many students held at Dundee against their will.
12. Dundee's investments in academy not directly benefiting students.
13. Management and leadership of program not professional.
14. Academic structure not clear: no lessons taught.
15. Some parents have complained that academy does not really offer what it advertises.
-Source: PANI
By Tim Rogers
Tico Times Staff
(There was no date on this article, however we believe it was published in January 2003.)
Concerns are growing that there may be more than meets the eye at the U.S.-run behavior modification program Dundee Ranch Academy, as two new Web sites appeared this week advertising the institution as a juvenile military boot camp.
Despite academy owner Narvin Lichfield's repeated insistence that his program is not a boot camp for troubled teens, the discovery of Web sites "1-To-1 Juvenile Boot Camps" (1-to-1-juvenile-boot-camps.com) and "Basic Training Boot Camp Military School" (basic-training-boot-camp-military-school.com) fueled critics' arguments that Dundee Ranch is not what it is advertising itself to be.
Although neither Internet page mentions Dundee Ranch, The Tico Times this week learned that the boot camps are located at the academy's facilities on the remote campus of a former hotel in the Pacific town of Orotina.
Lichfield, whose brother Bob runs Dundee's Utah-based umbrella organization WorldWide Association of Specialty Programs (WWASP), said he was unaware the boot camp Web sites had been published on the Internet.
"That is not what we are offering; I will have to tell them to take those down," he told The Tico Times during a phone interview from his other WWASP program in South Carolina.
Lichfield said the sites were erroneously published by Parent Resources, a Utah-based marketing firm that handles enrollment and admissions for the WWASP's nine programs in the U.S. and abroad. He explained that the idea of running a separate military boot camp at Dundee's recently constructed "High Impact" walled compound was an idea he toyed with a year ago, but eventually decided against, due to Costa Rica's long history of demilitarization.
Lichfield claims he is reworking the concept of the "High Impact" - scheduled to be operational next month - and said he must have forgotten to tell Parent Resources about the change of plans. He blamed the Web sites on "an honest lack of communication."
Dundee Ranch is a controversial non-therapeutic behavior modification institution for troubled teens. Currently home to 183 boys and girls ages 11-17, most from the U.S., the program and its WWASP affiliates in the U.S. and Jamaica have come under fire over the years by critics who claim the program's "tough love" tactics - including the use of physical restraint and sentencing kids to solitary confinement - are abusive (TT, Oct. 25, 2002; Jan. 17).
Former Dundee Ranch director Amberly Knight - one of five directors who have worked at the Costa Rica program in its 18 months of existence - this week added her voice to the chorus of concern in a five-page letter to Costa Rican Child Welfare (PANI) Minister Rosalia Gil.
"I feel that Dundee Ranch Academy should not be allowed to operate because it is poorly managed, takes financial advantage of parents in crisis, and puts teens in physical and emotional risk," she wrote.
Gil told The Tico Times this week that her organization is investigating Dundee, and that last week she sent three child welfare workers to the academy to talk with kids and staff. She declined to comment on details of the PANI report, which was discussed at length with the U.S. Embassy on Tuesday. The Embassy also declined comment.
Lichfield said last week's visit from the PANI went well, and that he has a meeting scheduled with Gil and the U.S. Embassy in the coming weeks.
He dismissed Knight as an "immature" and disgruntled former employee.
"If she felt like there was abuse at the camp, why didn't she talk about it when she was director?" he asked.
Lichfield added that Knight, by talking to the press and the PANI, has violated trade-secret and confidentiality agreements, and will be sued in Costa Rica as a result.
A second former Dundee Ranch employee contacted by The Tico Times this week said he could vouch for everything Knight had said in her letter.
Speaking on condition that his name not be used, the former employee said: "If you put a spy camera in Dundee for a day, you would find abuse and an ill-trained staff."
"I know the kids are being mistreated there," he added. "What is being promised to the parents is not happening; the kids are not being educated, and they are not being helped emotionally in any way. The kids only learn how to lie to get out of the program."
Lichfield, however, claims it is the former employees who are lying, because they have "an axe to grind."
In addition, he added, the only service that Dundee Ranch promises to perform is "supervision."
"Our contract says we don't guarantee anything," he said.
Lichfield said he has been threatened with a lawsuit from only one Dundee parent, and settled out of court for $7,000.
In the 24-year history of WWASP, he said, seven suits have been brought against the program, and all have been thrown out of court because "they had no merit."
Lichfield estimates that WWASP has settled some 50 other cases out of court over the years.
No legal action has ever been brought against Dundee Ranch in Costa Rica.
Meanwhile, opponents of the program are voicing increased concern about the academy's "High Impact basic training facility."
During a Tico Times visit to Dundee last October, Lichfield explained that habitually disobedient youths from the academy or any of WWASP's eight other programs could be sentenced to do time at High Impact, where they must walk 100 miles around a perimeter track to win their freedom (TT, Oct. 25).
This week, Lichfield described the walled compound as a "low-impact" facility meant to take kids out of their comfort zone to make them reflect on their behavior. Youths sentenced there will have the option of walking for two hours a day to win points toward graduating in a month, he said.
Critics of WWASP worry that the compound Lichfield is putting the finishing touches on is really a replica of the High Impact facility in Mexico, which was closed by Mexican authorities in 2001 for rights abuses. WWASP has also closed or been forced to close similar programs in Utah and the Czech Republic.
California father Chris Goodwin, who led the charge to close High Impact in Mexico, told The Tico Times this week that his son had been transferred to the Mexican facility from a WWASP program in 2001. At High Impact, Goodwin claims, his son was locked in a dog cage for a week at a time, hog-tied for three days, had his thumb twisted back and broken by a staff member, had his teeth knocked through his lips by a staffer who smashed his face in the ground repeatedly, and was forced to walk around the compound's perimeter track in the sun wearing flannel underwear and a sweatsuit.
Lichfield said Dundee's High Impact will be more of an "evaluation facility," and will be nothing like the operation closed in Mexico.
"We are trying to improve on the positive elements of the program, and eliminate the negative ones," he said.
Not everyone is convinced that the new facility will be more user-friendly.
"High Impact is going to be bad; it is set up identical to the one that was in Mexico," charged the former staffer who wished to remain nameless. "That is the only model Lichfield knows."
Charges that Dundee Ranch is more sinister than its marketing would suggest have worried some parents, too.
Louisiana mother Carey Bock, with the help of hired muscle from the U.S., went so far as to bust her twin boys out of Dundee last October (TT, Oct. 25). Virginia divorcee Su Flowers, who two weeks ago lost joint custody of her children, has tried twice in the last month to get her daughter out of Dundee. The eccentric Flowers is currently living in the Pacific beach town of Manuel Antonio, trying to organize rock concerts to raise awareness about the academy.
But other parents defend Dundee passionately. Responding to a Jan. 17 Tico Times article, several dozen parents wrote letters defending the program, at the request of then-director Joe Atkin.
Lichfield, meanwhile, maintains that Dundee Ranch Academy is not doing anything that is not already being done in similar teen programs in all 50 States in the U.S. "We are viewed as sinners or saints, depending on what side of the argument you are on," he said.
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Academy at Dundee Ranch was a behavior modification facility for United States teenagers, located on La Ceiba Cascajal, 10km West of Orotina, province of Alajuela, Costa Rica. It was promoted as a residential school, offering a program of behavior modification, motivational "emotional growth seminars," a progressive academic curriculum, and a structured daily schedule, for teenagers struggling in their homes, schools, or communities.[1]
The facility was associated with World Wide Association of Specialty Programs and Schools (WWASP).
In May 2003, the facility was shut down by the authorities in Costa Rica due to claims of child abuse, and investigated the school and its managers. The facility reopened in 2004 as Pillars of Hope.
http://www.academydundee.org/index.html
Owner of Private Discipline Academy in Costa Rica Is Arrested
New York Times/May 24, 2003
By Tim Weiner
Mexico City -- The owner of an American behavior modification program in Costa Rica housing nearly 200 American youths was jailed today after accusations that students had been deprived of their civil liberties.
The owner, Narvin Lichfield, was detained pending a judge's review of allegations brought by a local prosecutor. Those allegations include charges that children were held against their will and physically abused at the Academy at Dundee Ranch, in rural Costa Rica, according to Adilia Caravaca, a Costa Rican lawyer representing the mother of a child at Dundee.
A 14-year-old California girl who fled the academy on Thursday and returned home with the help of United States Embassy officials said by telephone today that Dundee Ranch staff members had beaten and physically restrained children who tried to leave the academy.
The girl, whose mother insisted that her name be withheld, said staff members "tried to make us sign a contract saying we didn't want anything to change and told us we had to sign the contract or we would be sent to Jamaica."
Dundee Ranch and a similar behavior modification program in Jamaica, Tranquility Bay, are affiliated with a Utah organization, the World Wide Association of Speciality Programs and Schools, known as Wwasps. About 30 children were sent from Costa Rica to Jamaica this week after child welfare officials visited Dundee Ranch on Tuesday and told youths there that they did not have to stay, officials said.
The Costa Rican authorities said punishments at the academy included emotional abuse, isolation and physical restraints.
Mr. Lichfield is a brother of Wwasps's founder, Robert Lichfield. The association operates 11 behavior modification centers that house 2,200 youths, about half of them in Mexico, Costa Rica and Jamaica, and half in the United States. Previous investigations have led to closings of Wwasps-affiliated programs in Mexico and the Czech Republic.
The arrest may spell the end of the academy, several parents of children at Dundee Ranch said. Some said in e-mail messages that they had faith in the program despite the charges. Others were desperately trying to contact their children to bring them home, but without success.
One, Yumiko Huffer, of Nashville, said her 17-year-old son had complained of mistreatment and had begged her to be sent home. "I sold my home to pay the tuition," more than $30,000 a year, she said in a telephone interview.
A Costa Rican security official, Ana Chacón, said it was likely that the children would eventually be returned to their parents or legal guardians.
School for Teens Tries to Survive
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FRIDAY May 23, 2003 By Brooke Adams and Rhina Guidos
The Salt Lake Tribune
More than two dozen U.S. teens were trying to make their way home from Costa Rica on Thursday as parents, government officials and operators of the Academy at Dundee Ranch sorted out allegations of mistreatment and permit violations at the school for troubled youth.
Staff at the ranch, which is affiliated with the Utah-based World Wide Association of Speciality Programs and Schools, was trying to contact parents of about 20 teens who are demanding to be released. Another six were in the custody of Costa Rican child-welfare workers and three others who refused to return to the ranch were in contact with local authorities.
On Wednesday, the Patronato Nacional de la Infancia (PANI), the country's child-welfare agency, filed a complaint with local prosecutor Fernando Vargas over alleged health-code violations, inadequate staff certification and infringements of the students' rights at the ranch in the town of Orotina.
Vargas created some confusion when he told PANI it must ensure the students' safety but failed to specify whether the agency should take over the ranch or merely monitor it, said Tim Rogers, a reporter with the Tico Times of San Jos--.
But by late Thursday, ranch officials, Vargas and the welfare workers agreed that PANI would make daily visits to the ranch for the next week or so, Rogers said.
"I was out there today and the situation was calming down somewhat from what had gone on the day previously," Rogers said.
Vargas visited the school Tuesday and informed the students that under Costa Rican law, they have a say in their treatment at age 15. Fanny Cordero, communications director for PANI, said word quickly spread among the teens that they could not be held against their will and many began walking out.
Between 30 to 55 of the 205 teens fled the ranch, which bills itself a "paradise for change."
Most returned by nightfall, said World Wide president Ken Kay in a telephone interview from company headquarters in St. George.
Staff members were trying to reach the parents of the 20 who want to go home, he said.
"It's difficult because of the [Memorial Day] holiday, but we are complying," Kay said, adding that he believed those teens were "using this as a technique to manipulate their way back home."
Cordero, however, said the teens in her agency's care say they have suffered psychological or physical abuse at Dundee Ranch.
PANI began an investigation of the ranch several months ago after a former staff director, some parents and their children accused the ranch of various violations.
Cordero said those claims include overcrowded conditions that forced some teens to sleep on the floor, food restrictions and the staff's refusal to let teens contact their parents.
The agency also found some staff members lack proper credentials and that many students' tourist visas have expired.
It also questioned whether the ranch, which is licensed as a Spanish-language academy, should actually be licensed as a rehabilitation facility. That concern is being investigated by the Costa Rican Department of Health.
Even though parents may have agreed to the conditions and tactics used at the ranch, the children are protected under Costa Rican laws and those laws may have been violated, Cordero said. On Monday, PANI gave Dundee Ranch 30 days to remedy any problems.
Kay said staff at Dundee Ranch, one of nine such schools affiliated with World Wide, believed they were in compliance with government and school accreditation requirements but would address the issues raised by PANI.
He described Dundee Ranch as a "specialty boarding school," not a residential treatment facility, that uses a reward and consequence system to build self-esteem.
Kay acknowledged that most of the teens at Dundee Ranch have "experimented" with drugs and that staff use motivational and educational tools to teach the risks of drug abuse. But Dundee Ranch, he said, has never billed itself as a treatment or therapeutic program.
"It is basically a character-building program," he said.
The ranch's Web site emphasizes its ability to aid teens who are acting out at home, school or in the community.
Dundee, which opened at the site of a former adventure lodge 18 months ago, charges $1,990 a month per teen.
On average, it takes a teen 16 months to complete the program
Dundee Ranch: Riots at Costa Rica school for troubled young Americans raises questions about programs
Associated Press
Every night, as he lined up with the other boys waiting to shower at a school for troubled youths, Cody Crawford would gaze up and try to decipher how the skies over western Costa Rica might lead him to freedom.
''I figured I could escape and follow the stars, through the jungle, to the American Embassy,'' said Crawford, a 16-year-old Oregon resident. ''I was like: 'I'll be fine out there alone. It won't be as bad as Dundee Ranch.'''
Crawford and dozens of others among the 201 mostly American students rebelled last month at the Academy at Dundee Ranch, trashing the behavior-modification center and demanding to be sent home.
The chaos forced Dundee to close and renewed controversy about such privately run centers, which put children and teenagers through strict programs intended to get them to improve their behavior.
Some parents and alumni swear by the schools, saying they change lives for the better. Critics contend poorly trained staff use physical abuse and brainwashing to scare students into conforming.
Riots broke out when Costa Rican authorities visited Dundee Ranch on May 20 and again two days later and announced that the young people couldn't be held against their will.
''They said, 'You can do anything you want,' and kids started destroying things and leaving,'' said Crawford, who is from Dundee, Ore.
Crawford, who had been at the center for a month, was among students who fled the campus. But others didn't want to go anywhere.
''I would be dead if I had never come here,'' said Steven Davidson, an 18-year-old from San Diego who was less than a month from finishing Dundee's two-year program. ''This was the first good thing I had in my life and now it's gone.''
Interviewed at the ranch while waiting to get a flight home, Davidson said he had been a cocaine and amphetamine user who tried to kill himself three times. A leap through his second-floor bedroom window left him with a scar that runs the length of his head.
''Everyone has a different opinion about what's best for the child, how to fix a child who has gone wrong,'' said Marvin Lichfield, Dundee's owner, who has been ordered to remain in Costa Rica. ''Is our system strict? It is. Has it worked for hundreds of kids? It has.''
After the mutiny, Lichfield was detained for 30 hours on child abuse charges, but a judge dismissed the charges. Prosecutor Maria de los Angeles Alfaro said later that her office is studying additional complaints of child abuse filed by two former students.
Dundee's brand of discipline didn't come cheap. Minimum monthly tuition was $1,190 in addition to a $2,000 enrollment fee, plus occasional charges of $100 for supplies. Some parents said they paid as much as $2,500 a month.
Even Crawford's stargazing violated Dundee's rules: Newcomers weren't allowed to speak unless spoken to and were forbidden to raise their eyes.
Those who did what they were told slowly earned back basic freedoms and eventually won the right to dole out discipline to lower-ranking enrollees.
Similar approaches are used at 10 other schools with a total of 2,200 students in the United States, Mexico and Jamaica that are coordinated by the World Wide Association of Specialty Programs and Schools, a group in St. George, Utah, founded by Lichfield's brother, Robert.
Association President Ken Kay said that ''directors of our member schools are looking at lessons learned out of Dundee to make sure they aren't doing any actions ... that would lead to the types of allegations we saw at Dundee.'' He called most of the claims against Dundee ''ridiculous.''
Kay said there has never been a substantiated charge of abuse or mistreatment at any schools belonging to the association. However, a previous group that reorganized to become WWASPS had two member schools — in the Czech Republic and Cancun, Mexico — suddenly close after they became the subjects of legal investigations.
Rosalia Gil, president of Costa Rica's child welfare agency, said U.S. diplomats who had visited Dundee alerted her office to keep an eye on the ranch shortly after it opened in October 2001.
After looking into allegations of abuse at the school, Gil's agency told school officials on May 19 to correct 15 violations that included inadequate living accommodations and meals, punishments that qualified as criminal mistreatment, overcrowding and inadequate medical care.
They also said the ranch was operating without a license and was supervised by staff with little or no professional training. They later said 100 of 193 American youths at the school were in the country illegally because their visas had expired.
''We told them if they meet Costa Rican standards, they can operate here, but that never happened,'' Gil said. ''We're talking about human rights. There's a moment you have to act to protect children who can't protect themselves.''
Lichfield countered that while the complaint gave his school 30 days to make improvements, authorities arrived a day after it was delivered. He said he hopes to reopen the school once some $80,000 in damage has been cleaned up, though nearly all workers have left.
Gil said Dundee could reopen if Lichfield addresses her office's concerns.
Flanked by jungle-dotted mountains outside the town of Orotina, 55 miles west of San Jose, Dundee Ranch is a former ecotourism resort. Lichfield said investors spent $1 million converting it into a campus for students ages 11 to 17.
A brook winds past a small swimming pool near cages of parakeets and macaws. A wood-plank bridge across a lagoon leads to the ranch's classrooms.
The boys' and girls' dorms — clusters of orange and tan adobe bungalows — appeared charming from outside.
Inside, the dorms were packed with dozens of bunk beds. Air conditioners did little to cut the suffocating heat and ventilation was poor, three former students said. Gaps between ceilings and walls let bugs, bats and birds slip in.
During the rioting, students kicked holes in dorm walls, tore off window screens and burned books. In a boys' shower room, someone had scrawled ''we want more food'' in black marker, the only piece of non-obscene graffiti on the campus.
''They call this place a resort,'' Crawford said. ''It's actually a prison.''
Crawford's mother, Robin, asked an Oregon court to let her son come to Dundee after he was arrested for possession of marijuana and breaking and entering. She said abuse by older boys had compounded her son's problems with high-function autism.
State officials recommended against public school for Crawford and many private schools said they could not take him because of special dietary needs and learning disabilities.
She said her sister told her that a WWASPS school in Mexico had straightened up her own rebellious son.
An association representative said her son's needs would pose no problem at Dundee, Robin Crawford said. The representative even testified via telephone at Crawford's probationary hearing, assuring the judge that Dundee was not a discipline-based program, according to a court record produced by Crawford's mother.
Like all new arrivals, her son slept in a hallway without air conditioning. He said there were mites in the cereal and dead flies in the rice.
''This wasn't the program I paid for,'' his mother said. ''I was promised therapy in a supportive environment. I was promised three meals a day with fruits and vegetables. I was promised no harsh punishments.''
Another student, a 15-year-old girl from Illinois who worried about reprisals from the school, said staff members often withheld food as a punishment.
Several students told Costa Rican authorities that they suffered through injuries, allergic reactions and intestinal problems without proper medical attention and that medicine sent for some students was given to others, said Alfaro, the prosecutor.
Three former students said that staff members made youths ''sweep the sunshine'' — use a broom to sweep pavement until sunburns formed — and that others were ordered to kneel on sharp rocks.
More serious offenses — such as glancing at a member of the opposite sex — landed students in a 10-by-7-foot room where they were ordered to keep their nose to the wall or the floor. Some students said they were shoved, pushed or beaten.
But Chanel Sortomme, 17, who graduated from Dundee two weeks before the uprising, and three other students interviewed at the ranch said no one was beaten and they disputed allegations that food was scarce and bug-infested.
''There are hundreds of rules — rules for everything you can think of — but those rules are what helps you change,'' Sortomme said. ''At Dundee you learn how to follow the little rules and that helps you become responsible and follow bigger ones back at home.''
Lichfield flew Sortomme and her father to Costa Rica to defend the school to journalists.
John Sortomme, a retirement planner in San Diego, said his daughter went into Dundee ''a very intelligent screw-up'' who had run away from home three times. She came out ''a beautiful, intelligent, powerful young lady
WWASP Fails – Florida Mom Prevails (Jury Rules in favor of Mom)
FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE
For More Information Contact:
Sue Scheff
Sue.S@helpyourteens.com
954-349-7260
WWASP Fails – Florida Mom Prevails (Jury Rules in favor of Mom)
WESTON, Florida (August 8, 2004). Corporate giant, World Wide Association of Specialty Programs (WWASP), came after a single Florida mom, Sue Scheff, and her organization Parents Universal Resource Experts (P.U.R.E.--), because she spoke out about the company's alleged abuses against children. When she learned her daughter and other children had been abused in their programs, she fought back.
WWASP came after her through fear, intimidation, and the high cost of litigation, when she tried to speak out by reporting fraud, child abuse, and child neglect against their programs both in the U.S. and other countries. They brought three charges against this mother and her organization - defamation, civil conspiracy, and false advertising.
As a result of her tenacity in seeking the truth, along with her attorney, Richard Henriksen, Salt Lake City, Utah:
WWASP's attempt to silence this mother failed.
Sue Scheff and P.U.R.E.-- prevailed.
Enlarged photos and video clips from 48 Hours, Primetime, Dateline, and Inside Edition were shown to jurors. Tears welled up in some of their eyes as they watched the following accounts of child abuse and neglect:
Video clips were shown of children who were locked in dog cages in the hot Mexican sun at WWASP's High Impact program in Mexico, sometimes for days at a time. High Impact was shut down by the Mexican government for allegations of child neglect and abuse. Although Robert Lichfield, Ken Kay, and Karr Farnsworth will claim High Impact is not a WWASP program, former employees and parents testified they were. An employee testified she was asked not to divulge the program's association with WWASP – she further testified she traveled to High Impact with Ken Kay, president of WWASP, who specifically warned her against divulging its association with WWASP.
Amberly Knight was the former Director of Dundee Ranch in Costa Rica. She testified that a girl was raped there and her skull was cracked. She further testified children at Dundee Ranch were punished with food deprivation and were kept in a small isolation room where they were made to kneel and lay on concrete for up to 14 hours a day. Dundee Ranch was closed in May 2003 after she reported WWASP's alleged child abuse to Costa Rican protective services. This resulted in the arrest of Narvin Lichfield.
Photos were shown of children who were locked inside The ISO Box (Isolation Box), a wooden structure no larger than a small closet at WWASP's Paradise Cove program in Western Samoa. Children told of their experiences when they were hog-tied, struck by staff members, and duct-taped during their stay. When an investigation into allegations of child abuse and neglect was initiated, WWASP closed this program.
Again at Paradise Cove in Western Samoa, bugs were seen in the children's meager food portions. There were photos of children with skin infections, including scabies.
Former victims demonstrated the abuse and neglect they endured. They also verbalized it on Dateline, Primetime, Inside Edition and 48 Hours.
More disturbing accounts of abuse and neglect surfaced during the trial, both in WWASP facilities in the U.S. and in other countries:
A Texas mother whose two sons were sent to Tranquility Bay, a WWASP facility in Jamaica, stated when she went to pick them up she saw terror on their faces, ringworm scars, and chemical burns on their bodies. Her children were forced to sleep on plywood beds with soiled mattresses; they had no soap, no toilet paper, no fans, and no hot water.
One boy spent 4 ½ years of his adolescence being physically moved between five WWASP programs. He entered their programs when he was 12 and was 19 at the time of this trial. He broke into tears as the defendants showed the jury a video of children who were locked inside dog cages in the hot Mexican Sun, the very place where his nightmare ended when he was removed from those very cages. In an interview this young man described more horrific events. He told of how older children in the program plotted to kill him in an attempt to shut the program down. They lured him into the water, grabbed him, beat his head against a large piece of coral until he passed out, as they tried to drown him. He has been left with lifelong emotional scars.
Chris Goodwin's son started his journey through WWASP at Casa by the Sea in Mexico. He stressed he did not want a discipline-based environment for his son, but rather a loving environment and was reassured repeatedly that Casa by the Sea was just that – a loving and caring program. He was not allowed to speak to his son for seven months, and was told speaking to him would harm his progress in the program. He later learned his son had been beaten by four staff members in the middle of the night, then forced to sit Indian-style for up to 16 hours per day while facing a wall. Mr. Goodwin received a call from the program director telling him his son needed a harsher environment, recommending his son be sent to Tranquility Bay in Jamaica. Mr. Goodwin would not agree and insisted his son be sent to Cross Creek in LaVerkin, Utah. He was asked to enroll his son into a new WWASP program, High Impact, on a short-term basis while they worked out the details of his transfer to Cross Creek. He was told it was basically a wilderness experience. All the while, his son had already been transferred there without his permission or knowledge. While there, his son's thumb was broken, needing surgery to put it back in place with several screws. He told of how his son's head was pounded into the ground by staff during a restraint. He further testified when he picked up his 15 ½ year-old son from Cross Creek he witnessed a girl whose mouth was covered with duct-tape and felt he had been deceived and financially "taken" by WWASP.
A young Florida girl was described as having to bathe outside in cold water with other girls. When they had their menstrual cycle they all showered in their blood and discharge. She experienced eating pork with hair still on it. Every night she heard kids screaming in OP (observation placement) while others cried for their parents.
This young girl witnessed the suicide death of Valerie Heron on Valerie's first day at Tranquility Bay in Jamaica. Witnesses say there was no staff present to keep her from climbing up onto the railing, jumping to her death. Girls who witnessed this event were told they would receive counseling to cope with their grief and trauma but the therapist never arrived. Instead, the girls witnessing this traumatic event were given some pills to cope with their pain. During the night after Valerie's death, she heard staff trying to scrub the blood stains off the concrete. The next morning, they made the girls line up for head count directly over the blood-stained "X" that marked the spot where Valerie landed.
Jay Kay, Director of Tranquility Bay, and son of Ken Kay, President of WWASP, sat in the courtroom with seemingly no remorse while the defendants presented Prime Time's video clip of him admitting: "Do I have pepper-spray? You bet I do. And, I haven't had to use it in five and a half or six months." Since the time of this trial, Fox aired an interview with a mother whose son was pepper sprayed by Jay Kay and Randall Hinton, employee at Tranquility Bay, on a daily basis for over eight months. Further, his genitals were scrubbed with a toilet brush. In an interview, his mother revealed that before being sent to Tranquility Bay, her son was a 4.0 student and a good boy. He turned to drugs when she and his father divorced, which resulted in her turning to WWASP for help. She stated, "My son suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder as a direct result of the abuse he suffered at Tranquility Bay. He had a breakdown and spent two years in a mental hospital. He is now 24 years old and still living at home. He has had repeated nightmares for years on at least a weekly basis if not more. Just last week he screamed out in his sleep 'Randall, why are you doing this to me?' I can personally attest that my child was far worse when he returned from the emersion of abuse and neglect at Tranquility Bay than before he entered this so-called children's program."
John France, an Educational and Forensic Psychologist, testified about his son's stay at WWASP facility Spring Creek Lodge in MT. He stated his son spent nearly nine months in "The Hobbit", a small structure that was no more than two shelves on top of one another, his body barely able to fit. It was hot in the summer and cold in the winter. So cold, his orange he stored away at night was frozen by morning. He was forced to sleep on a small shelf and to urinate in his drinking cup during the night. He etched the words "Let Freedom Ring" on one of the shelves.
While others were shocked, distraught, and cried as these accounts of child abuse, neglect, and even death, were divulged, Robert Lichfield was seen smiling in the corner of the courtroom while WWASP lawyers were seen laughing in the presence of the Federal jury.
In 2006 WWASP continues to grow and thrive, housing thousands of children from all over the world. To this day, WWASP refuses to admit any wrongdoing, including child abuse, child neglect and fraud.
WWASP has repeatedly filed lawsuits against advocacy groups in an attempt to stop them from exposing child abuse and neglect in their programs.
Today, Sue Scheff continues in her quest to provide families with the resources, options, and safe alternatives they need in finding help for their children. Congressman George Miller continues to fight for Federal legislation to regulate this industry, and we at P.U.R.E.-- support his fight. For more current news and information on the tough-love industry, please visit Coalition Against Institutionalized Child Abuse (CAICA) at www.caica.org.
As of May 2006, it is believed that WWASP aka WWASPS or Premier Educational Systems has affiliations with the following:
Academy of Ivy Ridge, NY (Recently withdrew their affiliation with WWASPS)
Canyon View Park, MT
Camas Ranch, MT
Carolina Springs Academy, SC
Cross Creek Programs, UT (Cross Creek Center and Cross Creek Manor
Darrington Academy, GA
Help My Teen, UT (Adolescent Services Adolescent Placement) Promotes and markets these programs.
Horizon Academy, NV
Lifelines Family Services, UT (Promotes and markets these programs).
Majestic Ranch, UT
Midwest Academy, IA (Brian Viafanua, formerly the Director of Paradise Cove as shown on Primetime, is the current Director here).
Pillars of Hope, Costa Rica
Pine View Christian Academy (Borders FL, AL, MS)
Reality Trek, UT
Red River Academy, LA (Borders TX)
Royal Peak Academy, CO (It is believed that Randall Hinton - who admitted using pepper spray on teens - is employed at this facility).
Sky View Academy, NV
Spring Creek Lodge, MT
Tranquility Bay, Jamaica
Dundee Ranch owner rips police after his acquittal
By the A.M. Costa Rica staff
Narvin Lichfield, who was acquitted this week by the Tribunal Penal de Alajuela for crimes of compulsion and the deprivation of liberty, said in an e-mail that police stood by and watched youths sexually assault each other after the raid on his former children's center.
Lichfield had been accused of committing the crimes at the Dundee Ranch, his former youth rehabilitation center in Orotina. At the facility, Lichfield, his wife, and other employees worked with nearly 200 troubled children, mostly U.S. citizens and other foreigners.
Costa Rican officials raided the campus of Dundee Ranch Academy May, 20, 2003, to investigate alleged cases of child abuse, and in the process, jailed him for some 30 hours. He said in his e-mail message that the jailing was illegal.
The e-mail said that during the raid the judge in authority, Gabriela Saborio, told the prosecutor his diligence was excessive because of the lack of evidence. The prosecutor ignored the order of the judge and preceded to forcibly separate the students from their parents and guardians, said the e-mail. The judge later said she felt like this was a modern-day "witch-hunt" by the media and by her overzealous subordinate local prosecutor, said the e-mail.
Parents and staff were held at gunpoint while the Costa Rican prosecutor told the students that school rules no longer applied. Police and officials then
stood by and watched as the students rioted, destroyed property, assaulted each other sexually and committed other crimes, said the e-mail. One parent had a gun held to her head and was ordered to hang up the phone as she attempted to call the U.S. Embassy for help, said the e-mail. At least eight students fled the property. Police simply left the school in shambles, said Lichfield.
When members of the Dirección de Migración y Extranjeria inspected the camp in 2003, they found that 100 of the 193 children did not have appropriate migration papers.
Investigators raided the Dundee Ranch mostly on the criminal complaint of Susan Flowers, whose daughter, Nicole, 15, was being held at the ranch. Both are U.S. citizens as are most of those at the ranch.
Ms. Flowers does not have custody, and the child was sent to the ranch by her father, who was in the United States.
According to its Web site, the Academy at Dundee Ranch program consisted of behavior modification, a series of highly motivational emotional growth seminars, a progressive academic curriculum and a structured daily schedule that includes daily personal development courses.
At one point, Mrs. Flowers, with the help of then-director of Casa Alianza Bruce Harris brought a constitutional case against the academy. The Sala IV rejected the complaint and sent it to family court.
i was there from 5 days(april25) before my sweet 16
didnt come til i was almost 18
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
someone killed my puppy today
Current mood: sad
he died in my arms
i loved my baby so much
i have pics in my profile
R.I.P
Clyde
7 months old
died 1-23-08
i love you
and you wont be forgotten
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Monday, January 21, 2008
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
its a lose/lose for me
i want him to feel like king
and me his queen
but we but heads
and i just want him to know that i love him
no matter what
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my emotions are getting to me
Category: Life
wooooosaaafff
ill be writing more in depth later
just
i needed to say something now.
here goes
Monday, January 07, 2008
babe
sometimes there is no words to explain
my love for you
im yours with all heart and soul
and you mean everything to me
your my love baby
and im so glad you came into my life
and im really glad that i needed a lighter that day.
xoxo
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Monday, January 07, 2008
taurus
Current mood:if it says so
Category: Life
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
You are usually quite practical, yet now you can temporarily set common sense aside to undertake something that is a bit risky. While your actions are still goal-oriented, you are less concerned about accomplishment and more focused on what comes next. Even if you have mixed feelings about what you are doing, rest assured that it's okay to cut yourself loose from your obligations for just a while. You can pick up where you left off after tomorrow's New Moon.
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Friday, January 04, 2008
1st convention of the year
Dates: Jan.17-20 2008
Event: 13th International Marked For Life Female Tattoo Artist Expo
Location: Orlando, Kiss. Florida
Country: US
Reservations: Raddison World Gate Resort Reservations 407-396-1400
Contact Information: Deana Lippens, Deana's Skin Art Studio 407-568-9200
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Notes: everyone welcome, kids free with adults, Free dinner Thur.night to registered guest, pool party with food Sat. at midnight to guest,(early registration from this ad save $10.00)form at www.deanaskinart.com, Contest Sat. & Sun. $100.00 cash for best of show tattoo, Toasting Sharon Brouse Sun. evening, Best Tattooed Babe on a Bike Contest Sunday afternoon with the Motorcycle contest, limited booth space available for female artist, and vendors. a couple Free seminars to registered guests, APT Seminar on Thur. AM, We're Raising money for the Shriner's Hospital for children.
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Monday, December 31, 2007
2008
Current mood: intense
Category: Life
today is the end of a long year
and hopefully the begining to a new GREAT year!
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Monday, December 31, 2007
x-mas
thanks for all the gifts
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Friday, December 28, 2007
today
Current mood: aroused
Category: Religion and Philosophy
today is great
Dear Elizabeth, this is your horoscope for Friday, December 28th:
Taurus,
You will be a careful observer of other people's attitudes and you will take advantage of it. At work, you will show a mean attitude towards people around you. In Love, you will judge your partner harshly.
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
sometimes i like to play hard to get
Current mood: rockin
Category: Blogging
I think im going to pick up painting
i really have been wanting to do this for a long time
get some brushes and paints and canvas
ive got some great ideas
ive been builing and making a lot of 3d collages and i need to get to an art store lol
x-mas was alright. i saw my dad
i miss him
bruces daughter had a great christmas and i think he did too.
bruce got my the most beautiful armour jewelrybox thats dark wood and mirror
and about 4 1?2 feet- a girl can never have to much jewelry
he finished foot too YAY.
my dad and fam got me a couple of things also.
and i got to talk to the fam and friends up north
take some time look at my pictures more to come
got a new job its bout that $$$$$
also going update my profile again...soon
theres my rambles enough for now
my foot hurts.
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
twenty-0ne
Current mood: chill
Category: Life
well
21
hard
confusing
crazy
intense
sressful
being an adult sucks sometime
bu tyou gotta do
what you gotta do
and what makes you happy in your life
you first
then everyone else.
maria,
thanks for the golden ticket
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Monday, December 17, 2007
damn
my mouth gets me into alot of trouble
especially when i first wake up in the morning
i sleep to much and stay up real late
right now i need a newport and blunt
i saw this somewhere and i liked it
"A wise girl kisses, but doesn't love, listens, but doesn't believe and leaves before she is left..."
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Friday, December 14, 2007
good times
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
you
subscribe to my blogs
yours cruelly
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
changed my mind
fuck my christmas list
i dont want shit
i get to see no family and maria is NY and
if i wanted anything for christmas is to see her and dalya and my fam
i just want these holidays do go by quickly
fast and be over
i thought christmas was about jesus being born and not spending tons of money
on useless things and i could so go on but im stoppin there its ANGERS me
man im angry
why i dont know
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FAMILY
these are some pictures of my family
i miss them dearly
i love my cousin to death the blonde one my momo
m auntie sarah and uncles james
my grandparents
my mom and me
my uncle david my auntie katie
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im talking to my cuz
i miss her
need to xmas presents up there
hear my aunt sarah had cancer today
thats to aunts now
i niss my grandparents
my mommy
holidays suck for me
sometimes
Current mood:whatever
i just feel like this
i love lucy
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
damn
Current mood: depressed
Category: Life
i feel close to losing it.
real bad.
its like an explosion waiting to happen.
im like dynamite and my fuse is gettin short.
Currently listening:
Friday, November 30, 2007
listen up plz
Current mood: happy
http://groups.myspace.com/iamstatement2
ive created a new group go check it out
its about the new tattoo shop!
Currently listening:
Portishead
By Portishead
Release date: 30 September, 1997
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
family
Category: Life
i hate hearing saddness in my grandmas voice. all i want is happiness for her and my mother and the rest of my family for that matter, not just happiness thou but peace a serenity even.
im gladi have bruce and my ying to my yang maria.
it breaks my heart when they are sad.
i just hope they all know no matter what i love you all and its unconditional love it forever.
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Bonnie and Clyde
Current mood: determined
Category: Life
i have a kitty
orange, white paws white belly and neck
named her bonnie shes my adorable
and i have my handsome puppy clyde.
Christmas is around the corner
ive very happy right now in life
escept for the fact i got sick and was in the E R for 15 hours last night
and have to take meds now til im better.
maria i love you and i missin you like crazy
give my dalya a kiss and rub your tummy for me tell its got an auntie liz
call a yaya lol
Currently listening:
The Breakthrough
By Mary J. Blige
Release date: 20 December, 2005
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
MISS HIGH TIMES
Current mood: good
go to miss hightimes
or google it
go to search
and type in
vanilladanknug
vote 10 for me
over an over
and over again
for me
help me win!!!!!!!!!!
here in one URL address
http://www.hightimes.com/I_RATER/?i=3239
and another one
http://www.hightimes.com/I_RATER/index2.php
vote 10 for me
vanilladanknug
im forever grateful
Currently listening:
Songs of Freedom
By Bob Marley & The Wailers
Release date: 16 November, 1999
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
dreams can come true
Current mood: creative
I'm apprenticing to become a tattoo artist
i cant even explain the feelings that overwhelm me because of this
I've been doing a lot of tracing working on my lines watching my man while he teaches me hands on i just started I'm 100% committed to this like i said reams can come true. i just started but i have a faith. i learn something new about it everyday and i learn even more wen hes tattooing and teaching all his techniques
I'm so speechless if you know me you know why.
there is so muchhh good in my life right now with just a few speed bumps- i just hope it keeps getting better. im going from negative to positive
i will be something in life i got goals, i got dreams, and i cant let anyone get in my way or bring me down
so if you going to try to bring me down fuck you
you cant get rid of me this easy push me down all get right back up
I'm grateful for all my friends and my family
and grateful for all support for everyone else.
thank you guys.
Currently listening:
Portrait of an American Family
By Marilyn Manson
Release date: 19 July, 1994
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
i just want to say
Current mood: chipper
Category: Life
i love all my friends
here and the one thousands miles away
xoxo
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Monday, November 05, 2007
tracy hughes
Current mood: irate
I am having a really hard time. Going through a divorce. A very difficult one. My husband Bruce and his girlfriend are making up shit about me. They are trying to take my baby girl from me. She is all I have and will fight for her till the day I die. I love you baby girl.
this is what her profile says
whats so funny is
A your already divorced and all you got out of that was tears
B. i have your man i live in the house HE owns
C. stop lying i aint trying to take your baby from you i just care for her a take her shopping and buy her toys - because 1. i like doing it, 2. she likes it 3. im goin out with her father. 4. you know i aint got to do shit for her but i do so 5. you need to be thanking me that someone else is caring for her when your not around.
D. this past friday- for a mother who loves her baby girl so much and lives for her baby girl why leave her so you can go to the fair and knowing shes never went (its ok bruce her and me and a blast)
E. we aint making up shit about u . in fact we dont even talk about your skanky ass. its a waist of breath.
F. you need to shut your fucking mouth an stop making up shit about us. AND MOVE ON. you guys over. PERIOD end of story. YOUR NOT GETTING HIM BACK. lifes a bitch huh deal with it
and finally
G. if you get your fuckin head right and shit straight you can do better for yourself and your daughter thats what me and bruce want for you. stop drinking stop with drugs and bipolar ACT. your fuckin nuts we know but i think you just want attention and its all in your head. so say what you want do what you want
we arnt the ones washing cars and working min. wage. and for your info you dont know where i work you dont know who i am . you never will. so do me a favor at least , and DIE.
Currently listening:
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 04 October, 2005
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Monday, October 29, 2007
i hope
i dont wake up
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i know i write alot of blogs- they are about to get deeper, thou. You will see.
Current mood:pineapple fluffy poo
Category: Blogging
i want halloween love
gory scary
humor
i dont care
i
love it
i love them
and
i love myspace friends
most of all i love halloween
it is my favorite holiday of the year and i have so many
friends on here
love me with your blood guts and gore for halloween
much love
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
its almost here...
this halloween
should be OFF the chain
i got a car insurance today (thats whats up)
1. ak=lot of pics taken(lol)
so plans are
new orleans
or oranndo
if i go to O town i really want to go to casa diega
as you guys have already seen my costume
im thinkin of making myself possibly a bloody german zombie
or make me look beautiful
opinons please
this weekend is going to be fun thou!!
i hope i get my costume before then
and
if any one has a pair or mary jane stellito heels
mayi borrow them to match my costume
halloween is soon
send me lots of scary halloween comments
Currently listening:
Portishead
By Portishead
Release date: 30 September, 1997
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Monday, October 22, 2007
my costume
im a german bitch
and i got a bad ass wig to match it to thats brunette
i cant wait til halloween
my favorite time of year!!
Currently listening:
Bloody Kisses
By Type O Negative
Release date: 17 May, 1994
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Monday, October 22, 2007
......
ideas
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
[no subject]
damn last night was something else
but something that was really crazy this morning when i got up to let the dog out
i was going back into my room and i fuckin blacked out
and hit the kitchen floor
out cold - and butt naked
shit sucked
i havent been feel well all day
dizzy and lightheaded all day
blah
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Monday, October 15, 2007
hey, stupid bitch!
Current mood: chipper
stop fucking calling my house. leave me the fuck alone. your divorced now moveeee the FUCK ON. dont call drunk and coked up with your friends, get a fucking life you SAGGY TITTIED OLD BITCH!
friday otober 12 2007
Greatest Hits
By The Notorious B.I.G.
Release date: 06 March, 2007
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
i dont
feel like im good enough
i love him so much
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
yup
maria
MyHotComments
ill see you soon.
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
chi town
MyHotComments
i miss the city life
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
bored
about me
first off,
MyHotComments
sometimes i want you too,
MyHotComments
i know,
MyHotComments
MyHotComments
MyHotComments
one day im going to be,
MyHotComments.
watch out
MyHotComments.
check it-
MyHotComments
MyHotComments
illinois born an raised.
and
sometimes i feel like
MyHotComments
can you tell i was bored
but yea
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
this is what i need sometimes
Current mood: blah
Category: Life
MyHotComments
Currently listening:
Portrait of an American Family
By Marilyn Manson
Release date: 19 July, 1994
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Saturday, October 06, 2007
lulaby
;)
got this from
linda strawberry
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Friday, October 05, 2007
::no subject::
Current mood: bored
Category: Life
Hedonism::
is the philosophy that pleasure is the most important pursuit of mankind. The name derives from the Greek word for "pleasure"
The first basic idea behind hedonistic thought is that all actions can be measured on the basis of how much pleasure and how little pain* (i.e. suffering) they produce. In very simple terms, a hedonist strives to maximize this total (pleasure minus pain). The nineteenth-century British philosophers John Stuart Mill and Jeremy Bentham established the fundamental principles of hedonism through their ethical theory of Utilitarianism. Utilitarian value stands as a precursor to hedonistic values in that all action should be directed toward achieving the greatest amount of happiness for the greatest number of people. Though consistent in their pursuit of happiness, Bentham and Mill's hedonistic values are faintly divergent in relation to their exposition of the principle of utility. There are two somewhat basic schools of thought on hedonism:
* One school, grouped around Jeremy Bentham, argues a quantitative approach. Bentham believed that the value of a pleasure could be quantitatively understood. Essentially, he believed the value of a pleasure to be its intensity multiplied by its duration - so it was not just the number of pleasures, but their intensity and how long they lasted that must be taken into account.
* Other proponents, like John Stuart Mill argue a qualitative approach. Mill believed that there can be different levels of pleasure - higher quality pleasure is better than lower quality pleasure. Mill also argues that simpler beings (he often references pigs) have an easier access to the simpler pleasures; since they do not see other aspects of life, they can simply indulge in their pleasures. The more elaborate beings tend to spend more thought on other matters and hence lessen the time for simple pleasure. It is therefore more difficult for them to indulge in such 'simple pleasures' in the same manner.
Critics of the qualitative approach, however, argue that there are several problems with it. They assert that generally, 'pleasures' do not necessarily share common traits, besides the fact that they can be seen as "pleasurable". Because what is 'pleasant' is a subjective thing, differing between individuals, such critics claim that 'qualities' of pleasures are difficult to study objectively and in terms of universal absolutes. Critics of the qualitative approach cite the fact that the standards of what ought to be "pleasurable" vary between individuals, of which sexual sadism is an example, in support of their claim that pleasures cannot be distinguished with respect to their 'qualities'.
While some maintain that there is no standard for what constitutes pleasurable activities (for example, those with an interest in sadism and masochism), most contemporary hedonists believe that pleasure and pain are easily distinguished and pursue the former.
In the medical sciences, the inability to derive pleasure from experiences that are typically considered pleasurable is referred to as anhedonia.
* It is important to note that hedonism, as is evident in the case of masochism, does not pertain to pleasure versus pain as much as it does pleasure versus displeasure. It is quite possible, for select individuals, to derive pleasure from pain, thus nullifying the clash of these two notions. This is a crucial concept, because it establishes what is "intrinsically good" and what is "intrinsically bad" as true opposites.
this i thought was interesting
yea...rain sucks
Currently listening:
Icky Thump
By The White Stripes
Release date: 19 June, 2007
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
my new puppy
Current mood: happy
i finally got me a male puppy
bruce let me get one
i think he likes him to cuz he lets him in the house
hes so cute
and all mine
hes big for 8 weeks old
he feel like he weighs 20 pounds already
i can tell im going to love him love long time
ill post pictures soon of my new baby.
Currently listening:
White Trash Beautiful
By Everlast
Release date: 25 May, 2004
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
soooo bored see what i did
http://www.myheritage.com/collage
fucking
hilarious
i can see some of it thou haha
what you think
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
thinking
i feel old
i feel like i need a change
spark some things up again in my life
live again
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Monday, October 01, 2007
meez......being bored
september 27 2008
scared
scared to write a blog
im bout to explode
so i dont thing this is the time
i might say something idont want to
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
i smell a hater
Category: Life
yea theres haters all around here in jacksonville
"im a stand up girl
not the type to fall bitch " as nicole would say
Lifes a fucking bitch
deal with it .
when one door closes another, better, door opens
get over it move on
stop stalking my profile and trying to push buttons
cuz im only going to rub more shit in your face.
i like the reactions. it beautiful.
nothing but love for my friends and fam.
and MY man.
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
sigh
what a day
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Friday, August 17, 2007
if
if i cant talk or complain or vent to you
who can i talk to then
huh?
what the fuck
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Friday, August 10, 2007
nightmare
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
it was crazy woke up crying
i dont even know where to begin
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Monday, July 30, 2007
types of emotinal abuse
DOMINATION: Someone wants to control your every action. They have to have their own way, and will resort to threats to get it. When you allow someone else to dominate you, you can lose respect for yourself.
VERBAL ASSAULTS: berating, belittling, criticizing, name calling, screaming, threatening, excessive blaming, and using sarcasm and humiliation. Blowing your flaws out of proportion and making fun of you in front of others. Over time, this type of abuse erodes your sense of self confidence and self-worth.
ABUSIVE EXPECTATIONS: The other person places unreasonable demands on you and wants you to put everything else aside to tend to their needs. It could be a demand for constant attention, frequent sex, or a requirement that you spend all your free time with the person. But no matter how much you give, it's never enough. You are subjected to constant criticism, and you are constantly berated because you don't fulfill all this person's needs.
EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL: The other person plays on your fear, guilt, compassion, values, or other "hot buttons" to get what they want. This could include threats to end the relationship, the "cold shoulder," or use other fear tactics to control you.
UNPREDICTABLE RESPONSES: Drastic mood changes or sudden emotional outbursts (This is part of the definition of BPD). Whenever someone in your life reacts very differently at different times to the same behavior from you, tells you one thing one day and the opposite the next, or likes something you do one day and hates it the next, you are being abused with unpredictable responses.
This behavior is damaging because it puts you always on edge. You're always waiting for the other shoe to drop, and you can never know what's expected of you. You must remain hypervigilant, waiting for the other person's next outburst or change of mood.
An alcoholic or drug abuser is likely to act this way. Living with someone like this is tremendously demanding and anxiety provoking, causing the abused person to feel constantly frightened, unsettled and off balance.
GASLIGHTING: The other person may deny that certain events occurred or that certain things were said. You know differently. The other person may deny your perceptions, memory and very sanity. (If a borderline has been disassociating, they may indeed remember reality differently than you do.)
CONSTANT CHAOS: The other person may deliberately start arguments and be in constant conflict with others. The person may be "addicted to drama" since it creates excitement. (Many non-BPs also are addicted to drama.)
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
today
Current mood:off for the next 2 days
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Taurus
Even if you believed your feelings were settled, you are pulled back into a familiar relationship pattern today. You might learn that someone didn't tell you everything and now you want full disclosure. Uncovering all the details may be an upsetting process, but everyone will feel better once the facts are out in the open.
Love Compatibility of Taurus with Capricorn
Capricorn and Taurus are both Earth signs, which means you have a lot in common and get along with each other quickly and easily. You're both hard-working, stable and patient. There are a few important things you don't have in common, though. Goats can be control freaks, preferring to always have the upper hand when it comes to relationships. You're likely to go along with as long as you get your way when it comes to important matters of the heart - and you usually will. You admire your Capricorn and will always be loyal, which means the world to a Goat.
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
stuff
havent posted any pictures latley but my arm is almost done
i have a chest piece not colored in yet but the outline is healed and im
waiting to get another session
and bruce is working on huge side piece from my armpit , to my knee
ooohhh its so hot but i aint telling....
well other then that
i miss maria n all my il friends
work is alright
my car is ...well i am mad but it wasnt me
....
i need five more minutes and a cold orange juice
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
home sick
Current mood: sad
i miss it
i miss you
all of j ville and cocoabeach
but especially you
damn it
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
june 26th
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
Someone may pressure you to make a decision today, but you may hesitate because you aren't willing to let go of an unrealistic dream. On the other hand, taking responsibility for your own feelings might be just the right thing needed to make your wish come true. It feels like an all-or-nothing choice, yet the results may be opposite of what you expect. Since you cannot foresee the outcome, it's best to wait for additional clarity before taking drastic action.
i wanna go home
i hate drama
i miss it
:(
♥
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Friday, June 15, 2007
holy fucker
Current mood: okay
Category: Life
yesterday at home depot i didnt evn get pulled over
the cop stuck his hands out and was like stop so i did and since my car is in my dads name and he has warrants i get fucked with- i get asked when was the last time i did coke or smoked crack, im like wtf. then he asks me what hand i used- i said left and hes like let me see - then let me see the other one- im lie okay it was fucking crazy-the put e in the back of a cop car and searched my whole car
now check this out thou they found my weed and my xanax- and took it- i got no ticket no warning they were just like go before i change my mind- a black cop and a white cop - it struck me as weird cuz when i got back in my car my knife my brass knuckles- and fucking bowl were there sittin in the pasanger seat- wtf. it made me mad as fuck to be accused and violated like that because i did nothing fucking wrong. at least i got off free it was scary thou
and
made no since but now im just pissed off beacuse since my dads in trouble and the car is in his name til its paid for and now im going to get pulled over almost everytime because of him.
i
found out the havng xanax is a felony to think god i told him they were subscribed to me.
well
its friday
im
going to be in illinois in about a week so i need to go to work my money
so
i can me some fun while i am up there and see all my people i miss them dearly well thats all for now
♥
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
if you live in illinois
june 23rd
thru
july2nd
you have officailly been warned
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
home sick
Current mood: sad
i miss it
i miss you
all of j ville and cocoabeach
but especially you
damn it
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
june 26th
Current mood: sad
Category: Life
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
Someone may pressure you to make a decision today, but you may hesitate because you aren't willing to let go of an unrealistic dream. On the other hand, taking responsibility for your own feelings might be just the right thing needed to make your wish come true. It feels like an all-or-nothing choice, yet the results may be opposite of what you expect. Since you cannot foresee the outcome, it's best to wait for additional clarity before taking drastic action.
i wanna go home
i hate drama
i miss it
:(
♥
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Friday, June 15, 2007
holy fucker
Current mood: okay
Category: Life
yesterday at home depot i didnt evn get pulled over
the cop stuck his hands out and was like stop so i did and since my car is in my dads name and he has warrants i get fucked with- i get asked when was the last time i did coke or smoked crack, im like wtf. then he asks me what hand i used- i said left and hes like let me see - then let me see the other one- im lie okay it was fucking crazy-the put e in the back of a cop car and searched my whole car
now check this out thou they found my weed and my xanax- and took it- i got no ticket no warning they were just like go before i change my mind- a black cop and a white cop - it struck me as weird cuz when i got back in my car my knife my brass knuckles- and fucking bowl were there sittin in the pasanger seat- wtf. it made me mad as fuck to be accused and violated like that because i did nothing fucking wrong. at least i got off free it was scary thou
and
made no since but now im just pissed off beacuse since my dads in trouble and the car is in his name til its paid for and now im going to get pulled over almost everytime because of him.
i
found out the havng xanax is a felony to think god i told him they were subscribed to me.
well
its friday
im
going to be in illinois in about a week so i need to go to work my money
so
i can me some fun while i am up there and see all my people i miss them dearly well thats all for now
♥
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
if you live in illinois
june 23rd
thru
july2nd
you have officailly been warned
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
today
Current mood: numb
Dear Elizabeth, this is your horoscope for the weekend:
Taurus,
The Stars advise you to devote time to reading about matters which concern your own professional growth. At work, if you are looking for a new opportunity, you'll have heaps of opportunities. In Love, your partner will take one look at you and will understand you.
i miss my mommy
i cant wait to see her and all the family and friends
after the atl tattoo convention
hearing my mom and gma cry breaks my heart so much
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
broken
Current mood: high
im so stressed
i miss my friend shes going thru so much
i wish i was there with her
atl convention is in like 2 and 1/2 weeks
i might get to go to illinois after that to see my family n friends up there
i miss them dearly
sometimes i feel like such a fuck up
im slippin, gettin behind
drowning myself into to much all at once
flashbacks and nightmares
of the worst parts of the past
and in front of me something beautiful
another chance to be happy
another chance to prove i do deserve a good life
i want to put smiles on peoples faces ,
i have so much deep emotion and i dont know the words to describe
writing them down is so much better knowing that no one can read it.
i feel cold
i want my pain to stop from all the bad things.
and this move to jacksonville has gotten me worked up
new place, new people, new friends,
the one awesome ass place i want to work at isnt hiring til next month,
so i need to look for a club so i can bank and get ahead of the game again
i have been slacking bad its time to jump back in the hustle.
" when one door closes another one opens with some better on the other side"
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
27 O's
Current mood: indescribable
i guess the older you get in life
the more it just plain
SUX
these are the speed bumps in life
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Monday, May 07, 2007
haha
Current mood: chipper
FUCK YOU
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
may 3rd 2007
Current mood: mellow
You may want to simplify your life, but others still add unwanted complexity. You are fully capable now of making your way through one issue after another, thinking that you are getting closer to the center. Unfortunately, new layers of the onion emerge as fast as you can peel them off. Still, this process allows you to learn something of value about yourself.
i miss maria so much
and all my other home girls.
the ones i talk to
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
i say this
ive got over a thousand friends on here
im going to start deleting people soon
if you guys dont start
droppin by and saying shit
cuz to me your just wasting
my space
haha
myspace
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
its my birthday!!!
Current mood: happy
Category: Life
today is my birthday!!
im 21
i purchased alcohol for the first time.
im happy.
xoxo
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
hey
fuck you hackers
suck on a dick and die
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
my birthday
is in 5 days!
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Monday, April 16, 2007
oh maria
Current mood: happy
my best friend
my sister
the bitch who keeps it really
who also just snatched the blunt out of my hand
i honestly wish i had a video recorder reight now
cuz yea
wow
im going to missssssssssss her
shes always on point
always, always keepin it real
much love to her
my ying to my yang
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
wow
Category: Life
alot of things are about to change
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
my journal
Current mood: frustrated
forget bein content. i lost my journal...or someone took it. wtf. the only thing i really love doing and what calms me down is gone. i really hope that i have misplaced it and if u know me then u know how much much my journals mean to me.
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
life at this time
Current mood: content
Category: Blogging
i am content . things are good. the only thing that could be better is my family life,But meh whatever. tomorrow is going to be good. i love drivin my car. well i got shit that needs to be done.
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
shit sucks
things went perfect this weekend and now
they are back to crap
all i got to say is i cant wait til the south florida convention
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
use me
Category: Life
yup use me
abuse me
and lose me
it seems to work well for people i dont even know what im writing right now
its just i have this feeling that im going to be hurt again
im sick and tired of the games and the bullshit
and people just
urggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
what the FUCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
what do i do thats so wrong that makes people
do this im lost and cconfused and im ready to
fuckin move
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Monday, March 19, 2007
read
Category: Art and Photography
go
vote
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
crush
Category: Romance and Relationships
i have one
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
sick
of pretty much everything
i cant wait to get out of this state
the day is coming closer the countdown is about to be at a end
everywhere i turn i feel trapped
and i dont like the feeling
but then theres the other feeling i have
when i leave here and turn away and have to say good bye to all my friends
but i know i will come and visit as much as possible
all my tattoo artists and of course all my friends
i have so much work in progress but school is starting for me soon and i loved vegas so much that im going to move there-
its just hte feeling in my tummy of not knowing what the future holds for me its overwhelming and scary
wow
i dont know but i want to leave there is nothing left for me here in florida and if i stay here i aint going to like it or myself
sooooooooo im just saving my money til that day
when i leave this state of florida and start my jourrney road trippin by myself experiecing life on my own finding myself and living MY life the way i want it....
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
life
Current mood:rolling
my new dream career is to be a bounty hunter
im serious
i want to play with guns
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
hating
everything
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
family &friends
♥
♥
♥
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
anything worth havin is worth waiting for
Current mood: content
Category: Life
im happy
ive gots money saved
things are going good
my car is fixed
i got my system for my car today
and get installed tomorrow
and maybe a few other things to do if things go as planned
i have the best photographer
the greatest friends here and up north
ive been getting tattooed (2 times) this week it was fun
i go again next week
im content with eveything right now
i have goals
and im achieving them!
wednesday is like 2 days away i cant wait
my firt show of the year is REHAB and Authority Zero
its going to be sooooo bad assssss!
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
right on the fucking dot
Current mood: anxious
Tuesday, 13 February, 2007
Taurus (20 Apr - 20 May)
This can be an excellent day for making plans, especially pertaining to an upcoming trip. If you have been thinking about a new course of learning, now is the time to explore the various programs you are considering. There's no need to take direct action yet, as you are merely laying the groundwork for what's to follow.
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
las vegas
Category: Life
i have more but here is a few for now
and i swear to god that bitch better leave me alone
and stop stealin my shit
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Friday, January 26, 2007
someone stole my identity on here
Current mood:pisssed
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=147564893&MyToken=b1ebe5b3-466f-4d11-a9a0-575de84bc01d
thats the url
i am soooooooooooooo
fuckin
mad
why would someone do that
do they not have anything better to do with there lifes
ouch
and im going to vegas tomorrow!!!!
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
vegas
Current mood: high
i just want to write a blog
going to vegas friday 26th thru the 29th !
watchin dennis leary
smoking out the gravitron
relaxin from tonight
good times
much love
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
hectic
Current mood:muah
havent written in one of these in awhile life is crazy
and busy and full of emotions
but heyyyyyy whats good in your hood?
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
i just want love
Current mood: sad
shitty ass night
i get to be alone
it sucks i need some1 to hold me , talk to me , at least pretend to care -lol
thats life thou you dont always get what you want
i did great at work tonight then at the end they wanted to fire me
over bull shit but i still have job a love my manger
i hate drama all i want to do is smokea FATTY and thats what i am going to do
i have a photoshoot monday i cant want
im so stressed i just want to relax
to much on my mind
well thats all i guesss
ohhh and im going to have some pics up soon to!!!!!!!
i cant wait
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
i just want love
Current mood: sad
shitty ass night
i get to be alone
it sucks i need some1 to hold me , talk to me , at least pretend to care -lol
thats life thou you dont always get what you want
i did great at work tonight then at the end they wanted to fire me
over bull shit but i still have job a love my manger
i hate drama all i want to do is smokea FATTY and thats what i am going to do
i have a photoshoot monday i cant want
im so stressed i just want to relax
to much on my mind
well thats all i guesss
ohhh and im going to have some pics up soon to!!!!!!!
i cant wait
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
"you cant catch the wind- but you can enyjoy the breeze"
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Blogging
i was reading back on my older blogs tonight to see how things have changed and to see how my emotions have been running and also how my poetry and writing styles have changes, and i do have to say i at this point im disappinted in myself when it comes to my writing- im slacking i havent really sat here and said something heartfelt 100%- im holding back- im keeping it inside- i havent even wrote in my real journal for a few weeks now- i dont want to admit but even im noticing my sadness and being down all the time- i need to let shit out but here still now im not ready to do that im still confused i want to leave but i want to stay i want to fnd love and feel i cant im ready to give up on everything and just do the things i need to get by that day- i want to have a normal life i want to go back to school i know what i want it just seems hard to get- i want a place to call home and a car that works- i want to know that my friends love me and understand me- i want my family to love me- i want things for just once work and go right instead of always going sour- i want to be liked for who im then for the person im not- i dont want to be judged based on my job- that shit pisses me off and hurts me so much- i dont want to be lied to - i dont want to hurt people i want to be nice i believe in kharma 100%- what goes around comes around- i miss my old friends- i miss when i was 14.................
i am going to stop
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
i wish
that i could hate you
at this moment...
i hate this world
i hate my life
urgggggggg
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Monday, December 11, 2006
hmmm
some people come into your life for a lifetime
others are there for just a season
you just got to figure out which is which
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
my yayas
Friendship Compatibility of Taurus with Cancer
This is a loyal, loving friendship that can last for years. Cancer doesn't mind fixing your favorite meal every time you come over, even if it means eating meatloaf for 12 nights in a row. You're happy to listen to the Crab's hopes, dreams and worries, even when they call at midnight. That's what friends are for, after all -- being there for each other through thick and thin. Furthermore, each of you possesses qualities that the other admires. You're impressed by Cancer's executive abilities and your pal appreciates your ability to savor life. Yes, Cancer's moodiness gets on your nerves, while your stubbornness drives the Crab crazy. Still, you're remarkably good at enduring each other's idiosyncrasies, especially when engaging in mutual interests like gardening, cooking and needlework.
WOW
me-taurus
krystal-taurus
maria-cancer
precious-cancer
it was a friendship that was meant to beeee
thank you maria and precious for the motivation and fucking nagging about getting a car cuz i got one...
WHAT!!!!
i love my baby mamas ill never let them go
forever and always
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
my new car
i pick it up on monday!!!!
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
horoscope
this is what got emailed to me today
During the weekend you will be blessed with the gift of strong intuition. So listen to it, because it is the right one, especially if concerning emotions. At work, you can finally have a bit of relaxation. Tip: be alert.
damn
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Friday, December 01, 2006
one day
Current mood:alone
Category: Art and Photography
ALL I WANT IS FREEDOM...
TO BE FREE FROM MYSELF
TO BE FREE FROM THE PAIN
TO FREE MY SOUL
you will all understand me one day
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Friday, December 01, 2006
snow
i miss it
fuck all of you
who got it today
up north
it sucks im jealous
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Friday, December 01, 2006
from yesterday today
Current mood:my tummy hurts
Category: Blogging
shit is stressful confusing
i hate moving but still i love the adventure
of everything
i go car shoppin on saturday
with my daddy
damn you gotta love life
Although you are still enthusiastic, today you may not be as willing to say "yes" as you were yesterday. It's not that you are any less certain about your capabilities; it's just that you are more aware of how much time everything will take. There's no need to tie up all the loose ends before the weekend. Take a break and pick up the pieces next week.
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
call me crazy
Current mood:i dont care
i dont know what i do
or
how i do but i always seem to
fuck something up
thats my life is a nut shell
( a fuck up)
tomorrow is the 30th rent day
woot woot
what the fuck is my life coming to i feel so god damn
empty and alone gaping trying to be filled
with the wrong things
i dont know
things will turn out better
ill be just fine
F-fucked up
I-insecure
N-nerotic
E-emotional
hahaha thats just great
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
a friend told me
Current mood: stressed
i need to smile more
cuz its pretty
but tell me what reasons do i have to smile?
my babymamas
i wish was born a 50s girl when things were
traditional and women who were respected
todays horoscope
You may actually believe that you can keep your emotions hidden today, but it's likely they will leak out in ways you don't even notice. The bottom line is that others can see through your attempts to play it cool. Don't make matters worse by denying your feelings, especially if they are warm and fuzzy ones.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
fuck
why i feel so shitty and depressed i dont know
i shouldnt i should feel happy but im not i dont know whats wrong with me
this shit sucks
everything i touchi hurt
why try
i dont know i just dont fucking know
shit sucks so badly
i have to start packing i founda place to live but i dont knw
i really love it here and being by myself
in my own little beach house
butt there is no way now i can keep the place
unless a miracle happens by the 30th or the 1st.
now thats fucked to
im so confused i wish someone would grab and hold me and
tell me everything is going to be ok
there is so much shit on my mind right now i am so stresssed and im going to up being fucked over - it always happens
who cares- i dont
im so blah
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Monday, November 27, 2006
entertainment for you- sll random stuff i liked
Current mood:yup
Category: Blogging
haha
i loved the cat in the hat it was my favorite book
this is fucking sweet
talent
someone had my kid already
i fuckin love my friends til the day i die
they are the best
ok this is funny
if only it could be like this sometimes
he should run for president
represent
crack kills
alright enough bullshit for me
i got shit to do when i get up
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Monday, November 27, 2006
IM GETTING A CAR!!!!
Current mood: anxious
im sooooo excited you have no idea thats
one thing that has made me happy the past few days....months even
but its a 93 baby blue lincoln towncar
with white leather interior
WHAT!!!
its especially going to be hott when im done with it
ill have it within 2 weeks i hope
and then i have to get tags, insurance, plates
fuck yea i love big cars
i cant believe it
im finally getting another car
and the person im getting it from is the shit for sellin it
plus family guy was hilarious tonight
and i miss maria and precious
Currently listening:
Rumours
By Fleetwood Mac
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
urg
sometimes i just want to stop trying
say fuck it
things are so fucking shitty right now
im trying to move out of my place
my land lord is a creep sooo
email me if you know anyone who
is looking for a room mate...
or something
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Friday, November 24, 2006
kjg;xdhjdax
Current mood: depressed
i fucking hated today
i got in a fight with my dad and step mom
no one from up north like my mom gma family no one called
i did manage to hang out with some friends before i went work
my best friends in the whole world
my true home girls my baby mamas
my FUCKIN family
arnt here when i need them the most- the holidays
precious is in the ATL
and maria is in New York and she might not come back
this makes me cry
those girls are my everything my role models
my advisors the ones i look up to
i live in shit ass florida cuz of them i wont ever find girls
like them they keep it real they got my back they r myeverything
girls i love you! and i FUCKIN miss the shit out of you both
where is someone when you need them...
even when you dont have to talk just to have someone there
in the same room as you
i dont know...
im just going to sit back chill smoke relax listen to some pink floyd and other music
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
i hate the holidays
Current mood:whatever
Category: Life
i didnt even wake up til 4 today
i hate the holidays to depressing
they were no good growing up
so i gave up .i hate being alone on days like today
(thanksgiving) and christmas. i cant explain it
my dad and step mom
both live here in florida but anytime they want to see me its
just to smoke my weed with them or give them some-
they havent called me today- personally i was expectiong this- spending
thanksgiving alone and going to work later.
and lately i have had my ups and my downs with my emotions
im happy but i feel sad on the inside.
i look around and see all theses loving familys and my favorite
is seeing the 80 year old couples walking around holding hands probably
cooking diiner for all there children and grandbabies today.the point is why couldnt i ever fuckin have that? thats all?
wtf i cant wait for the dayto past i got to see jeff for like point two seconds
before he left today- hopfully i will get to see him toinght....
now im just rambling. but fuck you this is my blog!
i miss my illinois i miss my friends there my family like my grandma and pa
and course my momo cousin.... friends ive had for years-ray, morgan, gary, brandon,J.T, all of them mannnn i miss the changing of the seasons... i miss Chicago and all my friends up there
i want to move from brevard county even if just away from the fucking beach but i dont its beautiful here im confused
im working my ass off everyday i want to go to back to school so badly with a passion i need a car i need to find a place i refuse to fall off the map again...i got this shitttt.
well yup
gobble gobble
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
i make it rain on them hoes
Current mood: blah
you aint nothing but a piece of fuck
thats the greatest thing ive heard- lol i guess its an illinois thing
if you dont understand but heyyyyyyyyyy
im crunk
im in a good moodddddd
whatttttttttt
im on a shoulder lean
with that gooood greeeeennn
grab an umbrella
i make it rain
i make it rain
i make it rain
on them hoessssssss
like i said crunk
i dont even know
but i am really happy
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
wtf
will it ever get better
fuck
rip
aunty dorris
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
misery loves company
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Life
why is that when there is something
good - something makes it go bad
lifes like a bowl of fruit
pretty and ripe and smelly good
but sooner or later your going to rot and get old
die and get thrown away
why did i think of it like that i dont know
im high.....
but still
urrrgggggg
i feel like dynamite
and my fuse is getting shorter and shorter
cuz im letting everything get bottled up inside
and its building up and
im just going to go BOOM!
i dont know
FUCK EVERYONE ELSE
FUCK WHAT PEOPLE SAY
keep it real with me
all i ask is to be happy
i really think i am going to move from here
i just cant handle it sometimes
drama and bullshit
i hate it
dont want it sooo
yea thats all for nowww
Currently listening:
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 16 November, 1993
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Monday, October 23, 2006
i fuckin hate
Current mood:meh
when my feelings are hurt
and i hate the way i feel right now
baby mamas & friends
lets go out tonight
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Monday, October 23, 2006
sandbar
Current mood: happy
Currently listening:
Lay It Down
By Cowboy Junkies
Release date: 27 February, 1996
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Monday, October 23, 2006
hey you fuckers
Current mood: high
Category: Blogging
I THINK THAT SINCE ALOT OF YOU PEOPLE LIKE TO READ MY SHIT THAT I WRITE - YOU ALL SHOULD MAN UP, KEEP IT REAL, GRAB YOUR BALLS AND SUBSCRIBE TO THE MOTHERFUCKIN BLOG....SHIT. MUCH LOVE TO ALL THE HATERS OUT THERE
♥
KEEP IT FUCKIN REAL.
IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE ANYMORE
WHO KNOWS HOW TO FUCKIN DO THAT?
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Monday, October 23, 2006
fucked up
Current mood: high
i went to the sand bar tonight
i had alot of wenrt out with
mama nic- nicoleee i love you
b-nasty- your the shit.lol
i had alot of i had a few of my pussy girl drinks
but it was good i was buzzed
and for all of you who dont really know me
its epic when i drink cuz i never do
i also got high and yea
im feeling good lol
bout to roll a B i think
im glad i went out thou
i love going out and having a good time
im supposed to go the movies tomorow
so im excited about that
i spent 70 dollars tonight at walgreens on halloween stuff for my house
so im getting there its off to a good start. lol.
i dont even know what i bought tonghit
tomorrow i will remember thou. and be like what the fuck.
oh well its cool it made me happy and i make money so im not stressin
that shit
well yea im babbling hard core
it probably wont even make since to me when i read it tomorrow
hilarious.
anyways
much love
to all my baby mamas
and my homies and juggalos
up in champaign/chicago.
muah
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
i just want to write
Current mood: content
its alll random
i dont know where to begin
i break hearts where ever i go...
i hope that when you look at her you think of me
about to go to work
precious is in town yay
all the baby mamas
much love to them they will always be there
til the day i die
im high
im enjoying life
i love the beach
october is awesome
my favorite
i cant wait til november 11
roadtrip babyyyyy
more tattoos soon
yay
i am excited about 2007
tattoo conventions
chatanooga and atlanta
those are going to be off the chain
and i get to work at them.
so excited about that
im getting a car.
my tummy hurts
i love apple juice.
music.
scary movies
candy.
and my friends
thats all for now
Currently listening:
Graffiti the World
By Rehab
Release date: 12 July, 2005
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Friday, October 20, 2006
swimming in october...
Current mood:fuckin awesome
Category: Art and Photography
to all my friends where its colldddddd.......
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Friday, October 20, 2006
hey
much love
havent been on in a minute
ive been busy
pics up soon
love to all
call me
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
i have no clue
where my mind is right now
whats new with that thou...right?
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
cant fall back asleep
this morning i woke up
i sat up and thought
about a life where no one
cried, screamed, or fought
there was only kindness
good hearts, and true smiles
all you could see was good
across miles and miles
i thought and i pondered
and i looked down to weep
i had had a perfect dream
but i couldnt go back to sleep
yup
that will be the day
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
cant sleep
Current mood:what the fuck ever
Category: Blogging
im thankful for my friends
my baby mamas
my family
and
my penguin
i hate not being able to sleep
so much on mind
im leaving today for a week ill be back sunday
i need to get away from this place
these fake people
the haters
the hoes
i havent even gotten there yet and again
i am fighting with my mother already
that shit has got to stop
i dont know what i want in life anymore
im stuck.
im at a point in my life of confusion and i feel lost.
im fragile, still broken, used and abused.
this past month and half my views have changed so much on so many different things.
there is so much i want to say
i dont know where to begin
you will never understand.
Currently listening:
Ænima
By Tool
Release date: 01 October, 1996
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Friday, October 06, 2006
the time has come
Current mood: anxious
halloween is here
MY FAVORITE
leave lots of creepy love this month
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
enter subject here
Current mood: happy
it started tryin to help two people on the side road...
it still ended up being a great weekend-
i havnt smiled like this in a long time
i got a new tattoo
by: Tommy Rabid
@ Agaru Tattoo
Willmington, DE
its bad ass
and its a small ass world too.
i have a hubby hes amazing
you guys just dont know
i cant wait til he gets here
today or tomorrow.
i have a photoshoot on the 7th for a band
from orlando called
Philler
you better recognize
going to illinois on 10th
seeing family and friends!!!
gary, ray, my girls, j , hopefully more
whats up motherfuckerssss
going to downtown Chicago on friday the 13th
getting pictures done
as far as all you haters and hoes out there
FUCK YOU- catch aids and fucking die
your all pathetic pieces of shit-
if you got something to say FUCKING SAY IT
im right here
dont be a little bitch
i know everything that fucking goes on
people talk to much
so WHATS UP.
you know you aint got shit on me.
and you fuckers are NOT going to ruin my mood.
im happy and smiling
and im letting the good times roll
enjoying life
living it up
with people who are sweet and real
and amazing
like my hubby and my baby mamas.
i love my life right now
i dont know what i was thinking before.
much love to all you
motherfuckers
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
i was a suga mama
Current mood: chipper
haha fucking hilarious
IM
OVER IT
FUCK YOU
!!!!!!!!!
im leaving town
right now
see ya'll tomorrow
peaceeeee
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
some people where askin for a better picture
done by argyle at artistic body works
2 sessions so far
1st one outline and face
2nd session-10 hours coloring in
its still a work in progress cuz im doing my whole back
i love this shop
Artistic Body Works
321-799-1630
4285 north atlantic ave
cocoa beach fl
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
[no subject]
.i think i woke up today with no emotions.
october is right around the corner.....
i wish it would come all ready
pshhhh
its going to be crazyyyyyy
and this weekend...
i dont even know.....
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
slap in the the fucking face
Current mood: blank
Category: Blogging
5oclock in the morning
slap
its cool
such bullshit
what the fuck
i want to scream
uuuurrrrrrrggggggggg
i still have to keep
my head up thou
i have no choice
i want to be kidnapped from this place
i want to be stolen away from here
so badly...
im sick of the bullshit
its so sad- so fuckin sad
BUT
when its over its over
what can i do
...nothing
but move on
Currently listening:
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 22 November, 2005
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
on the road again....
Current mood:yup
yup
there is bigger
and better things
in this world
october is going to be awesome!!!!!!!
i hate september its official
new friends
tattoos
photoshoots
travel
what
im going to be ok
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
torn
Current mood: disappointed
i know that time will heal
and i know that i will eventually be ok
but i dont feel that possibility
i went from being loved and happy to
alone and sad
and i am accountable for my actions
its just...hmmmmm
i dont have words to describe what i feel.
its crazy how things happen so fast
and how crazy things turn out.
what was i thinking???
i thought it was true love
i always thought we would be together forever
with no doubts in my mind
i guess it was to good to be true
and
i went and sabatoched it
and nothing i say or do
will fix it
which really sucks.
when you live with some for so long and are that
emotionally connected on levels that are so high
its hard to be alone
its sad
and empty feeling - i have a void
im not trying to fill it either
nothing can nor will ever replace what i had with you
i still have hope maybe not today or tomorrow
or ever but i still have hope
its the love that keeps me going no matter what that will never stop
i just got to keep my head up
try to be happy
get my mind off it
easier said then done .
i found some pictures when i was surfin the net
i dont know this whole thing has just got me down right
torn - and messed up and sick- i just feel like disappearing.
i need to get over it
i messed up once
but it wasnt my choice to throw it all away.
gotta keep my head up
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
im so sick
i want to die
fuck off
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
seeing you
Current mood:hurt
makes me shake
sick
makes me feel like shit
left speechless
not knowing what to say
keeping my cool
and just letting him
walk away........
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
everything comes crashing down
Current mood: depressed
i just
dont understand how
i cant understand why
id doanything for you stand by you
thru thick and thin
id cry for you
die for you
be tried for you
im going to have a nervous breakdown
i cant move on that fast
you say you love me and always will
but those are just words i need to be loved
feel love and your not here doing that
your doing whatever
im stuck like duck
by choice im not ready to be happy
and feel good about myself
im punishing myself you can say
i am a fuck up
i fucked this up and im sure there is going
to me more things i fuck up
i want my other half back
my lover
my soul mate
do you really want all this thrown away
gone forever
i dont
the best part of my life i was living it
and now ive fallen again and this time
im not strong enough to pick myself up
im sick of falling
i just want to stay down
i dont want to feel this away anymore
i dont want to be alone
i dont want no one else
i never got my chance
i lied
i broke trust
i broke you
i broke me
im dead inside
no happiness here
no joy
no laughter
or light
everything good is gone
my past starts haunting me
my life is black and grey
my heart is freezing over
shattered and cold
i feel like i want to die
then be happy with someone else
no one understands
you tell me to get over it and
move on
easier said then done
i cant get over it
i let all my emotions go
i let my wall down to you
and i let you in
and now i ask why
cuz i left myself open for this pain
i let all this happen
thinking of us and how we were going to
get threw
my heart hurts so bad
i feel like im going to die from
a heart break
i want love back in my love
i cant be alone
its killing me slowly
i cant sleep i have insomnia now no matter how hard i try to go to bed
its hard to eat
i cant have a good time all my smiles are fake now
just so i dont put those around me in a bad mood
i want my family back
i want the tears to stop
the pain to go away
i dont want to start over
i dont know why i fuck up all things are good
i dont know what to do
im becoming
hopeless
lifeless
im still waiting
i keep falling
and everything around me is falling to
its a chain reaction
things keep going down
.
these dumb ramblings
on the internet
the crying in my journal
my journal is the only thing i really have
i have no hope
no dreams
i have no motivation to do the things i want
whats the point of being happy when
i cant share it with the one that OWNS my heart
what do i have to do to prove
im confused
helpless
lost
i need a hug
i shoulder to cry on,
you
someone
i jsut dont know
help me please
Currently listening:
The Downward Spiral
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 08 March, 1994
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
it just wont stop
why wont the pain leave me
why cant i jsut forget
why cant i be forgived
i just want to SCREAM
help me
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
iamstatement
i am
unforgivable
cold
dead
alone
and
sad
young girl
awe the sweet memories
Currently listening:
World Coming Down
By Type O Negative
Release date: 21 September, 1999
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i just....
Current mood:broken
i just dont know what to do anymore
im stuck
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
when
Category: Life
when will the tears stop falling
when does the pain go away
and when will it all just fade
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i cant explain the pain
Current mood:dead
Category: Life
the pain hurts
chest tightens
hands shaking
breathing fast
crying....
it hurts to bad
i cant sleep
i have to force myself to eat
i try to smile and pretend everything is ok
its not
its hard
it hurts
its scary.
i dont know what to do with myself i want tobe loved again
i want things to go back to the way they were
i want to be forgivin i cant move on i cant be with anyone else
i cant even hang out with other people or look at them like that
as each day goes by im less and less of a person
as each hour goes by my heart breaks and shatters even more
as each minute goes by all dreams and hopes start fading
and as each second goes by i feel like i am dying.
i never knew or felt the way love does til i met him and i know i will never have that again cuz i gave my heart away already and there is no more heart left to love-
i just wanted a chance to fix things
to prove to you this could work that time heals all wounds
i wanted to believe that there was such things as true love and i wanted to believe that we had it - i thought we did - but you never came back and i your not ever going to-
i never got my chance.
this has fucked with my head so bad, so bad
my emotions are highwire
and your stuck in your ways
we had it so good together
i dont want to be alone
i dont want to be away from you
i dont want to hear the rumors
i dont want hurt anyone around me
i dont want to hurt anymore
im so empty inside
im so cold
so broken
so hopeless
im so sorry
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Monday, September 18, 2006
holy fuck
can everything just go back to the way it was
this is going to kill me
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Monday, September 18, 2006
torture
Current mood:i dont know
i really think i am going to have to move
i hate being in this house
i hate going out and everyone asks me what happened
i hate being alone
i hate not being loved
i hate sleeping by myself
i love being in love
i love being happy
i love makin you happy
i love hugs and kisses
i messed up here
i messed up my life
i messed up my love
i broke your heart
i broke my heart
i broke a promise
i broke everything
i sit in silence
i think about my fuckups
i wish to turn back time
i hope this is a nightmare
i dont know whats going on
everything is spinning
and the lights go out
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Monday, September 18, 2006
alcohol
when you find the right drink it
doesnt taste that bad at all
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Friday, September 15, 2006
im glad
Current mood:rushing thru me
that people can just move on so quickly
another fact that true love doesnt exist
if it was true love and let it go
it comes back it was meant
thats bullshit
maybe i should just get really super trashed and numb my real feelings about things
oh wait i dont drink
im a real ass bitch i take the pain without numbing it
that pain that heart break
shows me im ALIVE
i can FEEL the PAIN
and it makes me FEEL so GOOOOD
the pain
all these emotions tell me to enjoy life
i dont need to numb myself with drugs and alcohol
im not meant to be in a relationship i dont think
but
these EMOTIONS
i feel ARE SO TASTY
LOVE
PAIN
SADDNESS
HAPPINESS
LOST
CONFUSED
MAD
UPSET
its REAL
i can FEEL
they make me feel aliveee
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Friday, September 15, 2006
no such thing...
Current mood:what the fuck ever
there is no such thing as true love
its a fact
im not even going to explain it
it sucks
it hurts
it leaves me feeling alone
and broken
and fragile
i have no heart
i have no emotions
i dont have to care anymore
i can be the cold heartless
ruthless bitch that i was meant to be
cuz there is no such thing
true love
pfft
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
the pain will never go away
Current mood:no emotions
i guess its just better for me to be alone
i talked to an old old friend today
i got told im to insecure and things need to be wrong for my happiness
its kinda true
i sabotoche myself
im not meant to be loved
im not made for happiness
im not made for those type of emotions
i hurt everything i touch
i dont want this
i want to be happy and
not hurt people i love
i dont want my heart
its black
its empty
its ice
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Monday, September 11, 2006
taurus september horoscope- wow
Current mood:wow
This months eclipses could make cooperation with others difficult. The first, a Lunar Eclipse in Pisces on September 7 makes for an unpredictable environment where plans change without warning. You could find yourself scrambling to find a rhythm. Friends and colleagues may show disregard for your needs and alter the rules of the game. However, if you've been bored with your job or social life, you could be in for a pleasant surprise. Fresh blood can bring excitement to the work place and a new face may revitalize your private life. An intense Solar Eclipse on September 22 is hooked up with Venus and Pluto, which can push relationships to the limit. Discovering what you don't want is an essential step towards clearing out people and behaviors that no longer work for you. An eclipse of the Sun is a reminder to allow your deeper feelings to be acknowledged.
Key Dates for Taurus:
September 68: Creative Calculation Boosts Romance
Venus enters fellow earth sign Virgo in your 5th House of Romance on September 6 and gives you the ability to express strong feelings in a controlled manner. This allows you to open your heart without giving it away foolishly. At this time, you'll be feeling creative about how you approach people you like and how to find ways to spend time together. This enables you to take the lead without coming on too strong or making a wrong move.
September 25: Reaching Your Emotional Limit
No matter how much you give to some people it's not enough. You can try to understand why they can't return the love or respect that you've shown, but knowing the reason is not always enough. If you're not getting your fair share, it's time to do something about it. It may work to express your true feelings, but try not to be pushy about it. Be wary of trying to force someone to do what you want. Yet, if you're truly dissatisfied, and have used every reasonable means to make your point, this could be the day to just stop giving until the situation changes.
Sign Up for the Taurus Key Dates Alert!
Keep in Mind This Month: Disappointment can stir resentments that keep you entangled with someone. Let go instead of trying to get even.
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
when will my clouds disappear
thats all
know one understands what i am saying
its not just about the heart break
its everything
all of it
its about family
love
friends
if you dont have that what is there to life?
why does everything work in there mysteroius ways
is there a reason for all of this
doesnt shit always happen for a reason
i keep telling myself its going to be ok
but is it really going to be ok?
where is my motivation, my smile, my joy,
where did all of that go
what do i do
i just dont know
anymore
Currently listening:
Steve Miller Band - Greatest Hits 1974-1978
By Steve Miller Band
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Friday, September 08, 2006
friday
work
home
sleep
repeat
woo hoo
for my life
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Friday, September 08, 2006
i think im right when i say this ....
everything i touch
i hurt
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Friday, September 08, 2006
yea
Current mood:whatever
you might as well just subscribe to my blogs if you like reading them so much!
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Friday, September 08, 2006
poem
Current mood:sadness
left cold in the darkness
the morning can come and pass
and i feel not a drop of warmth
always cold and alone
i can no longer see ahead
so i remain in the moment
i can never go back
i can hardly go forward
and i am lost here forever
i sleep during the day and i wake during the night
i stumble and trip
weakened and useless i question it all
life is meaningless if you are just meant to drop
i dont want to fall
i dont want to feel the pain
i dont want to bleed my life away
no longer ever want to sway
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
the smell of green soap is calming....
Current mood:broken
i got a new tattoo today-
life is killing me
not being able to talk and sleep next to the person
you love and care about the most
i got a new tattoo today that
says
love hurts.
i got it on my knees
ive fallen down on the ground
to my knees
and
it hurts so badly
now i need to get up
and
pick up the broken pieces
that are left of me
and try to glue myself back together-
thats the hard part for me
picking myself up off my knees
and putting myself back together.
being able not to be with the person i love the most
feels like i am not me at all. there is a big piece of
my life and my heart
gone.
love hurts
so badly
and this pain
is my fault
Currently listening:
October Rust
By Type O Negative
Release date: 20 August, 1996
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Monday, September 04, 2006
wtf
if your going to read about my fuckin broken messed up life
at least keep it real with me and say something.
Currently listening:
Life Is Killing Me
By Type O Negative
Release date: 17 June, 2003
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Monday, September 04, 2006
my life
Current mood: depressed
my life
is shit now and its all my fault
i am such a fuck
so ashamed
i cant eat
or sleep
this is fucking killing me
what the fuck
oh my god i cant stop crying
i have no one now its all my fault
i hurt everything i touch
everything
dont touch me dont come near me
i dont want to hurt anyone else
i am all alone
please
i want my family back
i dont know what to do
holy fuck
i cant take this pain
im so sorry
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
.....
Current mood:dead inside
i
ripped
my
own
heart
out
of
my
own
chest
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
all i want to say
love conquers all
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Monday, August 28, 2006
dying
i fuckin hate being sick
holy fuck i hate it
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
always the last
Current mood: sad
i dont feel good i have a tempature
and i am always the last person to find out about whats going on.
mike is leaving me tomorrow for CT. its going to feel like forever.
im going to miss him alot- im going to be here all alone.
Currently listening:
Highway Companion
By Tom Petty
Release date: 25 July, 2006
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made by anjy and ivy
these are some funny bitches
thats why i love them
Sextion A
What term would you rather use during sex?
1. Balls or Gonads?
2. Muff or Snatch?
3. Pearl Necklace or Facial?
4. Dirty Sanchez or Rusty Trombone?
5. Knockers or TaTas?
Sextion B
Have you ever?
1. Had sex in a hot tub, with people in it?
2. Had a dick through you ear hole?
3. Pooped on your partner?
4. Forgotten someones name while in the act?
5. Laughed during sex because it was so bad?
6. Gotten paid for sex?
7. Done the peanut butter on the genitals thing?
8. We all wanna know Done it in the ANUS?
9. Have you ever thought of the opposite sex during orgasm?
10. Wanted to do this girl:
Sextion C
What was the last thing you did with the following?
1. Beer bottle?
2. Back massager?
3. Flash Light?
4. Vacuum Cleaner Handle?
5. Screw Driver?
Friday, June 16, 2006
it sucks
my internet is slacking
so i am on off at little times
so show me love while im not here
and leave me comments and stuff
got a lot going on in my life right now too
thingsare so crazy and yea
on that note
im out
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Monday, June 12, 2006
well
Current mood:whatever
i havent written a blog in awhile i dont really know why either
i guess i have been busy
hanging out with friends
i had a photo shot yesterday it was sooo fun
and i really like the pictures alot
going to atlanta in like 10 days for a tattoo convention
NOW thats going to be FUN!!!
i need to go and get my back worked on hopefully before the convention-
and i need to save money for the convention too.
well im going to get off of here and smoke a bong
because it is finally fixed!
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
idk
Current mood:im good
i erased alot of people yesterday from my friends list about 600 so if you are still gettin bulletins from me your still my friend
so yyeeeeaaaaaaa
im bored its sunday
im getting my ears streched today - woot woot
Currently listening:
The Smoker You Drink, the Player You Get
By Joe Walsh
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
prank call advice
Phone Codes
Many successful phone pranks might start with knowing the Bell Telephone Star Codes. These codes are in use on land lines in the US and any other country that has adopted them.
These also work with most cellular phones. However, you may want to check with the provider for more information.
*57: Call Trace
This is a great feature that lets you find out the most recent number that has called you.
To use: dial *57
*77: Anonymous Call Rejection
If someone is attempting to call you and their caller ID is blocked, you can stop them from calling unless they unblock their number. It's also useful if you are going to call someone on a phone that may have the feature turned on. I have no idea what you are planning. But this is how you activate and deactivate the feature:
To turn on feature: dial *77
To turn off the feature: dial *87
*67: Block an outgoing call
For a number of very good reasons, you may want to block the number you are calling from. Dialing *67, then the number will allow you to do that for one phone call. It's very useful if you want to call up someone and chew their ass out.
To use: dial *67 000-000-0000
Other Phone Codes:
There are so many possibilities, I can't list them all. Here are the full list of phone * codes.
*02 DeActivate *66 Notification on Busy Signal
*03 DeActivate *66 Notification (One Time Only)
*12 Call Assitance (Police)
*30 Cancel Forwarding
*31 Automatic Forwarding
*32 Notify
*40 change forward-to number for customer programmable call forwarding busy-line
*41 six-way conference calling activation
*42 change forward-to number for customer programmable call forwarding don't answer
*43 drop last member of six-way conference call
*46 french voice activated network control
*47 override feature authorization
*48 override do not disturb
*49 - disable long distance special ring
*51 Intercom Ring I
*52 Intercom Ring II
*53 Intercom Ring III
*54 Extension Hold
*57 Call Trace
*60 Call Screen (Selective Call Rejection)
*61 Selective Distinct Alert
*62 Selective Call Acceptance
*63 Selective Call Forwarding
*65 ICLID Activation
*66 Busy Call Return
*67 Call Display Block
*68 Computer Access restriction
*69 Last Call Return
*70 Call Waiting Disable (Per Call)
*71 Three-way calling (Per Call)
*72 Activate Call Forwarding
*73 DeActivate Call Forwarding
*74 Speed Dialling (8 numbers)
*75 Speed Dialling (30 numbers)
*77 Anonymous Call Rejection
*80 Call Screen Disable
*81 Selective Distinct Disable
*82 Selective Acceptance Disable
*83 Selective Forwarding Disable
*85 ICLID Disable
*86 DeActivate Busy Call Return
*87 Cancel Anonymous Call Rejection
*89 DeActivate Last Call Return
*90 Re-Activate Call Forwarding Busy
*91 De-Activate Call Forwarding Busy
*92 Re-Activate Forwarding No Answer
*93 Call Forwarding No Answer (*91,*93 to completely disable)
*94 Ring Control (Call Answer)
*95 Message Monitor (Call Answer (link|flash) to interuppt/talk))
*97 check if you have messages, remotely (on=2beeps,off=4beeps)
*98 Call Answer
Play safe and have fun!
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Monday, May 22, 2006
i am
nothing more then
a fuck up
idk whats wrong with my head
wow
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Friday, May 19, 2006
it sucks sometimes....
Current mood: sad
1. A jealous attitude or disposition.
2. Close vigilance.
jealousy
n 1: a feeling of jealous envy (especially of a rival) [syn: green-eyed monster] 2: zealous vigilance; "cherish their official political freedom with fierce jealousy"-Paul Blanshard
jealous
1. Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position.
2.
1. Resentful or bitter in rivalry; envious: jealous of the success of others.
2. Inclined to suspect rivalry.
3. Having to do with or arising from feelings of envy, apprehension, or bitterness: jealous thoughts.
4. Vigilant in guarding something: We are jealous of our good name.
5. Intolerant of disloyalty or infidelity; autocratic: a jealous God.
jealousy is something i really dont need in my life and i want it to stop its going to rip me apart and i dont want that to happen.
right now im
jealous of time
and not being able to spend any of it
with mike anymore
i love him so much
and it sux
i dont know whats going on inside of me right now
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
why is that
so many people read my blogs and look at them and no one ever comments
wtf
????
just wondering
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Monday, May 15, 2006
my tattoo
Current mood: ecstatic
today my roses will finally be colored in - i am so excited i will post a blog later of all the pictures i have of the sessions im so happy!!
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
kdsh;glksdt
i
started
my
back
piece
yesterday
i
cant
wait
til
its
done!!
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
dude!!
Current mood:fuckin GREAT mood
i love new neighbors especially when they are cool
i am in such a good fuckin mood today
i dont know why
i aint going to question it
i have a great boyfriend mike
i have great friends i would change the world for maria, precious, trina, ivy, all the girls from the club,everyone!!!
im in such a great fuckin mood
and what!!!!!!!
Currently listening:
Pennywise
By Pennywise
Release date: 08 March, 200
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Monday, May 08, 2006
this weekend was AWESOME
Current mood: cranky
Category: Life
the tattoo convention was so fuckin sick
i loved it i met some of the coolest people
stayed in the crowne royle hotel in indiatlantic for 3 days
took a bunch of badass pictures
stayed up late til 6 in the morning
it was fun
i will have pictures up soon.
other then that im in a pissy mood
but whatever.
Currently listening:
The Downward Spiral
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 08 March, 1994
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Friday, May 05, 2006
love
Current mood:in love
i cant sleep without you
thats why i am writing this
i should be in bed but instead
im going to sleep on the couch
because the bed is what we call ours.
missing you tonight.
much love
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Friday, May 05, 2006
The Bestest Friends i could have
Current mood: loved
i have 2 best friends, ive known them for almost a year.
their names are Precious & Maria .
im kinda corny i know- but when i see them they brighten my day
and they are always putting smiles on my face when i am down.
they make me laugh
they turn my frowns upside down
they make me happy when i am sad
when i am mad they let me vent.
They are my sisters ive never had.
we even get on each others nerves...
but these are what friends are for
always
riding together
hanging together
working together
shoppin together
dont forget
smokin together
its like "the ya ya sisterhood"
and im going to repeat what maria always say
"they are the Ying to my Yang"
i love you girls
much love
and respect
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
im crazy
to all of you im crazy
to me it all makes sense in my head
but whatever call me crazy and weird
but to me it makes sense
and it makes me sad that no one understands
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Check out this event: 2nd Annual Space Coast Tattoo Arts Festival
Hosted By: tom depriest
When: Friday May 05, 2006
at 12:00 PM
Where: Crowne Plaza Melbourne Ocean Front
2605 N. Hwy. A1A
Indiatlantic, FL 32903
US
Description:
tom depriest
Click Here To View Event
i am so going to be there and i will also be working at the convention this weekend- i have to work all week and save up some money so i can get a tattoo while i am there
its going to be FUCKING AWESOME
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Monday, May 01, 2006
my birthday was awesome
Current mood: chipper
iwent to all day concert for my birthday - in a way it didnt even feel like my birhtday- i got a couple of things for my birthday and i went to EDBD i saw a bunch of bands there to
lacuana coil
theory of a deadman
trapt
nonpoint
shinedown
staind
rob zombie
and mudvayne
now i have seen all of them before but i went to see robzombie cuz i have never seen him
it was awesome i got the lead singer of nonpoint autograph cuz he was walking thru the crowd and stopped him
AND
the best part of the whole night
I GOT TO GO ON STAGE WITH ROB ZOMBIE !!!!!! he was saying how we have 30seconds to get on stage and i was screaming that is was my birthdayso i started to crawl on top of peoples head it so fucking AWESOME!!! and what!!!
no one has nothin on me
woo hooo
it was awesome
i had alot of fun
im glad that EVERYONE i knew was there.
Currently listening:
Educated Horses
By Rob Zombie
Release date: 28 March, 2006
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Sunday, April 30, 2006
MY BIRTHDAY
Current mood:FUCKING HAPPY!!
I LOVE IT
IM THE BIG 20
WOO HOO
THIS IS MY DAY
I DO WHAT I WANT
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
weed
MARIJUANA is DANGEROUS. Pot is NOT harmful to the
human body or mind. Marijuana does NOT pose a threat
to the general public. Marijuana is very much a danger
to the oil companies, alcohol, tobacco industries and
a large number of chemical corporations. Various big
businesses, with plenty of dollars and influence, have
suppressed the truth from the people.
The truth is if marijuana was utilized for its vast
array of commercial products, it would create an
industrial atomic bomb! Entrepreneurs have not been
educated on the product potential of pot. The super
rich have conspired to spread misinformation about an
extremely versatile plant that, if used properly,
would ruin their companies.
Where did the word 'marijuana' come from? In the mid
1930s, the M-word was created to tarnish the good
image and phenomenal history of the hemp plant...as
you will read. The facts cited here, with references,
are generally verifiable in the Encyclopedia
Britannica which was printed on hemp paper for 150
years:
* All schoolbooks were made from hemp or flax paper
until the 1880s; Hemp Paper Reconsidered, Jack
Frazier, 1974.
* It was LEGAL TO PAY TAXES WITH HEMP in America from
1631 until the early 1800s; LA Times, Aug. 12, 1981.
* REFUSING TO GROW HEMP in America during the 17th and
18th Centuries WAS AGAINST THE LAW! You could be
jailed in Virginia for refusing to grow hemp from 1763
to 1769; Hemp in Colonial Virginia, G. M. Herdon.
* George Washington, Thomas Jefferson and other
founding fathers GREW HEMP; Washington and Jefferson
Diaries. Jefferson smuggled hemp seeds from China to
France then to America.
* Benjamin Franklin owned one of the first paper mills
in America and it processed hemp. Also, the War of
1812 was fought over hemp. Napoleon wanted to cut off
Moscow's export to England; Emperor Wears No Clothes,
Jack Herer.
* For thousands of years, 90% of all ships' sails and
rope were made from hemp. The word 'canvas' is Dutch
for cannabis; Webster's New World Dictionary.
* 80% of all textiles, fabrics, clothes, linen,
drapes, bed sheets, etc. were made from hemp until the
1820s with the introduction of the cotton gin.
* The first Bibles, maps, charts, Betsy Ross's flag,
the first drafts of the Declaration of Independence
and the Constitution were made from hemp; U.S.
Government Archives.
* The first crop grown in many states was hemp. 1850
was a peak year for Kentucky producing 40,000 tons.
Hemp was the largest cash crop until the 20th Century;
State Archives.
* Oldest known records of hemp farming go back 5000
years in China, although hemp industrialization
probably goes back to ancient Egypt.
* Rembrants, Gainsboroughs, Van Goghs as well as most
early canvas paintings were principally painted on
hemp linen.
* In 1916, the U.S. Government predicted that by the
1940s all paper would come from hemp and that no more
trees need to be cut down. Government studies report
that 1 acre of hemp equals 4.1 acres of trees. Plans
were in the works to implement such programs;
Department of Agriculture
* Quality paints and varnishes were made from hemp
seed oil until 1937. 58,000 tons of hemp seeds were
used in America for paint products in 1935; Sherman
Williams Paint Co. testimony before Congress against
the 1937 Marijuana Tax Act.
* Henry Ford's first Model-T was built to run on hemp
gasoline and the CAR ITSELF WAS CONTRUCTED FROM HEMP!
On his large estate, Ford was photographed among his
hemp fields. The car, 'grown from the soil,' had hemp
plastic panels whose impact strength was 10 times
stronger than steel; Popular Mechanics, 1941.
* Hemp called 'Billion Dollar Crop.' It was the first
time a cash crop had a business potential to exceed a
billion dollars;
Popular Mechanics, Feb., 1938.
* Mechanical Engineering Magazine (Feb. 1938)
published an article entitled 'The Most Profitable and
Desirable Crop that Can be Grown.' It stated that if
hemp was cultivated using 20th Century technology, it
would be the single largest agricultural crop in the
U.S. and the rest of the world.
The following information comes directly from the
United States Department of Agriculture's 1942
14-minute film encouraging and instructing 'patriotic
American farmers' to grow 350,000 acres of hemp each
year for the war effort:
'...(When) Grecian temples were new, hemp was already
old in the service of mankind. For thousands of years,
even then, this plant had been grown for cordage and
cloth in China and elsewhere in the East. For
centuries prior to about 1850, all the ships that
sailed the western seas were rigged with hempen rope
and sails. For the sailor, no less than the hangman,
hemp was indispensable...
...Now with Philippine and East Indian sources of hemp
in the hands of the Japanese...American hemp must meet
the needs of our Army and Navy as well as of our
industries...
...the Navy's rapidly dwindling reserves. When that is
gone, American hemp will go on duty again; hemp for
mooring ships; hemp for tow lines; hemp for tackle and
gear; hemp for countless naval uses both on ship and
shore. Just as in the days when Old Ironsides sailed
the seas victorious with her hempen shrouds and hempen
sails. Hemp for victory!'
Certified proof from the Library of Congress; found by
the research of Jack Herer, refuting claims of other
government agencies that the 1942 USDA film 'Hemp for
Victory' did not exist.
Hemp cultivation and production do not harm the
environment. The USDA Bulletin ..404 concluded that
hemp produces 4 times as much pulp with at least 4 to
7 times less pollution. From Popular Mechanics, Feb.
1938:
'It has a short growing season...It can be grown in
any state...The long roots penetrate and break the
soil to leave it in perfect condition for the next
year's crop. The dense shock of leaves, 8 to 12 feet
above the ground, chokes out weeds.
...hemp, this new crop can add immeasurably to
American agriculture and industry.'
In the 1930s, innovations in farm machinery would have
caused an industrial revolution when applied to hemp.
This single resource could have created millions of
new jobs generating thousands of quality products.
Hemp, if not made illegal, would have brought America
out of the Great Depression.
William Randolph Hearst (Citizen Kane) and the Hearst
Paper Manufacturing Division of Kimberly Clark owned
vast acreage of timberlands. The Hearst Company
supplied most paper products. Patty Hearst's
grandfather, a destroyer of nature for his own
personal profit, stood to lose billions because of
hemp.
In 1937, Dupont patented the processes to make
plastics from oil and coal. Dupont's Annual Report
urged stockholders to invest in its new petrochemical
division. Synthetics such as plastics, cellophane,
celluloid, methanol, nylon, rayon, Dacron, etc., could
now be made from oil. Natural hemp industrialization
would have ruined over 80% of Dupont's business.
THE CONSPIRACY
Andrew Mellon became Hoover's Secretary of the
Treasury and Dupont's primary investor. He appointed
his future nephew-in-law, Harry J. Anslinger, to head
the Federal Bureau of Narcotics and Dangerous Drugs.
Secret meetings were held by these financial tycoons.
Hemp was declared dangerous and a threat to their
billion dollar enterprises. For their dynasties to
remain intact, hemp had to go. These men took an
obscure Mexican slang word: 'marihuana' and pushed it
into the consciousness of America.
MEDIA MANIPULATION
A media blitz of 'yellow journalism' raged in the late
1920s and 1930s. Hearst's newspapers ran stories
emphasizing the horrors of marihuana. The menace of
marihuana made headlines. Readers learned that it was
responsible for everything from car accidents to loose
morality.
Films like 'Reefer Madness' (1936), 'Marihuana:
Assassin of Youth' (1935) and 'Marihuana: The Devil's
Weed' (1936) were propaganda designed by these
industrialists to create an enemy. Their purpose was
to gain public support so that anti-marihuana laws
could be passed.
Examine the following quotes from 'The Burning
Question' aka REEFER MADNESS:
* a violent narcotic.
* acts of shocking violence.
* incurable insanity.
* soul-destroying effects.
* under the influence of the drug he killed his entire
family with an ax.
* more vicious, more deadly even than these
soul-destroying drugs (heroin, cocaine) is the menace
of marihuana!
Reefer Madness did not end with the usual 'the end.'
The film concluded with these words plastered on the
screen: TELL YOUR CHILDREN.
In the 1930s, people were very naive; even to the
point of ignorance. The masses were like sheep waiting
to be led by the few in power. They did not challenge
authority. If the news was in print or on the radio,
they believed it had to be true. They told their
children and their children grew up to be the parents
of the baby-boomers.
On April 14, 1937, the Prohibitive Marihuana Tax Law
or the bill that outlawed hemp was directly brought to
the House Ways and Means Committee. This committee is
the only one that can introduce a bill to the House
floor without it being debated by other committees.
The Chairman of the Ways and Means, Robert Doughton,
was a Dupont supporter. He insured that the bill would
pass Congress.
Dr. James Woodward, a physician and attorney,
testified too late on behalf of the American Medical
Association. He told the committee that the reason the
AMA had not denounced the Marihuana Tax Law sooner was
that the Association had just discovered that
marihuana was hemp.
Few people, at the time, realized that the deadly
menace they had been reading about on Hearst's front
pages was in fact passive hemp. The AMA understood
cannabis to be a MEDICINE found in numerous healing
products sold over the last hundred years.
In September of 1937, hemp became illegal. The most
useful crop known became a drug and our planet has
been suffering ever since.
Congress banned hemp because it was said to be the
most violence-causing drug known. Anslinger, head of
the Drug Commission for 31 years, promoted the idea
that marihuana made users act extremely violent. In
the 1950s, under the Communist threat of McCarthyism,
Anslinger now said the exact opposite. Marijuana will
pacify you so much that soldiers would not want to
fight.
Today, our planet is in desperate trouble. Earth is
suffocating as large tracts of rain forests disappear.
Pollution, poisons and chemicals are killing people.
These great problems could be reversed if we
industrialized hemp. Natural biomass could provide all
of the planet's energy needs that are currently
supplied by fossil fuels. We have consumed 80% of our
oil and gas reserves. We need a renewable resource.
Hemp could be the solution to soaring gas prices.
THE WONDER PLANT
Hemp has a higher quality fiber than wood fiber. Far
fewer caustic chemicals are required to make paper
from hemp than from trees. Hemp paper does not turn
yellow and is very durable. The plant grows quickly to
maturity in a season where trees take a lifetime.
ALL PLASTIC PRODUCTS SHOULD BE MADE FROM HEMP SEED
OIL. Hempen plastics are biodegradable! Over time,
they would break down and not harm the environment.
Oil-based plastics, the ones we are very familiar
with, help ruin nature; they do not break down and
will do great harm in the future. The process to
produce the vast array of natural (hempen) plastics
will not ruin the rivers as Dupont and other
petrochemical companies have done. Ecology does not
fit in with the plans of the Oil Industry and the
political machine. Hemp products are safe and natural.
MEDICINES SHOULD BE MADE FROM HEMP. We should go back
to the days when the AMA supported cannabis cures.
'Medical Marijuana' is given out legally to only a
handful of people while the rest of us are forced into
a system that relies on chemicals. Pot is only healthy
for the human body.
WORLD HUNGER COULD END. A large variety of food
products can be generated from hemp. The seeds contain
one of the highest sources of protein in nature. ALSO:
They have two essential fatty acids that clean your
body of cholesterol. These essential fatty acids are
not found anywhere else in nature! Consuming pot seeds
is the best thing you could do for your body. Eat
uncooked hemp seeds.
CLOTHES SHOULD BE MADE FROM HEMP. Hemp clothing is
extremely strong and durable over time. You could hand
clothing, made from pot, down to your grandchildren.
Today, there are American companies that make hemp
clothing; usually 50% hemp. Hemp fabrics should be
everywhere. Instead, they are almost underground.
Superior hemp products are not allowed to advertise on
fascist television. Kentucky, once the top hemp
producing state, made it ILLEGAL TO WEAR hemp
clothing! Can you imagine being thrown into jail for
wearing quality jeans?
The world is crazy...but that does not mean you have
to join the insanity. Get together. Spread the news.
Tell people, and that includes your children, the
truth. Use hemp products. Eliminate the word
'marijuana.' Realize the history that created it. Make
it politically incorrect to say or print the M-word.
Fight against the propaganda (designed to favor the
agenda of the super rich) and the bullshit. Hemp must
be utilized in the future. We need a clean energy
source to save our planet. INDUSTRIALIZE HEMP!
The liquor, tobacco and oil companies fund more than a
million dollars a day to Partnership for a Drug-Free
America and other similar agencies. We have all seen
their commercials. Now, their motto is: It's more
dangerous than we thought. Lies from the powerful
corporations, that began with Hearst, are still alive
and well today.
The brainwashing continues. Now, the commercials say:
If you buy a joint, you contribute to murders and gang
wars. The latest anti-pot commercials say: If you buy
a joint...you are promoting TERRORISM! The new enemy
(terrorism) has paved the road to brainwash you any
way THEY see fit.
There is only one enemy; the friendly people you pay
your taxes to; the war-makers and nature destroyers.
With your funding, they are killing the world right in
front of your eyes. HALF A MILLION DEATHS EACH YEAR
ARE CAUSED BY TOBACCO. HALF A MILLION DEATHS EACH YEAR
ARE CAUSED BY ALCOHOL. NO ONE HAS EVER, EVER DIED FROM
SMOKING POT!! In the entire history of the human race,
not one death can be attributed to cannabis. Our
society has outlawed grass but condones the use of the
KILLERS: TOBACCO and ALCOHOL. Hemp should be
declassified and placed in DRUG stores to relieve
stress. Hardening and constriction of the arteries are
bad; but hemp usage actually enlarges the
arteries...which is a healthy condition. We have been
so conditioned to think that: Smoking is harmful. That
is NOT the case for passive pot. Ingesting THC, hemp's
active agent, has a positive effect; relieving asthma
and glaucoma. A joint tends to alleviate the nausea
caused by chemotherapy. You are able to eat on hemp.
This is a healthy state of being.
{One personal note: During the pregnancy of my wife,
she was having some difficulty gaining weight. We were
in the hospital. A nurse called us to one side and
said: Off the record, if you smoke pot...you'd get
something called the munchies and youll gain
weight.' I swear that is a true story}.
The stereotype for a pothead is similar to a drunken
bubble-brain. Yet, the truth is ones creative
abilities can be enhanced under its influence. The
perception of time slightly slows and one can become
more sensitive. You can more appreciate all arts; be
closer to nature and generally FEEL more under the
influence of cannabis. It is, in fact, the exact
opposite state of mind and body as the drunken state.
You can be more aware with pot.
The pot plant is an ALIEN plant. There is physical
evidence that cannabis is not like any other plant on
this planet. One could conclude that it was brought
here for the benefit of humanity. Hemp is the ONLY
plant where the males appear one way and the females
appear very different, physically! No one ever speaks
of males and females in regard to the plant kingdom
because plants do not show their sexes; except for
cannabis. To determine what sex a certain, normal,
Earthly plant is: You have to look internally, at its
DNA. A male blade of grass (physically) looks exactly
like a female blade of grass. The hemp plant has an
intense sexuallity. Growers know to kill the males
before they fertilize the females. Yes, folks...the
most potent pot comes from 'horny females.'
The reason this amazing, very sophisticated, ET plant
from the future is illegal has nothing to do with how
it physically affects us..
POT IS ILLEGAL BECAUSE BILLIONAIRES WANT TO REMAIN
BILLIONAIRES!
And I will raise up for them a plant of renown, and
they shall be no more consumed with hunger in the
land.
Ezekiel 34/29
ps: I think the word DRUGS should not be used as
an umbrella-word that covers all chemical agents.
Drugs have come to be known as something BAD. Are you
aware there are LEGAL drugstores?! Yep, in every city.
Unbelievable. Each so-called drug should be considered
individually. Cannabis is a medicine and not a drug.
We should DARE to speak the TRUTH no matter what the
law is.
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
420
happy international day to get high
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April 18, 2006
no subject
Current mood: awake
i havent really written any blogs in a couple of days, im slackin. lot on my mind been busy, sometimes i feel like a chicken with its head cut off. ha. this weekend was good, today was good to me and mike got cell phones and i cooked an awesome dinner toinght-honey and pineapple glazed ham, mashed potatoes, brocolli and cheese- yummy. my dads mad at me and probably my step mom too- iguess i am always fucking up something right before my birthday- which i think is going to suck, i dont care thou it- i have to pay rent and bills this month actually on my birthday so thats going to be fun. money is tight this month just with everything to pay and all work wise has been good for both me and mike- this summer is going to be awesome today it was so beautiful it was 90 degrees i went swimming in my pool for the first time this year- the water was cold. tomorrow is supposed to be 85 degrees with a thunderstorm in the afternoon and i guess in the evening too- i dont know if i will go to work tomorrow or not if i do it will be like 5-10 or something haha. i dont know -thats is pretty much what all want to say right now im to finishthis cig, roll a j and go to bed.
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
beautiful day
Current mood: happy
it is not even in 10 in the morning im feeling great its sunny and warm out and i think i am going to go to the beach. i already put my bikini on oh yea
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Friday, April 14, 2006
abortion is a murder
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From: FALLEN ANGEL
Date: Apr 14, 2006 3:04 PM
ABORTION IS MURDER!!!
7 weeks gestation
Human traits are very noticable
8 weeks gestation
Skeletal structure is very noticeable
9 weeks gestation
All major extremeties have formed
10 weeks gestation
Even at 10 weeks you can still count finger's and toes.
The face of an aborted baby still shows pain.
11 weeks gestation.
Vital organs have already formed.
22 weeks, A partial birth abortion.
This child could have been carried for one more month and survived on it's own....
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Date: Apr 14, 2006 3:04 PM
7 weeks gestation
Human traits are very noticable
8 weeks gestation
Skeletal structure is very noticeable
9 weeks gestation
All major extremeties have formed
10 weeks gestation
Even at 10 weeks you can still count finger's and toes.
The face of an aborted baby still shows pain.
11 weeks gestation.
Vital organs have already formed.
22 weeks, A partial birth abortion.
This child could have been carried for one more month and survived on it's own....
TO REPOST:
Hit "reply to poster" and copy the image codes and text, then paste into a new bulletin...if this has offended you in anyway...or maybe it has opened your eye's a little bit more...visit www.abortionNO.org or www.abort73.com for more information and statistics on abortion..
Sunday, April 09, 2006
R.I.P
Current mood:in mourning
Rest In Peace, Kathy
a great and amazing woman, a lovng mom,
and a wonderful person. always doing stuff for everyone else -
she did so much for me and so many other people -
she was loved very much and will be missed.
She will always be remembered.
im sorry mikey, max , and joey if you need me im here to talk to.
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in melbourne
Current mood: bored
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
a great night....
Current mood:i dont know
Category: Life
lets see tonight was just great it wasnt that bad til i accidently tipped my friend a 100 dollars on stage and cant even get the shit the back cuz it had to be the time she got accused of stealing a 100 dollars so that was awesome, not really what really hurt me thou is my friend i tipped the 100 said some things that hit me right in the heart tonight ouch.-there was just alot of stupid drama that im really fucking pissed about and yea i dont want to talk about i fucked i know i just want to be done with everything i dont need this drama in my life all i want is my boyfriend i dont want no friends i dont want no family i just want to sit here and die alone -its not even about what happened tonight but just everything in general if i dont have these things i wont have drama and without drama i think i will be happy i need to stop flippin out it just sux everytime things go good something comes along and and knocks me down again. thats why they call it life. ha.
Currently listening:
Into the Great Wide Open
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 02 July, 1991
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Friday, March 31, 2006
hmmmm
Current mood:happy
last night was really fun went to the I bar and tabu with tom and sloane and kevin and jessica and a bunch of other people and i had SO much fun i love sloane so much ive missed her im glad they came out and hung out it was so much fun especially at the I bar we are all so cute i think everyone who went was a couple it was so cute .........
well im going to go get ready for work
in melbourne
Current mood: bored
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
a great night....
Current mood:i dont know
Category: Life
lets see tonight was just great it wasnt that bad til i accidently tipped my friend a 100 dollars on stage and cant even get the shit the back cuz it had to be the time she got accused of stealing a 100 dollars so that was awesome, not really what really hurt me thou is my friend i tipped the 100 said some things that hit me right in the heart tonight ouch.-there was just alot of stupid drama that im really fucking pissed about and yea i dont want to talk about i fucked i know i just want to be done with everything i dont need this drama in my life all i want is my boyfriend i dont want no friends i dont want no family i just want to sit here and die alone -its not even about what happened tonight but just everything in general if i dont have these things i wont have drama and without drama i think i will be happy i need to stop flippin out it just sux everytime things go good something comes along and and knocks me down again. thats why they call it life. ha.
Currently listening:
Into the Great Wide Open
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 02 July, 1991
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Friday, March 31, 2006
hmmmm
Current mood:happy
last night was really fun went to the I bar and tabu with tom and sloane and kevin and jessica and a bunch of other people and i had SO much fun i love sloane so much ive missed her im glad they came out and hung out it was so much fun especially at the I bar we are all so cute i think everyone who went was a couple it was so cute .........
well im going to go get ready for work
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
word.
Current mood: bored
hair.black.ocean.eyeliner.mike.kisses.love.
hate.family.sad.lost.confused.ocean.sky.flower.
high.friends.fun.alone.messy.fishnet.gangsta.boredom.
tattoo.roses.meow.polka-dot.mom.dad.life.reality.human.music......
Currently listening:
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 16 November, 1993
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
happiness
Current mood:blah
i just want everyone to be happy
happiness.....
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
i give up
Current mood: happy
im done trying to have friends and witheverything i never pushed anyone away or stopped being friends i..think it sux really bad i dont know how much you could have on your mind when your going to parties please dont tell me youve had a alot of shit going on when you can make time for everyone in the world except me well i just dont care i should be used to this by now but for some reason i keep putting hope into something thats not there anymore fuck im really upset if you dont want to be my friend tell me.....shit, and this blog goes to everyone who thinks it applys to them i dont know im hurt pissed my boyfriend is at work and i am all alone like fuckin usual im going to marie's fuck this shit.
its whateva
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
my life sux
i quit lidos
the dj there fuckin sux
hes a faggot
i start cheaters again tomorrow
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
im sorry
im sorry
Currently listening:
Wish You Were Here
By Pink Floyd
Release date: 25 April, 2000
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
writing...
Current mood:i dont know
Category: Life
im going to start writing alot like i used to i have been slacing miserably its going to stop writing is the the onlything that makes me feel better sometimes i cant explain it
its a spritual thing to me its my therapy it makes me feel good relieved- lifted
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
it seems.....
it seems when i actually write something that means something to me people will read and not comment on it but when it comes to the bullshit i write in my blogs people will comment - i just want a friend i can talk to and hang out with shit call me or something my phone is turned back on- for the past week and a half i have been sitting inside the house cuz i cant go out in the sun really cuz of my tattoo being worked on- and if you know me you that i live in florida and avoiding sun is kinda hard sometimes cuz its always fucking there writing is my only friend its the that listens to everything and doesnt get mad or upset about what i write or pick at everything i say. i dont know im just babbling on ive been in a crappy mood for the past days............
idont know
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
ha
Current mood:upset
here is something interesting wtf is up with all my supposed friends right now they all worry im going to up and leave and ditch them and stop talking to them but really its the other way around and also probably the same are talking shit behind my back about me that makes me look like the fool for still wanting to be there friend and still standing up for them but no one calls any more comes and hangs out or just drop by wtf sometimes its not all about you for just think for a second REALLY FUCKIN THINK about the other person for a chance!
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Monday, March 20, 2006
kinda sad
Current mood: blah
yea
i have a lot on my mind
it sux
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
this goes out to all the guys
Current mood:serious
i just want to say ....
guys please dont leave me comments or send me emails saying how you wish i didnt have a boyfriend - or ask me to come and hang out and leave me sexual comments its not cool i have a boyfriend and i am very in love with him im going to start blocking guys hardcore YOU GOT THAT your here on my myspace as a FRIEND nothing else thats all and it wont hurt it me to lose a few of you anyways... so GUYS .....leave me the fuck alone if you dont have anything nice to say!!!!!!!!!!
thank you much
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Friday, March 17, 2006
speechless
Current mood: tired
i feel like writing a blog
but i dont know what to write about
maybe i will have something to say tomorrow
i dont know
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Monday, March 13, 2006
YEAAAAA!!!!!
Current mood:excited
im getting my tattoo worked on today!!!!!
i love it so much
today at 2 !!!!!
awe and what
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Monday, March 13, 2006
tonight sucks
Current mood:sad
work was alright tonight
what really sux is my boyfried isnt with me tonight
i miss him already im glad i will get to see him tomorrow
i love him so much
Currently listening:
Live At Stubbs
By Matisyahu
Release date: 23 August, 2005
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
yup
Current mood:hmmmm
Category: Blogging
im so bored right now
its 1 in the morning tomorrow is saturday
tomorrow is going to be good
la de da
im still full from dinner at chilis with momma dukes and family
im stuffed - lol
im so bored
someone amuse please
cigarette anyone?
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Friday, March 10, 2006
tattoos
Current mood:blah
Category: Life
im itching for a tattoo so badly right now i have so many ideas and so many things i want to get done i dont know where to start - except get my roses finished first-lol an on-going thing that is great hopefully i will have a session on monday that would be AWESOME- since i have started gettinng tattoos it has swallowed my life and i love it i love seeing new art and meeting and talking to cool ass tattoo artists- the tattoo artists at Artistic Body Works rock they are really awesome people who i know i would probably do anything for them up there - tattoos are just one of my ways of expressing myself and i cant even explain its almost spirtual...
Currently listening:
Smells Like Children
By Marilyn Manson
Release date: 24 October, 1995
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Friday, March 10, 2006
yup
i just cant do anything right at all
never
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
blah
hung out with my home girl again today we watched a really good movie together to it was crazy but really good- made you think a minute well i guess i am going to get in the shower i need to go to work
woo hoo
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
torn
sad and happy at the same doesnt mix
im not in the greatest of moods right now
i dont know anymore
i love florida
i love illinois
my heart is here and there
pulled apart between family
and friends
why cant there be 2 of me
so i can in 2 places at one time
and be happy
life sux so bad right now
ughhh
i dont know hat to do
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
hmmm
... i have no reason for writing this right now im just bored
i hung out with my home girl today i love her so much she is the greatest
well im going to cook dinner now
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
family
Current mood:i dont know
family is such a big deal to me i never really had thr typical family-growin up my dad was never there my mom mighta as well have not been there-unfit drug addicts who both my parents made alot of mistakes- which for i have ignored and i love them- but the hate still grows inside. when i got old enough to make my own choices and know what was going on and became a teenager....i failed miserably and made my own bad decisions and mistakes and alot of them-i think that if i never got sent away to where i did i probably would have been dead or in jail by the time i was 18.
my heart is so torn from the the things that have happened in my life and from what is still happening my heart feels fragile and delicate and tired- it seems like its getting worse
i miss my mom so much, i talked to her for like an hour so tonight- i feel bad for her- i feel like crying i want to be close to my mom and want to help my family i feel like a bad person sometimes i feel like i should be up in champaign closer to my family or i should keep in contact more. sometimes i dont feel that i deserve to be here in florida and i dont deserve the things i have i want them to understand why i left illinois and why i had to get away. and even when i first moved here i started fucking up down here and i had to stop myself and give myself a smack in face and remind myself why i had moved down in here in the first place...tthe fucked up things i was doing. and with that i stopped fucking up
i dont feel like i am a good person sometimes, i feel that maybe me being closer to home will some how make thinks better or to prove that i really do care and love them dearly and i dont want to see anything happen-its my family and i love them all just- cuz its not a typical one i still love them to death.
i also just found out yesterday that my daddy is leaving florida again and its tomorrow morning when hes leaving- he said he would be down there at least until september-, the only blood family that i have down here- he says that he will see me for my birthday- i hope i see him im going to miss him- he comes over to my house everyday when he gets off of work and we get high together and hang out - its like our little ritual and now hes leaving...again. it makes me feel alone.
im glad that me and mike are together he means so much no one will ever understand what me and him have- we are going to be together forever - im thankful for someone like him and his family in my life - they are such great people i love them like they are family
i guess what i am saying its all about family
xoxo
Currently listening:
Downward Spiral
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: 08 March, 1994
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
a very awesome event on my birthday!!
Current mood: excited
Real Rock 101one, WJRR presents Earthday Birthday Lucky 13 brought to you by Hooters! APRIL 30TH TINKER FIELD >> Who's Playing and Ticket Info: MUDVAYNE, ROB ZOMBIE, STAIND, SHINEDOWN and TRAPT, NONPOINT, THEORY OF A DEADMAN, HINDER, EVANS BLUE, LACUNA COIL ...with MORE to be announced. april 30 th is my 20th birthday its going to be so bad ass 2 months and 5 days this is going to be an awesome concert!
Currently listening:
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Release date: 16 November, 1993
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
worst dream ever
Current mood:blah
i had the worst dream ever
i woke up balling my eyes out
it was so real
i hated it
i never want to have a dream like that again
Currently listening:
Diary of a Madman
By Ozzy Osbourne
Release date: 02 April, 2002
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
monday
Current mood:stoned
Category: Life
tomorrow is a monday
its supposed to be a really pretty day tomorrow
mike also has the day off
im going to wake up early and get all pretty
i get to see marie tomorrow morning
i plan on going to the beach tomorrow
and spending the day with him
i didnt go to work tonight it looked like it sucked
yea
i love mike so much
we got saw 2 on dvd yesterday- its a good movie
its like 10 til 2 am right now
rent is due soon - that sux so badly
i also got my hair cut and colored
and i got a manicure and a pedicure
my valentines day gift from mike
im going to back for te massage and facial
it was so much fun
i loved the girls who did my stuff
they even came into lidos and were having a
good time this weekend
mike is such a great boyfriend
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Valentines Day
Current mood: drained
i had the greatest valentines day it ended this morning at like 11
it was me and mikes first V-day it was awesome
he got me some of the prettiest roses almost black and look velvet- but they are really and also an all day thingy at a spa to get a manicure and a pedicure and my hair done, massage, mud bath facial - so hott he is the greatest.
and what i did for valentines day was really hott he said it was great whichmeans so much to me i put so much time into it-very personal
my space bar sux
but yea we ended up going out last night to lidos and cheaters and ran into everyone and said hi and we me and mike ran into an old friends of our camille and also another friend ill keep inhere aynomous but we ended up droppin alot of money at cheaters on a couple of the girls- we did amature night at cheaters and i ended up makin like 100 dollars on stage - we went and got a 2 conjoining hotel rooms and that was fun and we went to dennys at like 5 in the morning but they were closed so we called a cab and went to the waffle house instead- like i said last night was so fun -i love mike so much.
well besides from all of that i justt took some codine my dad gave me and im going to take a nap.
Currently listening:
Band Aid Covers the Bullet Hole
By Scarling
Release date: 16 December, 2003
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
4:37 in the morning...i have something to say
Current mood:really good
Category: Life
Put a soul into your life, let it take control, everything you will do should be done with passion, and nothing ever hurts. Soul has no emotion, soul has no regret, soul has no anger, soul is only what you get. Don't give partially to what you feel, Never hold back what you mean, In the long run you're left with these: Regret for not saying it, and anger for having let the other go without knowing it. Put every ounce of what you have into only expression, Never hold a thing back, And you'll never feel guilty, and never feel like there was something you never achieved. from the heart think about it..
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Friday, February 10, 2006
friday night
Current mood:good
today is friday
its a good day
valentines day is in 4 days
its going to be sweet
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
you'll never believe this...
Category: Friends
this is anjy...
i love liz...
thats all.
♥
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
blog
Current mood: giddy
Category: Life
sitting here watching one of the best movies DOGMA - its great
last night was crazy there was so many people here last night no one ended up leaving until like 6 this moning i woke up at like 4 today-ugh- where is everyone at today? lol. my best friend is coming out tonight love her to death- im really grateful that there is still good hearted people in the world -
mikes friends were in town from ct they stayed at our house while they were here before they went on their cruise and all i got to say is mikes friends are sweet and so nice and they are welcome to stay here anytime they are in town.
i cant wait til wednesday - that is going to be me mikes day this week since his past couple of days off we were with other people or he was in one place and i was somewhere else- so im excited!!!ive got some things planned for the 2 of us!- OH! and valentines day is 10 days away!!!!!!!!
mike has been busy today- i love him so much hes great!
im stoned right now and
im really hungry i got the munchies waffles sound good right now mmmm...
i need to get in the shower i have to go to work soon it sux i woke up late ugh i dont think i am going to work tomorrow mike and me are going out to dinner when he gets out of work.
im done writing for now
im in a good mood
Currently listening:
Lateralus
By Tool
Release date: 15 May, 2001
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
...
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Blogging
ive got so much on my mind right now....
i dont know where to begin
i need peace and quiet and solitude
ugh....
things are going good with me and mike
the apartment is awesome
valentines day is in 2 weeks
i cant wait
Currently listening:
Undertow
By Tool
Release date: 06 April, 1993
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
im bored
Current mood:meh
the past week has been crazy- me and mike moved in to our own apartment - it is so fuckin nice i love it so much its a one bedroom one bath its beautiful its like a block and half from the beach we have new furniture and we dont have any asshole neighbors either. and the rents not bad at all, its cheaper then what we were paying before- alot has been going on in these past 2 weeks the only difference is this week it is getting better- i quit working at cheaters on saturday and i havent worked there since-i have to go and get the rest of my stuff out of my locker and also get my lock- i got a new job that i make alot more money at -the only thing about cheaters that i miss is the girls, they are like a family and i miss my manager and my dj there too. but the girls where i work now are just as nice so all is good.... i dont know imgoing to finish watchin this movie and get something to ea
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Friday, January 20, 2006
ha ha ha ha ha pi
Current mood:fuckin pissed
people are fuckin hilarious hahahahaha
people with their stupid pathetic rich spoiled life
yea my life wasnt that great growing up soooo whats the point to bring that up and throw it in my face ooooooooooooooooo like i said tell me something I DONT ALREADY KNOW all i hear is blah blah blah you say your happy im going to laugh when your boyfriend starts beating you lol didnt he already throw a playstation at your face to bad it missed it probably wouldve looked better if he did and your family shows you love ha they wont even let you live with them. and the only way they show love to their kids is $$$$$ thats really love let me tell ya! call me hater
cuz your still
A FAT ASS CUNT
and if you want to play games bitch its on now
IMMATURE SLUT
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
finally glad to be movin
Current mood: calm
i am so fuckin glad to be finally moving out of this apartment actually its not thr apartment its my fat ass roommate who is a fuckin cunt a slob and bitch, that i am glad to be moving away from
for the past 6 or so months we have been living together and she has never cleaned actually i take that back shes taken the trash out a few times she acts like shes embarresed to live with me ha ha
im embarresed to live with her shes a fat girl i will have to post a picture of her to show you lol she wears clothes that show off way to much fat tube tops and tight clothes and mini skirts not attractive at allnot even close to im talkin clothes that i would wear and im skinny as fuck im ashamed to bring my friends over cuz of her shes always fighting with her boyfriend or whats really pathetic is shes almost 20 and hangs out with 15 and 16 years old
i dont know i feel like venting i fuckin a hate her
she steals
she lies
shes a fuckin bitch
karma will get her shes a 2 faced back stabbing slut
then she wants to say shes ashamed of and refers to me as the thing
give a fuckin break
she can talk all the shit she wants about me she can call me a bitch a slut
she can talk shit about my job she can say whatever the fuck she wants cuz i dont care she aint going to tell me something i havent already heard talk your shit i hope it makes you feel like a better person i dont give a fuck about anyone who wants to talk shit about me cuz i know who my real friends are and i dont need anyone else who is goin to drag medown and make feel like shit
im glad im not going to have to see her ugly fat face anymore
its just going to be me and mike in a new apartment
its really nice i will have to put pics up its right on the beach its a one bedroom we have furniture there already and we can finally move in next week im so excited about that
well i am done writing for now just had to gt some things out
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
last night
Current mood: mellow
last night was really good. a friend came out from melbourne last night and i got to meet a really awesome chic last night- that was cool came home and they popped open the jeager and started to get even more wasted while i sat there and smoked- wedding crashers is fuckin great its so fuckin funny i laugh everytime- it was all drama free
today is going to be a long day its only 1020 right now i should be asleep still but my clock lied to me so ive been up since 8 i guess thats a good thing.
Currently listening:
Rumours
By Fleetwood Mac
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Friday, January 13, 2006
blah
Current mood: lazy
i want to write i am bored
my creativity has left the building
i know what i want to say and i wont
all i am going to say is fuck it
i dont care
i dont want to deal with the drama
im going to ignore and not sink to their level
im goingto stop now
im just high right now
wtf..i hope so much on my mind right now
i think i am going to go to work tonight its friday
im feelin lazy
ugh
Currently listening:
Dark Side of the Moon
By Pink Floyd
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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Friday, January 13, 2006
no subject
Current mood: chipper
i jsut feel like writing a blog
lets see whats been up with me
my lease is up on the 31st
i got a tattoo this month
im so exited to move
i miss my cousin and my sister
(monica and candi gurl)
my cell phone is off
i get a new cell phone next week
i miss sloane shes in PA burrr i bet its cold
me and mike are doing awesome- i love him so much
i miss old friends in chicago before there was the drama and the fighting between us( you all know who you are)
im high
i move into a new apartment on the 1st!!!!!!!
allmy bills are paid for
last night was really good at work
im so blah right now its friday night
im worried about onew of my friends i havent talkedto her in a like week and she doesnt have any minutes on her phone i think im going to call a cab and go over there i miss her bunches
i dont know
tonight is going to be a good night very fufilling i can feel it i jsut know it.
Currently listening:
Aenima
By Tool
Release date: 01 October, 1996
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
laffy taffy
Category: Blogging
i just felt like writing a blog
sittin hear
eatin candy
it is good
im really bored im getting ready to
go to work
ok im done here
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Friday, January 06, 2006
dreams
Current mood: blah
Category: Blogging
i keep having these dreams at night of zombies and me running from them and trying not to get eaten and they are all weird and shit and i dont know what it means- today before i woke fom sleeping i was on a huge ass ship trapped with these zombies and im trying to find a place to hide and im running from them and they are everywhere and...wake up
WTF
i wont even call them dreams its a fuckin nightmares im having and they fuckin suck
i feel weird today out of place or body maybe even my mind who knows
alot of things have been going on today that are jsut weird or just to much for the day already its still so early i dont know i dont know....
i cant wait til the day is over and i get to come home and relax with my baby,watch a movie, and go to bed
Currently listening:
Steve Miller Band - Greatest Hits 1974-1978
By Steve Miller Band
Release date: 25 October, 1990
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